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    Percy Bysshe Shelley

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      ‘The picture is not barren of instruction to actual men. The Poet’s self-centred seclusion was avenged by the furies of an irresistible passion pursuing him to speedy ruin. But that Power, which strikes the luminaries of the world with sudden darkness and extinction by awakening them to too exquisite a perception of its influences, dooms to a slow and poisonous decay those meaner spirits that dare to abjure its dominion. Their destiny is more abject and inglorious as their delinquency is more contemptible and pernicious. They who, deluded by no generous error, instigated by no sacred thirst of doubtful knowledge, duped by no illustrious superstition, loving nothing on this earth, and cherishing no hopes beyond, yet keep aloof from sympathies with their kind, rejoicing neither in human joy nor mourning with human grief; these, and such as they, have their apportioned curse. They languish, because none feel with them their common nature. They are morally dead. They are neither friends, nor lovers, nor fathers, nor citizens of the world, nor benefactors of their country. Among those who attempt to exist without human sympathy, the pure and tender-hearted perish through the intensity and passion of their search after its communities, when the vacancy of their spirit suddenly makes itself felt. All else, selfish, blind and torpid, are those unforeseeing multitudes who constitute, together with their own, the lasting misery and loneliness of the world. Those who love not their fellow-beings live unfruitful lives and prepare for their old age a miserable grave.

      ‘The good die first,

      And those whose hearts are dry as summer dust

      Burn to the socket!

      ‘December 14, 1815.’

      Alastor: Or, the Spirit of Solitude

      EARTH, Ocean, Air, belovèd brotherhood!

      If our great Mother has imbued my soul

      With aught of natural piety to feel

      Your love, and recompense the boon with mine;

      If dewy morn, and odorous noon, and even,

      With sunset and its gorgeous ministers,

      And solemn midnight’s tingling silentness;

      If Autumn’s hollow sighs in the sere wood,

      And Winter robing with pure snow and crowns

      Of starry ice the gray grass and bare boughs; 10

      If Spring’s voluptuous pantings when she breathes

      Her first sweet kisses, — have been dear to me;

      If no bright bird, insect, or gentle beast

      I consciously have injured, but still loved

      And cherished these my kindred; then forgive

      This boast, belovèd brethren, and withdraw

      No portion of your wonted favor now!

      Mother of this unfathomable world!

      Favor my solemn song, for I have loved

      Thee ever, and thee only; I have watched 20

      Thy shadow, and the darkness of thy steps,

      And my heart ever gazes on the depth

      Of thy deep mysteries. I have made my bed

      In charnels and on coffins, where black death

      Keeps record of the trophies won from thee,

      Hoping to still these obstinate questionings

      Of thee and thine, by forcing some lone ghost,

      Thy messenger, to render up the tale

      Of what we are. In lone and silent hours,

      When night makes a weird sound of its own stillness, 30

      Like an inspired and desperate alchemist

      Staking his very life on some dark hope,

      Have I mixed awful talk and asking looks

      With my most innocent love, until strange tears,

      Uniting with those breathless kisses, made

      Such magic as compels the charmèd night

      To render up thy charge; and, though ne’er yet

      Thou hast unveiled thy inmost sanctuary,

      Enough from incommunicable dream,

      And twilight phantasms, and deep noonday thought, 40

      Has shone within me, that serenely now

      And moveless, as a long-forgotten lyre

      Suspended in the solitary dome

      Of some mysterious and deserted fane,

      I wait thy breath, Great Parent, that my strain

      May modulate with murmurs of the air,

      And motions of the forests and the sea,

      And voice of living beings, and woven hymns

      Of night and day, and the deep heart of man.

      There was a Poet whose untimely tomb 50

      No human hands with pious reverence reared,

      But the charmed eddies of autumnal winds

      Built o’er his mouldering bones a pyramid

      Of mouldering leaves in the waste wilderness:

      A lovely youth, — no mourning maiden decked

      With weeping flowers, or votive cypress wreath,

      The lone couch of his everlasting sleep:

      Gentle, and brave, and generous, — no lorn bard

      Breathed o’er his dark fate one melodious sigh:

      He lived, he died, he sung in solitude. 60

      Strangers have wept to hear his passionate notes,

      And virgins, as unknown he passed, have pined

      And wasted for fond love of his wild eyes.

      The fire of those soft orbs has ceased to burn,

      And Silence, too enamoured of that voice,

      Locks its mute music in her rugged cell.

      By solemn vision and bright silver dream

      His infancy was nurtured. Every sight

      And sound from the vast earth and ambient air

      Sent to his heart its choicest impulses. 70

      The fountains of divine philosophy

      Fled not his thirsting lips, and all of great,

      Or good, or lovely, which the sacred past

      In truth or fable consecrates, he felt

      And knew. When early youth had passed, he left

      His cold fireside and alienated home

      To seek strange truths in undiscovered lands.

