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    I'll Be Watching You


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      Praise for I’LL BE WATCHING YOU

      “This tale skillfully balances a victim’s story against that of an arrogant killer as it reveals a deviant mind intent on topping the world’s most dangerous criminals. Phelps has an unrelenting sense for detail that affirms his place, book by book, as one of our most engaging crime journalists.”

      —Dr. Katherine Ramsland, author of The Human Predator

      Praise for MURDER IN THE HEARTLAND

      “Drawing on interviews with law officers and relatives, Murder in the Heartland will interest anyone who has followed the Stinnett case. The author has done significant research and—demonstrating how modern forensics and the Internet played critical, even unexpected roles in the investigation—his facile writing pulls the reader along.”

      —St. Louis Post-Dispatch

      “Phelps uses a unique combination of investigative skills and narrative insight to give readers an exclusive, insider’s look into the events surrounding this incredible, high-profile American tragedy…. He has written a compassionate, riveting true crime masterpiece.”

      —Anne Bremner, op-ed columnist and legal analyst on Court TV, MSNBC, Nancy Grace, FOX News Channel, The O’Reilly Factor, CNN, Good Morning America, and The Early Show

      “When unimaginable horror strikes, it is certain to cause monstrous sufferings, regardless of its locale. In Murder in the Heartland, M. William Phelps expertly reminds us that when the darkest form of evil invades the quiet and safe outposts of rural America, the tragedy is greatly magnified. Get ready for some sleepless nights.”

      —Carlton Stowers, Edgar Award–winning author of Careless Whispers, Scream at the Sky, and To the Last Breath

      “This is the most disturbing and moving look at murder in rural America since Capote’s In Cold Blood.”

      —Gregg Olsen, New York Times bestselling author of Abandoned Prayers

      “A crisp, no-nonsense account…masterful.”

      —Bucks County Courier Times

      “An unflinching investigation…Phelps explores this tragedy with courage, insight, and compassion.”

      —Lima News (Lima, OH)

      Praise for SLEEP IN HEAVENLY PEACE

      “An exceptional book by an exceptional true crime writer. In Sleep in Heavenly Peace, M. William Phelps exposes long-hidden secrets and reveals disquieting truths. Page by page, Phelps skillfully probes the disturbed mind of a mother guilty of the ultimate betrayal.”

      —Kathryn Casey, author of She Wanted It All and A Warrant to Kill

      Praise for EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE

      “An insightful and fast-paced examination of the inner workings of a good cop and his bad informant culminating in an un-forgettable truth-is-stranger-than-fiction climax.”

      —Michael M. Baden, M.D., author of Unnatural Death

      “M. William Phelps is the rising star of the nonfiction crime genre, and his true tales of murderers and mayhem are scary-as-hell thrill rides into the dark heart of the inhuman condition.”

      —Douglas Clegg, author of The Lady of Serpents

      Praise for LETHAL GUARDIAN

      “An intense roller-coaster of a crime story. Matt Phelps’ book Lethal Guardian is at once complex, with a plethora of twists and turns worthy of any great detective mystery, and yet so well-laid out, so crisply written with such detail to character and place that it reads more like a novel than your standard non-fiction crime book.”

      —New York Times bestselling author Steve Jackson

      Praise for PERFECT POISON

      “Perfect Poison is a horrific tale of nurse Kristen Gilbert’s insatiable desire to kill the most helpless of victims—her own patients. A stunner from beginning to end, Phelps renders the story expertly, with flawless research and an explosive narrative. Phelps unravels the devastating case against nurse Kristen Gilbert and shockingly reveals that unimaginable evil sometimes comes in pretty packages.”

      —Gregg Olsen, bestselling author of Abandoned Players, Mockingbird, and If Loving You Is Wrong

      “M. William Phelps’s Perfect Poison is true crime at its best—compelling, gripping, an edge-of-the-seat thriller. All the way through, Phelps packs wallops of delight with his skillful ability to narrate a suspenseful story and his encyclopedic knowledge of police procedures. Perfect Poison is the perfect antidote for a dreary night!”

      —Harvey Rachlin, author of The Making of a Detective and The Making of a Cop

      “A compelling account of terror that only comes when the author dedicates himself to unmasking the psychopath with facts, insight and the other proven methods of journalistic leg work.”

