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      being’s physical body, see C#5.B.2 and, for more detail, MindWar.

      84 The correlation of Theta to ESP was discovered by the Soviet

      psychiatrist Dr. Dmitry G. Mirza in his four secret KGB laboratories.

      Cf. Ostrander & Schroeder’s Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron

      Curtain (1970) and Michael Murphy’s An End to Ordinary History

      (1982).

      - 165 -

      exercise, and maximization. It seeks to evolve the

      initiated human from self-aware animal to a god.

      This aspiration is not as preposterous as humans

      conditioned to faith [for it is a de facto religious faith] in

      their complete OU subjugation docilely accept. In fact the

      reality is completely the opposite: Every individual

      exercise of will, of choice, of discretion, and above-all of

      creation is a manifestation of the Gift. Any thought,

      expression, or action which is not the product of OU-

      stimulated instinct flexes the Gift.

      Humans’ failure to appreciate this phenomenon is

      partly the result of masochistic self-indoctrination, but

      also the seeming minimal impact of the Gift against the

      intimidation vastness and omnipresence of the OU, and

      of course the relentless barrage of perceptions of personal

      identity only as the sum-total of OU-bodily senses and 4D

      displacement boundaries.

      Without seeing it as “initiation”, self-maximizing

      individuals already defy OU-prison conditioning, most

      obviously in the creative arts. Every Wagner opera, Clark

      Ashton Smith poem, Paul Kantner song, Jules Verne

      novel, Expressionist film or painting strains if not indeed

      breaks the chains. The more extraordinary the

      “violation”, to be sure, the more taxing the energy and

      concentration demanded. The inertia and “gravity” of the

      OU are strong and relentless, and the human body is

      their creature.

      Formal LHP initiation thus realizes that this same

      body is a chain, a prison-cell. The Gift cannot be

      completely free and omnipotent until the chain is broken,

      the cell escaped.

      Paradoxically and importantly, however, it is this very

      environment of an OU body that enables each Set-created

      MS to become aware of itself. The body provides a point

      of reference, both in itself and externally, for the MS to

      use to discern what it is vs. what it isn’t. A fish who has

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      known nothing but its ocean-existence has no concept of

      “water” until it jumps into the air [or has the misfortune

      to be caught].

      LHP incarnates, whether artists or initiates,

      experience the exhilaration of their occasional “jumps

      into the air”. If they are seen to be too threatening to

      conventionality, however - or as H.G. Wells ominously

      storytold it, sighted men in “The Country of the Blind” -

      they can expect to be “caught fish” and have their

      offending eyes put out. Each LHP adventurer walks a

      tightrope throughout his incarnation; only upon

      successful transition to Neter-Xertet does he become free

      not just of the OU prison but of its guards.

      The challenge of LHP initiation is therefore to extract

      the maximum utility from one’s OU-incarnation, and not

      to abort it prematurely. Every exercise of one’s presence

      though physical mechanism strengthens and refines self-

      definition.

      Equally emphatically the many avenues the physical

      senses provide for communication and interaction with

      other forma of life, and æsthetic appreciation of nonliving

      phenomena of vast beauty and utility, must not be

      prematurely cast aside, whether from unfamiliarity,

      impatience, or indolence. The OU “ordeal” exists for a

      very essential and vital reason. Preemptively aborting it is

      not a “sin”, but it is the waste of a unique and invaluable

      opportunity.

      If the incarnate experience of the LHP artist or initiate

      is more demanding than that of his RHP counterpart,

      postincarnation both magnifies and relieves this tension.

      The LHP MS now finds itself in a medium completely of

      its own generation: a Subjective Universe (SU) in which it

      is the defining neter.

      As daunting as it sounds, an emergent LHP MS

      therefore faces the prospect of creating its own SU, or

      even multiple SUs. It can also blend these with the OU of

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      the natural neteru, or with SUs of other LHP MSs -

      including the “Form”-SU of Set himself. The old physical-

      incarnate constraints and energies of the OU no longer

      apply, except insofar as a MS may elect to observe them.

      Thus whereas a RHP MS feels no inclination to ignore

      or violate the harmony of the natural- neteru OU, a LHP

      MS may elect to behave much the same for the most part,

      but reserving the discretion to veer off from it in SU

      ingenuity as inspiration occurs.

      There is no limit to the richness of an individually-

      created SU, of course, and it may have direction and

      purpose or be delightfully random. I can think of no

      better example of such an SU as rendered in English than

      Clark Ashton Smith’s magnificent The Hashish-Eater,

      readily available in both book and Internet-online

      formats. If you elect LHP transition to your personal

      divinity and immortality, this is very much the “canvas”

      that awaits you.

      I. Meta-Morphosis

      The moment when the MS discards the physical body,

      e.g. [physical] “death” is less agreed-upon than most

      humans suppose.

