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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      Main bhi hoon ek inaayat ki nazar hote tak

      Ek nazar besh nahi fursat-e hasti ghaafil

      Garmiy-i bazm hai ik raqs-e sharar hote tak

      Gham-e hasti ka Asad kis se ho juz marg ilaaj

      Shama har rung mein jalti hai sehar hote tak

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      My wails need a lifetime to reach the heart, wait, O wait

      But who can live that long to see it reach, wait, O wait

      Hundred circles in each eddy, hundred crocodiles too

      See what happens till the drops become pearls, wait, O wait

      Love demands patience; desire takes no pleas ever

      What to do till my heart breathes her last, wait, O wait

      I’m sure you would not be careless; would surely pay heed

      But I would be ashes before you said, wait, O wait

      The dew has learnt of dying only from the sunrays

      I too will live till I get a kind look, wait, O wait

      O the careless one! Life would not give you a wink more

      The assembly is agog till flames dance, wait, O wait

      But who can cure the pains of life and living, Asad?

      The lamp burns in every hue till dawn’s break, wait, O wait

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      Momin Khan Momin

      Momin Khan Momin (1800–1851), whose father and grandfather were court physicians, was born, educated and settled in Delhi. He received his education at the famous Shah Abdul Qadir’s school, under the coveted guidance of Shah Abdul Aziz, a celebrated theologian and reformer of the times. Momin received a wide exposure to a variety of disciplines including medicine, mathematics and astrology as well as to languages like Arabic, Persian and Urdu. Music and chess were his other areas of keen interest which he cultivated with care.

      Momin was essentially a poet of romantic love which he expressed best in the form of ghazal. The lover in his poetry is one of amorous disposition; he expresses his love along with lust, and sees lust as a part of life’s romance. As Momin dwelt upon the psychology of the lover, he explored his moods and reflexes, as also his erotic and sexual tendencies. In celebrating romantic love in all its manifestations, he drew upon the chastity of diction, mixing deeply nuanced phrases for a metaphysical apprehension of the phenomenon of love and the figure of the lover. Momin was an aesthete; he personalized his material which distinguishes him from many other poets who objectified them. Apart from his Urdu divaan, Momin also left behind a Persian divaan, and other works in prose.

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      Asar us ko zaraa naheen hota

      Ranj raahat fizaa naheen hota

      Bewafaa kahne ki shikaayat hai

      To bhi waada wafaa naheen hota

      Kis ko hai zauq talkh kaami ka

      Jung bin kuchh mazaa naheen hota

      Tum hamaare kisee tarah na hue

      Warna dunya mein kyaa naheen hota

      Imtehaan keejiye mera jab tak

      Shauq zor aazmaa naheen hota

      Naarsaayi se dum ruke to ruke

      Main kisee se khafaa naheen hota

      Tum mere pass hote ho goya

      Jab koee doosaraa naheen hota

      Haal-e dil yaar ko likhoon kyunkar

      Haath dil se judaa naheen hota

      Daaman us ka jo hai daraaz to ho

      Dast-e aashiq rasaa naheen hota

      Chara-i-dil sewaai sabr naheen

      So tumhaare siwa naheen hota

      Kyun sune arz-e muztarab Momin

      Sanam aakhir Khuda naheen hota

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      She takes no pretence, no pleas

      Misery brings no calm, no ease

      She resents being called faithless

      But meets her promise so less

      Whoever likes to speak bitter

      But no pleasure without jitters

      You couldn’t be mine for all I did

      Or else, the world would be my bid

      You test me as long as you wish

      But my wishes can’t be selfish

      The breath may lose track in despair

      But my displeasure would be rare

      You are mine when none else is mine

      None else but you alone are mine

      How to write, my love, how’s my heart

      I can’t take my hand off my heart

      Sure, that kindness may be endless

      Sure, but lovers don’t seek access

      Patience alone may save the heart

      Heart has no patience with you apart

      Why should Momin implore for a nod

      She is only my love, not my God

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      Royaa karenge aap bhi pehron isee tarah

