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    Selected Poems of Hilda Doolittle

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    beat his sails flat,

      shift a wave sideways

      that he suffocate.

      O you waves,

      run counter to his oars,

      waft him to blistering shores,

      where he may die of thirst.

      O you skies,

      send rain

      to wash salt from my eyes,

      and witness all earth and heaven,

      it was of my heart-blood

      his sails were woven;

      witness, river and sea and land;

      you, you must hear me man is a devil,

      man will not understand.

      ODYSSEUS (on the sea) She gave me fresh water in an

      earth-jar,

      strange fruits

      to quench thirst,

      a golden zither

      to work magic on the water;

      she gave me wine in a cup

      and white wine in a crystal shell;

      she gave me water and salt,

      wrapped in a palm leaf

      and palm-dates:

      she gave me wool and a pelt of

      fur,

      she gave me a pelt of silver-fox,

      and a brown soft skin ofa bear,

      she gave me an ivory comb for

      my hair,

      she washed brine and mud from

      my body,

      and cool hands

      held balm

      for a rust-wound;

      she gave me water

      and fruit in a basket,

      and shallow

      baskets of pulse and grain, and

      a ball

      of hemp

      for mending the sail;

      she gave me a willow basket

      for letting into the shallows

      for eels;

      she gave me peace in her cave.

      CALYPSO (from land) He has gone,

      he has forgotten;

      he took my lute and my shell of

      crystal —

      he never looked back —

      ODYSSEUS (on the sea) She gave me a wooden flute,

      and a mantle,

      she wove of this wool —

      CALYPSO (from land) -for man is a brute and a fool.

      The Dancer

      I

      I came far,

      you came far,

      both from strange cities,

      I from the west,

      you from the east;

      but distance can not mar

      nor deter

      meeting, when fire meets

      ice or ice

      fire;

      which is which?

      either is either;

      you are a witch,

      you rise out of nowhere,

      the boards you tread on,

      are transferred

      to Asia Minor;

      you come from some walled town,

      you bring its sorcery with you;

      I am a priestess,

      I am a priest;

      you are a priest,

      you are a priestess;

      I am a devotee of Hecate,

      crouched by a deep jar

      that contains herb,

      pulse and white-bean,

      red-bean and unknown small leek-stalk and grass blade;

      I worship nature,

      you are nature.

      II

      I worship art;

      I am now from the city

      of thinkers, of wisdom-makers,

      and I watch as one come from afar

      in a silver robe;

      I carry no wine-jar;

      I watch intent,

      as one outside with whom is the answer;

      intelligence alert,

      I am here to report,

      to say this is

      or is not

      God;

      I am perfectly aware,

      perfectly cold;

      a girl clutches her lover’s wrist,

      I do not care,

      (I am perfectly aware of what you are doing,

      of what seeds you are sowing)

      I know what this youth thinks,

      what nerve throbs in that old man,

      how that wan soldier

      back from the last war,

      feels healing, electric, in a clear bar,

      where an arm should be;

      nothing is hidden

      from me;

      if you make one false move,

      I will slay you;

      I hate and have no fear,

      you can not betray me,

      you can not betray us,

      not the Sun,

      who is your Lord;

      for you are abstract,

      making no mistake,

      slurring no word

      in the rhythm you make,

      the poem,

      writ in the air.

      III

      Fair,

      fair,

      fair,

      do we deserve beauty?

      pure,

      pure

      fire,

      do we dare

      follow desire

      where you show

      perfection?

      loveliest,

      O strong,

      ember

      burns in ice,

      snow folds over ember;

      fire flashes through clear ice,

      pattern frozen is red-rose,

      rhododendrons bend under full snow,

      yet each flower retains colour;

      the rhododendrons are in flower

      and snow covers

      the flame heat

      of purple,

      of crimson,

      of dark-blue,

      of pale-blue,

      of white

      crystal

      calyx;

      miracle,

      miracle of beauty returned to us,

      the sun

      born in a woman.

