“That’s why we have grooms. It’s their job to see to the horses.”
Jenny was silent. The sounds of her gentle strokes swished through the air.
“I thought you might be upset over Grandmother’s will,” Charlie said.
Jenny stopped brushing. “Why? Because Darrin got the house in the Hamptons? I’ve barely been there, Mother. I spend summers with Tess, remember?”
“I was referring to the jewelry. To the fact that she left it to Patsy.”
“Who needs jewelry? Tess says jewelry is a waste of money because the only people who enjoy it are the people looking at you. You can’t see it to enjoy it yourself.” She started brushing again. “Besides, I got an egg. At least it’s something I can see. It’s something I get to enjoy.”
Charlie wondered if Jenny was serious. Did Tess really feel that way? She thought of her old college friend, wrapped in long skirts and shawls, hair long and straight, face scrubbed of makeup. Yes, Charlie realized, Tess would have said that. Which was so ironic, because, unlike Charlie, Tess had been wealthy enough to have all the jewels she wanted.
“Can I pick out my egg today?” Jenny asked. “Can I take it to show Tess?”
A vision of Jenny’s suitcase being tossed into the luggage compartment of a bus came to Charlie’s mind. “I don’t think that’s wise.”
Jenny moved to the corner of the stall and began fluffing the bed of hay. “I’ll be careful with it, Mom.”
Charlie shook her head. “No. It’s too valuable.”
“It’s so dumb. All those eggs do is sit in that cabinet in the drawing room. Nobody hardly looks at them anymore. Nobody hardly enjoys them.” She kept her back to Charlie, busy with her work.
“No. And I’d appreciate it if you came inside now. You’re going to ruin that dress.”
Charlie closed her eyes. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t seem to make Jenny’s life the way Jenny wanted it. “Not tonight,” she answered. “Your father and I have a cocktail party to attend.”
Jenny didn’t respond, but Charlie noticed a flush of pale crimson sear her daughter’s pale cheeks.
“The party is business,” Charlie continued, though she knew it sounded weak, a halfhearted excuse. “A company from China.”
Jenny set down the horse’s brush. “I’d better finish packing anyway. My bus leaves at seven in the morning.”
“We’ll miss you.”
“Sure.” Jenny whisked past her mother and headed out of the barn.
Charlie slowly left the stall and went through the barn, She thought of Tess. She thought of Marina. And then Charlie wondered if what had seemed so right so long ago, had in fact, been very, very wrong.