      Many a wide waste and tangled wilderness

      Has lured his fearless steps; and he has bought

      With his sweet voice and eyes, from savage men, 80

      His rest and food. Nature’s most secret steps

      He like her shadow has pursued, where’er

      The red volcano overcanopies

      Its fields of snow and pinnacles of ice

      With burning smoke, or where bitumen lakes

      On black bare pointed islets ever beat

      With sluggish surge, or where the secret caves,

      Rugged and dark, winding among the springs

      Of fire and poison, inaccessible

      To avarice or pride, their starry domes 90

      Of diamond and of gold expand above

      Numberless and immeasurable halls,

      Frequent with crystal column, and clear shrines

      Of pearl, and thrones radiant with chrysolite.

      Nor had that scene of ampler majesty

      Than gems or gold, the varying roof of heaven

      And the green earth, lost in his heart its claims

      To love and wonder; he would linger long

      In lonesome vales, making the wild his home,

      Until the doves and squirrels would partake 100

      From his innocuous band his bloodless food,

      Lured by the gentle meaning of his looks,

      And the wild antelope, that starts whene’er

      The dry leaf rustles in the brake, suspend

      Her timid steps, to gaze upon a form

      More graceful than her own.

      His wandering step,

      Obedient to high thoughts, has visited

      The awful ruins of the days of old:

      Athens, and Tyre, and Balbec, and the waste

      Where stood Jerusalem, the fallen towers 110

      Of Babylon, the eternal pyramids,

      Memphis and Thebes, and whatsoe’er of strange,

      Sculptured on alabaster obelisk

      Or jasper tomb or mutilated sphinx,

      Dark Æthiopia in her desert hills

      Conceals. Among
    the ruined temples there,

      Stupendous columns, and wild images

      Of more than man, where marble daemons watch

      The Zodiac’s brazen mystery, and dead men

      Hang their mute thoughts on the mute walls around, 120

      He lingered, poring on memorials

      Of the world’s youth: through the long burning day

      Gazed on those speechless shapes; nor, when the moon

      Filled the mysterious halls with floating shades

      Suspended he that task, but ever gazed

      And gazed, till meaning on his vacant mind

      Flashed like strong inspiration, and he saw

      The thrilling secrets of the birth of time.

      Meanwhile an Arab maiden brought his food,

      Her daily portion, from her father’s tent, 130

      And spread her matting for his couch, and stole

      From duties and repose to tend his steps,

      Enamoured, yet not daring for deep awe

      To speak her love, and watched his nightly sleep,

      Sleepless herself, to gaze upon his lips

      Parted in slumber, whence the regular breath

      Of innocent dreams arose; then, when red morn

      Made paler the pale moon, to her cold home

      Wildered, and wan, and panting, she returned.

      The Poet, wandering on, through Arabie, 140

      And Persia, and the wild Carmanian waste,

      And o’er the aërial mountains which pour down

      Indus and Oxus from their icy caves,

      In joy and exultation held his way;

      Till in the vale of Cashmire, far within

      Its loneliest dell, where odorous plants entwine

      Beneath the hollow rocks a natural bower,

      Beside a sparkling rivulet he stretched

      His languid limbs. A vision on his sleep

      There came, a dream of hopes that never yet 150

      Had flushed his cheek. He dreamed a veilèd maid

      Sate near him, talking in low solemn tones.

      Her voice was like the voice of his own soul

      Heard in the calm of thought; its music long,

      Like woven sounds of streams and breezes, held

      His inmost sense suspended in its web

      Of many-colored woof and shifting hues.

      Knowledge and truth and virtue were her theme,

      And lofty hopes of divine liberty,

      Thoughts the most dear to him, and poesy, 160

      Herself a poet. Soon the solemn mood

      Of her pure mind kindled through all her frame

      A permeating fire; wild numbers then

      She raised, with voice stifled in tremulous sobs

      Subdued by its own pathos; her fair hands

      Were bare alone, sweeping from some strange harp

      Strange symphony, and in their branching veins

      The eloquent blood told an ineffable tale.

      The beating of her heart was heard to fill

      The pauses of her music, and her breath 170

      Tumultuously accorded with those fits

      Of intermitted song. Sudden she rose,

      As if her heart impatiently endured

      Its bursting burden; at the sound he turned,

      And saw by the warm light of their own life

      Her glowing limbs beneath the sinuous veil

      Of woven wind, her outspread arms now bare,

      Her dark locks floating in the breath of night,

      Her beamy bending eyes, her parted lips

      Outstretched, and pale, and quivering eagerly. 180

      His strong heart sunk and sickened with excess

      Of love. He reared his shuddering limbs, and quelled

      His gasping breath, and spread his arms to meet

      Her panting bosom: — she drew back awhile,

      Then, yielding to the irresistible joy,

      With frantic gesture and short breathless cry

      Folded his frame in her dissolving arms.

      Now blackness veiled his dizzy eyes, and night

      Involved and swallowed up the vision; sleep,

      Like a dark flood suspended in its course, 190

      Rolled back its impulse on his vacant brain.

