Never Forgetting, Page 2

A dark mystical hell hole that sucked him dry.

  My love was profound. I begged him "Please! Let’s leave now."

  But he learned that things aren’t always well in this home.

  He paid his mistake in the depths behind the door.

  Fresh blood still covers my scent. In the house I will never escape.

  It watches, it hears, it speaks, all I do it sees.

  The screams get louder and louder, Stronger and stronger!

  Until silence covers the nightly air. And the smell I smell of iron fills the air.

  Just another victim, just another soul, and capture in the hell I call a home.

  MOVING INTO

  Worst news is that I am coming back.

  Back to my present.

  Back to my life.

  Do you not see what I can feel in my eyes?

  It’s the fear of losing the life I’ve built.

  The hope I gain.

  The grief I let go.

  It’s the curiosity of my reaction.

  Will I really be okay this time?

  SONGS

  WHAT YOU FEEL

  Sometimes I feel that the world is against me

  But no one seems to really understand me

  It’s like I’m floating in an endless stream

  Can anyone save me?

  Can anybody help me?

  I’m lost inside

  There’s no place to hide

  In this world, might seem unfair

  But at times looks so unprepared

  No one is ready for anything

  Realities, sometimes

  I wonder what’s going on

  At times, something’s go wrong

  But never let anyone stop you

  Ohh, yeah

  Sometimes you feel like your world, is tumbling down

  But then you realize,

  That not everything goes all the way down

  Again and again

  Trying to find out what’s wrong with me.

  Can anyone save me?

  Can anybody help me?

  I’m lost inside

  There’s no place to hide

  Can’t seem to find the answer,

  But I’m still going through

  It’s true, yeah… it’s true

  Ohhh…

  It’s like floating in an everlasting sea

  Whoa…

  Can’t anyone save me?

  Can’t anybody help me?

  No you can’t…

  Isn’t that too damn bad?

  I SEE YOU

  Ohh oh oh yeah oh

  Sometimes I cry

  Sometimes I say

  That I’ll never love you the same way

  It seems like the moon

  Is against the sun

  And nothings ever gonna change it

  Why don’t you care?

  Why don’t you listen?

  Why didn’t you take me there?

  In this change, there’s a mistake

  Don’t know what’s gonna happen

  Can’t you tell me what I did wrong?

  ‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high

  Ready to touch the sky

  I see you

  I see you

  When there’s words left unsaid,

  And my life looks like hell

  I see you

  I see you

  When the world is full of sorrow

  And can’t seem to find tomorrow

  I see you

  I see you

  Out of control

  Losing hope

  Don’t know what I’m heading for

  I look into the sky,

  And see the light

  (I see you, I see you)

  ‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high

  Ready to touch the sky

  I see you

  I see you

  When there’s words left unsaid,

  And my life looks like hell

  I see you

  I see you

  When the world is full of sorrow

  And can’t seem to find tomorrow

  I see you

  I see you

  What did I do wrong?

  Why didn’t I listen?

  Just take my life away…

  Give me those black wings to fly high…

  ‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high

  Ready to touch the sky

  I see you

  I see you…

  ‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high

  Ready to touch the sky

  I see you

  I see you

  When there’s words left unsaid,

  And my life looks like hell

  I see you

  I see you

  When the world is full of sorrow

  And can’t seem to find tomorrow

  I see you

  I see you

  WAY OUT

  I’m standing here, full of darkness

  Finding no light

  Trying to think

  If there’s another way out for me

  But looking and searching

  Still I end up with the same thing

  Standing there alone once again

  Wondering what to do with my life

  I just can’t control myself

  I try to find my way out,

  But all I do is start cutting myself

  I can’t believe that there’s no light for me

  Never did I think that I’d be walking in here

  Into the darkness all alone

  Waving goodbye to my misery

  But I guess this always happens to me

  Soon enough I won’t be here

  I’ll be too busy letting myself be free and fly

  I won’t stop till I’m dead

  Ohhh…

  I’ma scream, I’ma shout, I’ma cut my soulless body free

  Free…

  I try to find my way out,

  But all I do is start cutting myself

  I can’t believe that there’s no light for me

  Never did I think that I’d be walking in here

  Into the darkness all alone

  Waving goodbye to my misery

  But I guess this always happens to me

  There’s no other way out

  No way out for me…

  (At least)

  ONCE AND FOR ALL

  How did I end up this way?

