The Beautiful Ashes, Page 3

  chapter four

  Whoever had designed Green-Wood cemetery must have done so while puking drunk since it lacked a single straight road. I felt like we were driving through a child’s maze game with all the twists and turns. Then again, maybe lots of cemeteries were laid out like this. I wouldn’t know. I’d never been in one before. My parents’ funeral wasn’t until the day after tomorrow, both sets of my grandparents had died before my birth, and neither of my parents had siblings or cousins. Until ten days ago, I hadn’t lost anyone close to me.

  Now, I’d lost everyone, and while I buried my grief with the same determination I’d used to ignore seeing impossible things, it wasn’t enough. When Adrian drove by a large tomb engraved “Beloved Parents,” the ache that had burned in my throat since their deaths grew into an impassable boulder.

  Adrian stopped the car at the same time that I suddenly found it difficult to breathe.

  “What’s wrong?” he asked urgently. “You see something?”

  I shook my head, managing to draw in a breath despite that awful squeezing in my throat.

  “Ivy.” A large hand cupped my face, forcing me to look at him instead of the headstone. “What is it?”

  Right then, I was glad that Adrian was so hot. Thank God for the deep hollows under his cheekbones, those sapphire eyes, and the blondish-brown hair that looked like it had been tousled from too much sex. If I hadn’t had his looks to distract me, I might’ve had to focus on how bad it hurt to lose two people who’d never let me down, even when I’d been a stranger to them.

  “It’s just...my parents died five days ago.”

  My voice was husky from the emotions I kept trying to shove back, but the strangling tightness had eased. Another few deep breaths, and all that was left was a familiar burn.

  “I’m sorry,” Adrian said, taking my hand and squeezing it.

  I’d heard those words from friends and fellow students a lot in the past week, often with an added cliché about all things happening for a reason. Adrian didn’t say any of that crap. He just kept holding my hand while looking at me with an understanding that transcended compassion, as if he knew what it was like to lose everything within a brutally short amount of time.

  “Thanks.” I drew in another breath, blinking away the tears. Crying felt like giving up, and I wasn’t doing that because I needed to find a way to bring my sister back home. “That’s why I need answers, because I’m not about to lose my sister forever, too.”

  He let go of my hand and looked away, his jaw tightening. “Answers don’t mean miracles. I heard what that cop said to you. If they have your sister, I’m sorry, but she’s as good as dead.”

  “Bullshit,” I snapped, instantly angry. “I know where she is. I just need a...way in.”

  Adrian sighed. “You see things no one else does, yet you’re still in denial, aren’t you? The creatures that have your sister are too strong, Ivy. Even if you got in, you’d never get out.”

  Creatures? Before I could respond, something flashed ahead, as if a spotlight had briefly turned on. Adrian began driving toward it. A few minutes later, we pulled up to what looked like a tiny castle, with circular turrets on the four corners and a tall, windowed dome blooming out of the center.

  Adrian parked, going around to my side to let me out. “Welcome to Green-Wood chapel.”

  The door was ajar, soft light emanating from within. Adrian entered and I followed, hugging his coat around me as though it were a protective shield. I was so disturbed by what he said that the equally ornate interior was lost on me. He must’ve meant “creatures” in a metaphorical way, my logic argued.

  A young African-American man stood at the end of the pews, his face partially concealed by the blue hoodie hanging over his bent head. I would’ve thought he was praying except that he faced us, not the altar, and his hands were at his sides instead of folded in the universal gesture for piety.

  “Ivy, this is Zach,” Adrian said. “Zach, meet Ivy, the girl you sent me to rescue.”

  Zach looked up, his hoodie fell back, and—

  Light exploded around him like thousands of camera flashes. My eyes burned, unable to adjust to the blinding intensity, and yet I couldn’t close them. I stared, stunned, as the glow around him became even brighter, until I saw nothing except Zach. A multitude of voices roared through my mind, deafening me to everything except their beauteous, painful crescendo. My body vibrated, caught in the thunderous echo, until it felt like my flesh would be shaken right off my bones—

  “Don’t be afraid.”

