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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      A poet, a kind patron of poets, an aesthete and a man of religious leaning, Zafar was a disciple of Shah Naseer, Sheikh Ibrahim Zauq and Mirza Ghalib. For him, composing poetry was cultivating a difficult art that called for perseverance and devotion. This also explains his choice for multi-syllabic lines and difficult qaafia and radeef. He is also remarkable for the local colour he added to his poetry and his sensitivity towards the music that helped him modulate his tone of voice. Zafar wrote the characteristic poetry of love and despair in his early writing phase and of more serious concerns like the failings of the human destiny during his exile. Though some Urdu critics did not view his poetry favourably, but he also emerged as a sensitive commentator on the fall of the Mughal Empire. Zafar had compiled four divaans before 1857 though much was lost during the turbulent events of that year.

      1

      Baat karni mujhe mushkil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Ab hai jaisi teri mehfil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Le gaya chheen ke yoon kaun tera sabr-o-qaraar

      Beqaraari tujhe ai dil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Un ki aankhon ne Khuda jaane kiya kya jaadoo

      Ke tabeeyat meri maayil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Ab ke jo raah-e mohabbat mein uthhaai takleef

      Sakht hoti hamein manzil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Paai khubaan koee zindaan mein naya hai majnoon

      Aaee aawaaz-e salaasil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Chashm-e qaatil meri dushman thi hamesha lekin

      Jaisi ab ho gaee qaatil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Aks-e rukhsaar ne kis ke hai tujhe chamkaaya

      Taab tujh mein mah-e kaamil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Nigah-i yaar ko ab kyun hai taghaaful ai dil

      Wo tere haal se ghaafil kabhi aisi to na thi

      Kya sabab tu jo bigadtaa hai Zafar pe har baar

      Khoo teri hoor shamaayil kabhi aisi to na thi

      1

      It was never so very hard to speak, but now

      Your assembly was never so bleak, but now

      Who robbed you of your patience, my poor heart?

      Never so restless and ever so meek, but now

      What magic in her glance, I never knew!

      I would so much crave for and seek, but now

      So hard this time to bear the pangs of love

      My goal was never so oblique, but now

      There in the prison house, a wild lover

      Whose chains did never so shriek, but now

      Love’s glances torment me, as they always do

      Never these torments at such a peak, but now

      Whose glowing face brightens your face, O moon!

      Your glow was never so unique, but now

      Why doesn’t my love look at me, my heart!

      My love was never so bleak, but now

      But why such anger with Zafar each time

      Such revenge, you would never wreak, but now

      2

      Hum to chalte hain lo Khuda Haafiz

      Butkadaa ke buto Khuda Haafiz

      Kar chuke tum naseehatein hum ko

      Jaao bus naaseho Khuda Haafiz

      Aaj kuchh aur tarha per un ki

      Sunte hain guftugoo Khuda Haafiz

      Gar yahi hai hamesha zakhm pe zakhm

      Dil ke chaara garo Khuda Haafiz

      Aaj hai kuchh ziyaada betaabi

      Dil-e betaab ko Khuda Haafiz

      Kyun hifaazat hum aur ki dhoondein

      Har nafas jab ke ho Khuda Haafiz

      Chaahe rukhsat ho raah-e ishq mein ‘aql

      Ai Zafar jaane do Khuda Haafiz

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      Goodbye friends, I’m set to go, Khuda Haafiz

      All my idols in a row, Khuda Hafiz

      Enough of counsels! My dear counsellors!

      Just leave me now, let me go, Khuda Haafiz

      In a different tone and tenor, my friends

      I can now hear his words flow, Khuda Haafiz

      Wound after wound, one by one, dear healers

      You’ve kept my heart all aglow, Khuda Haafiz

      Today, my impatience far exceeds my pain

      It keeps my poor heart on toe, Khuda Haafiz

      What protection from anyone now, my friend

      When to me, my own breaths blow, Khuda Haafiz

      If reason can be so lost to love, Zafar

      Why care then, let it be so, Khuda Haafiz

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      Sheikh Imam Bakhsh Nasikh

      Sheikh Imam Bakhsh Nasikh (1776–1838) was born in Faizabad and later travelled to Lucknow. He had his education in Arabic and Persian. On account of his keen poetic sensibility and sound training in rhetoric, he had his disciples among the nobility. A man of integrity, he did not, however, vie for reaping any benefits from them. In fact, he became a victim of serious political bickering and left Lucknow for Allahabad.

