Black Jasmine (2012), Page 21
Toby Neal
“Holy crap! What the hell?”
“Yep. Apparently something went badly wrong in the bedroom—according to the ship’s medic, who checked things out after the maid found them. He looks poisoned, and she’s been stabbed.”
“So much for sailing off into the sunset,” Lei said. “Wow, just when it seems like they had it all and were getting away with it.”
“You’d think. But there’s a relationship from hell, if you ask me.”
“Lucky you, get to take a helicopter out there to bring them in.”
“I’d rather they weren’t in body bags, but it saves us a trial.”
“Well, I’ve got something to tell you.”
Lei talked to her friend until the roar of Marcella’s transport helicopter cut them off. She closed the phone and slipped it back into her pocket as Stevens pulled the Bronco into the driveway. He jumped out, and she opened the gate for him.
He grinned at her, lit with suppressed excitement. He’d never looked so good, his rugged face almost handsome, blue eyes twinkling with rich satisfaction. Her heart squeezed.
“You’re never going to believe it. It looks like Walker and Millhouse offed each other.”
“I just heard. Marcella called me.”
“Unbelievable, isn’t it?”
“Justice is what it is.”
“Get over here.” He encircled her wrist with his big hand, pulled her to him. Bent his head to kiss her, his other hand wandering freely, and she sighed as she leaned in to him, sinking into sensation that instantly ignited her senses.
He lifted his head eventually, eyes hazy with passion. “Anchara around?”
“No, thank God. She’s downtown, meeting with a social worker for some program.”
“Good.”
She giggled as they ran into the house and toward the back bedroom, shedding clothes along the way.
It didn’t take them long the first time, but the second time, long and slow in the shower, was when Lei let herself feel something other than hunger…and found tears sliding down her face as her cheek pressed against the cool, wet tile, and she wept with passion and sorrow.
He dried her hair with a towel after they got out, rubbing her neck gently, kneading. She closed her eyes.
“You okay?”
“You make me feel so good.”
“Likewise.”
“Sometimes it’s just too much.”
“I know.”
“I have to tell you something.”
“Please don’t.”
She opened her eyes and looked at her naked self in the mirror. The bruises had faded to yellow. She almost looked back to normal but for big eyes full of shadows. He encircled her waist with corded arms, rested his jaw on her shoulder as blue eyes met brown in the mirror.
“You’re going, aren’t you?” His voice was a husky whisper.
“I have to. I just have to.”
“I wish you wouldn’t.”
“Please. This hurts.” She leaned over, opened the bathroom cabinet, and took the ring off the little glass shelf. “This is yours.”
He took the ring, melted and slumped, the diamonds sunken into blackened metal occluded by char. “I can’t believe you went back and found this.”
“It’s the least I could do.”
“Goddamn it.” He stepped back, let go of her. Handed her a towel, wrapped one around himself. “Can’t say I didn’t see it coming. You weren’t exactly enthused about house hunting. Does Marcella know?” he asked, walking away into the bedroom.
“I told her today. I had to see if she was serious about bringing me into the Bureau. It just seems like…something I need to do, like it’s now or never. I’ll come back to Hawaii. That’s always been the plan.” The towel hung from her limp fingers as she gazed at him. He strode over and wrapped the towel around her forcefully without looking at her, as if he couldn’t stand the sight of her a second longer.
Lei felt her heart breaking—an actual pain, like being hit in the chest. She gasped with the stab of it. He turned and tossed his towel over the office chair in the corner, dressed. Brisk, hard movements as he pulled on boxers, jeans, a T-shirt so new it was still in plastic wrap. Watching him, she remembered the very first time she’d watched him dress in Hilo, a fascinating process. She watched him rip the overwrap on the T-shirt savagely with his teeth, shake the shirt out, haul it on.
The pain in her chest hadn’t abated.
“It won’t be right away. I have to go through the application process, interviews, background checks and such.”
“If I know Marcella, she’ll grease those wheels.”
“We’ll see. It’s competitive. I might not make it.”
Stevens snorted, went out. She heard him banging pans in the kitchen.
She dressed. Each item of clothing scraped over skin rendered sensitive by a thousand kisses. Her breath was short around the pain in her chest. She told herself that she could do this. This was what she had to do, what she felt called to do. It was going to be worth it.
She followed him into the kitchen.
Stevens stirred a pot of soup on the stove, his back to her, selkie-dark head bent. His shoulders were wide, wide enough for her to duck under as she put her arms around him from behind, sliding herself around, tucking her head against his collarbone, wedged in front of the stove.
“I’m so sorry. I wish it didn’t have to be this way.”
“I know. Me too.” And he pushed her firmly aside.