  How did I get here?

  How did I have to get so lost in life?

  I don’t know who to choose

  I don’t know what to say

  I just don’t know which way to take

  I need more time

  But there isn’t enough in the world

  I’m looking at the moon

  Trying to find a clue in the stars of the night

  I’m not sure what to do

  I’m soulless once again

  Tell me an answer, give me a sign

  To make a choice once for the good of my life

  Once and for all

  I can’t give in

  I won’t give in

  Once and for all

  I won’t fall in

  I can’t drown in

  My tears of sorrow, if I can only see how much it will be

  To only feel the life back in me

  In this reality

  Once and for all

  Will I be the end of me?

  I can’t think straight

  It’s too hard to breathe

  The knot in my throat won’t let me speak

  It’s the way he had it planned

  It’s the way I kneel down

  And yell out, “I’m sorry!”

  Ooooo

  Once and for all

  I can’t give in

  I won’t give in

  Once and for all

  I won’t fall in

  I can’t drown in

  My tears of sorrow, if I can only see how much it wil
l be

  To only feel the life back in me

  In this reality

  Once and for all

  Will I be the end of me?

  I will get up

  (He wants you to)

  I will stand tall

  (He knows how strong you are)

  I will be anything, anything for him

  Because that’s how much

  I’ll give in… yeah

  Don’t turn back, don’t turn back

  Once and for all

  I will stand tall

  I will fight hard

  Once and for all

  I will take his wish

  I will grant it well

  My tears of blood, if I will ever go back at all from here

  I won’t give up this feeling within me

  In this reality

  Once and for all

  I won’t be the end of me

  REACH INSIDE ME

  There’s something deep, deep below

  I can’t open my eyes anymore

  I’m trapped

  Wait, wait, it’s coming back to me

  I’m still dead

  I’m finally coming out

  Up, up, I can breathe the air,

  Looking down below

  I see my name written in sorrow marble

  Reach inside me

  I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me

  Stop those tears of sorrow,

  Live until tomorrow

  Don’t ever follow me

  This isn’t what I wanted

  Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you

  Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow

  Nothing is ever bright behind the double doors

  Living in a world, which I don’t belong to anymore

  Casting a shadow, waiting till tomorrow

  So the light can finally hit me hard

  Reach inside me

  I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me

  Stop those tears of sorrow,

  Live until tomorrow

  Don’t ever follow me

  This isn’t what I wanted

  Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you

  Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow

  Wait till it’s evening,

  Wait till its sunset

  Follow my trace with your heart

  I can’t do this anymore

  I can’t touch you

  I can’t feel you

  I can’t help myself

  I’m losing you

  To an empty coffin I will never accept

  Reach inside me

  I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me

  Stop those tears of sorrow,

  Live until tomorrow

  Don’t ever follow me

  This isn’t what I wanted

  Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you

  Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow

  One at least, it’s you

  Something inside me is beating

  I’m breathing

  My heart is pounding hard against my chest

  I’m coming back to life

  TOO LONG

  It’s hard to see the past fly out right now

  My visions are growing stronger

  And my nightmares are becoming darker

  I see now what I was to blinded to see before

  Now that I know

  I can reach you

  Hold me in your arms, bring yourself alive

  It’s been far too long

  Since you were gone

  I remember crying on your shoulder

  Loving you forever,

  Not letting go

  Holding on tighter,

  Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”

  Remember when you left without me for a while?

  Tell me you’re staying

  It’s been far too long… too long

  Now you’re back and I regained my strength

  I don’t need you to deny it

  Come into my arms and don’t ever let go

  Come, I’m here to help you come to me

  Why when I blink you’re not there?

  It’s been far too long

  Since you were gone

  I remember crying on your shoulder

  Loving you forever,

  Not letting go

  Holding on tighter,

  Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”

  Remember when you left without me for a while?

