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Don't Let Go, Page 1

Harlan Coben


  Play Dead

  Miracle Cure

  Deal Breaker

  Drop Shot

  Fade Away

  Back Spin

  One False Move

  The Final Detail

  Darkest Fear

  Tell No One

  Gone for Good

  No Second Chance

  Just One Look

  The Innocent

  Promise Me

  The Woods

  Hold Tight

  Long Lost


  Live Wire


  Stay Close

  Seconds Away

  Six Years

  Missing You


  The Stranger

  Fool Me Once


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  ISBN 9780525955115 (hardcover) ISBN 9780698411661 (ebook)

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.


  Pour Anne

  A Ma Vie de Coer Entier


  By Harlan Coben

  Title Page



  Author's Note

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Chapter Twenty-nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-one

  Chapter Thirty-two

  Chapter Thirty-three

  Chapter Thirty-four


  About the Author

  Author's Note

  When I was growing up in suburban New Jersey, there were two common legends about my hometown.

  One was that a notorious Mafia leader lived in a baronial mansion protected by an iron gate and armed guards and that there was an incinerator in the back that may have been used as a makeshift crematorium.

  The second legend--the legend that inspired this book--was that adjacent to his property and near an elementary school, behind barbed-wire fencing and official NO TRESPASSING signs, there stood a Nike missile control center with nuclear capabilities.

  Years later, I learned that both legends were true.

  Daisy wore a clingy black dress with a neckline so deep it could tutor philosophy.

  She spotted the mark sitting at the end of the bar, wearing a pinstripe gray suit. Hmm. The guy was old enough to be her dad. That might make it more difficult for her to make her play, but then again, it might not. You never knew with the old guys. Some of them, especially the recent divorces, were all too ready to preen and prove they still had it, even if they'd never had it in the first place.

  Especially if they'd never had it in the first place.

  As Daisy sauntered across the room, she could feel the eyes of the male patrons crawling down her bare legs like earthworms. When she reached the end of the bar, she made a mild production of lowering herself onto the stool next to him.

  The mark peered into the glass of whiskey in front of him as though he were a gypsy with a crystal ball. She waited for him to turn toward her. He didn't. Daisy studied his profile for a moment. His beard was heavy and gray. His nose was bulbous and putty-like, almost as though it were a Hollywood silicone special effect. His hair was long, straggly, mop-like.

  Second marriage, Daisy figured. Second divorce in all probability.

  Dale Miller--that was the mark's name--picked up his whiskey gently. He cradled it in both hands as though it were an injured bird.

  "Hi," Daisy said with a much-practiced hair toss.

  Miller's head turned toward her. He looked her straight in the eyes. She waited for his gaze to dip down the neckline--heck, even women did it with this dress--but it stayed on hers.

  "Hello," he replied. Then he turned back to his whiskey.

  Daisy usually let the mark hit on her. That was her go-to technique. She said hi like this, she smiled, the guy asked whether he could buy her a drink. You know the deal. But Miller didn't look to be in the mood to flirt. He took a deep swallow from his whiskey glass, then another.

  That was good. The heavy drinking. That would make this easier.

  "Is there something I can do for you?" he asked her.

  Burly, Daisy thought. That was the word to describe him. Even in that pinstripe suit, Miller had that burly-biker-Vietnam-vet thing going on, his voice a low rasp. He was the kind of older guy Daisy found oddly sexy, though that was probably her legendary daddy issues rearing their insecure heads. Daisy liked men who made her feel safe.

  It had been too long since she'd known one.

  Time to try another angle, Daisy thought.

  "Do you mind if I just sit here with you?" Daisy leaned a little closer, working the cleavage a bit, and whispered, "There's this guy . . ."

  "Is he bothering you?"

  Sweet. He didn't say it all macho poseur, like so many of the d-bags she had met along the way. Dale Miller said it calmly, matter-of-factly, chivalrously, even--like a man who wanted to protect her.

  "No, no . . . not really."

  He started looking around the bar. "Which one is he?"

  Daisy put a hand on his arm.

  "It's not a big deal. Really. I just . . . I feel safe here with you, okay?"

  Miller met her eyes again. The bulbous nose didn't go with the face, but you almost didn't notice it with those piercing blue eyes. "Of course," he said, but in a cautious voice. "Can I buy you a drink?"

  That was pretty much all the opening Daisy needed. She was good with conversation, and men--married, single, getting divorced, whatever--never minded opening up to her. It took Dale Miller a little more time than usual--drink 4, if her count was correct--but eventually he got to the impending divorce from Clara, his, yup, second wife, who was eighteen years his junior. ("Should've known, right? I'm such a fool.") A drink later, he told her about the two kids, Ryan and Simone, the custody battle, his job in finance.