      —Lowell Cauffiel, bestselling author of House of Secrets

      “A blood-curdling page turner and a meticulously researched study of the inner recesses of the mind of a psychopathic narcissist.”

      —Sam Vaknin, author of Malignant Self Love—Narcissism Revisited

      Other books by M. William Phelps

      PERFECT POISON

      LETHAL GUARDIAN

      EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE

      SLEEP IN HEAVENLY PEACE

      MURDER IN THE HEARTLAND

      BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME

      IF LOOKS COULD KILL

      I’LL BE WATCHING YOU

      M. WILLIAM PHELPS

      PINNACLE BOOKS

      Kensington Publishing Corp.

      http://www.kensingtonbooks.com

      For my readers, old and new

      AUTHOR’S NOTE

      I

      Is the boogeyman real? Generations of children would say, Yes, of course he is. There, hiding in the closet, amid boxes of toys and smelly socks, creeps that mysterious, unseen monster; that demon underneath the bed; that ghostly image, transparent and ominous, tucked behind the curtains gently drifting in the wind of an open window; that shadowy figure, who comes out at night when the lights are off and Mom and Dad are shouting from the next room, “It’s your imagination. Go to sleep.”

      The boogeyman is there. Any child who has ever sat awake at night with a flashlight underneath his or her covers has seen or heard him.

      Truth be told, however, popular culture rarely compares fictional boogeymen—i.e., Michael Myers, Freddy Krueger, and the like—to those predators out there right now blending into society, working with us, standing behind us in line at the bank, waving to our children as they pass by their houses on bikes, watching and waiting for the perfect opportunity to snatch one of us off the street to use as a prop in some sort of unimaginable game of God knows what. Think BTK: an outwardly normal, churchgoing animal control officer who tormented and tortured women for years under the nose of law enforcement. To be clear, this is a book about a real boogeyman (like BTK, Gacy, Dahmer, Bundy). A true monster.

      A calculating maniac.

      Twisted and despicable.

      And yet contrary to what you might think, the boogeyman in this true story is not a disturbing-looking, vile creature—an attribute of his character that makes him even that much more dangerous. He doesn’t have a scar, like a bead of weld, running the length of his face. Nor does he wear a hockey mask. Or a creepy Halloween costume. He doesn’t sport big, pointy ears like a bat. Or have sharp, salivating fangs like a demon.

      He does not dress up like a clown.

      Or sport a tattoo of a swastika on his forehead.

      He’s not dirty and sweaty, like every bad guy, in every thriller, in every Stephen King novel and movie.

      He’s not stupid.

      Or mentally challenged.

      In fact, our boogeyman speaks quite charmingly.

      Smartly. Intelligently. Even elegantly.

      He’s charismatic and good-looking. A Rutgers graduate. Honor student.

      Fun to be around.

      “The kind of guy your mother,” a former female acquai
    ntance told me, “would want you to marry.”

      Indeed. Right up until the moment he places his cold and clammy hands around the throats of those women he chooses to kill and squeezes the life out of them before penetrating the blade of his favorite knife into their chest, he is the perfect gentleman.

      The all-American boy next door.

      You see, every one of these ingredients—and there are plenty more in the pages that follow—are what make this boogeyman even more dangerous than that creature from your childhood dreams. The one all of us have thought we’ve seen. Yes, the features displayed by our boogeyman will make you think twice about those people you think you know—and, likely, when you’re in bed some night and you hear a bump in the closet, you’ll either get up and run out of the house as fast as you can, or, quite courageously, face your fears and open the door.

      II

      There are those stories that get under your skin and just sit there, tugging at your soul. For me, this is one of those cases. Having the opportunity to interview a serial killer—a guy who fashioned himself after Ted Bundy and later became obsessed with Bundy’s killing strategy—only heightened the intensity of writing this book. Just when you think you’ve seen and heard it all, along comes a story that changes everything, and for a moment, you think, Is there a human being capable of such madness? And then you begin a dialogue with this person and a new understanding of brutality emerges alongside a rather voyeuristic need to know what makes a guy like this tick. From where do these terrible thoughts of harming women come?