      Atka kaheen jo aap ka dil bhi meri tarah

      Aataa naheen hai wo to kisee dhab se daao mein

      Banti naheen hai milne ki us se koee tarah

      Tashbeeh kis se doon ke tarah daar ki mere

      Sab se niraali waza hai sab se naee tarah

      Mar chuk kaheen ke tu gham-e hijraan se chhoot jaai

      Kahte to hain bhale ki wa lekin buri tarah

      Nay taab hijr mein hai na aaraam wasl mein

      Kambakht dil ko chayn naheen hai kisee tarah

      Lagti hain gaaliyan bhi tere munh se kya bhali

      Qurbaan tere! Phir mujhe keh ley isee tarah

      Paamaal hum na hote faqat jaur-e charkh se

      Aai hamaari jaan pe aafat kaee tarah

      Maashooq aur bhi hain bataa de jahaan mein

      Kartaa hai kaun zulm kisee per teri tarah

      Nay jaai waan bane hai na bin jaai chayn hai

      Kya keejiye hamein to hai mushkil sabhee tarah

      Hoon jaan balab butaan-e sitamgar ke haath se

      Kya sab jahaan mein jeete hain Momin isee tarah

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      You would see no end ever, you too would cry like me

      Ensnared in this love, you too would ever sigh like me

      I can’t take her in confidence, whatever I do

      I can’t even see her; I can only sigh like me

      What similes can I bring for my stylish love

      Can’t describe her form and moving if I try like me

      ‘Die a death; seek a release from the pains of parting’

      That’s only a truth but harshly told to die like me

      There’s no patience in parting, in meeting no relief

      This very silly heart of mine can only vie like me

      Even the abuses from your sweet lips sound so sweet

      I would just bet my life, take me on and try like me

      I wouldn’t be ruined ever only by the divine will

      But I had many a blow to help me die like me

      There are so many lovers here but does anyone

      Ever bear the pains of loving just to die like me

      I’m restless if I go to her, restive if I don’t

      There is no letting go, I can only die like me

      I count my breath, Momin, thanks to my unkind love

      Do all the lovers in this world decry like me?

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      Nawab Mirza Khan Dagh Dehlavi

      Nawab Mirza Khan Dagh Dehlavi (1831–1905) was born and brought up in the Red Fort of Delhi, where his mother was married to Prince Mirza Mohammad Sultan, son of Bahadur Shah Zafar II. After his father’s death, he had to leave the Red Fort, and after the fall of Delhi in 1857, he had to move to Rampur where he lived in comfort for more than a decade. Later, his changing fortunes, for good or bad, took him to other centres of renown like Lucknow, Patna, Calcutta and Hyderabad.

      As a disciple of Sheikh Ibrahim Zauq himself, and with many eminent disciples to his own credit, Dagh deliberated upon the aesthetic principles of ghazal as a form of intimate poetic conversation. He charged the common speech and combined the poetic manners of the Lucknow and Delhi schools. In its totality, Dagh’s poetry is idiomatic and appealing, laden with emotions and good humour. He did not take the idea of love to philosophical heights but engaged with the experience of love at a human level, bringing it close to eroticism. Cumulatively, he is playful with language, least Persianized i
    n his diction, witty with the turn of phrases, urbane in addressing, and full of gaiety and simplicity in the quintessential approach to his material. Apart from his four divaans, representing the last hallmarks of classical poetry, he has left behind a bunch of letters and a narrative poem on his love-life, titled Faryaad-e Dagh.

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      Uzr aane mein bhi hai aur bulaate bhi naheen

      Baa’is-e tark-e mulaaqaat bataate bhi naheen

      Muntazir hai dam-e rukhsat ke ye jaai to jaaein

      Phir ye ehsaan ke hum chhod ke jaate bhi naheen

      Sar uthhaao to sahi aankh milaao to sahee

      Nasha-i mai bhi naheen neend ke maate bhi naheen

      Kya kaha phir to kaho hum nahi sunte teri

      Naheen sunte to hum aison ko bataate bhi naheen

      Khoob pardaa hai ke chilman se lage baithhe hain

      Saaf chhupte bhi naheen saamne aate bhi naheen

      Mujh se laaghar teri aankhon mein khatakte to rahe

      Tujh se naazuk meri aankhon mein samaate bhi naheen

      Daikhte hi teri mehfil mein ye irshaad hua

      Kaun baithha hai ise log uthhaate bhi naheen

      Ho chuka tark-e ta’alluq to jafaaein kyun hon

      Jin ko matlab nahi rehtaa wo sataate bhi naheen

      Zeest se tang ho ai Dagh to jeete kyun ho

      Jaan pyari bhi naheen jaan se jaate bhi naheen

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      She has a plea for not coming, doesn’t call me either

