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The Lost Girl

Anne Ursu




  Dedication

  For Tina Dubois

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter One: Treasure Hunters

  Chapter Two: Good Intentions

  Chapter Three: The Way Things Were

  Chapter Four: The Way Things Are Going to Be

  Chapter Five: Meanwhile, Back at the Shop

  Chapter Six: Missing Pieces

  Chapter Seven: Report Cards

  Chapter Eight: The First Day of School

  Chapter Nine: The Ogre

  Chapter Ten: Meanwhile . . .

  Chapter Eleven: Iris Dissents

  Chapter Twelve: The Crow Girl, Take One

  Chapter Thirteen: Camp Awesome

  Chapter Fourteen: Alice

  Chapter Fifteen: Meanwhile . . .

  Chapter Sixteen: Parts of Speech

  Chapter Seventeen: Mr. George Green

  Chapter Eighteen: The Edge of the World

  Chapter Nineteen: Freakenstein

  Chapter Twenty: Superpowers

  Chapter Twenty-One: Reconstruction

  Chapter Twenty-Two: Meanwhile . . .

  Chapter Twenty-Three: The Fortress of Solitude

  Chapter Twenty-Four: The Wolf in the Closet

  Chapter Twenty-Five: The Compliment Box

  Chapter Twenty-Six: Sisters

  Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Andromeda Project

  Chapter Twenty-Eight: For Your Own Good

  Chapter Twenty-Nine: The Girls in the Glass Coffin

  Chapter Thirty: Puzzles

  Chapter Thirty-One: The Well

  Chapter Thirty-Two: The Doll Maker

  Chapter Thirty-Three: The Pied Piper

  Chapter Thirty-Four: Lark

  Chapter Thirty-Five: The Flock

  Chapter Thirty-Six: The Crow Girl, Take Two

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Books by Anne Ursu

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Chapter One

  Treasure Hunters

  The two sisters were alike in every way, except for all the ways that they were different.

  Iris and Lark Maguire were identical twins, and people who only looked at the surface of things could not tell them apart. Same long bushy black hair, same pale skin, same smattering of freckles around the cheeks, same bright hazel eyes and open face.

  But Iris and Lark had no patience with people who only looked at the surface of things, when what lay beneath was the stuff that truly mattered.

  Because the girls were identical, but not the same.

  Iris was the one who always knew where she’d left her shoes. Iris was the one who could tell you what the collective nouns were for different animals and that Minnesota was home to the world’s largest ball of twine. Iris always knew when her library books were due.

  Lark always knew when their parents had been arguing. Lark could tell you what the consequences for stealing were in different fairy tales, and that the best bad guys had interesting backstories. Lark always knew which books she wanted to check out from the library next.

  No, they were not the same. But Iris always knew when Lark was feeling too anxious to speak in class, and Lark always knew when Iris’s anger was getting the better of her. Iris always knew when Lark was too busy daydreaming to pay attention, and Lark always knew when Iris was too reliant on finding order when things were in chaos. Iris talked for Lark. Lark talked down Iris.

  This is the way it was.

  No, they were not the same. But yes, they were twin sisters, and for Iris and Lark that meant something, something far deeper than what lay at the surface. They each knew the monsters that haunted the shadowy parts of the other’s mind, and they knew how to fight those monsters.

  That was the remarkable part, if you asked Iris and Lark.

  Though no one ever did.

  Instead strangers treated them like a spectacle. People on the street stared at them openly, sometimes pointed and whispered, as if their surfaces were all that they were. As if the girls were just something to be seen and not actual human people and would not notice. The girls always noticed.

  And when I saw them, I stared too.

  I could not help it.

  (Though they did not notice me.)

  But not because they looked identical. I stared at them because I can see beneath the surface of things. I stared at them because I wanted to know their story. And maybe because, somehow, I sensed how it would end.

  This is a story of a sign and a store. Of a key. Of crows and shiny things. Of magic. Of bad decisions made from good intentions. Of bad guys with bad intentions. Of collective nouns, fairy tales, and backstories.

  But most of all this is a story of the two sisters, and what they did when the monsters really came.

  I first noticed them on a hot August afternoon. In Minnesota, winter was just two months away, and soon the more sensitive birds would begin the long journey south. But today, summer reigned. The sun stretched its beams across the sky and discarded change glistened on the sidewalk. Here in the shop-lined streets of this Minneapolis neighborhood, people fled for the air-conditioned stores and the comfort of the library carrying sweating plastic cups from the local coffee house.

  And the two sisters came out of the library, clutching glossy books to their chests.

  Lark was wearing a bright pink T-shirt with Captain Marvel on it and one in a series of her wide collection of striped leggings, Iris a light blue tank top over white shorts. Both stopped on the top step, the air admonishing them for going outside in this heat.

  “Ooof,” said Lark.

  “I told you to wear shorts,” said Iris, twisting her long hair into a bun. The back of her neck felt like a science experiment gone very wrong.

  “You’re wearing shorts and you’re still hot.”

  “Yeah, but I’m less hot than you.”

  Lark looked at her meaningfully. “How do you know?”