      Nasikh earned his reputation not as a great poet but as a great craftsman of poetry. He deliberated upon language, syntax and the poetic devices, which he employed to turn a routine composition into a work of art. Literary circles in Delhi came to hear of his worth, and considered him worth emulating. He played a significant role in secularizing Urdu while respecting the classical norms of syntax and style. In doing this, he expanded the frontiers of Urdu vocabulary, adopted a non-puritanical approach, and modernized it. His individuality lies in imparting an Indo-Persian veneer to his verse. This also explains his kinship with poets like Mirza Mohammad Rafi Sauda, Mir Taqi Mir and Khwaja Mir Dard, who also deliberated upon the nature and function of language and the modes of poetic expression. Not a poet of great metaphysical depth, Nasikh’s merit lies in his technical virtuosity, linguistic finesse and his ability to control and modulate intricate lines and unusual rhythms. These qualities are well borne out by his several divaans.

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      Sanam koocha tera hai aur main hoon

      Ye zindaan-e daghaa hai aur main hoon

      Yehi kehtaa hai jalwa mere but kaa

      Ke ik zaat-e Khuda hai aur main hoon

      Idhar aane mein hai kis se tujhe sharm

      Faqat ik gham tera hai aur main hoon

      Kare jo har qadam per ek naala

      Zamaane mein daraa hai aur main hoon

      Teri deewaar se aati hai aawaaz

      Ke ek baal-e huma hai aur main hoon

      Na ho kuchh aarzoo mujh ko khudaaya

      Yehi har dam dua hai aur main hoon

      Kiya darbaan ne sang-e aastaana

      Dar-e daulat saraa hai aur main hoon

      Gaya wo chhod kar raste mein mujh ko

      Ab us ka naqsh-e paa hai aur main hoon

      Zamaane ke sitam se roz Nasikh

      Naee ek Karbala hai aur main hoon

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      My love, this is your lane and this is me

      This prison house of deceit and this is me

      This is what my love’s splendour tells me now:

      There is the God above; here this is me

      What makes you shy of coming to me, Love?

      This is love’s pain with me and this is me

      It moans at each step in life, as it does

      That is the time’s bell tolling and this is me

      From your walls, there often comes a clear call

      There’s the phoenix hair there and here this is me

      Let me never nurse a desire, my God, never

      That is my perpetual prayer and this is me

      The guard of love’s abode turned me to a doorstep

      This is my own love’s threshold and this is me

      She left me alone on the way forever

      These are her footprints for me and this is me

      The world has been unkind each day, Nasikh

      This is a new Karbala and this is me

      2

      Aati jaati hai jaa ba jaa badli

      Saaqiya jald aa hawaa badli

      Aage the gard ab hai boo-i saman

      Too ne poshak ai sabaa badli

      Barg-e tar aai barg-e khushk gire

      Har shajar ne bhi ab qabaa badli

      Rang chehre ke yaan badal
    ne lage

      Aankh teri jahaan zaraa badli

      Rind maikhwaar jab pukarte hain

      Door se deti hai sadaa badli

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      Here and there blow the clouds with the change of wind

      My dear Saqi, come on fast, it’s the change of wind

      You were dust then; you are blossom’s fragrance now

      Wind! You have changed your garb with the change of wind

      New leaves may show up now, while old ones may fall

      May the bough change her garb with the change of wind

      All the well-known faces changed with the change of time

      Only when your eyes turned with the change of wind

      Only when the drunken vagabonds give a shout

      The clouds echo from afar with the change of wind

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      Khwaja Haider Ali Atish

      Khwaja Haider Ali Atish (1777–1847), who hailed from a Sufi family of Delhi, was born in Faizabad and travelled to nearby Lucknow, the goal of all literary dilettantes and masters. Neither associated with a durbaar or the court of the nobles, nor influenced by the privileged and the powerful, Atish enjoyed his self-respect and courage of conviction. True to his spirit, he refused to be carried away by the splendour of people in high places, and preferred to lead the life of a liberal Sufi and devote himself to the vocation of poetry.

