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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      Ai qaatilon ke shahr bus itni hi ‘arz hai

      Main hoon na qatl koee tamaasha kiye baghair

      Murshid ke jhoot ki to sazaa behisaab hai

      Tum chhodiyo na shahr ko sehra kiye baghair

      Un aanganon mein kitna sukoon-o suroor tha

      Aaraaish-e nazar teri parwa kiye baghair

      Girya kunan ki fard mein apna naheen hai naam

      Hum girya kun azal ke hain girya kiye baghair

      Aakhir hain kaun log jo bakhshe hi jaaenge

      Taareekh ke haraam se tauba kiye baghair

      1

      I live on, but without ever making a plea

      Without her, without even a desire for her

      The rubbish became its veil of pride, my dear

      Even the wall didn’t fall, without drawing a veil

      Friends, she that is my messiah of love and life

      I dearly love her, without her giving me a cure

      I lie next to her on the grand couch of thoughts

      To the eternal dawn, without making a claim

      What all I have is her’s, only her’s, but I

      I want but only her, without a bargain

      This life! This life calls for a meaning indeed

      I’ll make a promise, without meeting any

      O city of assassins! Let me only urge

      Let me not be killed, without me doing some fun

      The penance for this guide’s lies is infinite indeed

      Don’t you leave the town, without turning it to wild

      How cool and blissful were those inner courtyards

      O ornamented glance, without a care for you

      My name does not figure in the list of mourners

      I’m a timeless mourner, without ever mourning

      Who are those after all to be granted forgiveness

      Without a penitence for sinning against history

      2

      Jaao qaraar-e be dilaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Sehn hua dhuaan dhuaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Sham-e wisaal hai qareeb subh-e kamaal hai qareeb

      Phir na rahenge sargaraan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Wajd karegi zindagi jism-ba-jism jaan-ba-jaan

      Jism-ba-jism jaan-ba-jaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Ai mere shauq ki umang mere shabaab ki tarang

      Tujh pe shafaq ka saaibaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Tu meri shaairi main hai rang taraaz gulfishaan

      Teri bahaar be-khazaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Tera khayal khwab khawb khalwat-e jaan ki aab-o taab

      Jism jameel-o naujawaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Hai mera naam arjumand tera hisaar sarbaland

      Banu-i shahr-e jism-o jaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Deed se jaan-e deed tak dil se rukh-e umeed tak

      Koee naheen hai darmiyaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Ho gaee dair jao tum mujh ko gale lagao tum

      Tu meri jaan hai meri jaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      Sham bakhair shab bakhair mauj-e shamim-e pairhan

      Teri mehak rahegi yaan shaam bakhair shab bakhair

      2

      Go away, patience of the heartless one; good evening, good night

      The yard is wrapped in smoke all about; good evening, good night

      The dusk of union is here; the dawn of perfection nearby

      No longer would the smoke hang heavy; good evening, good night

      Life will dance an euphoric dance, body by body, breath by breath

      Body by body and breath by breath; good evening, good night

      You, the zeal and zest of life; you, the cadence of my youth

      May you rest in twilight’s tent; good evening, good night

      You enliven my poetry, colour-spread, petal-blown

      Your spring without an autumn; good evening, good night

      Your thoughts, a fair of dazzling dreams, a shine of union

      Body-beautiful, body-blazing; good evening, good night

      My stature so exalted, your fences so head-high

      Lady of soul’s and body’s city; good evening, good night

      From eye to pupil of eye, from heart to brink of hope

      There is none in-between; good evening, good night

      It is late; you must leave now, come close, embrace awhile

      You are my love—my life—my love; good evening, good night

      Swing of her garment’s aroma; good evening, good night

      Your whiff will stay all alive; good evening, good night

      40

      Ahmad Faraz

      Ahmad Faraz (1931–2008) is the nom de plume of Syed Ahmad Shah, who was born at Kohat in Pakistan. He moved to Peshawar and acquired his master’s degrees in Urdu and Persian literatures. He later joined Peshawar University as a faculty member. In the subsequent years, Faraz worked as a radio producer. Along with his professional engagements, he also wrote poems with political leanings, which landed him in trouble during the regime of General Zia-ul-Haq. He spent some years in countries outside Pakistan and his reputation as an extremely popular poet travelled far beyond and reached new spaces. On his return home, he was appointed as the director general of Lok Virsa, the chairman of Pakistan Academy of Letters and also of National Book Foundation. Faraz earned three prestigious awards—Hilaal-e Imtiaaz, Sitaar-i Imtiaaz and finally, Hilaal-e Pakistan from the government of Pakistan.

