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    Chasing Utopia

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      Of the almost dead

      And the quiet march of Lice

      Gave cadence to this concert of sacrifice

      For

      Freedom

      THE GOLDEN SHOVEL POEM

      they eat beans mostly, this old yellow pair

      —From “The Bean Eaters” by Gwendolyn Brooks

      At the Evening of Life

      I wonder if they

      See the evening of life as a treat to eat

      Or as a staple like beans

      With corn bread mostly

      A good warming meal this

      Daily day old

      Bread pudding love capped sunshine yellow

      By an honest upstanding pair

      MORGANTOWN, WVA

      (Haiku for Ethel and Lucy)

      Pinto Beans Fried Corn Bread

      Clean Spring Water Rocking Chair

      Your Smile Home Peace

      FOR SONIA SANCHEZ

      In the name of those incredibly Brave men and women

      who made the Trek from Freedom in Africa to Enslavement in America

      and maintained their humanity

      through unspeakable acts

      In the precious name of Phillis Wheatley

      who was put on Academic Trial

      forcing her to prove she wrote her own Poems

      to the confident Paul Laurence Dunbar

      who kept the plantation tongue alive

      In the Brave name of W. E. B. DuBois

      who studied The Atlantic Slave Trade

      to Jessie Fauset

      who wrote children’s stories

      In the name of the incomparable Langston Hughes

      who taught us

      The tom-tom cries and

      the tom-tom laughs

      to the anger of Richard Wright

      In the name of the Honesty of James Baldwin

      In the fearlessness of Margaret Walker

      to the beautiful poems of Gwendolyn Brooks

      In the name of the awesome Toni Morrison

      And the truly wonderful spirit of Rita Dove

      In the names of those whom we silently call

      and in the names of those whose names will call us

      in the future

      This is for

      Sonia Sanchez

      FOR HAKI MADHUBUTI

      Words are the lifeblood of writers. Though I must admit I don’t know if we dream in words or if we word our dreams.

      Words are like quilts. You have to put a bunch together to make something warm and comforting or patch together something that will prick and scratch the spirit. No matter how we weave this experience, we sculpt an idea and shape a phrase.

      A phrase. Usually we find phrases to describe whatever it is. No word is sufficient to stand alone. Not even strong words like FREEDOM or soft words like LOVE. They all are better when added to . . . for example FOR ALL . . . or Je t’aime. Love phrases work in all languages.

      The human experiment has turned on many important phrases WE THE PEOPLE, taxation without representation and even things like REMEMBER THE MAINE. There are other political phrases like LIBERTÉ, ÉGALITÉ, FRATERNITÉ. I especially like WE SHALL OVERCOME. There are personal phrases like Yes. Which may be the only one-word phrase we ever use. No requires a bit more. There are personal phrases such as You Look Beautiful and I am so proud of you but maybe that’s a sentence not a phrase.

      The human imagination is the engine that has carried us from caves in Europe, from the rain forests of South America, from the lush and mineral-rich lands of Africa, from the beautiful amber waves of North America, from the roaring seas and the frozen tundra to this meeting with these artists here at Virginia Tech and, in fact, to wherever humans gather.

      There are philosophical phrases, theological phrases, scientific phrases, economic phrases, political phrases, phrases to explain and express. BUT

      there is one phrase that, if a phrase could be said to jump-start the human heart, we all know and love. Writers took up this phrase from the griots and soothsayers of old. As we began this journey with words, which is yet ever expanding our emotional and physical universe, we still find in our darkest hours and our most joyful moments the need to gather ’round the fire, or circle the wagons, or tuck into bed the young and the old with the enchantment of that magical phrase “Once Upon A Time . . . ” We know the storyteller has arrived. We comfort our spirits to think and dream. We know those other magical words will follow: In A Land Far Away . . . and our imaginations can soar safe within the hopes and sometimes the prayers.

      OUR JOB SAFETY IS YOUR PRIORITY WITH COFFEE

      I have written the essay below to help explain how I edit my poetry. I am more inclined to say I create a path through which I hope to take the reader rather than finding a perfect word to make the reader follow my thought. I have chosen a new poem: COFFEE because I actually did make a new pathway once I gave it a second or third look. I think the second version is an easier walk. I wrote to share my feelings about the edit.

      Job (Y)

      (Y)our Job Safety Is Our Priority: A Path for Poetry

      (should read “our job safety is your priority”

      but I cannot make my computer cross things out)

      A poem is not so much read as navigated. We go from point to point discovering a new horizon, a shift of light or laughter, an exhilaration of newness that we had missed before. Even familiar, or perhaps especially familiar, poems bring the excitement of first nighters, first encounters, first love . . . when viewed and reviewed.

