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    Real is the Word They Use to Contain Us

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    and we slit its belly down with a plastic camping knife.

      Feathers settled like tickertape all over the dry yellow lawn

      and we threw its head to eddy slowly in the sinking street,

      dissolving into soft bubbles like magic eight-ball fortunes,

      like tarnished BBs stuck through old reflections in the road.

      All we found in that pigeon was navy blue aquarium gravel,

      two folded magic cards, and a little spool of copper wire.

      ...in the stain of moonlight on the old patchwork quilt that hung over the hearth, the words shaped the profile of a vast head wearing a face on each side. The ivies clinging about the window frame rustled in the wind and their shadows sawed on the patchwork, and one face seemed creased with bitter anger while the other held a saintly vacuity. The wind fingered the dead ashes in the hearth and the monsters’ play of shapes moved to the charcoal fragments there, so that as the ashes flicked both faces seemed to exhale the shadows of leaves all about the room, tumbling against the walls until they reached the parlour door and dissolved there burning...

      THE OTHER EDGE

      Goro Nyudo Masamune folded the law of Heaven

      ninety-nine times in each blue sword he forged

      so that each steel’s quenching trapped ferrite grains

      like dark and spattered constellations praising nothing

      and hanging hungerless as any star.

      As to the red swords of Senzou Muramasa

      that would abide no sheathing unblooded

      their grain had exactly the striation of muscle.

      Now a traveller from the south provoked Muramasa

      by esteeming the edges of priest Masamune’s blades

      renowned for splitting violent throats yet skimming

      like dandelion-down over the skin of the desireless.

      Leaving his forge in the care of a mute apprentice

      a tethered crow and a clay image of buddha Monju

      Senzou Muramasa rode three nights hard south

      with a red katana riding steady at his hip.

      Within the scabbard pouch its red ceramic whetstone

      cracked with no keening laughter under Heaven’s vault

      and the hilt of ceramic did not spin and never sweated

      nor dreamed blood for Heaven’s laws prohibit aberration

      but no more than planed granite admits mercury

      could that katana ever have a name.

      When the smith Muramasa flung down his spent map

      before a quiet riverside and ramshackle shrine

      the blade at his belt split its bullhide sheath apart

      and he smiled that the sight gave him no wonder

      then cried the name of Goro Nyudo Masamune

      who rose smiling from his nap beneath a maple-tree.

      At once Muramasa waded the river’s slow shallows

      to stand his sword’s hilt between river-stones

      where in the clear water each turning maple-leaf

      only whispered like ash upon meeting the blade.

      Each leaf came apart one hundred feet downstream

      like half-leaves split in breaking mirror-glass

      and Muramasa shouted his edge’s perfection.

      The priest laughed toward his mountains soundless

      then produced from the shrine a katana blue as milk

      and pale as the thunder that hung in far cloudtops

      even as he waded to balance this swordpoint.

      Ninety-nine steps downstream from the gray sword

      before the wounded leaves could split apart

      they crossed the other edge’s flowing reflection

      and continued hail-struck to the long bright sea

      passing into the sea whole.

      The smith untied there his ruined sheath

      and he made an oath in his right hand

      drawing from split river-stones his beaten sword

      which could abide no sheathing unblooded.

      The priest Masamune with eyes so empty of victory

      who meant perhaps to speak had barely turned halfway

      before his lifeblood crashed spooling in water

      turning both edges’ reflection a momentary plum.

      Senzou Muramasa looked out to the mountains

      and frowned to see only mountains there

      so setting his own blade for the current to wash

      he slit his thumbprint red with the other edge.

      Now he rides the pathless mountains under hooded skies

      riding scabbardless and sleeping with blue hilt in hand

      and constantly a silver hail drives the smith Muramasa

      striking him like forge-sparks and like cast prayerbeads.

      His beard lengthens and grays with his seeking

      as he challenges each patron of his ravenous forge

      and holding his lifework in contempt for failure

      casts those blades to rust unblooded in obscure gullies.

      The apprentice was crippled at duel with his master’s creditors.

      Senzou Muramasa’s death on the hill called Kanarazu

      is recorded as suicide in Annals of the Chained Tigers

      without reference to the cessation of a meteoric hail.

      The crow took up a piece of wire and picked her tether free.

      In truth the ronin Bizen with morale shattered

      had drunkenly fled his red-eyed antagonist

      who never once permitted his blade a sheath.

      Wasps dug their house’s clay from the cheek of buddha Monju.

