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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      1

      Ye kehna to naheen kaafi ke bus pyare lage hum ko

      Unhein kaise bataaein hum ke wo kaise lage hum ko

      Makeen the ya kisee khoee huee jannat ki tasweerein

      Makaan is shahr ke bhule hue sapne lage hum ko

      Hum un ko soch mein gum dekh kar waapas palat aai

      Wo apne dhyan mein baithhe hue achhe lage hum ko

      Bahut shaffaf the jab tak ke masroof-e tamanna the

      Magar is kaar-e dunya mein bade dhabbe lage hum ko

      Jahaan tanha hue dil mein bhanwar se padne lagte hain

      Agarche muddatein guzreen kinaare se lage hum ko

      1

      Not enough to say how lovely she looked like

      How shall I tell her now how good she looked like

      They were dwellers, or images of lost heavens

      Like the lost dreams, abodes of the city looked like

      I saw her lost in deep thoughts, I withdrew myself

      Lost in her own thoughts, I loved what she looked like

      I was transparent when I nursed my dear dreams

      I bore many a blot in life, a blot I looked like

      When I get lonely, whirlpools ensnare my heart though

      Long back I reached my shore and a torn one I looked like

      2

      Ye tanha raat ye gehri fizaaein

      Use dhoondein ke us ko bhool jaaein

      Khayaalon ki ghani khaamoshiyon mein

      Ghuli jaati hain lafzon ki sadaaein

      Ye raste rahrawon se bheegte hain

      Yahaan chhup chhup ke chalti hain hawaaein

      Ye paani khaamshi se beh raha hai

      Ise dekhein ke is mein doob jaaein

      Jo gham jalte hain sheron ki chita main

      Unhein phir apne seene se lagaein

      Chalo aisa makaan aabaad kar lein

      Jahan logon ki aawaazein na aaein

      2

      This lonely night, this thick air around

      Shall I look for her, or keep aground

      In dense silence, thoughts don’t evolve

      The tones of voice can only dissolve

      These paths keep the passers-by at bay

      Only in hiding the winds can play

      This water flows quietly in silence

      Shall I watch, or drown in silence

      My pains burn on the pyre of verse

      Let me embrace them, let me nurse

      Let us go and enliven a house

      Where no human voices can espouse

      44

      Mazhar Imam

      Mazhar Imam (1933–2012) was born in Darbhanga, Bihar. Following his early education at home, he acquired a diploma from the Film and Television Institute of India, Pune. Later, he got his master’s degree in Urdu from Magadh University, Bodh Gaya, and also in Persian from Bihar University, Muzaffarpur. Imam began his professional career as a journalist, editing and writing for at least six publications, some of the more important ones being Kaarvaan and Azad Hind published from Calcutta. Relinquishing journalism, he became a schoolteacher for some time, and then joined the All India Radio. After working at several places, he retired as the Director, Doordarshan, from Kashmir. Finally, he settled down in Noida, where he breathed his last. Imam has been a recipient of several awards from literary and other organizations including the Sahitya Akademi.

      Imam was aware of the traditions of Urdu poetry, including those propounded by the Progressive poets, which he respected while tracking his own route as a poet. He was a poet of romantic disposition but assessed the nature of modernist poetry with a critical eye. He found his space in the act of juxtaposing the past with the present, fancy with reality, contemporary idiom with the classical. In founding a new form for the ghazal called aazaad, or free ghazal, he made an innovative move against the very nature of the ghazal itself. His four collections of poetry are Zakhm-e Tamanna, Rishta Goonge Safar Ka, Pichhle Mausam Ka Phool and Bund Hota Hua Darwaaza. His ghazals have been collected in Paalaki Kehkashaan Ki Aati Jaati Lehrein, Azaad Ghazal Ka Manzarnama, Jameel Mazhari and Ek Lehar Aati Hui form his critical works. His sketches and memoirs are put together in Aksar Yaad Aate Hain.