      In 1981 a Commissioners’ Conference on Unites States

      Laws proposed a model state law entitled the Uniform

      Determination of Death Act, since adopted by some but

      not all states. It reads:

      An individual who has sustained either (1)

      irreversible cessation of circulatory and respiratory

      functions, or (2) irreversible cessation of all functions of

      the entire brain, including the brain stem, is dead. A

      determination of death must be made in accordance with

      accepted medical standards.

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      This suffices in the OU to discard bodies no longer in

      use by their MSs, but it is an unsubstantiated overreach

      of OU materialism to claim that the absence of brain-

      electricity proves the obliteration of the mind, i.e.

      consciousness - which as shown herein is a field85, not a

      physical mechanism.

      MindStar argues this from the Egyptian-metaphysical

      methodology of anamnesis, but for those humans still

      unfamiliar with and thus hesitant to rely upon it, the

      materialism-myth is easily refutable in conventional,

      exoteric language as well:

      1. Brain activity isn’t the same as thinking, feeling, or

      seeing.

      2. No one has remotely shown how molecules acquire the

      qualities of the mind.

      3. It is impossible to construct a theory of the mind based

      on material objects that somehow became conscious.

      4. When the brain lights up, its activity is like a r
    adio

      lighting up when music is played. It is an obvious fallacy

      to say that the radio composed the music. What is being

      viewed is only a physical correlation, not a cause. 86

      MS/brain separation can originate with either the

      lower function of the khat or the higher of the ab:

      85 Cf. Chapter #5.B.4. For instance physical sensory & body-

      functional mechanisms can be traced to specific sections of the brain,

      but thoughts and memories cannot be localized, nor measured in

      terms of access speed/complexity.

      86 Deepak Chopra, M.D., FACP, and Dr. Rudolph E. Tanzi, Ph.D.,

      Joseph P. and Rose F. Kennedy, Professor of Neurology, Harvard

      Medical School Director, Genetics and Aging at Massachusetts

      General Hospital (MGH), “Good News: You Are Not Your Brain”,

      The Huffington Post, May 27, 2012.

      - 169 -

      1. Khat-alyst

      This is the disconnection with which humans are

      commonly, if not conscientiously familiar. It is what is

      regarded as “natural death”, especially when the “soul” is

      believed either not to exist at all (atheism, agnosticism),

      or to exist in only a very vague, crude way (J/C, etc.

      mythology).

      a. Khat-alepsy

      The khat can cease to interact between the body and

      the other, higher emanations if the body “wears out”, e.g.

      “natural causes”. In the most comfortable circumstances

      this transpires with peaceful unconsciousness or sleep. In

      more advanced, civilized countries it may be anticipated

      and eased further with “palliative” care and/or drugs.

      b. Khat-astrophe

      Sufficient damage to the body, as in accident, war, or

      murder, disrupts the functionality of the khat, such that

      the other emanations are also “cast adrift”, as well as

      sensing in their several avenues the traumatic shock and

      pain of the body. While these vanish upon disconnection,

      a return to MS cohesion of the non- khat emanations

      requires that much more concentration, while the body-

      attached khat may be temporarily or permanently

      incoherent depending upon the degree of physical

      damage.

      2. Ab-solution

      In more refined interrelationships between the MS

      and its indwelled body, the passive failure of the khat-

      linkage is replaced by one of deliberate disengagement, as

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      accomplished by the ab-emanation. This may be

      approximated as the MS “asserting full control of the

      body”, and then retiring its activity in a single, smooth

      “discontinuation”.

      a. Ab-sense

      A purely ab-controlled transition, achievable in some

      individuals of high initiation, is illustrated by the “Secret

      of the Golden Flower” (C#5.C.1).

      The ab eschews violence to either the khat or the

      body. In The Lord of the Rings, J.R.R. Tolkien asserts

      this capability as one of the privileges of the passing

      “Atlantean” race of Númenor [emphasis mine]:

      At last Aragorn felt the approach of old age and knew

      that the span of his life-days was drawing to an end, long

      though it had been.

      Then Aragorn said to Arwen: “At last, Lady Evenstar,

      fairest in this world, and most beloved, my world is fading.

      Lo! we have gathered, and we have spent, and now the

      time of payment draws near.”

      Arwen knew well what he intended, and long had

      foreseen it; nevertheless she was overborne by her grief.

      “Would you then, Lord, leave your people that live by your

      word?”

      “Not before my time,” he answered, “for if I will not

      go now, then I must soon go perforce. And Eldarion our

      son is a man full-ripe for kingvship.”

      Then, going to the House of the Kings on the Silent

      Street, Aragorn laid him down on the long bed prepared

      for him.

      Then he said farewell to Eldarion and gave into his

      hands the winged crown of Gondor and the sceptre of

      Arnor.

      Then all left him save Arwen, who stood to plead with

      him to stay for awhile. She was not yet weary of her days,

      and thus she tasted the bitterness of the mortality that she

      had taken upon herself.