      Faraz is generally classed as a poet of romance, love and finer human passions, who expressed himself in soft, lyrical and dialogic modes. However, his poetry of protest is no less significant. His poetry has been widely translated and put to music. A prolific poet, he has left behind fourteen collections of his poetry: Tanhaa Tanhaa, Dard Aashob, Naayaaft, Khwaab-e Gul Pareshaan Hai, Bodlak, Shab Khoon, Mere Khwaab Reza Reza, Naabeena Shahr Mein Aaeena, Pus Andaaz Mausam, Jaanaan Jaanaan, Be-Awaaz Gali Kuchon Mein, Sab Aawaazein Meri Hain, Ghazal Bahaana Karoon and Ay Ishq Junoon Pesha. His major works were collected in Shahr-e Sukhan Aaraastaa Hai.

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      Jis samt bhi dekhoon nazar aata hai ke tum ho

      Ai jaan-e jahaan ye koee tum sa hai ke tum ho

      Ye khwaab hai khushboo hai ke jhonkaa hai ke pal hai

      Ye dhund hai baadal hai ke saaya hai ke tum ho

      Is deed ki saa’at mein kaee rang hain larzaan

      Main hoon ke koee aur hai dunya hai ke tum ho

      Dekho ye kisee aur ki aankhein hain ke meri

      Dekhoon ye kisee aur ka chehra hai ke tum ho

      Ye ‘umr-e gurezaan kaheen thhehre to ye janoon

      Har saans mein mujh ko yehi lagta hai ke tum ho

      Har bazm mein mauzoo-e sukhan dil zadagaan ka

      Ab kaun hai, Shireen hai ke Laila hai ke tum ho

      Ek dard ka phaila hua sehra hai ke main hoon

      Is mauj main aayaa hua darya hai ke tum ho

      Vo waqt na aai ke dil-e zaar bhi soche

      Is shahr mein tanha koi hum saa hai ke tum ho

      Aabaad hum aashuftaa saron se naheen maqtal

      Ye rasm abhi shahr mein zinda hai ke tum ho

      Ai jan-e Faraz itni bhi taufeeq kise thee

      Hum ko gham-e hasti bhi gawaara hai ke tum ho

      1

      Wherever I look, I see only you

      Love! Is that one like you, or only you

      A dream, a fragrance, a whiff of air, a moment

      Some mist, or cloud, or reflection, or only you

      Many a shade shivers in a moment of your glimpse

      Me, or someone else; this very world, or only you

      See if they are someone else’s eyes, or only mine

      See if this is someone else’s face, or only you

      May this voyage of life stop; may I then surmise—

      Every passing breath whispers: this is only you

      In each assembly, the only words lovers repeat:

      Is that Shireen, is that Laila, or only you?

      Is that the wilderness of pain, or is that me?

      A river in the course of surge, or only you

      May
    not the time come for my poor heart to ponder

      Is that lonesome one, one like me, or only you

      The altar isn’t aglow with the wild ones like us

      What remains alive—this custom, or only you

      Dear Faraz! None has the courage to bear but I

      Bear all the pains of life for none, but only you

      2

      Is daur-e be-junoon ki kahaani koee likho

      Jimson ko barf khoon ko paani koee likho

      Koee kaho ke haath qalam kis tarah hue

      Kyun ruk gaee qalam ki rawaani koee likho

      Kyun ahl-e shauq sar-o garebaan hain dosto

      Kyun khoon ba dil hai ahd-e jawaani koee likho

      Kyun surma dar gulu hai har ek taair-e sukhan

      Kyun gulsitaan qafas ka hai saani koee likho

      Haan taazaa sanehon ka kare kaun intezaar

      Haan dil ki waardaat puraani koee likho

      2

      The tale of the tamed times, let someone write

      Body—ice, blood—water, let someone write

      How were those hands chopped off, let someone say!

      Why did the flowing pen stop, let someone write!

      Why have the company keepers drawn apart now?

      Why is the youth blood-smeared, let someone write!

      Why is every bird sad and silent now?

      Why is the garden like a cage, let someone write!

      So, why should one wait for a fresh blow yet?