      I don’t know why, but some stories never receive the national attention of, say, a Natalee Holloway, John Mark Karr, Jeffrey Dahmer, or any other high-profile crime story you want to insert here. Some stories are just designed for the 24-7 stimulus of roun’-the-clock news coverage the cable networks have adapted to over the years. While others, like the one I am about to tell, fall below that commercial radar.

      Still, I love these stories—the ones we’ve never heard of. The ones that seem to embody the clichéd spirit of “truth is stranger than fiction.” The truth is, we may never know what goes on inside the mind of a maniac. Yet, for the first time in my career, I believe I’ve come close. In this story, the killer speaks.

      Loud and clear.

      III

      Hundreds of hours of interviews made this book possible: with prosecutors and crime victims, family members of victims, detectives, patrol officers, investigators of all types, forensic specialists, profilers, and, of course, a killer and jailhouse snitch. In no other book I’ve written, however, have I used more inside (anonymous) sources who have helped me, through their courage, get to the truth and put every piece of this complex crime story together. I cannot thank those courageous people enough for coming forward and making this book what it is.

      IV

      There may be a question as to why I refer to Ned Snelgrove as a serial killer. I questioned this myself. I’ve written two books about serial killers before this one. I understand the motives and thinking behind their crimes and, of course, the clinical definition. In talking with one of the top forensic psychologists in the United States, it was explained to me that Snelgrove could, easily, be considered a serial killer. He had killed in different states, years apart, and attempted to kill in between. His motives are clear in his own handwriting: he would continue to kill if he had the opportunity. Add to that the additional murders that sources claim he’s responsible for, and a classic serial murderer emerges.

      M. William Phelps

      January 2008

      Vernon, CT

      If anyone kills a person, the murderer shall be put to death at the evidence of witnesses, but no person shall be put to death on the testimony of one witness. Moreover, you shall not take ransom for the life of a murderer who is guilty of death, but he shall surely be put to death.

      —“Cities of Refuge,” New American Standard Bible, Numbers (laws) 35: 30–31

      Contents

      Book I: Mr. Hyde

      Chapter 1

      Chapter 2

      Chapter 3

      Chapter 4

      Chapter 5

      Chapter 6

      Book II: Mary Ellen

      Chapter 7

      Chapter 8

      Chapter 9

      Chapter 10

      Chapter 11

      Chapter 12

      Chapter 13

      Chapter 14

      Chapter 15

      Chapter 16

      Chapter 17

      Chapter 18

      Chapter 19

      Chapter 20

      Chapter 21

      Chapter 22

      Chapter 23

      Chapter 24

      Chapter 25

      Chapter 26

      Chapter 27

      Chapter 28

      Chapter 29

      Chapter 30

      Book III: Karen

      Chapter 31

      Chapter 32

      Chapter 33

      Chapter 34

      Chapter 35

      Chapter 36

      Chapter 37

      Chapter 38

      Chapter 39

      Chapter 40

      Chapter 41

      Chapter 42

      Chapter 43

      Chapter 44

      Chapter 45

      Chapter 46

      Chapter 47

      Chapter 48

      Book IV: Carmen

      Chapter 49

      Chapter 50

      Chapter 51

      Chapter 52

      Chapter 53

      Chapter 54

      Chapter 55

      Chapter 56

      Chapter 57

      Chapter 58

      Chapter 59

      Chapter 60

      Chapter 61

      Chapter 62

      Chapter 63

      Chapter 64

      Chapter 65

      Chapter 66

      Chapter 67

      Chapter 68

      Chapter 69

      Chapter 70

      Chapter 71

      Chapter 72

      Chapter 73

      Chapter 74

      Chapter 75

      Book V: Elements of Murder

      Chapter 76

      Chapter 77

      Chapter 78

      Chapter 79

      Chapter 80

      Chapter 81

      Chapter 82

      Chapter 83

      Chapter 84

      Chapter 85

      Chapter 86

      Chapter 87

      Book VI “Pure Evil”

      Chapter 88

      Chapter 89

      Chapter 90

      Chapter 91

      Chapter 92

      Chapter 93

      Chapter 94

      Chapter 95

      Chapter 96

      Chapter 97

      Chapter 98

     


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