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“How long have you known?” I ask Granny as we sit around her table in her hut the next morning.
“Since you came home. I knew you were not ready to be back, but you came home anyway.”
“Thank you for not saying anything.”
“It was not my place to tell.”
“Sarali knew about it, too.”
“She is always been perceptive.”
“Why is she not the Wise Woman then?”
“You were the obvious choice, were you not?”
“Anything.”
“I spoke with Tarok yesterday.”
“How did he take the news?”
“How do you know I told him?”
“A grandmother just knows, child, go on.”
“He did not take it well and he asked me to be his intended.”
“But you said ‘no’, did you not?”
“What was I supposed to say? ‘Sure, I will bind myself to you and oh, by the way, I will be dead before we have our first child.’ That would not make sense.”
“You must understand that these women were superstitious and went with the young woman who most fit their expectation of a Chief’s bond-mate. From that day onward, Namira got away with being mean to you. We all tried to protect you but we could not always be there for you. Even so, you have handled yourself beautifully, my dear. You never said a mean word about her cruel behavior and never bent to her ill will. There-”
“Wait, I thought the bond-mate was chosen during his first Hunt?”
“The decision takes place when the young man reaches his tenth summer. The decision of the Great Hunt is based on what kind of alliance can be made between the two Houses. As I was saying, there is still room for decisions to be made concerning Tarok’s bond-mate. He can still choose whom he wishes to spend the rest of his life with. Most Chiefs just go with what the Matrons say.”
“He cannot become Chief without a child.”
“Oh yes he can. He has been bred and raised to be the next Chief of Kurtu’lak. I will make sure he will lead our tribe if I have any say in the matter.”
“But who will be Chief after?”
“Merick and Tala will have a son to carry on the Rising Sun House. A female child has not been born into that House for as long as I can remember and even longer than that.”
“If he bound himself to me he would be alone for the rest of his days. I do not want to put him through that.”
“What did you just say?”
“I said you should not give up on-”
“No, before that. Something about being happy.”
“Oh, you and Tarok can have great happiness together. I see the potential. No great love ever goes smoothly. A love like the one I can already see blossoming happens only once in a lifetime.”
Great happiness. Where had I heard those words?
Nura shifts at my feet.
Chapter Nineteen