      Just an old tale of heart, let someone write

      41

      Bani

      Bani (1932–1981) was born Rajinder Manchada in Multan, but as the 1947 Partition pushed families across borders, young Bani too had to migrate and find a home in Delhi. He completed his education with a master’s degree in economics. He spent all his life teaching in a school in Delhi and pursuing the vocation of poetry passionately. He lived a life of disease and suffering, but showed unique perseverance to sustain all odds. He took care of his ill health to sustain his job for a living and pursue his vocation as a poet.

      Bani broke fresh ground in writing his ghazals which had already been liberated from the romantic notions of love, life, and the stereotypes of art. He evolved a diction that was wholly new in its exploitation of the common speech. His metaphors were drawn from the world and the nature around, which he approached with complete clinical detachment. Two of his collections, Harf-e M’utabar and Hisaab-e Rang, were published during his lifetime, while the third one, Shafaq Shajar, was published posthumously. Bani also wrote prose and his works showed his fresh and critical perspective on some of his contemporary Urdu writers.

      1

      Hari sunehri khaak udaane waala main

      Shafaq shajar tasweer banaane waala main

      Khala ke saare rang sametne waali shaam

      Shab ki mizha pe khwaab sajaane waala main

      Fiza ka pehla phool khilaane waali sub’ha

      Hawa ke sur mein geet milaane waala main

      Baahar bheeter fasl ugaane waala too

      Tere khazaane sadaa lutaane waala main

      Chhaton pe baarish, door pahaadi, halki dhoop

      Bheegne waalaa, pankh sukhaane waala main

      Chaar dishaaein jab aapas mein ghul mil jaaein

      Sannate ko dua banaane waala main

      Ghane banon mein shankh bajaane waalaa too

      Teri taraf ghar chhod ke aane waala main

      1

      Who blows the green and golden dust—none else but me

      Who paints the glowing skies and boughs—none else but me

      Who gathers the hues of the horizon—none else but dusk

      Who decks the night’s eyelashes with dreams—none else but me

      Who helps the first blossoms to life—none else but the dawn

      Who sings a song to the wind’s tune—none else but me

      Who fills the entire flora with life—none else but you

      Who squanders all your treasures—none else but me

      Rains on terrace, hills far off, and the sun so mild

      Who soaks in rain, who dries up feathers—none else but me

      When the four directions meet, when they merge in one

      Who turns the frozen hush to prayer—none else but me

      Who blows the conch shell in deep jungles—none else but you

      Who leaves the abode and comes to you—none else but me

      2

      Ali bin Muttaqi roya

      Wahi chup tha wahi roya

      Ajeeb ashob irfaan mein

      Fizaa gum thee ke ji roya

      Yaqeen mismaar mausam ka

      Khandar khud hi tahi roya

      Azaan zeena utar aayi

      Sukoot-e baatini roya

      Khalaa har zaat ke undar

      Sunaa jis ne wahi roya

      Sehar dum kaun rotaa hai

      Ali bin Muttaqi roya

      2

      Ali bin Muttaqi wept

      Only he was silent, he wept

      In painful dawn of wisdom

      Climes were aghast, the heart wept

      So, faith-broken, weather-worn

      For their losses, the ruins wept

      Prayers’ call came downstairs

      Then the inner silence wept

      A void inside every being

      Whoever heard only wept

      Who weeps at the dawn’s break but

      Ali bin Muttaqi wept

      42

      Zafar Iqbal

      Zafar Iqbal (1932–) was born in Bahawalnagar, Pakistan. He was a lawyer by profession but also served in between as the director general of the Urdu Science Board, Lahore. He emerged as one of the most prominent and unusual voices of the Urdu ghazal although his contribution has also been debated upon sometimes.

      Iqbal dislodged the old values of poetry with a bang. One can say that his poetry emerged as an ultra-modernist variation on modernism that took time to be accepted as yet another way of writing. His innovations lay especially in the domain of diction. He developed a new poetic syntax at a time when poetry in Urdu had started making bold experiments with form and language. His experimentations went through phases of extremity and moderation, as he tried to test the limits of language and diction to contain the pressures of experiences that were more mundane than sublime and more rebellious than prescriptive. Iqbal’s first three collections, Aab-e Rawaan, Gulaaftab and Ratb-o Yaabis, earned him a reputation that strengthened further with the subsequent works. A prolific poet, he continued with his vocation, doing and undoing his poetic practices, and always exploring where his language and his material for poetry lay hidden. His works like Ratb-o Yaabis, Ghubaar Aalood Samton ka Safar, Aib-o Hunar, Atraaf and Wahm-o Gumaan bear testimony to the fertility of his imagination and creative talent. His poetry has been collected in four volumes under the title Ab Tak.

