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    Fifty Orwell Essays

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    won't gain happiness. If you live for others, you must live FOR OTHERS,

      and not as a roundabout way of getting an advantage for yourself."

      Obviously neither of these conclusions could have been pleasing to

      Tolstoy. The first of them expresses the ordinary, belly-to-earth

      selfishness from which he was genuinely trying to escape. The other

      conflicts with his desire to eat his cake and have it--that is, to

      destroy his own egoism and by so doing to gain eternal life. Of course,

      LEAR is not a sermon in favour of altruism. It merely points out the

      results of practising self-denial for selfish reasons. Shakespeare had a

      considerable streak of worldliness in him, and if he had been forced to

      take sides in his own play, his sympathies would probably have lain with

      the Fool. But at least he could see the whole issue and treat it at the

      level of tragedy. Vice is punished, but virtue is not rewarded. The

      morality of Shakespeare's later tragedies is not religious in the

      ordinary sense, and certainly is not Christian. Only two of them, HAMLET

      and OTHELLO, are supposedly occurring inside the Christian era, and even

      in those, apart from the antics of the ghost in HAMLET, there is no

      indication of a "next world" where everything is to be put right. All of

      these tragedies start out with the humanist assumption that life,

      although full of sorrow, is worth living, and that Man is a noble

      animal--a belief which Tolstoy in his old age did not share.

      Tolstoy was not a saint, but he tried very hard to make himself into a

      saint, and the standards he applied to literature were other-worldly

      ones. It is important to realize that the difference between a saint and

      an ordinary human being is a difference of kind and not of degree. That

      is, the one is not to be regarded as an imperfect form of the other. The

      saint, at any rate Tolstoy's kind of saint, is not trying to work an

      improvement in earthly life: he is trying to bring it to an end and put

      something different in its place. One obvious expression of this is the

      claim that celibacy is "higher" than marriage. If only, Tolstoy says in

      effect, we would stop breeding, fighting, struggling and enjoying, if we

      could get rid not only of our sins but of everything else that binds us

      to the surface of the earth--including love, then the whole painful

      process would be over and the Kingdom of Heaven would arrive. But a

      normal human being does not want the Kingdom of Heaven: he wants life on

      earth to continue. This is not solely because he is "weak", "sinful" and

      anxious for a "good time". Most people get a fair amount of fun out of

      their lives, but on balance life is suffering, and only the very young or

      the very foolish imagine otherwise. Ultimately it is the Christian

      attitude which is self-interested and hedonistic, since the aim is

      always to get away from the painful struggle of earthly life and find

      eternal peace in some kind of Heaven or Nirvana. The humanist attitude is

      that the struggle must continue and that death is the price of life. "Men

      must endure their going hence, even as their coming hither: Ripeness is

      all"--which is an un-Christian sentiment. Often there is a seeming truce

      between the humanist and the religious believer, but in fact their

      attitudes cannot be reconciled: one must choose between this world and

      the next. And the enormous majority of human beings, if they understood

      the issue, would choose this world. They do make that choice when they

      continue working, breeding and dying instead of crippling their faculties

      in the hope of obtaining a new lease of existence elsewhere.