      IV

      We are more than human,

      following your flame,

      O woman;

      we are more than fire,

      following your controlled

      vibrance;

      we are more than ice,

      listening to the slow

      beat of our hearts,

      like under-current of sap in a flowering tree,

      covered with late snow;

      we are more than we know.

      V

      Give us the strength to follow,

      the power to hallow

      beauty;

      you are wind in a stark tree,

      you are the stark tree unbent,

      you are a strung bow,

      you are an arrow,

      another arrow;

      your feet fling their arrows,

      your twin arrows,

      you then pulse into one flame;

      O luminous,

      your feet melt into folded wing,

      to mer-maid’s tail;

      O love in the circle

      of opening,

      of closing,

      of opening;

      you are every colour of butterfly,

      now in a frail robe, you are a white butterfly;

      burning with white fervour,

      you are moon-flower,

      seen in water.

      VI

      You are every flower,

      I can not stop to name;

      nor do I claim

      precedence among the harp-players;

      my song-note falters;

      I claim no precedence among the flute-players,

      for I could not maintain

      presence enough to stand,

      there at your feet

      with the rest,

      making that music;

      I can not name

      the Doric nor the Ionic

      measure,

      nor claim greatness;

      I have gained

      no laurel

      at Delphi;

      but he,

      your Father,

      burning sun-lover

      has yet had his jest,

      has said, among all these

      there is one voice,


      one councillor;

      listen,

      Rhodocleia,

      he says;

      “dance for the world is dead,

      dance for you are my mistress,

      you are my stylus,

      you write in the air with this foot,

      with that foot,

      with this arrow;

      your flung hand

      is that pointed arrow,

      your taut frame

      is one arrow,

      my message;

      you are my arrow,

      my flame;

      I have sent you into the world;

      beside you,

      men may name

      no other;

      you will never die;

      nor this one,

      whom you see not,

      sitting, sullen and silent,

      this poet.”

      VII

      O let us never meet, my love,

      let us never clasp hands

      as man and woman,

      as woman and man,

      as woman and woman,

      as man and man;

      O let us never speak, my love,

      let us never utter

      words less than my heart-beat,

      words less than your throbbing feet;

      white cygnet,

      black missel-thrush,

      let us never crush

      breast to breast,

      let us never rush

      purple to purple fire,

      wide flowers,

      crushed under the glory

      of god in the whirl-wind,

      of god in the torrent;

      O chaste Aphrodite,

      let us be wild and free,

      let us retain integrity,

      intensity,

      taut as the bow,

      the Pythian strings

      to slay sorrow.

      VIII

      There is much to know

      and little time,

      O bright arrow;

      there are many to heal

      and few to feel

      the majesty

      of our King;

      there is little to know

      and all eternity,

      O my sister;

      there is no hurry,

      no haste,

      no waste,

      only leisure;

      infinite leisure

      to proclaim

      harmony,

      our Master.

      IX

      So haste not,

      bright meteor;

      waste not strength,

      O fair planet,

      singing-sister;

      move delicate strength,

      pause,

      never-weary pallor;

      gather blue corn-flowers,

      bind poppies in your hair,

      O Priestess;

      teach men

      that the sun-disk

      is bearable,

      and his ardour;

      dare further,

      stare with me

      into the face of Death,

      and say,

      Love is stronger.

      X

      Rhodocleia,

      rhododendron,

      sway, pause, turn again;

      rhododendron,

      O wide rose,

      open, quiver, pause

      and close;

      rhododendron,

      O strong tree,

      sway and bend

      and speak to me;

      utter words

      that I may

      take

      wax

      and cut upon my tablets

      words to make men pause

      and cry

      rhododendron

      to the sky;

      words that men may pause

      and kneel,

      broken

      by this pulse we feel;

      rhododendron,

      laurel-tree,

      sway, pause,

      answer me;

      you who fled your Lord and Sire,

      till he pulsed to such desire

      that no woman ever

      could

      after,

      bear his sacred brood;

      only singing fools and deft

      trees

      might speak

      his prophecies.