  Iris’s lips smooshed together. She didn’t know, for sure. She couldn’t tabulate the degree to which she felt hot and compare it to Lark’s. All she knew was that the idea of putting on leggings today made her feel like a snake whose skin was on too tight.

  But before she could respond Lark was onto something else.

  “What time is it?” she asked, looking around.

  “About three thirty.” Even without a watch Iris generally knew what time it was, as Iris tended to look at the clock a lot, as she had done before they left the library. Everything felt better when you knew what time it was. Sixty seconds in a minute, sixty minutes in an hour. There was always order, if you knew where to look.

  And Lark didn’t need to look at the clock, because she had Iris.

  “Do you think the mail’s there yet?”

  “It’s usually there by four,” Iris said with a shrug. They’d had this conversation several times already today, but sometimes—Iris knew—Lark needed to say certain things, and she needed to have certain things said back to her. There was no harm in that.

  Iris had figured out that school placement letters were probably coming today—they always came on the Tuesday three weeks before school started. Iris tended to notice that kind of thing.

  And it was the Tuesday three weeks before school started.

  This was their last year at Barnhill Elementary. Next year would be sixth grade, and everything would change. They’d have homerooms and class schedules and already Iris was concerned. What if they had some different classes? That was the sort of thing adults did while you weren’t paying attention.

  But that was next year. This year’s worry was at least a familiar one: Which teacher would they get? Ms. Shonubi was their first choice, of course, be
cause she was angelic. And all the other options were terrible: the extremely tall, extremely grave-looking Mr. Miller; Mrs. Scott, who was rumored to tell girls to act ladylike, whatever that meant; and a new teacher, a replacement for Ms. Urban who had left the school and moved to Paris to become a concert pianist.

  Lark was scared of Mr. Miller, who she said looked something like a haunted tree in person form. And Iris had once been told by a random woman in the grocery store that she should be more ladylike and had not liked it much. Ladylike sounded an awful lot like Be nice and Be quiet and Smile more and Stop arguing and I thought girls were made of sugar and spice and everything nice, which someone in a grocery store had said to her once too.

  So they worried about their teacher. And of course they worried about who was in their class with them.

  Or, more specifically, if Tommy Whedon was in their class.

  Tommy Whedon had been Iris’s archnemesis ever since he’d made fun of Lark during a class presentation last year, and Lark still couldn’t be around him without flushing.

  But if he was there, Iris would protect Lark, same as she always did.

  Ladylike or not.

  “I don’t think I want to get home till after the mail comes,” Lark said, shifting.

  “Okay. What should we do?”

  In a blink, Lark straightened and squeezed her arm. “Let’s go see what that’s all about!” she said, voice hushed, as if she’d come upon a great secret.

  “What?” Iris looked around.

  “That,” Lark said, pointing across the street.

  That was the sign.

  I told you there would be a sign.

  Specifically, a chalkboard easel, which right now read

  WE

  ARE

  HERE.

  The sign sat on the sidewalk outside the darkened storefront of a new shop that had not yet opened its doors to customers.

  That much Lark knew.

  I knew quite a bit more.

  The sign had appeared on the sidewalk a few weeks before the shop would open, as it did every time.

  It proclaimed We Are Here, every time.

  And that was all. No indication of exactly who the we of the sign referred to, let alone what this shop was going to sell. A weird way to advertise a new business, passersby agreed.

  But the message on the easel was not meant for them.

  A week later, the shop’s name had gone up above the front door—Treasure Hunters—and its slogan was etched on the window: We Can Find Anything.

  They, too, were the same every time.

  We are here. We are hunters. We can find anything.

  So the store stood now, as the girls noticed it for the first time. Treasure Hunters. We Are Here.

  Iris herself was not inclined to look for the story in things, but she knew Lark was, and she was always happy to go along, especially if it meant Lark was distracted from fretting about class assignments. So Lark pulled her across the street, chasing the threads of a story.

  Still, Iris was curious. It wasn’t often that there was a new store in their Minneapolis neighborhood. Since the Maguire family had moved there, every storefront lining Upton Avenue had remained the same except this one. And this one had changed quite a bit. In the girls’ memory it had been home to stores that sold hardware, new age paraphernalia, kids’ shoes, overly pungent coffee beans, and, most recently, less pungent flowers. But most of these stores went out of business in less than a year—especially the new age one, which lasted one week before the shop owner burned incense all around the building and left it as it stood, and the florist, because the flowers kept dying.

  “Some locations are just cursed,” their mother had said by way of explanation, as if that explained anything at all, as if that wasn’t like opening up a giant box bursting with questions and pretending they weren’t all now flying loose and hungry in the air.

  Their mother was certainly right—some locations are cursed—though the truth of this particular place was somewhat different.

  But Iris and Lark could not know that, not yet.

  “I don’t think it’s open yet,” said Iris, as they approached. “It looks dark.”

  “I just want to see what’s inside,” said Lark. “We can peek in the window. And this way we won’t have to talk to anyone.”

  Lark spent a lot of her life avoiding having to talk to people. She never understood the admonition not to talk to strangers—why would anyone want to in the first place? It was fine: Iris could talk for her.