  The church morphed back around me, Adrian standing a few feet away like he’d been before. Zach hadn’t moved, either. I had, though. Somehow, I was on my knees, hands raised, my face wet from tears I didn’t remember shedding.

  “Don’t be afraid,” Zach repeated, coming toward me.

  I staggered to my feet. The lights around him were gone, as was the terrible noise that had made my whole body ache. Right now, Zach looked like half the guys around my campus, but I knew, with every fiber of my being, that he wasn’t human. He was something else.

  A creature, like Adrian had said.

  I kept backing away, but then strong hands settled around my shoulders, gripping me with protective gentleness.

  “Don’t worry. He’s not one of the bad ones,” Adrian said softly. “Zach plays for the other team.”

  “The creatures have teams?” I choked out.

  “Yes, they do,” Adrian said, a note of grimness coloring his tone. “And both sides play for keeps.”

  I stared into Zach’s walnut-colored eyes, seeing the otherness beneath the facade of a twentysomething man with closely cropped hair, thick brows, and smooth, dark skin. I didn’t need Adrian to tell me he could rip me limb from limb if he wanted to. An instinctual, animalistic part of me knew that. In fact, I was painfully aware of how easily my bones could shatter, how little my skin protected the vulnerable parts beneath, and how useless my average strength was to defend myself. Fear made me want to edge farther into Adrian’s embrace, but I forced myself to stay where I was.

  Zach might terrify me, but Adrian said he fought against the things that had Jasmine. That made him my new best friend.

  “I think freaky shadow people kidnapped my sister,” I said, proud that my voice wasn’t shaking. “So I need to know how to get her back.”

  “Did I mention she could see beneath demon glamour?” Adrian asked in a wry tone.

  My stomach clenched at the word demon, but I didn’t do anything embarrassing, like puke. Okay, so demons had my sister. Not much different than saying that freaky shadow people had her, right?

  I might puke after all.

  “Of course she can see through it,” Zach replied, as casual as if he were noting that I liked chocolate more than vanilla. “It’s in her bloodline.”

  I was standing so close to Adrian, I felt it when his whole body stiffened. “You knew what she was?”

  A faint smile touched Zach’s mouth. “I’ve always known.”

  “What do you mean, what I am?” I wondered.

  Adrian ignored that and strode over to Zach, his height forcing the shorter man to look up in order to meet his eyes.

  “You lied to me,” Adrian bit out, his finger stabbing Zach in the chest with each word. “You said that I was the last of my line, yet you knew all along about Ivy?”

  I couldn’t believe Adrian kept jabbing Zach like he was a roast that needed tenderizing. Didn’t he sense the blasting power beneath Zach’s average-guy disguise?

  “She’s not a descendent of your line,” Zach said, his hand closing over Adrian’s with enough strength to hold it immobile. “You are the last of that, but she sees past the disguises of this world because she is the last descendant of David’s.”

  “Last of whose?” I began, th
en stopped, stunned into silence as Adrian turned toward me.

  Horror didn’t begin to describe the look on his face. Adrian stared at me like I’d crushed his world, ground it up and then forced it down his throat until he died choking on its remains. If my skin had suddenly been replaced by scales oozing poison, I still wouldn’t have thought I deserved such a look.

  “Last of a line of rulers dating back to ancient times, when King David sat on the throne of Jerusalem,” Zach replied.

  History was my major in college, but I’d also been a fan of the arts since I was a little girl.

  “King David as in the guy from Michelangelo’s famous marble statue?” The naked one? I mentally added.

  “The same,” Zach agreed, a slight arch of his brow making me wonder if he’d guessed what I hadn’t said out loud.

  “Nice story,” I said flippantly, “but all anyone knows about my biological parents is that my mother was an illegal immigrant who left me on the side of the road after the tractor trailer she was hiding in jackknifed.”