      Atish was a disciple of Sheikh Ghulam Ali Hamadani Mus’hafi. Striking a balance between the odds and the evens, he was now spontaneous, now remote; now restrained, now sentimental; now ratiocinative, now mystical. He was extremely resourceful with the Urdu idiom and played upon the softness of its tone. His sincere sentiments and robust command over language blended well to create a condition of lasting appeal. Even while he maintained a uniform level of expression, he turned wordy and flamboyant at times, but remained simple and eminently accessible. Atish chose to philosophize on the pleasures of flesh and delve deeper to express the ecstatic moments of union. In his essential literary make-up, he drew upon his healthy attitude towards life and art to bring life to bear upon art, and art on life. Atish has left behind two divaans that exemplify his independent and proud poetic stance.

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      Sun to sahi jahaan mein hai tera fasaana kyaa

      Kehti hai tujh se khalq-e Khuda ghaibaana kyaa

      Zair-e zameen aata hai jo gul so zarbakaf

      Qaroon ne raaste mein lutaaya khazana kyaa

      Udtaa hai shauq-e raahat-e manzil se asp-e ‘umr

      Mahmaiz kahte hainge kise taazyaana kyaa

      Zeena saba ka dhoondti hai apni musht-e khaak

      Baam-e baland yaar ka hai aastaana kyaa

      Chaaron taraf se soorat-e jaanan ho jalwagar

      Dil saaf ho tera to hai aaeena khaana kyaa

      Tabl-o alam hi paas hai apne na mulk-o-maal

      Hum se khilaaf ho ke karega zamaana kyaa

      Aati hai kis tarah se meri qabz-e rooh ko

      Dekhoon to maut dhoond rahi hai bahaana kyaa

      Hota hai zard sun ke jo naraaz muddaee

      Rustam ki daastaan hai hamaaraa fasaana kyaa

      Tirchhi nazar se taair-e dil ho chuka shikaar

      Jab teer kaj pade to udegaa nishaana kyaa

      Yoon muddaee hasad se na de daad to na de

      Atish ghazal ye too ne kahi aashiqaana kyaa

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      Just see what tale the world has this day for me

      Just hear what this creation has to say for me

      Such rich blossoms within the soil! They are in hand

      What treasures Qaroon frittered, that’s no array for me

      Life’s stallion flies high to kiss the joys of arrival

      What’s a spur! What’s a whip! What’s there to say for me

      My body’s soil wants to climb the stairs of wind

      To reach my love’s station that’s so far away for me

      Let there be nothing around, only my love’s face

      My heart mirrors me, what is the mirror’s array for me?

      I have no armours, no flags; I have none to flaunt

      What can the world do if it goes astray for me?

      Let me see if she may rob me of my life now

      Let me also see if death can find a way for me

      The complainant goes pale, dry, dull and desolate

      Is Rustum’s story but only a replay for me?

      A twisted look has hit the heart’s delicate bird

      With awry arrow amiss, nothing to say for me

      Who cares if the rivals don’t say a word of praise

      What a ghazal of love Atish wrote today for me

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      Tasawwur se kisee ke main ne kee hai guftugoo barson

      Rahi hai ek tasweer-e khayaali ru-baroo barson

      Hua mehmaan aa kar raat bhar wo shama ru barson

      Rahaa raushan mere ghar ka chiraagh-e aarzoo barson

      Chaman mein jaa ke bhoole se main khasta dil karaahaa tha

      Kiya ki gul se bulbul shikwa-i dard-e guloo barson

      Baraabar jaan ke rakkha hai us ko marte marte tak

      Hamaari qabr per roya karegi aarzoo barson

      Diya hai hukm jab peer-e mughan ne sajda-i khum ka

      Kiya hai jab sharaab-e naab se hum ne wuzoo barson

      Agar main khaak bhi hoonga to Atish gard-e baad aasa

      Rakhegi mujh ko sargashta kisee ki justujoo barson

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      I have chatted with her fine thoughts for years