  “Anyway,” Lark chattered on, “the name is cool, right? Treasure Hunters?”

  Iris knew that a store in her Minneapolis neighborhood was not going to be selling actual found treasure, and that the new shop was certainly something boring like kitchen stuff or lamps or something else old people considered treasure, and she knew that Lark was perfectly aware of this fact as well—but she also knew that some part of her sister allowed herself to hope the store would be filled with the contents of some recently uncovered safe from the wreckage of the Titanic.

  That was Lark for you.

  “It’s antiques,” Lark said, peering in the window.

  “Boring,” said Iris, leaning against the wall and shading her eyes. The sun felt like it was actively trying to burn out her eyeballs.

  “There might be something cool in there. Like something really important that got lost and no one recognized it and then it turns up in an antique shop in Minneapolis and everyone gets really excited, like, ‘Can you believe this lost masterpiece was right here and no one knew?’”

  Iris pushed herself off the wall and looked inside, squinting through the glare of the sun. The shop was basically all clutter—every surface was covered in various assortments of stuff: lamps and figurines and picture frames and candlesticks and vases and dishes. It made Iris want to go in and straighten.

  “If there is something really important in here,” she said, “I don’t know how anyone would find it.”

  “Don’t you think the sign is weird?” Lark added, ignoring her, as she often did when Iris was not focusing on the point. “‘We Are Here’?”

  Iris shrugged. She was not ready to comment on the relative weirdness of people who sold used chairs and old teapots and called them treasure.

  “Why would someone even say that when they’re obviously there?” Lark continued. “I mean, it’s pretty clear. Like, I could walk around wearing a sign saying I am here, but I don’t. Or”—she spun around and faced her sister—“I could walk around wearing a sign saying I’m not here. Now, that would be interesting.”

  Iris grinned. “I could be, like, where did Lark go? And people would try to say, well, she’s right there, except you’re wearing the sign that states very clearly that you’re not.”

  Lark shook her head tragically. “So careless, Iris. Losing your sister like that. You should really keep better track of her.”

  Before Iris could respond, she was interrupted by the sound of tinkling bells, and the shop door swung open to reveal a man in a buttoned-up mustard-yellow cardigan and plaid bow tie.

  Lark stiffened; he seemed to intend to talk to them. Iris touched her arm. I’ll take care of it.

  He was short and roundish, like a snowman that had melted slightly, with skin the color of mashed potatoes, and yellowish hair shellacked onto his skull. His face reminded Iris of a mole.

  “May I help you ladies?” he said, and then stopped and gaped at them.

  Iris sighed and exchanged a glance with her sister. Here it comes.

  “You’re twins!” he exclaimed.

  Yes.

  “You look exactly alike!”

  Yes. If you weren’t looking carefully. There were subtle differences, of course. Iris stood a little taller. Lark hugged herself a lot. Iris’s hair was usually neater, relatively. Lark was always in brighter colors, and always wore her silver bracelet with the small moon charm on her left wrist.

  “How remarkable! A matching set!”

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sp; It is not always possible to say the thing you want to say to your sister out loud, and so a few years earlier the girls had devised a code where they could tap messages to each other with their fingers. Now, as the mole-faced man in the mustard cardigan gaped at them, Iris folded one arm over the other and tapped out, Should we tell him?

  I’m not here, Lark tapped back.

  Iris clamped her mouth shut. Telling him there was nothing remarkable at all about identical twins if you knew anything about biology was not nice and the sort of thing that meant people told you to be more ladylike.

  “Well,” he said, “I’m delighted you remarkable girls are interested in my treasure. But I’m afraid we’re not open yet, alas.”

  “That’s okay,” Iris said. “We were just curious what the store was.” She had to do the talking, since Lark was not there.

  “I hope your curiosity is satisfied, young lady! I sell treasure, and you’re welcome to come back to peruse it when my store is open. Though we do recommend bringing your parents or guardians. Or”—he smiled wanly—“any other responsible adult who can keep children at a respectable distance from priceless antiques.”

  Iris straightened.

  Ugh, Lark tapped.

  “I don’t understand what your sign means,” Iris said, gesturing to the chalkboard easel. “Anybody can see that you are here. Even”—she smiled winningly—“a child.”

  Next to her, Lark coughed slightly. Iris. Don’t irritate the weird man.

  “Ah,” said the man, a spark in his grayish eyes. “Do you young ladies believe in keeping your promises?”

  Iris blinked. “. . . Yeah?”

  A grin crept slowly across his mashed-potato face. “So do I.” And then he winked, as if he had answered the question, as if he had answered it so well and cleverly that they would find him utterly delightful, that they would be charmed by his wink and perhaps even wink back at him, like people who understood each other do.

  An elbow in Iris’s side. Lark.

  “We have to go home now!” said Iris brightly.

  “Pleasure talking to you!” He leaned forward. “You girls take care of each other. A matching set is quite collectible, you know!” And he let out some chuffing sound, and Iris did everything in her power not to look at her sister and she knew her sister was doing everything in her power not to look at her, because the girls knew that you were absolutely not supposed to exchange what a weirdo glances with your sister while said weirdo was looking right at you, even if you very very much wanted to.