Deepening Souls Vol. 2



  Deepening Soul Vol. 2

  Devaney S. Roberts

  Copyright 2014 Devaney S. Roberts

  DEDICATED TO

  My Parents & Sisters, In Memory Of My Baby Sister JaNay S. Roberts (9-16-98) R.I.P

  Giving All Thanks, Praise & Glory To My Lord & Savior Jesus Christ

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Devaney S. Roberts would like to first thank her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for blessing her with this talent. She was born Nov. 9, 1995 In Midwest City, Oklahoma, but has lived in Springfield, Ohio since the age of 6. She loves softball, writing, painting, dancing, making jewelry, watching scary movies, Photography, and just hanging out with family. She’s a usher in her church. Devaney plans To get her degree in business and open up a daycare/homeschool center.

  Souls Connect

  (Dedicated to Anthony Mitchell)

  Souls connect

  Through words,

  Emotions, and feelings.

  My heart beats

  At the sounds of

  The waves through

  Your mouth into

  My soul.

  The only noises

  I hear are of your

  Spoken feelings

  And vibrating

  Emotions.

  Stars shine

  Bright when

  It’s not night,

  The stars join

  Together as one

  And creates wisdom.

  Connection arises

  Between one and it

  Cannot be separated.

  Visions of life’s

  Future comes to

  My mind and i

  Visualize you only,

  My soulmate.

  Souls connect

  Through one

  Another, our

  Heartbeats are one,

  Our lives are one,

  We are one.

  Force Doesn’t Exist

  Pure, gleaming

  Sand goes through

  My soft fingers with

  No force upon it.

  Force doesn’t

  Exist in my world,

  But my world is not

  Real.

  The only

  Light I see

  Is at night when

  The moon shines

  And ricochets onto

  The sand and pierces

  Those who uses their

  Feet to feel the warm,

  Rough, gentle, powdery

  Jewels that shines

  Only with the soul.

  Souls connect

  With nature

  As nature connects

  With the mother of

  The living.

  Every piece

  Of sand that’s

  Picked up is cherished,

  One by one.

  It’s loved,

  It’s intimate

  With the divine,

  It’s never to be

  Forgotten,

  It’s real.

  Nothing in

  The world matters

  At this moment,

  Nothing is forced

  Upon me at this moment.

  Whispers From Heaven

  There’s whispers,

  I can hear them.

  The whispers

  Is like music to

  My ears.

  I can’t

  Stop thinking

  About the whispers,

  They’re delightful

  And peaceful.

  They’re whispers

  From heaven.

  In Love

  A woman

  Is in love

  With a beautiful

  Flower.

  Darkness

  It’s dark outside….

  Pitch black

  Wither Away

  Just wither away,

  Please,

  Go away.

  I don’t need

  You here,

  I don’t need

  You in my life.

  You never cared

  About me,

  You never loved

  Me at all.

  Please,

  Just leave

  And don’t come

  Back here.

  Just wither away,

  Please,

  Go away.

  Shame On Me

  Shame on me

  For thinking you

  Cared,

  Shame on me

  For thinking we

  We’re paired.

  Shame on me

  For trusting you,

  Shame on me

  For giving you

  My whole heart and

  Soul.

  Shame on me

  For thinking we

  Were real,

  Shame on me

  For thinking

  You loved me

  More than anything.

  Shame on me

  For loving you.

  Fragile

  I’m as fragile

  As an immature

  Baby,

  I’m as fragile

  As a little old

  Lady.

  I’m as fragile

  As an ant,

  I’m as fragile

  As a little unhealthy

  Plant.

  I’m as fragile

  As fragile can get.

  Happiness, Sadness Gone

  Tears of happiness

  Running down my face non-stop –

  The sadness is gone

  Climbing A Mountain

  I’m climbing

  A mountain to be

  With you,

  I’m climbing

  A mountain to see

  Your face.

  I’m climbing

  A mountain so we

  Can be happy,

  I’m climbing

  A mountain so we’ll

  Never be apart.

  I’m climbing

  A mountain to

  Stick by you,

  I’m climbing

  A mountain for you

  Because I love you.

  Look Me In My Eyes

  Look me in

  The eyes and

  Tell me you don’t

  Love me.

  Look me in

  The eyes and

  Tell me that you

  Hate me.

  Look me in

  The eyes and

  Tell me that you

  Don’t care about

  Me.

  Look me in

  The eyes and

  Tell me that the

  Last three things

  Are true because

  That’s how i

  Feel about you.

  Going Down

  I feel like,

  Like my world

  Is tearing apart,

  It’s like I’ve

  Been hit with

  A dart a million

  Times.

  See,

  What i

  Feel inside

  Doesn’t

  Have nothing

  To do with you,

  It has something

  To do with me.

  It seems like

  I’m going down,

  Then I’m being

  Lifted up like

  A pattern.

  There’s only

  So much I can

  Take and I feel

  Like I’m not going

  To make it.

  So, please,

  Save me from

  Going down

  And please bring

  Me back up.

  The Break-Up

  You think

  It’s not hard

  For me
to let

  You go?

  Do you really

  Think that this

  Is what I really

  Wanted to do?

  This break-up

  Was hard on me too,

  Probably harder

  On me than it was on you.

  I may act

  Like I’m over it,

  But I’m really not,

  I’m just faking it.

  In Poverty

  We’re living

  In poverty,

  We have nothing.

  Homeless,

  Living in trailers.

  People calling

  Us trailer trash,

  Not caring what

  We feel.

  No food,

  No clothes,

  Last but not least,

  No money.

  Having to knock

  On doors of people’s

  Houses for money

  Because we don’t have

  None and because

  We’re in poverty.

  A Dream I Dreamed

  I remember

  When I was little,

  I dreamed of

  My prince charming.