      We do not know a great deal about Shakespeare's religious beliefs, and

      from the evidence of his writings it would be difficult to prove that he

      had any. But at any rate he was not a saint or a would-be saint: he was a

      human being, and in some ways not a very good one. It is clear, for

      instance, that he liked to stand well with the rich and powerful, and was

      capable of flattering them in the most servile way. He is also noticeably

      cautious, not to say cowardly, in his manner of uttering unpopular

      opinions. Almost never does he put a subversive or sceptical remark into

      the mouth of a character likely to be identified with himself. Throughout

      his plays the acute social critics, the people who are not taken in by

      accepted fallacies, are buffoons, villains, lunatics or persons who are

      shamming insanity or are in a state of violent hysteria. LEAR is a play

      in which this tendency is particularly well marked. It contains a great

      deal of veiled social criticism--a point Tolstoy misses--but it is all

      uttered either by the Fool, by Edgar when he is pretending to be mad, or

      by Lear during his bouts of madness. In his sane moments Lear hardly ever

      makes an intelligent remark. And yet the very fact that Shakespeare had

      to use these subterfuges shows how widely his thoughts ranged. He could

      not restrain himself from commenting on almost everything, although he

      put on a series of masks in order to do so. If one has once read

      Shakespeare with attention, it is not easy to go a day without quoting

      him, because there are not many subjects of major importance that he does

      not discuss or at least mention somewhere or other, in his unsystematic

      but illuminating way. Even the irrelevancies that litter every one of his

      plays--the puns and riddles, the lists of names, the scraps of

      "reportage" like the conversation of the carriers in HENRY IV the bawdy

      jokes, the rescued fragments of forgotten ballads--are merely the

      products of excessive vitality. Shakespeare was not a philosopher or a

      scientist, but he did have curiosity, he loved the surface of the earth

      and the process of life--which, it should be repealed, is NOT the same

      thing as wanting to have a good time and stay alive as long as possible.

      Of course, it is not because of the quality of his thought that

      Shakespeare has survived, and he might not even be remembered as a

      dramatist if he had not also been a poet. His main hold on us is through

      language. How deeply Shakespeare himself was fascinated by the music of

      words can probably be inferred from the speeches of Pistol. What Pistol

      says is largely meaningless, but if one considers his lines singly they

      are magnificent rhetorical verse. Evidently, pieces of resounding

      nonsense ("Let floods o'erswell, and fiends for food howl on", etc.) were

      constantly appearing in Shakespeare's mind of their own accord, and a

      half-lunatic character had to be invented to use them up.

      Tolstoy's native tongue was not English, and one cannot blame him for

      being unmoved by Shakespeare's verse, nor even, perhaps, for refusing to

      believe that Shakespeare's skill with words was something out of the

      ordinary. But he would also have rejected the whole notion of valuing

      poetry for its texture--valuing it, that is to say, as a kind of music.

      If it could somehow have been proved to him that his whole explanation of

      Shakespeare's rise to fame is mistaken, that inside the English-speaking

      world, at any rate, Shakespeare's popularity is genuine, that his mere

      skill in placing one syllable beside another has
    given acute pleasure to

      generation after generation of English-speaking people--all this would

      not have been counted as a merit to Shakespeare, but rather the contrary.

      It would simply have been one more proof of the irreligious, earthbound

      nature of Shakespeare and his admirers. Tolstoy would have said that

      poetry is to be judged by its meaning, and that seductive sounds merely

      cause false meanings to go unnoticed. At every level it is the same

      issue--this world against the next: and certainly the music of words is

      something that belongs to this world.

      A sort of doubt has always hung around the character of Tolstoy, as round

      the character of Gandhi. He was not a vulgar hypocrite, as some people

      declared him to be, and he would probably have imposed even greater

      sacrifices on himself than he did, if he had not been interfered with at

      every step by the people surrounding him, especially his wife. But on the

      other hand it is dangerous to take such men as Tolstoy at their

      disciples' valuation. There is always the possibility--the probability,

      indeed--that they have done no more than exchange one form of egoism for

      another. Tolstoy renounced wealth, fame and privilege; he abjured

      violence in all its forms and was ready to suffer for doing so; but it is

      not easy to believe that he abjured the principle of coercion, or at

      least the DESIRE to coerce others. There are families in which the father

      will say to his child, "You'll get a thick car if you do that again",

      while the mother, her eyes brimming over with tears, will take the child

      in her arms and murmur lovingly, "Now, darling, IS it kind to Mummy to do

      that?" And who would maintain that the second method is less tyrannous

      than the first? The distinction that really matters is not between

      violence and non-violence, but between having and not having the appetite

      for power. There are people who are convinced of the wickedness both of

      armies and of police forces, but who are nevertheless much more

      intolerant and inquisitorial in outlook than the normal person who

      believes that it is necessary to use violence in certain circumstances.