Chapter 44
Lei sat in the seat on the plane, turned to look out the oval window at the long, low Maui Airport building. She knew Stevens was still there, standing against the window, and Keiki waited in the Bronco.
Leis piled around her neck impeded her vision, and she detached the stack, shoveled them into a plastic bag Torufu had given her, redolent with greasy malasadas in a box at the bottom. The sendoff at the station had been over-the-top, so many hugs, leis, and local food items, she needed a small army to eat them. Where she was going—Quantico, Virginia—she’d be on a strict training program with no room for malasadas.
The plane’s engines switched to the high-pitched whine that signaled departure as it trundled to the end of the runway. She looked back, watched the airport building until it was gone, replaced by vivid sugar cane fields and wind-whipped turquoise ocean. Ah, Maui.
She closed her eyes, took a breath in through her nose, out through her mouth. Then another. It was done. For better or worse, she’d chosen her path.
“I can’t wait for you,” Stevens said. “I don’t know if we’ll ever want the same things.”
“I know. It’s okay.”
It wasn’t okay, but she wanted it to be. She’d given him Keiki, not just to dog sit but to keep, and she might as well have handed him her heart on the end of the leash.
She had nothing else.
Her hand stole into her pocket, and she removed a little black velvet box he’d slipped in during the send-off party.
“Don’t look at it until you’re gone,” he’d whispered in her ear.
She took the box out and set it on the plastic fold-down table. Her heart beat with heavy thuds as she opened the lid.
Inside, resting on the plain cotton batting, was a round piece of melted metal. She took it out, held it up. She could see glitters and glimmers in the gray and pitted surface, but it had been flattened and smoothed to around the size of a nickel, if a little thicker, and just the right heft to keep in her pocket.
Stevens’s grandmother’s ring, dug out of the fiery rubble. Melted down. Banged a few times with a hammer, sanded to a satin finish that felt good to her hand, even with the dimples and pits of diamonds still embedded. A little something rough to rub.
In case it took longer than she hoped to get back to Hawaii.
Acknowlegements
Black Jasmine takes place on my current home island, Maui. As with the other books, “real life” seeds my imagination with ideas for the story. I knew I wanted to
write about human trafficking, cockfighting, and something about the arts scene on Maui—but had no idea how to tie it all together.
I had my husband drive me out to Pauwela Lighthouse because we’d recently gone through the murder of a young teenager (unsolved) and disappearance of a young woman teacher (also unsolved) out there. Tramping around on that desolate, beautiful bluff with its hidden homeless encampment and wrecked cars, I knew it was the perfect spot for Black Jasmine to begin.
Identity theft is something that has long intrigued me from a psychological standpoint—people who just shuck off the past and make up a new one, or steal one from someone else and step into it like a new pair of shoes. These folks are drawn to Hawaii as a place to start over, reinvent themselves, and with a high degree of transience here it’s probably pretty easy to do. And after two books with male perpetrators, I had a lot of fun developing a plot that centered around strong female characters on all sides the chase.
Contrary to rumor, I am NOT a shoe person myself. I’m much more like Lei, with bad hair most days and a pair of slippers to cover most occasions. And if you’re mad at me for the way the book ended, I have to tell you I cried too, and say. . . Didn’t it have to end that way? A good ending feels inevitable, and bittersweet. This one had a good ending.
You’ll just have to wait for Broken Ferns, and it’ll be worth it.
As always, I thank my beta readers, writers’ group and book production team—you truly give form and substance to my work. Jay Allen, detective extraordinaire—you were incredibly helpful with this one with everything from first responders on the scene of the crime, cop lingo/dialogue authenticity, to writing me after you took a cruise about how you thought human trafficking could be done on board a ship. You helped me keep it in the ballpark, and all mistakes are mine.
Finally, I thank the Maui Police Department for your ceaseless work to keep our community safe, and in hopes that we can someday find answers to what really went on at Pauwela Lighthouse.
Much aloha,
Toby Neal
About the Author
Toby Neal was raised on Kaua`i in Hawaii. She wrote and illustrated her first story at age 5. After initially majoring in journalism, she settled on mental health as a career and loves her work, saying, “I’m endlessly fascinated with people’s stories.” Toby credits her counseling background in adding depth to her characters–from the villains to Lei Texeira, the courageous multicultural heroine of the Lei Crime Series.
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In the Lei Crime Series
Blood Orchids
Torch Ginger
Black Jasmine
Broken Ferns
Companion Series Books:
Stolen in Paradise (a Marcella Scott Novel)
Twisted in Paradise (a Dr. Wilson Novel)
Young Adult:
Aumakua
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Acknowlegements
About the Author
Look For These Titles In the Lei Crime Series
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Acknowlegements
About the Author
Look For These Titles In the Lei Crime Series