      I’m not a big fan of adjust this line, change this word, add a this subtract a that. The poem like the kitten, like the tadpole, like the moth is and with time will mature to become. Sometimes it gets consumed to make another poem better—sometimes it simply is out in the world too long and dries up—sometimes a friendly scout seeing the struggle of the butterfly to break free from the cocoon decides to make the struggle easier and cuts her loose . . . call it an MFA program workshopping a poem too much. She falls to the ground, unable to soar because a doer of good deeds didn’t want to see the pain. Though now all that is left is a tenure-track position and the bitterness of tears shed for dreams not unwon but unchased.

      I like to think poems are maps—they don’t Google but rather guide us along the way. There is no destination on a country road. You see an old woman slightly bent moving through the field. A frisky calf frolicking. Sometimes a deer standing still. Why would there be a destination when life itself is a journey? You go not to get there but to be there.

      On my good days I like to think a glass of blanc de blanc (as real champagne is for movie stars and presidents), a bit of sun through the clouds, my backyard birds singing, the koi contentedly lazing through the pool, and Alex, my little Yorkie friend, and I are a country road. We meander, we laugh, we would like to love. We are a journey—a poem. Open us. Explore. Inhale. Wonder.

      COFFEE (original)

      Vitamin C prevents

      Colds

      A and D do sunshine

      Things

      We need calcium

      For strong bones

      There must be something

      For the eyes

      Carrots, Cabbage, Lettuce

      You never saw

      A blind rabbit

      And I have a friend

      Who thinks Salmon

      Will prevent

      A loss of your mind

      But I believe

      In Coffee

      Drip

      Percolated

      Pressed

      Coffee

      Black not sweet

      No cream

      Coffee

      Which smells like morning

      And feels like friendship

      Coffee

      While we laugh

      And preview

      Our day

      COFFEE (edited)

      Vitamin C prevents

      Colds

      A and D do sunshine

      Things

      We need Calcium

      For strong bones


      And

      There must be something

      For the eyes

      Carrots, Cabbage, Lettuce

      You never saw

      A blind rabbit

      And I have a friend

      Who thinks Salmon

      Will prevent

      A loss of your mind

      But I believe

      In Coffee

      Drip

      Percolated

      Pressed

      Coffee

      Black not sweet

      No cream

      Coffee

      Which smells like morning

      And feels like friendship

      Coffee

      While we laugh

      And preview

      Our day

      THE BROWN BOOKSHELF

      The Journey: The journey begins with the idea. It begins with a story. The journey is the step any writer takes to declare: I have something to say. I have a voice. I need to Use it. Since poetry is my vehicle on this journey, I chose to form my own publishing company and publish myself. I learned to set type, to bind, to cut. These skills are not necessary in the computer age, but they were then. Skills give us freedom. Freedom gives us wings.

      The Inspiration: I am a lover of history. It was Malcolm X who said: “Of all our endeavors, history is the most qualified to reward all research.” That may not be a totally accurate quote, but I remember being enchanted with heroes, with quests, with the search for the difficult and the unknown. Human beings are worthy of our interest. I continue to be fascinated by who we are and of which greatness we are capable.

      The Back Story: My latest book, Bicycles, evolved out of personal and professional sadness. A murder in the city in which I live and a massacre at the university at which I work formed the anchors of the book. But anchors are stationary and these two events kept spinning. It occurred to me that they were wheels. If that was the case then how could I connect them? Tragedy can only be calmed by love and laughter; I challenged myself to write love poems to connect the vents to the energy that was spinning. Once that journey was started, I realized if I put a handle on it I would have a Bicycle; hence my title. Love requires trust and balance. A perfect description of a bike.

      The Buzz: It is a pleasure to report Bicycles was well received.

      The State of the Industry: My very latest book is an anthology: The 100* Best African American Poems (*but I cheated). I cheated because I wanted to put more than just the 100 historical poems. That would take me from Phillis Wheatley to the Black Arts movement and maybe, if I pushed it, to Tupac, but I felt my obligation was to do more. So we numbered the book 1 to 100 but we stuffed poems into duets, and suites, communities, even. The book has 221 poems in all and I am very proud of that. I believe our job as both writers and editors is to keep pushing the envelope.

      INTERIOR VISION

      There has never been a time when human beings did not create art. We tend to say the Caveman painted the walls but that would be illogical: He was out either hunting or protecting the front of the cave. Cave woman drew on those walls to leave a record—some . . . one . . . was here. We began with the Egyptians to see representations of humans and to see drawings that could easily be explained as prayers for a benign God.

      People have also always sung . . . made noises that were either warning of danger or offering courtship. There will always be a need for song.

      But there will also always be a need for physical representation. For paintings, now photographs, soon only digital and maybe something else yet unknown but not so far away.

      Football is art. Almost a ballet. Reaching for the ball twirling down. Sprinting for the goal. Basketball is an art. Taking off midcourt and flying for a dunk. Black men made an art of walking. That thrust of hips, that gangsta lean. Folk saw that and wanted to throw their cars away.