      In pursuit Muramasa’s ankle slipped between rocks

      and in falling he gashed his belly to the spine

      on the heaven-moted edge named Tender Hands.

      Years ago he rode away from a burning shrine

      and another sword propped among river-stones.

      That night the river split in half.

      HEY JUSTINE I WROTE YOU A POEM

      So in grade four, when listening sucked,

      we’d sneak Dragonlance books under our desks.

      How there’s three wizard guilds, distinguished

      by the pigment in their robes, their rigid faction

      moralities, and their chromatic totem moons.

      Good, neutral, and you-know-what. But all those

      common-ass herders and teamsters just figure

      Krynn’s got two moons. One ivory, one rust:

      whatever people see. That other moon, though,

      Nuitari? It knows what wizards really want.

      How red and white archmages can’t even tell

      it’s there, shaded out exactly like the night.

      How all those dark robes biking out for midnight

      spell component runs, they’ll stop to take it easy

      against some headstone carved like a baernaloth,

      spread out scrolls, maybe, if the turf’s wet,

      and trip out on the secret black moon.

      I mean today I did two pickle jars’ worth.

      Started this thing ten AM your time, when

      you said you did first pour. All things can be

      handled, but freaking out’s protocol. We stare

      down the philtre. How coffee’s actually red.

      A wagging wheel

      welcome to the smoking

      industry.

      it’s not what you

      think. it’s worse.

      ever since youtube

      got started we’ve been making

      like zero money.

      nobody pays anymore

      for smoking.

      all those

      iphone 6

      motherfuckers

      at the bus stop


      doing streaming

      video,

      and white

      clouds in the office

      windows

      overhead

      clearing up

      one by one.

      now we’re working in

      rented port-a-

      potties. the

      big ones you can drive

      a wheelchair in.

      your bachelor’s degree? it’s

      a piece of paper.

      welcome to the smoking industry.

      four, five of us smoking

      in a green plastic

      shitter

      behind a horse stable

      only we’re still

      artists,

      artisans.

      in these suffocating

      boxes there’s

      no lights

      ventilation

      water

      or electricity.

      you can’t see your hands.

      you vomit.

      the office tips sideways.

      and when the cheques

      come they’re typed

      on the thinnest paper.

      basically kleenex.

      pissing blood

      after a long day’s

      smoking

      and the cheque’s ripped,

      you can’t

      read the numbers,

      then plus there’s the

      sixteen-year-olds

      who hitch here in freight cars,

      all clown paint and

      brandishing cleavers,

      they show up

      around sundown

      like a teen vampire movie

      and they don’t stop singing

      the same song.

      ROCK ME MAMA LIKE A WAGGING

      WHEEL, ROCK ME, MAMA, ANY

      WAY TIME TO FEEL, HEY, MAMA,

      WAKE UP AND ROCK ME

      ROCK ME MAMA LIKE A WINTER’S

      TURNING OF RAIN, ROCK ME

      MAMA ALL DAY IN A TRAIN, HEY,

      MISTER, YOU GOT A SMOKE

      and every one

      of

      them, in between

      the checkings

      of their phones,

      will ask

      to bum a smoke.

      they got on emergency

      psychiatric welfare by

      cutting

      GODSPPED U BLAKE

      EMPREOR

      into the ikea coffee

      tables

      of their mothers,

      and they say they stopped here

      to bum a smoke.

      they say that’s the only

      reason they stopped here.

      well fuck,

      rookie,

      this is it,

      the smoking

      industry. and

      fuck youtube and the world internet,

      fuck not being able

      to read

      cause you had one ordinary stroke, fuck

      mirrors cracking when

      they look at you,

      fuck dropping bread in the toilet,

      fuck

      warning labels

      getting bigger every morning,

      fuck

      trying to use

      a toothbrush when you

      have oral

      cancer, fuck the

      exchange ratio,

      fuck

      burn marks on my air

      fresheners, fuck the emergency

      tracheotomy industry,

      fuck

      being forcibly restrained

      and prevented from

      smoking

      at your own child’s sleepover,

      fuck tar sticking your eyes shut,

      fuck

      stepping outside

      for one minute

      and birds hitting you in the chest,

      fuck whoever came up

      with the name noam chompy

      for a dog,

      FUCKING KIDS

      GET OUT OF MY OFFICE

      WITH YOUR RUBBER BAND

      TOILET PAPER

      TUBE

      GUITARS.

      okay?

      okay.

      welcome to the smoking industry.

      here’s

      your gun.

      it probably won’t even go off.