      1

      Zindagi khwaahish-e baatil hai mera saath na chhod

      Tu hi ek umr ka haasil hai mera saath na chhod

      Log milte hain sar-e raah guzar jaate hain

      Tu hi ek hamsafar-e dil hai mera saath na chhod

      Tu ne socha hai mujhe tu ne sanwaara hai mujhe

      Tu mera zehn mera dil hai mera saath na chhod

      Tu na hoga to kahaan jaa ke jaloonga shab bhar

      Tujh se hi garmi-e mehfil hai mera saath na chhod

      Main ke biphre hue toofan mein hoon lehron lehron

      Tu ke asooda-i saahil hai mera saath na chhod

      Is rifaaqat ko sapar apni banaa lein jee lein

      Shahr ka shahr hi qaatil hai mera saath na chchod

      Ek main ne hi ugaai nahi khwaabon ke gulaab

      Tu bhi is jurm mein shaamil hai mera saath na chhod

      Ab kisee raah pe jalte nahi chaahat ke chiraagh

      Tu meri aakhri manzil hai mera saath na chhod

      1

      What’s this life but a vain desire; don’t ever leave me alone

      Who else but only you—my life’s worth—don’t ever leave me alone

      People pass me by on the way; they pass me by to make their way

      Who else but only you—my love—don’t ever leave me alone

      You have spared me a thought; only you have made me what I am

      Who else but only you—my head, my heart—don’t ever leave me alone

      Where shall I burn all this night, where shall I ever go without you

      Who else but only you—my life, my blood—don’t ever leave me alone

      I’m there in each wave—only I’m there in the tempestuous seas

      You have kissed the seashore though; don’t ever leave me all alone

      Let this camaraderie be my shield, let me live this life in love

      The towns around have turned unkind, don’t ever leave me alone

      I have not nursed my dreams alone; you too have grown the same crop

      As you have grown the same crop, don’t ever leave me alone

      The paths of love are all deserted; the signs of love nowhere in sight

      Who else but only you—my only goal—don’t ever leave me alone

      2

      (Aazaad Ghazal)

      Saraasar us pe tuhmat hai ke us ne mujh se kuchh rishta nahi rakkha

      Jahaan ke kaar-e gham bakhshe, mujhe tanha naheen rakhha

      Tamaazat mehr-e imkaan ki kuchh itni khush murawwat thee

      Shajar hum ne lagaaya ghar ke aangan mein, magar saaya naheen rakhha

      Raheen bekhanamaan sub nekiyaan apni

      Khuda ne mere raste mein koee darya naheen rakhha

      Hamein sub rang us ke zahr lagte hain

      Zamaane ko shikaayat hai ke hum ne apni aankhon per koee parda naheen rakhha

      Samundar se guhar laana bahut mushkil na tha lekin

      Hameen ne apni kashti ko jazeere se nikalne ka koee rasta naheen rakhha

      Nashe mein khush gumaan-e sub’ha the itne

      Kisi ne zakhm-e shub per aaj tak phaaha naheen rakhha

      Ek anjaani sadaa kaanon se takraaegi

      Diya le kar chale hum phir khayaal aaya ke hum ne ghar mein darwaaza naheen rakhha

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      (A free ghazal)

      It’s a sheer blame that my love did not keep me company

      She blessed me with many a pain, she did keep me company

      The warmth of that care was so heart-warming

      I grew a plant in my courtyard, but did not keep a shade for company

      All my goodness was in vain

      For my God didn’t keep a river on my way for company

      I consider all her colours my eyes’ curse

      The world complains: I didn’t keep a veil on my eyes for company

      It wasn’t difficult to find a pearl from the seas

      But for getting my boat out o
    f the island, I didn’t keep a way for company

      Those seekers of dawn were so drunk

      For the night’s wound, no one ever kept a healing touch for company

      An unknown voice struck my ears

      I came with a lamp but remembered I hadn’t made a door in the house for company

      45

      Shakeb Jalali

      Shakeb Jalali (1934–1966) was born Syed Hassan Rizvi at a small place called Jalali, near Aligarh, Uttar Pradesh. He passed his matriculation examination from Badayun, Uttar Pradesh. Following the Partition of India and the loss of his parents, he migrated to Rawalpindi with his sister. Jalali continued his education in Rawalpindi, Sialkot and Lahore to acquire his degrees upto the graduation level. He lived a life of economic deprivation and severe emotional stress. He worked for weekly and monthly journals to sustain himself. Unable to put up with his stress any further, Jalali committed suicide by lying down on a railway track in Sargodha at the age of thirty-two, leaving the literary world bereft of a voice that had every potential to hold a prominent place in the canon of modern Urdu poetry.