  She had to open up too. That was how this worked. Prime the pump. She had a story at the ready for just such occasions--a completely fictional one
, of course--but something about the way Miller carried himself made her add shades of candor. Still, she would never tell him the truth. No one knew that, except Rex. And even Rex didn't know it all.

  He drank whiskey. She drank vodka. She tried to imbibe at a slower pace. Twice she took her full glass to the bathroom, dumped it into the sink, filled it with water. Still, Daisy was feeling a little buzzed when the text came in from Rex.


  R for "Ready."

  "Everything okay?" Miller asked her.

  "Sure. Just a friend."

  She texted back a Y for "Yes" and turned back to him. This was the part where she would normally suggest that they go someplace quieter. Most men jumped at the chance--men were nothing if not predictable on that score--but she wasn't sure that the direct route would work with Dale Miller. It wasn't that he didn't seem interested. He just seemed to be somehow--she wasn't sure how to put it--above it.

  "Can I ask you something?" she began.

  Miller smiled. "You've been asking me things all night."

  There was a slight slur in his voice. Good.

  "Do you have a car?" she asked.

  "I do. Why?"

  She glanced about the bar. "Could I, uh, ask you for a ride home? I don't live far."

  "Sure, no problem." Then: "I may need a little time to sober up--"

  Daisy hopped off the stool. "Oh, that's okay. I'll walk, then."

  Miller sat upright. "Wait, what?"

  "I kinda need to get home now, but if you can't drive--"

  "No, no," he said, managing to stand. "I'll take you now."

  "If it's trouble . . ."

  "No trouble, Daisy."

  Bingo. As they started for the door, Daisy quickly texted Rex: OOW

  Code for "On Our Way."

  Some might call it a con or a swindle, but Rex insisted that it was "righteous" money. Daisy wasn't sure about righteous, but she didn't feel a lot of guilt about it either. The plan was simple in execution, if not motive. A man and a woman are getting divorced. The custody battle turns nasty. Both sides get desperate. The wife--technically speaking, the husband could use their services too, though so far it had always been the wife--hired Rex to help her win this bloodiest of battles. How did he do it?

  Nail the husband on a DUI.

  What better way to show the man is an unfit parent?

  So that was how it worked. Daisy's job was twofold: Make sure the mark was legally drunk, and then get him behind the wheel. Rex, who was a cop, pulled them over and arrested the mark for driving under the influence, and boom, their client gets a big boost in the court proceedings. Right then, Rex was waiting in a squad car two blocks away. He always found an abandoned spot very close to whatever bar the mark would be drinking in that evening. The fewer witnesses, the better. They didn't want questions.

  Pull the guy over, arrest him, move on.

  They both stumbled out the door and into the lot.

  "This way," Miller said. "I parked over here."

  The lot's surface was made up of loose pebbles. Miller kicked them up as he led her to a gray Toyota Corolla. He hit the key fob. The car gave a muted double honk. When Miller headed toward the passenger door, Daisy was confused. Did he want her to drive? God, she hoped not. Was he more wasted than she thought? That seemed more likely. But she quickly realized it was neither of those things.

  Dale Miller was opening the door for her. Like a real gentleman. That was how long it had been since Daisy had known a real gentleman. She hadn't even realized what he was doing.

  He held the door. Daisy slid into the car. Dale Miller waited until she was all the way in and properly situated before he carefully closed the door behind her.

  She felt a pang of guilt.

  Rex had pointed out many times that they weren't doing anything illegal or even ethically dubious. For one thing, the plan didn't always work. Some guys don't hang out in bars. "If that's the case," Rex had told her, "then he's in the clear. Our guy is already out drinking, right? You're just giving him a little push, that's all. But he doesn't have to drink and drive. That's his choice in the end. You're not putting a gun to his head."

  Daisy put on her seat belt. Dale Miller did the same. He started the car and put it in reverse. The tires crunched the pebbles. When he was clear of the spot, Miller stopped the car and looked at Daisy for a long moment. She tried to smile, but it wouldn't hold.

  "What are you hiding, Daisy?" he asked.

  She felt a chill but didn't reply.

  "Something happened to you. I can see it in your face."

  Not sure what else to do, Daisy tried to laugh it off. "I told you my life story in that bar, Dale."

  Miller waited another second, maybe two, though it felt to her like an hour. Finally, he looked forward and put the car in drive. He didn't say another word as they made their way out of the parking lot.

  "Take a left," Daisy said, hearing the tension in her own voice. "And then it's the second right."

  Dale Miller was silent then, making the turns deliberately, the way you do when you've had too much to drink but don't want to get pulled over. The Toyota Corolla was clean and impersonal and smelled a little too strongly of deodorizer. When Miller took the second right, Daisy held her breath and waited for Rex's blue lights and siren to come on.