      They will not say to somebody else, "Do this, that and the other or you

      will go to prison", but they will, if they can, get inside his brain and

      dictate his thoughts for him in the minutest particulars. Creeds like

      pacifism and anarchism, which seem on the surface to imply a complete

      renunciation of power, rather encourage this habit of mind. For if you

      have embraced a creed which appears to be free from the ordinary

      dirtiness of politics--a creed from which you yourself cannot expect to

      draw any material advantage--surely that proves that you are in the

      right? And the more you are in the right, the more natural that everyone

      else should be bullied into thinking likewise.

      If we are to believe what he says in his pamphlet, Tolstoy has never been

      able to see any merit in Shakespeare, and was always astonished to find

      that his fellow-writers, Turgenev, Fet and others thought differently. We

      may be sure that in his unregenerate days Tolstoy's conclusion would have

      been: "You like Shakespeare--I don't. Let's leave it at that." Later,

      when his perception that it takes all sorts to make a world had deserted

      him, he came to think of Shakespeare's writings as something dangerous to

      himself. The more pleasure people took in Shakespeare, the less they

      would listen to Tolstoy. Therefore nobody must be ALLOWED to enjoy

      Shakespeare, just as nobody must be allowed to drink alcohol or smoke

      tobacco. True, Tolstoy would not prevent them by force. He is not

      demanding that the police shall impound every copy of Shakespeare's

      works. But he will do dirt on Shakespeare, if he can. He will try to get

      inside the mind of every lover of Shakespeare and kill his enjoyment by

      every trick he can think of, including--as I have shown in my summary of

      his pamphlet--arguments which are self-contradictory or even doubtfully

      honest.

      But finally the most striking thing is how little difference it all

      makes. As I said earlier, one cannot ANSWER Tolstoy's pamphlet, at least

      on its main counts. There is no argument by which one can defend a poem.

      It defends itself by surviving, or it is indefensible. And if this test

      is valid, I think the verdict in Shakespeare's case must be "not guilty".

      Like every other writer, Shakespeare will be forgotten sooner or later,

      but it is unlikely that a heavier indictment will ever be brought against

      him. Tolstoy was perhaps the most admired literary man of his age, and he

      was certainly not its least able pamphleteer. He turned all his powers of

      denunciation against Shakespeare, like all the guns of a battleship

      roaring simultaneously. And with what result? Forty years later

      Shakespeare is still there completely unaffected, and of the attempt to

      demolish him nothing remains except the yellowing pages of a pamphlet

      which hardly anyone has read, and which would be forgotten altogether if

      Tolstoy had not also been the author of WAR AND PEACE and ANNA KARENINA.

      SUCH, SUCH WERE THE JOYS (1947)

      Soon after I arrived at Crossgates (not immediately, but after a week or

      two, just when I seemed to be settling into routine of school life) I

      began wetting my bed. I was now aged eight, so that this was a reversion

      to a habit which I must have grown out of at least four years earlier.

      Nowadays, I believe, bed-wetting in such circumstances is taken for

      granted. It is a normal reaction in children who have been removed from

      their homes to a strange place. In those days, however, it was looked on

      as a disgusting crime which the child committed on purpose and for which

      the proper cure was a beating. For my part I did not need to be told it

      was a crime. Night after night I prayed, with a fervor never previously

      attained in my prayers, 'Please God, do not let me wet my bed! Oh, please

      God, do not let me wet my bed!' but it made remarkably little difference.

      Some nights the thing happened, others not. There was no volition about

      it, no consciousness. You did not properly speaking do the deed: you were

      merely woke up in the morning and found that the sheets were wringing

      wet.

      After the second or third offense I was warned that I should be beaten

      next time, but I received the warning in a curiously roundabout way. One

      afternoon, as we were filing out from tea, Mrs. Simpson, the headmaster's

      wife, was sitting at the head of one of the tables, chatting with a lady

      of whom I know nothing, except that she was on an afternoon's visit to

      the school. She was an intimidating, masculine-looking person wearing a

      riding habit, or something that I took to be a riding habit. I was just

      leaving the room when Mrs. Simpson called me back, as though to introduce

      me to the visitor.