      Jalali’s influence on the Urdu literary scenario, even five decades after his death, establishes him as a poet of lasting value. Elements of deprivation, pain, and man’s inability to reach a desired destination marked his poetry. He discovered a philosophical stance in portraying these sentiments, and spoke with a sense of pride and confidence, rather than loss and deprivation. His collections, Raushni Ai Raushni and Kulliyaat-e Shakeb Jalali, were published posthumously.

      1

      Gale mila na kabhi chaand bakht aisa tha

      Hara bhara badan apna darakht jaisa tha

      Sitaare siskiyaan bharte the os roti thi

      Fasana-i jigar-e lakht lakht aisaa tha

      Zaraa na mom hua pyar ki haraarat se

      Chatakh ke toot gaya dil ka sakht aisa tha

      Ye aur baat ke wo lub the phool se naazuk

      Koee na seh sake lehja karakht aisa tha

      Kahaan ki sair na kee tausan-e takhayyul pe

      Hamein to ye bhi Sulaiman ke takht jaisa tha

      Idhar se guzra tha mulk-e sukhan ka shahzaada

      Koee na jaan saka saaz-o rakht aisa tha

      1

      The moon didn’t embrace me ever; I had no luck

      My body was a lush tree but not moonstruck

      The stars sobbed, the dewdrop shed a tear

      My poor heart’s tale too was none of cheer

      The warmth of pure love could never melt

      The hardened heart cracked but never knelt

      Lips more delicate than a flower petal

      But her harsh tone showed its real mettle

      I roamed on the wings of imagination

      That was Solomon’s throne of high station

      The prince of muses had passed this way

      None could know who he was, none could say

      2

      Jahaan talak bhi ye sehra dikhaayi deta hai

      Meri tarah se akela dikhaayi deta hai

      Na itni tez chale sarphiri hawa se kaho

      Shajar pe ek hi patta dikhaayi deta hai

      Bura na maaniye logon ki aib jooee ka

      Unhein to din ko bhi saaya dikhaayi deta hai

      Ye aik abr ka tukda kahaan kahaan barse

      Tamaam dasht hi pyasa dikhaayi deta hai

      Wahein pahunch ke giraaenge badbaan ab to

      Wo door koee jazeera dikhaayi deta hai

      Meri nigaah se chhup kar kahaan rahega koee

      Ke ab to sung bhi sheesha dikhaayi deta hai

      Simat ke rah gaye aakhir pahaad se qad bhi

      Zameen se har koee ooncha dikhaayi deta hai

      Khili hai dil mein kisee ke badan ki dhoop Shakeb

      Har aik phool sunehra dikhaayi deta hai

      2

      To the farthest end of wilderness, if you may see

      Lonesome like me is this wilderness, if you may see

      Tell the brusque wind, tell not to blow so very hard

      That’s the only leaf on the bole, if you may see

      Don’t ever feel so bad if people find faults with you

      They see shadows even in daylight, if you may see

      A single piece of cloud and many a cracked earth

      Entire wilderness looks thirsty, if you may see

      We shall fold our flags, but only when we reach there

      There lies an island somewhere there, if you may see

      Who can hide from my view, who can live in hiding

      Now, the stone looks like a glass, if you may see

      Even the tall ones that stood like mounts have shrunk

      Now each one looks taller than earth, if you may see

      Someone’s body’s radiance fills my heart, Shakeb

      Now every blossom is aglow, if you may see

      46

      Zehra Nigah

      Zehra Nigah (1935–) was born in Hyderabad, India, but she migrated to Pakistan following the 1947 Partition. She grew up in a distinguished family with a well-pruned taste for literature and culture. This gave her an opportunity to come across some major writers of the time, and take her first lessons in literature and literary writing quite early in life.