  In some ways, I couldn’t blame her. All the illegals who’d survived the accident had run, and disappearing in a new country would have been harder with a newborn. The Jenkinses, who’d also been caught in the multicar pileup, had found me, and after a series of court battles, officially adopted me.

  Zach shrugged. “Your disbelief doesn’t change the truth.”

  Adrian was suddenly at the back of the church, his silhouette a dark outline against the stained glass panels.

  “If you knew she was the last Davidian, how could you send me to get her?” His voice lashed the air like a whip. “How could you let me anywhere near her, Zacchaeus?”

  Now I knew what Zach was short for, but that wasn’t why my mouth dropped. “What is your problem?” I sputtered.

  Adrian turned away as if he couldn’t stand the sight of me. Amidst my disbelief, I felt a sliver of hurt. Why was he acting like I was viler than the cop he’d killed with his bare hands?

  “You have to be near her,” Zach replied in an implacable voice. “You cannot escape your fate.”

  At that, Adrian whirled, fists clenched, shoulders rigid and anger roiling from him in palpable waves.

  “Fuck my fate,” he snarled.

  I didn’t see him pass me. He moved too fast again. I only knew that he’d left when the chapel door slammed behind me.

  chapter five

  The sun was up by the time Zach returned. He’d gone after Adrian, but since he came back without him, that must not have gone well. My mood was pretty foul, too. I’d only waited in the church because I still didn’t have the answers I needed. All I knew was that Adrian now hated me, demons existed, and Zach was...well, with the light show he’d given off, I could guess what sort of creature Zach was, but it was too unbelievable to say out loud.

  “We’re also known as Archons,” Zach said, throwing me a sardonic look. “Is that word easier for you to handle?”

  Once again, he’d guessed my thoughts, and I was starting to believe it was more than luck. No, I was in the presence of a creature with untold supernatural abilities, and unless I wanted to spend more time crying on my knees, I had to deal with that.

  I’d start with the challenge he’d just thrown down.

  “It’s not my fault that you don’t match up with the brochure,” I replied flippantly. “You could’ve paired that hoodie with a harp and a halo, at least.”

  He smiled, reminding me that every species except humans showed their teeth to convey a threat.

  “This mortal shell conceals my true nature. Because you and Adrian are the last of your lines, you see beneath it, but the rest of humanity does not.”

  I shrugged as though my already-careening world hadn’t been turned upside down within the past several hours.

  “Or I’m hallucinating again. I missed taking a couple doses of my meds—”

  “Makes no difference, they’re placebos,” Zach informed me.

  I stared at him, my lips parted, but my brain processing too many thoughts to speak.

  “That’s why your adoptive parents always filled your prescriptions for you,” Zach went on, as if each word wasn’t blasting apart what was left of my life. “Your psychologist provided the placebos as part of your therapy, but there is nothing medically wrong with you. Your adoptive parents were going to tell you the truth when you turned twenty-one—”

  “Liar,” I whispered.

  A thick brow arched. “Demons lie. My kind does not. If you require proof, take one of your pills to a pharmacist for analysis.”

  My knees wobbled, but I didn’t sit down. If I did, I might not be able to get back up. Zach might be a mind reader, but he couldn’t have known that my parents always filled my prescriptions because I hadn’t been thinking of that. He also couldn’t know something that I didn’t—if the pills were really placebos instead of actual meds.

  Adrian was right. Despite everything I’d seen, I still hadn’t accepted that it could actually be real. Now Zach was destroying my denial one revelation at a time.

  “Your real mother didn’t leave you because she was running from the police,” Zach went on pitilessly. “She did it to save you, just as your dream revealed—”

  “Stop!” I shouted, my breath now coming in pants. No one knew about that dream. I hadn’t told my parents, Jasmine or the countless therapists I’d been to. How could Zach know, unless he was exactly who—what—he claimed to be?

