Chapter 2
Winter was turning into spring, it had been a few months since Grace departed this world and Gus was gearing up for the spring planting. Howard County seemed to be waking from her long winters sleep. Gus was feeling like he was going to make it but there was a time when he wasn’t so sure.
Birds began to serenade their tunes to the sun as she peeked over the horizon in the morning and Grace’s flower gardens were bursting forth with life. Gus still missed her terribly and sometimes when he began to feel too sorry for himself he reminded himself of the promise that he had made and that he’d be okay.
The farmer had been busy servicing the tractors, buying seed and fertilizer. The cows were birthing calves and these calves would need vaccinations and ear tags. He took the herd hay every few days as it was too early for them to graze out in the fields. One afternoon he went out and painted the little white picket fence and it made him sad. In a moment of anger he thought of tearing it down but sanity returned. And then there was Lucky.
She just couldn’t help herself and chased one of the chickens and what great fun it was. She didn’t actually mean to kill it but somehow the clucky thing ended up dead. That grumpy old farmer tied the dead bird around her neck and after dragging the stinking thing around with her for nearly a week she was so humiliated she never messed with the chickens again. In fact, she decided that she would become their protector and many times had saved the silly birds from the coyotes and foxes that came in the night. Hence the intense rivalry she now had with the coyotes on the farm. Lucky hated those coyotes and bravely fought with them.
The farmer and the dog trained each other and could now pridefully perform a few tricks for anyone who happened to stop by the farm.
Gus could not imagine a dog in the house but one stormy night his heart softened and he agreed with Grace that perhaps they should let her inside, just this once. She slept on a blanket under the kitchen table from that day forward. It was under the table her chances were best that a kind hearted farmer or his wife might slip her a treat. It was the woman who had named her Lucky and now it was the man who felt fortunate to have a dog like her. She was a lot of company for a lonely farmer who had just lost his wife. The farmer found himself laughing out loud as he watched his dog go airborne chasing grasshoppers. He watched her as she stalked the groundhog that lived under the barn. Gus had thought about shooting the rodent but since Lucky now spent several hours a day trying to figure out a way to ambush the creature he figured that might entertain her and keep her out of trouble.
On Some Saturday morning’s Gus and Lucky would make a trip to town. She waited in the truck while the man would get his hair cut. It was in the barber’s chair he heard opinions about everything from world politics to whether the high school football team would be any good that year. The barber inherited the shop from his father and between the two of them had been giving haircuts nearly sixty years. Gus considered his barber a bit windy and sometimes got a little annoyed with all the chatter. A couple of times he came close to telling him to shut the hell up and just cut his damn hair.
Once, after getting his haircut he went to the senior citizens center for lunch. He thought the food was okay but felt awkward there. He felt like he was being sized up by the old widows. His wife had been the best there was and no one could ever compare. The old farmer knew he would never love another woman.
Sometimes he went to church on Sunday mornings. He has never had any kind of religious experience in church but was brought up in the church and was usually glad he went afterwards. As a child he would sit between his parents on the old wooden pews at the small country church and pay more attention to the wasps that flew in and out the screenless windows rather than what the preacher was saying. In the winter it was always best to sit near the back of the church closest to the wood stove.
Some Sunday evening’s the man and his dog would spend a little time on the porch. It was in those quiet moments the farmer found himself thinking about his beloved wife the most. The darkness of losing her had lifted and he is once again sort of himself. He would be forever changed, slightly damaged, perhaps a scar on his heart.
The dog always begged until she got a shot or two of Gus’s beer, she loved beer even though the bubbles tickled her nose.