      Inspired essentially by the Urdu classical poets, Nigah initiated her poetic career by writing the poetry of romantic themes with certain lyric grace. Soon, she distinguished herself for two basic reasons: first, her ability to voice female experiences, and second, her socio-political outlook which found fuller expressions in her ghazals and nazms. She also asserted her historical significance in the way she emerged as a powerful female voice, along with Ada Jafarey, at a time when women’s writing was placed on the margins. In making her aspirations known, she projected an alternative view of domesticity and femininity in a male-dominated literary space, which set a precedent. She viewed familial themes, images and personages from her own perspective, and expressed them in a diction that represented a clear female tone of voice. Her significance lies in the way she liberated the personal and the political, in and outside her country, and imparted them the authenticity of a poet’s vision. Nigah is widely considered an iconic female figure, who wrote poetry as well as scripts for TV serials, won awards, and made her place with her three collections, namely, Shaam Ka Pehla Taara, Waraq and Firaaq.

      1

      Der tak raushni rahi kal raat

      Main ne odhi thi chandani kal raat

      Aik muddat ke baad dhund chhati

      Dil ne apni kahi suni kal raat

      Ungliyaan aasmaan chhooti theen

      Haan meri dastras mein thi kal raat

      Uthh’ta jaataa tha pardai-i-nisyaan

      Ek ek baat yaad thi kal raat

      Taaq-e dil pe thi ghunghruon ki sada

      Ek jhadi see lagi rahi kal raat

      Jugnuon ke se lamhe ud’te the

      Meri muthhi main aa gaee kal raat

      1

      The light stayed for long last night

      I was wrapped in moonlight last night

      The fog melted after a long time

      And the heart told its tale last night

      My fingers touched the sky high

      The sky was in reach last night

      Oblivion’s veil got lifted

      I recalled each event last night

      In heart’s alcove, jingle bells rang

      There was a long drizzle last night

      The moments flew as fireflies do

      I got them in my fist last night

      2

      Is raah-e shikasta per aiwaan-e hukoomat kya?

      Tukdon ki hai kya qeemat malbe ki hai wus’at kya?

      Kaasa liye baithhe hon, maange pe guzaara ho

      Ye naaz-e shuja’at kyun ye zaum-e hifaazat kya?

      Haakim diye jaate hain ahkaam-e falatooni

      Jab lafz hon behurmat aadaab-e ataa’at kya?

      Haasil ke nahi saude baazar mein mandi hai

      Chal ai dil-e kam maya phir teri bhi qeemat kya?

      2

      On a road so broken, what’s the seat of power?

    &
    nbsp; What’s the price of shreds, what’s the worth of rubbish?

      If one sits with a begging bowl, if one lives on alms

      What vanity in power, what pride in protection?

      The rulers keep on tossing their noble commands

      When words lack value, what manner obedience?

      No worth of goods now; no worth in a slumped market

      Move, my heart of meagre means, what worth are you?

      47

      Bashir Badr

      Bashir Badr (1935–) is the nom de plume of Syed Mohammad Bashir, who was born in Ayodhya, a place that evokes historical and communal memories of great pride and pain. He received his MA and PhD in Urdu Literature from Aligarh Muslim University, where he also taught before joining Meerut College as a faculty member. Having suffered the onslaughts of communal riots when his house was burnt, he chose to relocate to Bhopal.

      Badr shot into prominence in the 1970s, soon after the publication of his first collection of ghazals called Ekaayee. His voice was entirely new, his idiom colloquial and commonplace and his imagery effortlessly drawn from the life around. Young men and women, ecstasy and despair, enlivened his compositions. While he continued with his chosen material, he also made effortless experiments with the form of ghazal and gained further ground with his subsequent collections, Image, Aamad, Aasmaan and Aas. His mode of address, controlled yet sentimental, ensured an instant place for him in the popular imagination of his readers. He received awards from various literary organizations, travelled widely, in and outside India, to recite his ghazals at houseful mushairas in an inimitable style and sonorous voice. His works have been collected and published in Pakistan as Kulliyaat-e Bashir Badr. An academic all his life, Badr also published critical studies of Urdu ghazal since Independence and the modern ghazal of the twentieth century. A poet who ruled the mushaira and literary scenario for decades is now a victim of the Alzheimer’s disease.

     


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