      XI

      Rhododendron,

      O wild-wood,

      let no serpent

      with drawn hood,

      enter,

      know the world we know;

      rhododendron,

      O white snow,

      let no mortal ever know

      mysteries

      within the fold

      of purple

      and of rose

      and gold

      cluster

      of this sacred tree;

      rhododendron,

      swear to me,

      by his mountain,

      by his stream,

      none shall mar

      the Pythian dream.

      XII

      We will build an altar here,

      swear by wood, by hill, by star,

      swear by wind, by curve of bay

      where his leaping dolphins lay,

      singing to the priests, on high

      build the altar

      let life die,

      but his song shall never die.

      XIII

      Leap as sea-fish

      from the water,

      toss your arms as fins,

      dive under;

      where the flute-note

      sings of men,

      leaving home

      and following dream,

      bid men follow

      as we follow;

      as the harp-note tells of steel,

      strung to bear immortal peril,

      (pleasure such as gods may feel)

      bid men feel

      as we feel.

      The Master

      I

      He was very beautiful,

      the old man,

      and I knew wisdom,

      I found measureless truth

      in his words,

      his command

      was final;

      (how did he understand?)

      when I travelled to Miletus

      to get wisdom,

      I left all else behind,

      I fasted,

      I worked late,

      rose early;

      whether I wore simple garments

      or intricate

      nothing was lost,

      each vestment had meaning,

      “every gesture is wisdom,”

      he taught;

      “nothing is lost,”

      he said;

      I went late to bed

      or early,

      I caught the dream

      and rose dreaming,

      and we wrought philosophy on the dream content,

      I was content;

      nothing was lost

      for God is all

      and the dream is God;

      only to us,

      to us

      is small wisdom,

      but great enough

      to know God everywhere;

      O he was fair,

      even when I flung his words in his teeth,

      he said,

      “I will soon be dead

      I must learn from the young”;

      his tyranny was absolute,

      for I had to love him then,

      I had to recognise that he was beyond all-men,

      nearer to God

      (he was so old)

      I had to claim

      pardon,

      which he granted

      with his old head

      so wise,

      so beautiful

      with his mouth so young

      and his eyes —

      O God,

      let there be some surprise in heaven for him,

      for no one but you could devise

      anything suitable

      for him,

      so beautiful.

      II

      I don’t know what to suggest,

      I can hardly suggest thing
    s to God

      who with a nod

      says, “rise Olympos,

      sink into the sea

      O Pelion,

      Ossa,

      be still”;

      I do not know what to say to God,

      for the hills

      answer his nod,

      and the sea

      when he tells his daughter,

      white Mother

      of green

      leaves

      and green rills

      and silver,

      to still

      tempest

      or send peace

      and surcease of peril

      when a mountain has spit fire:

      I did not know how to differentiate

      between volcanic desire,

      anemones like embers

      and purple fire

      of violets

      like red heat,

      and the cold

      silver

      of her feet:

      I had two loves separate;

      God who loves all mountains,

      alone knew why

      and understood

      and told the old man

      to explain

      the impossible,

      which he did.

      III

      What can God give the old man,

      who made this possible?

      for a woman

      breathes fire

      and is cold,

      a woman sheds snow from ankles

      and is warm;

      white heat

      melts into snow-flake

      and violets

      turn to pure amethysts,

      water-clear:

      no,

      I did not falter,

      I saw the whole miracle,

      I knew that the old man made this tenable,

      but how could he have foreseen

      the impossible?

      how could he have known

      how each gesture of this dancer

      would be hieratic?

      words were scrawled on papyrus,

      words were written most carefully,

      each word was separate

      yet each word led to another word,

      and the whole made a rhythm

      in the air,

      till now unguessed at,

      unknown.

      IV

      I was angry at the old man,

      I wanted an answer,

      a neat answer,

      when I argued and said, “well, tell me,

      you will soon be dead,

      the secret lies with you,”

      he said,

      “you are a poet”;

      I do not wish to be treated like a child, a weakling,

      so I said,

      (I was angry)

      “you can not last forever,

      the fire of wisdom dies with you,

      I have travelled far to Miletus,

      you can not stay long now with us,

      I came for an answer”;

      I was angry with the old man

      with his talk of the man-strength,

     


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