      Mrs. Simpson was nicknamed Bingo, and I shall call her by that name for I

      seldom think of her by any other. (Officially, however, she was addressed

      as Mum, probably a corruption of the 'Ma'am' used by public school boys

      to their housemasters' wives.) She was a stocky square-built woman with

      hard red chee
    ks, a flat top to her head, prominent brows and deepset,

      suspicious eyes. Although a great deal of the time she was full of false

      heartiness, jollying one along with mannish slang ('Buck up, old chap!'

      and so forth), and even using one's Christian name, her eyes never lost

      their anxious, accusing look. It was very difficult to look her in the

      face without feeling guilty, even at moments when one was not guilty of

      anything in particular.

      'Here is a little boy,' said Bingo, indicating me to the strange lady,

      'who wets his bed every night. Do you know what I am going to do if you

      wet your bed again?' she added, turning to me. 'I am going to get the

      Sixth Form to beat you.'

      The strange lady put on an air of being inexpressibly shocked, and

      exclaimed 'I-should-think-so!' And here occurred one of those wild,

      almost lunatic misunderstandings which are part of the daily experience

      of childhood. The Sixth Form was a group of older boys who were selected

      as having 'character' and were empowered to beat smaller boys. I had not

      yet learned of their existence, and I misheard the phrase 'the Sixth

      Form' as 'Mrs. Form.' I took it as referring to the strange lady--I

      thought, that is, that her name was Mrs. Form. It was an improbable name,

      but a child has no judgment in such matters. I imagined, therefore, that

      it was she who was to be deputed to beat me. It did not strike me as

      strange that this job should be turned over to a casual visitor in no way

      connected with the school. I merely assumed that 'Mrs. Form' was a stern

      disciplinarian who enjoyed beating people (somehow her appearance seemed

      to bear this out) and I had an immediate terrifying vision of her

      arriving for the occasion in full riding kit and armed with a hunting

      whip. To this day I can feel myself almost swooning with shame as I

      stood, a very small, round-faced boy in short corduroy knickers, before

      the two women. I could not speak. I felt that I should die if 'Mrs. Form'

      were to beat me. But my dominant feeling was not fear or even resentment:

      it was simply shame because one more person, and that a woman, had been

      told of my disgusting offense.

      A little later, I forget how, I learned that it was not after all 'Mrs.

      Form' who would do the beating. I cannot remember whether it was that

      very night that I wetted my bed again, but at any rate I did wet it again

      quite soon. Oh, the despair, the feeling of cruel injustice, after all my

      prayers and resolutions, at once again waking between the clammy sheets!

      There was no chance of hiding what I had done. The grim statuesque

      matron, Daphne by name, arrived in the dormitory specially to inspect my

      bed. She pulled back the clothes, then drew herself up, and the dreaded

      words seemed to come rolling out of her like a peal of thunder:

      'REPORT YOURSELF to the headmaster after breakfast!'

      I do not know how many times I heard that phrase during my early years at

      Crossgates. It was only very rarely that it did not mean a beating. The

      words always had a portentous sound in my ears, like muffled drums or the

      words of the death sentence.

      When I arrived to report myself, Bingo was doing something or other at

      the long shiny table in the ante-room to the study. Her uneasy eyes

      searched me as I went past. In the study Mr. Simpson, nicknamed Sim, was

      waiting. Sim was a round-shouldered curiously oafish-looking man, not

      large but shambling in gait, with a chubby face which was like that of an

      overgrown baby, and which was capable of good humor. He knew, of course,

      why I had been sent to him, and had already taken a bone-handled riding

      crop out of the cupboard, but it was part of the punishment of reporting

      yourself that you had to proclaim your offense with your own lips. When I

      had said my say, he read me a short but pompous lecture, then seized me

      by the scruff of the neck, twisted me over and began beating me with the

     


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