      “We are more every day. And they do rely on us, Great-grandfather. But I don’t want the humans to pass into some further order. I want their dominion to fall, and the parts of the world to not be parts and work as one again.” Breathing, the Rabbit caught his sullen thoughts one by one on a cushion of breath, so that they would line up in each other’s company. He had learned the trick of breathing his mind from watching a wise old rabbit die, and it was still a great comfort to him without lungs.

      “The Boy used to press my face to the attic windowpane at night so that my button eyes would clack, telling me what he had learned in books of the night sky. He would trace constellations with his finger, as though they weren’t Real enough without him pointing out all their beginnings and ends. And now I wonder if it was for his sake not mine. If he could see the constellations at all as they crawled across the dark, burning, making their pointless wars. Perhaps humans have forgotten how, and only their books remember.

      “He whispered in my ear the Real stars were suns so far distant that their light was born before Rabbits or Boys ever were. And by the time their faces reached the world they’d all flown elsewhere in space, he said, and half had died to coals. So the stars weren’t even there; but if he was ever a grown man he’d call back their places. He’d use a book called Mathematics, which was far more Real than anything else in the world, and read backward from their light.

      “The stars needed him, he thought. I was a plush toy with boot-button eyes who’d barely been outside the house, and that shook me, even then. That the Boy, whose Nanas or Mother would carry him to bed under one arm, thought he’d do a favour to the night sky. To living eyes the stars are no more than cold little grains, but even then they’re enough to drive a boy’s dreams before him. The birds and beetles and moths, too, and all navigators; they take direction by the stars they see, not some stars behind the stars that cause them. And everything’s like the stars: only the least part of us is ever inside us. What makes a thing Real, it runs like the finest spider silk through every other thing.”

      The Rifle only wished to herself that she had been propped at a different angle, envying the Rabbit his position hung facing the window and the wide night. A rifle looks through her sight, of course; being a daytime toy, she could barely envision the stars. She was wishing to have been set toward one star or another, to better imagine shooting everything from the night in gray fire.

      ...and as though come to a sudden decision, more than half the words slipped down at once to gather in the nap of the rug. Their shapes were like a carnival of rotted things washed out of the sea’s deepest trenches with flesh so elaborately ragged that they seemed not at all degenerate but to have evolved in death along new principles of organization. Some seemed entirely built around gills and fronds, as though they breathed the air of their own decay; others were like the sacs of membrane and blubber that rise when the bones rot loose from the fallen corpses of whales, accreting tusks and scales and banks of jointed legs on their long spiral to the light. Treading shadow, they flapped and twisted and all those with faces stared up, desperately trying to meet the Rabbit’s gaze...

      SONNET FOR THE LAST FOLKFEST

      i ll spread your

      drumhead with a

      palm of

      sand and wait

      there in

      the night

    &
    nbsp; and there

      inside in the night

      soft ripples where

      your drumhead

      listened

      answered pounding

      echoes echo

      pulse and bound and

      echo

      echoes rouse the

      tautened air

      my skin

      inverts against the dark

      tonight our knuckles

      know a deeper

      rhythm shuttle snap

      than eardrums

      ever go

      my shoes

      can stay

      behind to gather

      blown leaves on

      the stair i m downhill

      down already far

      i m looking i

      m looking

      ghost i m looking

      for you there

      before the tide

      returns i ll lay

      your

      drumhead lay

      your drumhead

      down

      in kindling

      blaze

      and flickerhard and

      red upon

      the strand

      we ll stand across

      its cracking rim

      and burn

      the ocean

      dry and run

      and downhill down

      the cracking sand

      and rattle shattered

      drums

      and we will

      dance and

      we will dance to

      what we will

      become

      the wind

      will smoke

      with dust and

      everclear and blow

      our knuckles

      cross the empty sky

      and never

      sleep

      and

      blow down

      every

      year

      TO RED INK

      poets don’t kill each other

      at all anymore and

      it’s been way too long since lord byron

      —his buggering to death

      i mean,

      by h wadsworth longfellow—

      and i believe in credit when due,

      but

      that one

      was an accident.

      and i just keep thinking you, Bukowski...

      yeah,

      that bottle opener in

      seventy-two. such an incisive reading,

      how

      you bifurcated

      that beatnik’s sternum, and the ribs

      swung open like hands about to clap.

     


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