  I remember

  I dreamed that

  I would be the first

  Choice between me

  And that brat.

  I remember

  Me dreaming

  About being loved

  Unconditionally.

  I remember

  Dreaming about

  Him being

  My one and only,

  But I found out

  That it was

  And always will be

  Just a dream.

  L.O.V.E

  Love is beautiful

  Often it can be doubtful

  Very sweet and good

  Even loving and that’s how it should be

  On Earth

  The sounds of

  The rain hitting

  The window,

  The crickets chirping

  In the meadow.

  The wind

  Blowing cool

  And smooth.

  Frogs croaking

  Around the pond,

  While me and friend

  Talk, laugh, and bond.

  Sounds Being Heard

  Crickets chirping,

  Water splashing,

  Cold breezy water.

  Crows and birds

  Flapping their wings,

  I, hearing the wind

  In the spring.

  Late night owls,

  You could hear from

  10 miles.

  Trees hitting

  Windows,

  I can hear,

  I can hear sounds

  Coming from nature.

  Never Give Up On You

  It seems

  Like miles

  That I’ve had

  To run just

  To not lose you

  And just to keep

  You in my life.

  I’m running

  Short and as

  I run,

  It seems that

  I may never catch

  You.

  Tears run down

  My face as I feel

  Myself giving

  Up and knowing

  That you are gone

  For good.

  It kills me,

  It kills me to know

  That I will never get

  To love you, see you,

  Feel you.

  I will never

  Meet another

  Person like you.

  I don’t think

  I’ll ever want to

  Because to me,

  You’re my one

  And only and I’ll

  Never give up on you.

  Left Me Hurting

  You left me,

  Left me alone,

  Unattended and

  Now my heart is

  Broken.

  Because of your

  Selfish, unrighteous,

  Ego, I’m afraid I have to

  Protect myself from this

  cold-hearted world.

  I have to

  Protect myself

  From strangers,

  Family, anyone who

  Has a mouth to even

  Speak falsely to me

  In that unknown language

  Of sickness and pain.

  Never in my

  Lifetime did I think

  That you of all people

  Would step on, scratch,

  And tear my into my

  Heart and soul,

  Trying to make me

  Feel unloved and hurt

  As to which point,

  I would feel worthy of

  Not living in this so

  Called “perfect world”.

  You left me

  And you hurt me

  But now, I’m trying

  To mend my

  Broken heart and

  This time,

  You’re not coming

  Back.

  Why Are You Here?

  Why are you

  Here all of a sudden

  After you tore

  My heart into pieces

  Like I meant nothing to you?

  You left me,

  You abandoned me

  Like I was a stray

  Out on a street.

  After all that

  I’ve been through,

  I expected you

  To be here, but you

  Were nowhere to be

  Found.

  You say it

  Was for my

  Own good, right?

  But to me, that’s

  Just another excuse.

  Sometimes, I ask,

  What did I do wrong?

  But all I could think

  Of was loving you.

  But if loving

  You is a crime

  And if loving you

  Is what made

  You leave me,

  I would take it back

  In a second just for you

  To come back to me.

  But you could

  Care less because all

  You’re going to do

  Is leave me again.

  So, why

  Are you here?

  Why are you here

  If all you’re going

  To do is abandon

  Me all over again.

  My Lullaby

  My lullaby

  That I now write

  Is of my life.

  For you do

  Not want my life.

  It is like

  A puzzle that

  Can’t be fixed.

  It is like

  A tornado,

  Running wild.

  My lullaby

  That I now write

  Is of my life.

  The good

  And the bad

  That comes in

  And goes out.

  Heartbreaks

  That never stop.

  My lullaby

  That I now write

  Is of my life.

  Suddenly,

  There’s life,

  Then there’s death.

  Never knowing

  What to expect.

  My lullaby

  That I now write

  Is of my life.

  Life comes

  And goes, but

  The spirit of human

  Life will always stay.

  Worth It

  Why?

  Why does this

  Happen to me?

  Am I supposed

  To deserve this?

  Am I being punished?

  What did i

  Do wrong?

  I feel as if

  I’m not worth

  It,

  As if I should

  Just leave

  And never come

>   Back.

  I always

  Wonder if that’s

  The best thing,

  But then I think,

  “no”, stay and

  Experience.

  But still,

  I wonder if

  I’m worth it.

  No More Chances

  You stab me

  In the back,

  Not physically,

  But with your

  Words.

  If you think

  I’m forgiving you,

  I don’t know what

  You heard,

  I’m not the one

  To just give in.

  You take me

  For a fool,

  But you don’t

  Know what I know

  About you.

  I gave you

  So many chances,

  But now,

  I don’t have

  No more chances

  To give.

  Cry Me To Sleep

  You cry

  Me to sleep

  And not

  In a good way.

  I feel abandoned,

  Abandoned in a way

  I can’t say to make

  You understand.

  I now see

  You’re not the

  Man for me.

  Yogi

  Ooom

  Greatness

  Amazing

  Untitled

  My stuffed animal

  Sits there

  As it watches me

  Do my hair

  Bubbles

  Blowing bubbles is

  So much fun I cannot stop-

  Bubbles are floating

  Mating Bird

  Male bird is chirping

  To mate with a female bird-

  Reproduce offspring

  I Won’t Miss You

  I won’t miss

  You after how you

  Hurt me,

  I won’t miss

  You after being

  Stomped on and

  Thrown away

  Like trash.

  I won’t miss

  You after you

  Used me,

  I won’t miss

  You after you

  Wasted my time.

  I won’t miss

  You because of

  Your infidelity,

  I won’t miss

  You after what you’ve

  Put me through.

  I won’t miss

  You… I won’t

  Miss you.