      But her reasons for not coming, doesn’t tell me either

      She waits for my last breath to say the last goodbye

      Just to show her favour to me she can’t leave either

      Now lift your head, look into my eyes and let me see

      Love! You are neither so drunk, nor so sleepy either

      What did you say; say again, that you wouldn’t listen to me

      If you wouldn’t, I too wouldn’t say a word to you either

      What a veil you keep, my love, hanging close to lattice

      Being not so fully hidden, showing not so fully either

      Such a frail one like me has irked your eyes forever

      So a delicate one like you can’t fit my eyes either

      Just as she spotted me in the assembly, she said

      Who’s this sitting here, why isn’t he removed either?

      Now that we have parted, why should we ever pretend?

      We being such strangers, we should not bother either

      If so tired of this life, why do you live this life, Dagh?

      It’s not dear to you; you don’t leave this life either

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      Dil gaya tum ne liya hum kya karein

      Jaane waali cheez thee gham kya karein

      Hum ne mar kar hijr mein paayi shafa

      Aise achhon ka wo maatam kya karein

      Apne hi gham se naheen milti nijaat

      Is benaa per fikr-e ‘aalam kya karein

      Kar chuke sab apni apni hikmatein

      Dum nikaltaa ho to hum dum kya karein

      Poore honge apne armaan kis tarah

      Shauq behad waqt hai kam kya karein

      Bakhsh bhi dein pyar ki gustakhiyaan

      Dil hi qaaboo mein naheen hum kya karein

      Tund khoo hai kab sune wo dil ki baat

      Aur bhi barham ko barham kya karein

      Aik saaghar per hai apni zindagi

      Rafta rafta is se bhi kam kya karein

      Dil ne seekha shewa-i begaanagi

      Aise naamehram ko mehram kya karein

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      You robbed me of my heart, what can I do?

      It was meant to be robbed, what can I do?

      I got my cure when I died in parting

      If none to mourn such a one, what can I do?

      I cannot get release from my own pains ever

      How can I worry for the world, what can I do?

      All of them have tried their hands to save that love

      If she breathes last, what can you do, what can I do?

      How can I fulfil my desires, how indeed?

      Desires aplenty, time short, what can I do?

      Forgive me my insolence in love, my love

      If the heart gets out of hand, what can I do?

      She is quick-tempered; she does not listen to me

      Why annoy the annoyed one, what can I do?

      My life rests now on a cup of wine for me

      Now live on less than a cup? What can I do?

      You know so well how to turn a stranger

      To make the stranger a friend, what can I do?

      Muamila hai aaj husn-o-ishq ka

      Dekhiye wo kya karein hum kya karein

      Aaeena hai aur wo hain dekhiye

      Faisala donon ye baaham kya karein

      Keh rahe ahl-e sifaarish mujh se Dagh

      Teri qismat hai buri hum kya karein

      It’s a matter between a lover and the beloved

      Now let me see what she does, what can I do?

      This is a mirror and that is she, just see

      They must decide by themselves, what can I do?

      Those who hold a plea for me, tell me, Dagh

      You surely have bad luck, what can I do?

      ADVENT OF MODERNISM

      It was during the mid-nineteenth century that the Urdu ghazal showed the first signs of what may be called the ‘modern’ sensibility. After the first war of independence (1857), life and times had greatly changed. The days of the nobles being patrons to the poets were over, as lives of luxury and glamour associated with Delhi and Lucknow had become stories of the past. The poet was now a common man left on his own, living in an age of great socio-political transition. He had to grapple with the realities of the new world and expand the frontiers of his knowledge and perception. He had to reconfigure his idiom and reorient his metaphor to execute his uniquely different experiences in a language liberated from the constraints of the iconic Persian. As there was no room left for the purely romantic perceptions of life and for linguistic mannerisms, the poets were to evolve a new poetics for their new age. Thus, they tried to discover their modes of discernment and expression by adhering partially to the older norms, now rejecting them altogether, but most often, by striking a balance between the two. They replaced the old myths of love and longing with the new metaphors of human bonding, just as they replaced the traditional penchant for sentimentality with irony and rationality. They expanded the hinterlands of traditional references to find space for the mundane and the metaphysical, along with the political and the apolitical. In doing this, they operated in a larger frame of references to present a world-view of greater complexity. These poets defined the tone and tenor of the modern ghazal broadly until the mid-twentieth century, but more importantly, they made way for the emergence of newer versions of the modernist ghazal in the more consequential decades of the twentieth century.