  Tell me you’re staying

  It’s been far too long… too long

  Your soul is following me around

  How can I figure out if your there if you disappear?

  Come to me,

  In my dreams

  My dreams…

  Oh ooh oooh

  It’s been far too long

  Since you were gone

  I remember crying on your shoulder

  Loving you forever,

  Not letting go

  Holding on tighter,

  Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”

  Remember when you left without me for a while?

  Tell me you’re staying

  It’s been far too long… too long

  If you’re leaving, why don’t you leave?

  Leave and stop hurting me

  Your face,

  Your eyes

  I see them everyday

  Everyday…

  ay ay ay oh ooo

  I can’t take it

  (Everyday… ay ay ay)

  (Everyday… ay ay ay)

  (Everyday… ay ay ay)

  HEARTBROKEN

  Stuck in this stormy rain,

  (Don’t know where I’m heading)

  What seems like forever,

  But it’s just the beginning

  To think that I trusted you

  And gave you my all

  I lost track, fell down, and falled

  (Down, down low)

  Everything’s happening way too fast

  Forever lasted much less

  It cost me what I thought I regained

  (It cost me what I thought I regained)

  You cracked it into pieces

  Heartbroken

  Why does day seem like night?

  (Seem like night?)

  I didn’t think one can see so much fog

  (Much less a broken heart)

  You gave everything, I had it all

  (All except your cold heart)

  When day shine too bright

  It falls down to an endless night

  When all I see is what used to be

  Everything’s happening way too fast

  Forever lasted much less

  It cost me what I thought I regained

  (It cost me what I thought I regained)

  You cracked it into pieces

  Heartbroken

  I’m standing here

  Waiting for you to return

  Hold me close

  And tell me it’s a living nightmare

  But I know you’re not coming back,

  I can’t tell my heart to let you go

  Heartbroken

  ACCIDENT

  Don’t cry for her, my darling

  I’m here to help you

  Stop crying over her

  I’m your guardian angel

  Tears well up in her eyes

  Her life flashed through my eyes

  And all you do is cry and cry

  On her torn limbs

  You can’t help her,

  She’s not breathing

  She’s right here in spirit

  I’m here,

  Don’t cry

  Let her go,

  She’s gone

  Her heart stopped beating for far too long

  Don�
��t try to mend her shattered heart

  She made a choice

  And it costs that much,

  But she loves you

  Remember that

  Death won’t do you two apart

  (Don’t cry)

  (Don’t cry)

  She wants to reach her hand to you,

  To say goodbye

  It passes through you

  You can’t see her

  She can see you

  She whispers to leave her to peace

  Don’t try to help her

  Don’t cry, darling

  Tears well up in her eyes

  Her life flashed through my eyes

  And all you do is cry and cry

  On her torn limbs

  You can’t help her,

  She’s not breathing

  She’s right here in spirit

  I’m here,

  Don’t cry

  Let her go,

  She’s gone

  Her heart stopped beating for far too long

  Don’t try to mend her shattered heart

  She made a choice

  And it costs that much,

  But she loves you

  Remember that

  Death won’t do you two apart

  (Don’t cry)

  (Don’t cry)

  She’s gone

  (So gone)

  I’m gone

  WHEN THE TIME COMES TOO LATE

  This is how we’re falling,

  We’re breaking

  It’s sorry to see

  How we made it,

  But we lost it in time

  This is how the story begins

  Breaking apart,

  Falling in love

  How we ended all the same

  In the same place that we don’t belong

  ‘Cause we’re falling,

  We’re breaking,

  We’re sorry for what we’ve done

  And it might be too late,

  But we wanted a second chance

  How we could have gotten

  When we just don’t feel the same

  How we lost all that we are

  We’re not the same

  When the time comes too late

  And the story ended how it began

  The time is ticking,

  Think we lost it all

  Our hope, our faith, ourselves

  When we don’t know what’s going on

  The time can be my pain

  The wind will let me wind

  The skies above will cry till the last teardrop

  And I can’t wait for it to fade

  When I know I can’t stay

  (Leave me alone)

  (Leave me alone)