      Roused by the shock, he started from his trance —

      The cold white light of morning, the blue moon

      Low in the west, the clear and garish hills,

      The distinct valley and the vacant woods,

      Spread round him where he stood. Whither have fled

      The hues of heaven that canopied his bower

      Of yesternight? The sounds that soothed his sleep,

      The mystery and the majesty of Earth,

      The joy, the exultation? His wan eyes 200

      Gaze on the empty scene as vacantly

      As ocean’s moon looks on the moon in heaven.

      The spirit of sweet human love has sent

      A vision to the sleep of him who spurned

      Her choicest gifts. He eagerly pursues

      Beyond the realms of dream that fleeting shade;

      He overleaps the bounds. Alas! alas!

      Were limbs and breath and being intertwined

      Thus treacherously? Lost, lost, forever lost

      In the wide pathless desert of dim sleep, 210

      That beautiful shape! Does the dark gate of death

      Conduct to thy mysterious paradise,

      O Sleep? Does the bright arch of rainbow clouds

      And pendent mountains seen in the calm lake

      Lead only to a black and watery depth,

      While death’s blue vault with loathliest vapors hung,

      Where every shade which the foul grave exhales

      Hides its dead eye from the detested day,

      Conducts, O Sleep, to thy delightful realms?

      This doubt with sudden tide flowed on his heart; 220

      The insatiate hope which it awakened stung

      His brain even like despair.

      While daylight held

      The sky, the Poet kept mute conference

      With his still soul. At night the passion came,

      Like the fierce fiend of a distempered dream,

      And shook him from his rest, and led him forth

      Into the darkness. As an eagle, grasped

      In folds of the green serpent, feels her breast

      Burn with the poison, and precipitates

      Through night and day, tempest, and calm, and cloud, 230

      Frantic with dizzying anguish, her blind flight

      O’er the wide aëry wilderness: thus driven

      By the bright shadow of that lovely dream,

      Beneath the cold glare of the desolate night,

      Through tangled swamps and deep precipitous dells,

      Startling with careless step the moon-light snake,

      He fled. Red morning dawned upon his flight,

      Shedding the mockery of its vital hues

      Upon his cheek of death. He wandered on

      Till vast Aornos seen from Petra’s steep 240

      Hung o’er the low horizon like a cloud;

      Through Balk, and where the desolated tombs

      Of Parthian kings scatter to every wind

      Their wasting dust, wildly he wandered on,

      Day after day, a weary waste of hours,

      Bearing within his life the brooding care

      That ever fed on its decaying flame.

      And now his limbs were lean; his scattered hair,

      Sered by the autumn of strange suffering,

      Sung dirges in the wind; his listless hand 250

      Hung like dead bone within its withered skin;

      Life, and the lustre that consumed it, shone,

      As in a furnace burning secretly,

      From his dark eyes alone. The cottagers,

      Who ministered with human charity

      His human wants, beheld with wondering awe

      Their fleeting visitant. The mountaineer,

      Encountering on some dizzy precipic
    e

      That spectral form, deemed that the Spirit of Wind,

      With lightning eyes, and eager breath, and feet 260

      Disturbing not the drifted snow, had paused

      In its career; the infant would conceal

      His troubled visage in his mother’s robe

      In terror at the glare of those wild eyes,

      To remember their strange light in many a dream

      Of after times; but youthful maidens, taught

      By nature, would interpret half the woe

      That wasted him, would call him with false names

      Brother and friend, would press his pallid hand

      At parting, and watch, dim through tears, the path 270

      Of his departure from their father’s door.

      At length upon the lone Chorasmian shore

      He paused, a wide and melancholy waste

      Of putrid marshes. A strong impulse urged

      His steps to the sea-shore. A swan was there,

      Beside a sluggish stream among the reeds.

      It rose as he approached, and, with strong wings

      Scaling the upward sky, bent its bright course

      High over the immeasurable main.

      His eyes pursued its flight:—’Thou hast a home, 280

      Beautiful bird! thou voyagest to thine home,

      Where thy sweet mate will twine her downy neck

      With thine, and welcome thy return with eyes

      Bright in the lustre of their own fond joy.

      And what am I that I should linger here,

      With voice far sweeter than thy dying notes,

      Spirit more vast than thine, frame more attuned

      To beauty, wasting these surpassing powers

      In the deaf air, to the blind earth, and heaven

      That echoes not my thoughts?’ A gloomy smile 290

      Of desperate hope wrinkled his quivering lips.

      For sleep, he knew, kept most relentlessly

      Its precious charge, and silent death exposed,

      Faithless perhaps as sleep, a shadowy lure,

      With doubtful smile mocking its own strange charms.

      Startled by his own thoughts, he looked around.

      There was no fair fiend near him, not a sight

      Or sound of awe but in his own deep mind.

      A little shallop floating near the shore

      Caught the impatient wandering of his gaze. 300

      It had been long abandoned, for its sides

      Gaped wide with many a rift, and its frail joints

      Swayed with the undulations of the tide.

      A restless impulse urged him to embark

      And meet lone Death on the drear ocean’s waste;

      For well he knew that mighty Shadow loves

      The slimy caverns of the populous deep.

      The day was fair and sunny; sea and sky

     


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