      1

      Chalo itnee to aasaani rahegi

      Milenge aur pareshaani rahegi

      Isee se raunaq-e daryaa-i dil hai

      Yehi ek lehar toofaani rahegi

      Kabhi ye shauq naamaanoos hoga

      Kabhi wo shakl anjaani rahegi

      Nikal jaaegi soorat aaeene se

      Hamaare ghar mein hairaani rahegi

      Subuk sar ho ke jeena hai koee din

      Abhi kuchh din giraan jaani rahegi

      Sunoge lafz mein bhi phadphdaahat

      Lahoo mein bhi pur afshaani rahegi

      Hamaari garm guftaari ke baawasf

      Hawaa itni hi barfaani rahegi

      Abhi dil ki siyaahi zor per hai

      Abhi chehre pe taabaani rahegi

      Zafar main shahr mein aa to gayaa hoon

      Meri khaslat bayaabaani rahegi

      1

      Well, this much would be welcome

      We shall meet though remain glum

      This stream would forever flow

      Will keep the heart’s brook in glow

      At times, a craving unknown

      At times, that face will bemoan

      The mirror will have no face to show

      In this house wonders will grow


      Life in disgrace, a while more

      That is what lies in store

      Even in words, a flutter

      Blood’s gurgle would then utter

      In spite of heated words twice

      Winds will blow as cold as ice

      Heart’s gloom grows more gloom still

      Faces don’t show any chill

      I’ve come to city, Zafar, though

      My wild nature will remain so

      2

      Khaamshi achhee naheen inkaar honaa chaahiye

      Ye tamaasha ab sar-e baazaar honaa chaahiye

      Khwaab ki tabeer per israar hai jin ko abhee

      Pehle un ko khwab se bedaar honaa chaahiye

      Doob kar marna bhi asloob-e mohabbat ho to ho

      Wo jo darya hai to usko paar honaa chaahiye

      Ab wahi karne lage deedaar se aage ki baat

      Jo kabhi kehte the bus deedaar honaa chaahiye

      Dosti ke naam per keeje na kyunkar dushmani

      Kuchh na kuchh aakhir tareeq-e kaar honaa chaahiye

      Jhoot bola tha to qayam hi raho us per Zafar

      Aadmi ko sahib-e kirdaar hona honaa chaahiye

      2

      Silence is no good, let there be a negation

      Let this show be shown in an open location

      If you insist to interpret the dreams’ numbers

      You should first get out of your own slumbers

      Dying drowned may be a lover’s cherished dream

      If a river, he should cross over the stream

      They once said that love’s glance would make the day

      They now ask for so much more than they may

      Why not be a foe in the garb of a friend?

      Let there be a way to make an amend

      If you spoke a lie, Zafar, stick to your lie

      Men would do well, if they could only try

      43

      Ahmad Mushtaq

      Ahmad Mushtaq (1933–) was born in Amritsar, India. He received his early education at home before joining school. Soon after he passed his ninth-standard examination, communal riots broke out. A month after the Partition, he migrated to Lahore from where he passed his matriculation examination. He developed a keen association with some of the poets and writers, during his visits to Pakistan Tea House, who later emerged as serious poets and men of letters in Pakistan. Mushtaq migrated to the United States of America at the age of fifty-one. He worked for the Chartered Bank until his retirement, and has continued living there since then.

      Mushtaq’s poetry is a silent escape from traditional poetics. He drew upon commonplace images and feelings and described them in an idiom characteristically ordinary and commonplace. He looked at images and objects as they appeared, but added an element of surprise to them. His air, earth, water and sky, towns, houses, lanes and places, are all real, and he responds to them quite naturally. He makes no deliberate comments; he only narrates a common condition but shocks the reader with his strikingly different perception. His first two collections were entitled Majmua and Gard-e Mehtaab. His collected poems were published in Pakistan as Kulliyaat-e Ahmad Mushtaq after his migration to the US. These, along with his later works, were put into one volume and published in India titled Kulliyaat. Mushtaq has also edited a volume on Nasir Kazmi called Hijr ki Raat Ka Sitaara.

     


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