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About the Author
WALLY LAMB’S first two novels, She’s Come Undone and I Know This Much Is True, were both number one New York Times bestsellers and selections of Oprah’s Book Club. He edited Couldn’t Keep It to Myself and I’ll Fly Away, two volumes of essays from students in his writing workshop at York Correctional Institution, a women’s prison in Connecticut, where he has been a volunteer facilitator for the past nine years. He lives in Connecticut with his family
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ALSO BY WALLY LAMB
I Know This Much Is True
She’s Come Undone
BY WALLY LAMB AND THE WOMEN OF
YORK CORRECTIONAL INSTITUTION
Couldn’t Keep It to Myself:
Testimonies from our Imprisoned Sisters
I’ll Fly Away: Further Testimonies from the Women of York Prison
Credits
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Copyright
This book is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, and dialogue are drawn from the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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1 A former friend with whom Harris had a falling out
2 No Mercy
3 The Klebold family observed both Jewish and Christian customs.
4 Asked in response to a student’s pleas, “Oh, God. Oh, God.”
5 This student, a friend of Klebold’s, then asked if he was going to be killed. Klebold told him to leave the library immediately, which he did.
6 A video game in which the winner is the player with the highest body count.
7 Jefferson County Sheriff’s officer Tim Walsh, who apprehended Klebold and Harris after the 1998 van break-in.
*After his war service, Reverend Joseph Twichell would become pastor of Hartford, Connecticut’s Asylum Hill Congregational Church and a close friend of his world-famous Nook Farm neighbor, Mark Twain. Twichell also became a lifelong friend and correspondent of Lizzy Popper and lent his support to a number of her social justice causes.
* Most minstrel shows adhered to a standard three-part structure: the act-one “walk around,” the act two “olio,” and the act-three “afterpiece.” In the “walk around,” the entire cast sang and danced, then left the stage to a dozen or so featured players, seated in a semicircle. At center stage sat Mr. Interlocutor, a white master of ceremonies who served as straightman to the “end men” in the corner chairs—white comedians, their faces smeared with burnt cork, their lips exaggerated with contrasting white makeup. Called Tambo and Bones, or Gumbo and Sambo, or Jim Crow and Zip Coon, the end men were comic buffoons who swapped boasts, insults, and malapropisms, reinforcing the belief that “Ethiopes” were dim-witted, lazy, and happy with their lot in life. For the “olio,” the curtain was lowered. At the front of the stage, singers, fiddlers, jugglers, sleight-of-hand artists, and Shakespearean parodists performed a fast-paced variety show while, behind the curtain, stagehands readied the sets for the “afterpiece,” an elaborate production number set on a Southern plantation.
*Popper most likely refers to Louisa May Alcott, who contracted typhoid fever during her nursing service. A hospital physician treated Alcott with calomel, which cured her of the disease but left her with the mercury poisoning that eventually took her life in 1888 at the age of fifty-six. Upon leaving her hospital post, Alcott returned home to Concord, Massachusetts where she wrote a poignant but humorous account of her nursing experiences, published as Hospital Sketches. Her novel, Little Women, followed six years later and made her famous.
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