  “Enough.”

  Adrian’s voice cracked through the chapel, startling me. I hadn’t seen him come back in. I turned toward him, glad for anything that kept me from hearing revelations that were too incredible to be real.

  “Don’t mind Zach,” Adrian said, an edge coloring his tone. “Archons have no tact when it comes to delivering big news.”

  Zach shrugged. “She asked for the truth. I gave it to her.”

  Adrian came nearer, his gaze glittering with anger. “Yeah, well, you want me to play this fate thing through? Then from now on, I tell Ivy what’s what, not you.”

  My mind still felt like it had been thrown into a blender, but at that, I stiffened.

  “Don’t talk about me like I’m not even here.”

  Adrian turned that darkly jeweled gaze my way. “Believe me, Ivy, I know you’re here.”

  The flat way he spoke somehow gave his words more weight, but this time, Adrian no longer looked at me with horror. Instead, he stared at me like I was the most dangerous person he’d ever met, which, all things considered, was ridiculous.

  “You want to save your sister?” he asked evenly. “You’ll need something strong enough to kill demons.”

  This was too much, too fast. “Like holy water? Or crosses?” I asked numbly.

  His look became pointed. “Those are for vampires, and they don’t exist. To take down demons, you need one of three weapons, and the second and third ones will probably kill you.”

  “Okay, so we skip those,” I muttered, part of me wondering if I was really having a conversation about how to kill demons. Placebos or not, right now, I missed my meds.

  “Right,” Adrian said, a glint appearing in his eyes. “Problem is, the first weapon is lost somewhere in one of the demon realms.”

  “Of course it is. Shopping for it on eBay would be too easy.”

  His lips curled, as if he knew my glibness masked a rising sense of disbelief. “You’ve already seen one demon realm. They appear as creepy, dark duplicates of the same place, just like that bed-and-breakfast you described.”

  If that was true, I’d seen others over the years, but they all had the same problem.

  “How do we enter one long enough to save Jasmine? After a few seconds, they seem to disappear.”

  At that, Adrian shot Zach a frustrated look. “If
her abilities are so weak that she only sees the other realms for a few seconds, she’s nowhere near ready to do this.”

  I’d be offended if I didn’t agree. My athletic skills were limited to occasionally dancing all night, as if that was any advantage in a demon fight. Still, ready or not, I didn’t have a choice. Jasmine had no one else to come for her.

  “I’ll do whatever it takes,” I said firmly.

  The hardness in Adrian’s stare made me wonder if I’d regret those words. Then he smiled, wolfish and challenging.

  “All right, Ivy. To answer your question, you get into a demon realm the same way you get in anywhere. Through a door.”

  * * *

  I wanted to start looking for the demon-killing weapon at once, but Zach insisted that we sleep. Due to my exhaustion, I didn’t argue until Adrian showed me my “bed.” Being in an underground mausoleum was bad enough, but sleeping in one of the tiny rooms that contained a body?

  “Hell no,” I said.

  Adrian rolled his eyes. “What’s dead can’t hurt you. Living demons can, and they can go anywhere except hallowed ground.”

  “Then I’ll sleep in the church” was my instant response.

  “Tourists visit the church,” he replied inexorably. “They don’t visit the catacombs, so we’re sleeping here.”

  As he spoke, he gestured to another crypt that also had a sleeping bag in it. I looked back at my crypt. A small spider descended from the ceiling and landed right on my sleeping bag.

  “I’ll just sit in the hallway,” I said grimly.

  Adrian sighed. “Zach?”

  I felt a tap on my shoulder. When I turned around, Zach was behind me. Before I could say anything, he touched my forehead, and like a switch had been flipped, everything went dark.

  When I opened my eyes, I was in Adrian’s car, my head resting against the cool glass of the passenger window. Lights blurred by, and with mild shock, I saw that it was evening.

  “W-what happened?” I mumbled, sitting up.