      The lingering shadows of Macaulay’s Minutes on Education (1835), Charles Wood’s despatch on education (1854) and the first war of independence (1857) fell on the current realities, which included Gandhi’s arrival on the Indian scene (1914), the Khilafat and Non-Cooperation movements (1920), the Civil Disobedience Movement (1930), the Government of India Act (1935), the Independence and Partition of India (1947) and the dawn of the new Indian state. These were directly or indirectly, metaphorically or mythically, represented by a larger variety of poets with diverse social, cultural, political and philosophical affiliations.

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      Khwaja Altaf Hussain Hali

      Khwaja Altaf Hussain Hali (1837–1914) was born in Panipat, where he also received his early education. On coming to Delhi, he learnt Arabic and Persian and received patronage from two major poets, Mirza Asadullah Khan Ghalib and Mohammad Mustafa Khan Shefta. After Shefta’s death, he left for Lahore and joined the Punjab Government Book Depot, where he got an opportunity to read Western literature. Hali paid serious heed to Mohammad Hussain Azad’s call for the new Urdu poem and Sir Syed Ahmad Khan’s call for rationalism in social, political and educational matters of the Muslims. Thes
    e two influences determined his future course of development as a poet, critic, commentator, biographer and translator.

      Hali started writing as a poet of the traditional Urdu ghazal. Later, he initiated a more serious phase of his literary career, which also marked the beginning of modernism in Urdu literature. He made a major case for simplicity of expression and seriousness of thought and purpose. His engagement with the writing of ameliorative poetry explains his distaste for the panegyric ghazal which, he argued, could no longer sustain the burden of new consciousness. Instead, he emphasized the contemporary relevance of narrative poetry and made a case for ‘natural poetry’, shorn of sentimentality and tied to reality. While Hali wrote in various forms, he developed a composite view of life and art in close association with each other. His Muqaddama-i Sher-o shairi is, in many respects, the first critical manifesto of Urdu poetry, like Wordsworth’s ‘Preface to the Lyrical Ballads’. It is an anthology of ideas concerning the nature of true art, its language, the parameters of its creation, and the making of taste. In Madd-o jazar-e Islam, he reflected upon the trials and travails of Islam. In Tiryaaq-e Masmoom, he developed a discourse on religious disputation, while in Majaalis-un Nisaa, he projected an argument in favour of women’s’ education in a fictional framework. Tabaqaat-ul Arz is his translation of an Arabic discourse. Hali wrote sober and scientific prose, plain and persuasive poetry, broadly representing a case of art for life’s sake. Hali’s biographies of Sir Syed Ahmad Khan, Asadullah Khan Ghalib and Persian poet Shekhi Sadi remain authentic sources till this day.

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      Hai justujoo ke khoob se hai khoob tar kahaan

      Ab thhehrti hai dekhiye jaa kar nazar kahaan

      Hain daur-e jaam awwal-e shab mein khudi se door

      Hoti hai aaj dekhiye hum ko sahar kahaan

      Yaa Rab is ikhtilaat ka anjaam ho bakhair

      Thaa us ko hum se rubt magar is qadar kahaan

      Ek ‘umr chaahiye ke gawaara ho naish-e ishq

      Rakhhi hai aaj lazzat-e zakhm-e jigar kahaan

      Bus ho chuka bayaan kasal-o ranj raah ka

      Khat ka mere jawaab hai ai nama bar kahaan

      Koon-o makaan se hai dil-e wahshi kinaara geer

      Is khanama kharaab ne dhoonda hai ghar kahaan

      Hum jis pe mar rahe hain wo hai baat hi kuchh aur

      Aalam mein tujh se laakh sahi too magar kahaan

      Hoti nahin qubool dua tark-e ishq ki

      Dil chahtaa na ho to dua mein asar kahaan

     


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