  This was always the scary part for Daisy, because she never knew how someone was going to react. One guy tried to make a run for it, though he realized the futility before he reached the next corner. Some guys started cursing. Some guys--too many of them--started sobbing. That was the worst. Grown men, coolly hitting on her moments earlier, some still with their hand sliding up her dress, suddenly starting to blubber like preschoolers.

  They realized the severity in an instant. That realization crushed them.

  Daisy didn't know what to expect with Dale Miller.

  Rex had the timing down to a science, and as though on cue, the spinning blue light came to life, followed immediately by the squad-car siren. Daisy pivoted and studied Dale Miller's face to gauge his reaction. If Miller was distraught or surprised, neither emotion was showing on his face. He was composed, determined, even. He used his blinker to signal before carefully veering to a proper stop by the curb as Rex pulled up behind him.

  The siren was off now, the blue light still circling.

  Dale Miller put the car in park and turned to her. She wasn't sure what expression to go with here. Surprise? Sympathy? A "What can you do?" sigh?

  "Well, well," Miller said. "It looks like the past has caught up with us, eh?"

  His words, his tone, his expression unnerved her. She wanted to yell for Rex to hurry, but he was taking his time the way a cop does. Dale Miller kept his eyes on her, even after Rex did a knuckle knock on his window. Miller slowly turned away and slid open the window.

  "Is there a problem, Officer?"

  "License and registration, please."

  Dale Miller handed them over.

  "Have you been drinking tonight, Mr. Miller?"

  "Maybe one," he said.

  With that answer, at least, he was the same as every other mark. They always lied.

  "Do you mind stepping out of the car for a moment?"

  Miller turned back toward Daisy. Daisy tried not to cringe under his gaze. She stared straight ahead, avoiding eye contact.

  Rex said, "Sir? I asked you--"

  "Of course, Officer."

  Dale Miller pulled the handle. When the interior car light came on, Daisy closed her eyes for a moment. Miller rolled out with a grunt. He left the door open, but Rex reached past him and slammed it closed. The window was still cracked, so Daisy could hear.

  "Sir, I would like to run a series of field sobriety tests on you."

  "We could skip that," Dale Miller said.

  "Pardon me?"

  "Why don't we go right to the Breathalyzer, if that would be easier?"

  That offer surprised Rex. He glanced past Miller for a moment and caught her eye. Daisy gave a s
mall shrug.

  "I assume you have a field Breathalyzer in your squad car?" Miller asked.

  "I do, yes."

  "So let's not waste your time or mine or the lovely lady's."

  Rex hesitated. Then he said, "Okay, please wait here."


  When Rex turned to go back to his squad car, Dale Miller pulled out a gun and shot Rex twice in the back of the head. Rex crumpled to the ground.

  Then Dale Miller turned the gun toward Daisy.

  They're back, she thought.

  After all these years, they found me.

  Chapter One

  I hide the baseball bat behind my leg, so Trey--at least, I assume it is Trey--won't see.

  The Maybe-Trey bebops toward me with the fake tan and the emo fringe do and the meaningless tribal tattoos lassoing bloated biceps. Ellie has described Trey as a "purebred twat waffle." This guy fits the bill.

  Still, I have to be sure.

  Over the years, I have developed a really cool deductive technique to tell if I have the right guy. Watch and learn: "Trey?"

  The choadwank stops, gives me his best Cro-Magnon forehead furrow, and says, "Who wants to know?"

  "Am I supposed to say, 'I do'?"


  I sigh. See what kind of morons I have to deal with, Leo?

  "You replied, 'Who wants to know?'" I continue. "Like you're being cagey. Like if I called out, 'Mike?' you wouldn't have said, 'You got the wrong guy, pal.' By answering 'Who wants to know?' you've already told me you're Trey."

  You should see the perplexed look on this guy's face.

  I take a step closer, keeping the bat out of sight.

  Trey is all faux gangsta, but I feel the fear coming off him in hot waves now. Not surprising. I am a respectable-sized guy, not a five-foot woman he could slap around to feel big.

  "What do you want?" Trey asks me.

  Another step closer.

  "To talk."

  "What about?"

  I swing one-handed because that's fastest. The bat lands whiplike on Trey's knee. He screams, but he doesn't fall. Now I grip the bat with both hands. Remember how Coach Jauss taught us to hit in Little League, Leo? Bat back, elbow up. That was his mantra. How old were we? Nine, ten? Doesn't matter. I do just what Coach taught us. I pull the bat all the way back, elbow up, and step into my swing.

  The meat of the wood lands flush on the same knee.

  Trey goes down like I shot him. "Please . . ."

  This time, I lift the bat high overhead, ax-chop-style, and, putting all my weight and leverage into it, I again aim for the same knee. I can feel something splinter when the blow lands. Trey howls. I lift the bat again. By now Trey has both hands on the knee, trying to protect it. What the hell. Might as well be sure, right?