      Black people are a work of art. In the deepest throes of slavery we found a tone to build upon that became The Negro Spiritual. They laughed. Nobody, they said, wanted to hear it. But we sang on. Sang to Gospel to make it jazz to make it rhythm and blues to have it stolen as rock to make it Rap. The only sound, besides jazz, that is heard all over this planet. Black Americans are wonderful. They laughed at Duke Ellington: called it Jungle Music. They said Marian Anderson couldn’t sing in the DAR building so she sang to the Heavens. They laughed at our poetry: said it was angry. They laughed at Rap: said it was dangerous.

      They don’t know what to make of the representational art today. It can be called Graffiti which in some eyes diminishes that art. No matter what they call it today, tomorrow they will call it Genius. Tomorrow they will teach classes about it; write books about it; give lectures on it. Folk will be awarded tenure for explaining why this line goes that way though of course only you and I know why. The artist felt it. The artist was true to herself; true to himself.

      There would be those who say you cannot do what you do; you need to please the masses. But for those of us outside The Magic Circle, the masses we serve, our ancestors, our communities, our prayers for a fairer future . . . we are pleasing. Good for us. Good for everybody who has stayed true to ourselves.

      Hip Hop Lives. And this art will live on as a testament to the beginning of the 21st Century. Alain Locke was correct when he said The Harlem Renaissance would define a great people because no people are great without great art. We are a great people.

      I GIVE EASILY

      I give

      easily

      because I have

      easily

      taken It’s incredibly

      difficult

      to let people

      give you what you need maybe

      as difficult as

      giving you what you want

      interactions

      with and between

      humans can certainly be

      complicated

      PEOPLE WHO LIVE ALONE

      People who live alone

      Fart in cars

      Pick their noses

      Sleep naked

      And never flush

      In the middle of the night

      Most people who live alone

      Are compulsive

      Things have to stay where

      Things were put

      People too

      Like there is no room

      In my heart for change

      Or hamburger that I don’t grind

      Or coffee that drips

      Or tears because

      People who live alone

      Soon learn

      It is all

      right

      BEFORE YOU JUMP OFF A BRIDGE OR HANG YOURSELF OR BE UNHAPPY PLEASE CONSIDER: LIVE FOR YOURSELF; THOSE WHO HATE YOU HAVE NO PURCHASE

      I don’t think

      There is

      a definition

      or

      b definition

      but only

      the definition

      when it comes to who you R

      but then I don’t

      Facebook or

      Twitter or

      YouTube or

      Ask anyone’s permission

      To fuck or not to fuck

      That is not the question

      To love or to be

      Lonely:

      No-brainer

      Who you are

      Is you

      And no one can

      Should

      Or

      Will

      Touch

      that

      YOU GAVE HER SOMETHING

      (for Big Nikky)

      You said: My aunt owned

      A building where she rented

      Apartments

      Like Macon Dead’s tenants sometimes

      They couldn’t pay

      Twice over the years the man

      Upstairs gave paintings

      Instead of money

      He said: Will you take this

      Will you take that

      For my staying in

      Your place here on earth

      And she said: Yes

      You said: I visited and loved

      Them both


      My aunt told me the story of the paintings

      They are extraordinary, I said to her

      She said: Take them. I want you to have them

      You carried these paintings

      From coast to coast South to less South

      To the walls of a warm and comforting home

      You said to me: Do you know the painter

      Do you know what they are now worth

      If I had known their worth I would have

      Should have given her something

      For them

      I said: You Did

      You love her You love the paintings

      If that’s not something

      Then I know nothing

      THIRST

      At 2:30 or maybe 3:00 A.M. I have tossed

      And turned all I can:

      I’m thirsty

      But if I get up to drink I’ll have to

      Get up again

      To go to the bathroom

      Thirst wins

      Stumbling into my house

      Shoes

      I go to the kitchen

      To find the lemonade

      My mother

      Were she still here

      Would complain:

      You don’t drink enough water.

      Adam’s Ale is the best thing

      But I don’t like water

      I, like most Americans,

      Take my water

      With sugar or fruit juices

      Or any disguise I can find

      Leaning over the sink

      With a bit of real lemonade dripping down

      My chin

      I feel the coolness

      Float into my lungs

      And that blessed relief

      That says Thirst

      Has been satisfied

      Feeling myself once again in bloom

      I smile

      Return to my bed

      And await my next

      Adventure.

      THE SCARED AND THE VULNERABLE

      On a foggy night

      With that sort of misty rain

      That is wonderful for sleeping

      But nothing at all for driving

      I traveled home

      From a great dinner party

      We were all so jolly

      Driving my ninety-year-old aunt

      Who was visiting from out of town

     


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