      An imagined one I have sought for, for years

      She lived many a night with me for years

      I kept my yearning so well-wrought for years

      In despair, I moaned only once in the garden

      To the buds, the bulbul moaned her lot for years

      I have to keep my longing close to heart till I die

      To shed them on my grave, tears are sought for years

      I could bow down to the wine jar, the priest ruled, only if

      Pure wine ablution, I did and sought for years

      If I be dust, I shall be one with the wind, Atish

      A quest for someone will keep me distraught for years

      13

      Asadullah Khan Ghalib

      Asadullah Khan Ghalib (1797–1869), hailing from the central Asian family of Aibuk Turks, was born in Agra. His grandfather had migrated to India during the reign of Shah Alam II and joined the army, which his sons also did after him. After his father was killed in a battle in Alwar, Ghalib had to live a life of want and longing. Inheriting little from his family, he made plea after plea with the British government for his own pension for over sixteen years but only to little avail. Grants in appreciation from the last Mughal emperor and the Nawab of Rampur kept him going somehow. He witnessed the downfall of the Mughal Empire and the Revolt of 1857, which he frankly recorded in his poetry and prose. He earned three coveted titles from Bahadur Shah Zafar II, although he was not very well appreciated during his lifetime.

      Ghalib’s literary identities are many. He was an accomplished poet and a prose writer, an epistolarian and a diarist, a lexicographer and a polemist, a critic and a historian, and above all, an arbiter of taste. He had compiled his Urdu divaan by the age of twenty-five. By this time, he had also developed a keen interest in Persian writing, of which his Persian divaan is a rich testimony. He enriched the literary traditions of Urdu and Persian with his unique improvisations in form and technique. Ghalib’s wit remains unparalleled and his diction refreshingly original. While Ghalib recorded his pain in his inimitable letters in no uncertain terms, his diary called Dustumboo, detailing the events of 1857, is a cautious and political act of writing. Other works include his Urdu divaan, Mehr-e Neem Roze, a historical narrative; Panj Aahang, a collection of miscellaneous writings; Qat-i Burhaan, a criticism of Persian lexicon; and Tegh-i Tez, a work of literary criticism. Ghalib remains, till this day, the most contemporaneous of all the literary masters in Urdu and in Persian.

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      Dil-e naadaan tujhe hua kya hai

      Aakhir is dard ki dawaa kya hai


      Hum hain mushtaaq aur wo bezaar

      Ya Ilahi ye maajraa kya hai

      Main bhi munh mein zabaan rakhtaa hoon

      Kaash poochho ke mudd’aa kya hai

      Jab ke tujh bin nahi koee maujood

      Phir ye hungaama ay Khuda kya hai

      Ye pari chehra log kaise hain

      Ushwa-o ghamza-o adaa kya hai

      Shikan-e zulf-e ambarein kyun hai

      Nigah-e chashm-e surma saa kya hai

      Sabza-o gul kahaan se aai hain

      Abr kya cheez hai hawaa kya hai

      Hum ko un se wafaa ki hai ummeed

      Jo naheen jaanate wafaa kya hai

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      My naive heart, what ails you, what?

      What’s the cure for this ache, what?

      I pine for her; she’s tired of me

      My God! What’s the matter, what?

      I too have a tongue in my mouth

      Wish you asked: what matters, what?

      There is none around but you

      What then is this hubbub, what?

      Who are these fairy-faced, who?

      What dainty, mild manners, what?

      Such curls in scented locks, why?

      What glance, collyrium-eyes, what?

      Where from the meadows, blossoms?

      What is that cloud, this wind, what?

      I want love, loyalty from one

      For whom love and loyalty, what?

      Haan bhalaa kar tera bhalaa hoga

      Aur darwesh ki sadaa kya hai

      Jaan tum per nisaar kartaa hoon

      Main naheen jaantaa du’aa kya hai

      Main ne maanaa ke kuchh naheen Ghalib

      Muft haath aai to buraa kya hai

      ‘Do good, get good from others’

      What else is dervish-chant, what?

      I simply lay this life for you

      I know not what prayer, what?

      I know, Ghalib is no good

      What if he comes for free, what?

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      Aah ko chaahiye ik umr asar hote tak

      Kaun jeeta hai teri zulf ke sar hote tak

      Daam-e har mauj mein hai halqa-i sad kaam-e nahang

      Dekhein kya guzre hai qatre pe gohar hote tak

      Aashiqi sabr talab aur tamannaa betaab

      Dil ka kya rang karoon khoon-e jigar hote tak

      Hum ne maana ke taghaaful na karoge lekin

      Khaak ho jaaenge hum tum ko khabar hote tak

      Partaw-e khur se hai shabnam ko fanaa ki taaleem

     


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