      “Lady Undómiel,” said Aragorn, “the hour is indeed

      hard, yet it was made even in that day when we met under

      the white birches in the garden of Elrond where none now

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      walks. And on the hill of Cerin Amroth when we forsook

      both the Shadow and the Twilight, this doom was

      accepted.

      “Take counsel with yourself, Beloved, and ask

      whether you would indeed have me wait until I wither and

      fall from my high seat unmanned and wittless.

      “Nay, Lady, I am the last of the Númenoreans and the

      latest King of the Elder Days. To me has been given not

      only a span thrice that of the Men of Middle-earth, but also

      the grace to go at my will, and give back the gift. Now,

      therefore, I will sleep.

      “I speak no comfort to you, for there is naught for

      such pain within the circles of the world.

      “The uttermost choice is before you: to repent and go

      to the Havens and bear away into the West the memory of

      our days together, that shall there be evergreen but never

      more than memory; or else to abide the Doom of Men.”

      “Nay, dear Lord, that choice is long over. There is now

      no ship that would bear me hence, and I must abide the

      Doom of Men whether I will or I nill: the loss and the

      silence.

      “But I say to you, King of the Númenoreans: Not until

      now have I understood the tale of your people and their

      fall. As wicked fools I scorned them, but I pity them at last.

      For if this is indeed, as the Eldar say, the gift of the One to

      Men, it is bitter to receive.”

      “So it seems,” he said, “but let us not be overthrown at

      the final test, who of old renounced the Shadow and the

      Ring.“In sorrow we must go, but not in despair. Behold!

      we are not bound for ever to the circles of the

      world, and beyond them is more than memory.

      Farewell!”

      “Estel, Estel!” she cried; and with that, even as he

      took her hand and kissed it, he fell into sleep. 87

      As a devout Catholic, whose Ainulindalë echoed John

      Milton’s creation-epic of God/ Eru and his angels/ Ainur,

      Tolkien could be expected to lament the BBS “Doom of

      Men” that Aragorn and Arwen had been assured awaited

      87 Tolkien, J.R.R., The Lord of the Rings. New York: Houghton

      Mifflin, 1954 et seq., Collector’s Edition, Appendix A.I. “Númenorean

      Kings”, pages 3343-4.

      - 172 -

      both of them as humans. What they didn’t know had been

      revealed by King Angmar (formerly Ar-Pharazôn the

      Golden) to the Wizard Pallando the Blue, at Barad-dûr in

      Mordor, shortly before the siege of Minas Tirith, 3019 of

      the Third Age:

      I often wonder, Blue Wizard, at how little of Númenor

      was known either to the Ainur in Valinor or to the several


      races and realms of Middle-earth. Had it been otherwise,

      that island might still be above the waves of the Belegaer

      today, nor Beleriand itself broken. The Men of Númenor

      had, in their three thousands of years as a culture, grown

      beyond the Men, Elves, Dwarves, and other beings here,

      and indeed beyond also the Valar in Aman themselves.

      Before you disbelieve, for I see that you would, remember

      that the Elves, beautiful of form and immortal upon Arda

      as they may be, are yet thus bounded in their existence. As

      for the Valar, while they may bend and hurt this world

      mightily, still dare they not but as allowed by Eru Ilúvatar,

      to whose mindless, changeless service they are eternally

      enthralled, save only one.

      But we Dúnedain - for indeed I am Númenorean -

      discovered that, though our lives be limited on this world,

      neither are our bodies entwined with it as the Elves and

      Dwarves. We Men are not thus imprisoned to it, but by our

      will may continue beyond it through all dimensions and

      distances of the universe. Nor are our minds condemned

      never to venture beyond that of Eru Ilúvatar, as are those

      of the Ainur - save only one. Indeed, Blue Wizard, as you

      are of the Maiar, I speak here beyond your own ability to

      comprehend. But this that you cannot understand is the

      Gift and Doom of Men, and that is what Númenor learned,

      and that is why the Valar feared, and destroyed,

      Númenor.88

      What Aragorn did not know, therefore, was that

      within his Earthmortal body burned the immortality of

      not just the “circles” of the OU created by Eru Ilúvatar

      88 Ash nazg, Morlindalë. San Francisco: Barony of Rachane, 2003,

      The Fifth Scroll, pages #108-9.

      - 173 -

      (“the One”) and ordered by the [natural] Ainur, but of the

      SU-creative Gift of Melkor.

      Further that, in relinquishing her Quendi (Elven) Life-

      force for that of Númenorean Mankind, she had freed her

      MS from its OU-bounded continuation to the limitless

      Being now before Aragorn. 89

      b. Ab-sence

      Unfortunately for post-Númenor humans, the ability

      to simply ab-dicate one’s body at will has been lost along

      with that thrice-span incarnation. The closest

      approximation is accomplished by body-deactivation

      pharmaceuticals, e.g. “physician-assisted suicide” (PAS).

     


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