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    Heart of Darkness

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    path. They walked erect and slow, balancing small

      baskets full of earth on their heads, and the clink

      kept time with their footsteps. Black rags were wound

      round their loins, and the short ends behind waggled

      to and fro like tails. I could see every rib, the joints of

      their limbs were like knots in a rope; each had an

      iron collar on his neck, and all were connected together

      with a chain whose bights swung between them,

      rhythmically clinking. Another report from the cliff

      made me think suddenly of that ship of war I had

      seen firing into a continent. It was the same kind of

      ominous voice; but these men could by no stretch of

      imagination be called enemies. They were called

      criminals, and the outraged law, like the bursting

      shells, had come to them, an insoluble mystery from

      the sea. All their meagre breasts panted together, the

      violently dilated nostrils quivered, the eyes stared

      stonily uphill. They passed me within six inches, with-

      out a glance, with that complete, deathlike indifference

      of unhappy savages. Behind this raw matter one of the

      reclaimed, the product of the new forces at work,

      strolled despondently, carrying a rifle by its middle.

      He had a uniform jacket with one button off, and

      seeing a white man on the path, hoisted his weapon to

      his shoulder with alacrity. This was simple prudence,

      white men being so much alike at a distance that he

      could not tell who I might be. He was speedily re-

      assured, and with a large, white, rascally grin, and a

      glance at his charge, seemed to take me into partner-

      ship in his exalted trust. After all, I also was a part of

      the great cause of these high and just proceedings.

      "Instead of going up, I turned and descended to the

      left. My idea was to let that chain-gang get out of

      sight before I climbed the hill. You know I am not

      particularly tender; I've had to strike and to fend off.

      I've had to resist and to attack sometimes -- that's only

      one way of resisting -- without counting the exact cost,

      according to the demands of such sort of life as I had

      blundered into. I've seen the devil of violence, and

      the devil of greed, and the devil of hot desire; but,

      by all the stars! these were strong, lusty, red-eyed

      devils, that swayed and drove men -- men, I tell you.

      But as I stood on this hillside, I foresaw that in the

      blinding sunshine of that land I would become ac-

      quainted with a flabby, pretending, weak-eyed devil

      of a rapacious and pitiless folly. How insidious he

      could be, too, I was only to find out several months

      later and a thousand miles farther. For a moment I

      stood appalled, as though by a warning. Finally I

      descended the hill, obliquely, towards the trees I had

      seen.

      "I avoided a vast artificial hole somebody had been

      digging on the slope, the purpose of which I found it

      impossible to divine. It wasn't a quarry or a sandpit,

      anyhow. It was just a hole. It might have been con-

      nected with the philanthropic desire of giving the

      criminals something to do. I don't know. Then I

      nearly fell into a very narrow ravine, almost no more

      than a scar in the hillside. I discovered that a lot of

      imported drainage-pipes for the settlement had been

      tumbled in there. There wasn't one that was not

      broken. It was a wanton smash-up. At last I got under

      the trees. My purpose was to stroll into the shade for

      a moment; but no sooner within than it seemed to me

      I had stepped into the gloomy circle of some Inferno.

      The rapids were near, and an uninterrupted, uniform,

      headlong, rushing noise filled the mournful stillness

      of the grove, where not a breath stirred, not a leaf

      moved, with a mysterious sound -- as though the tear-

      ing pace of the launched earth had suddenly become

      audible.

      "Black shapes crouched, lay, sat between the trees

      leaning against the trunks, clinging to the earth, half

      coming out, half effased within the dim light, in all

      the attitudes of pain, abandonment, and despair. An-

      other mine on the cliff went off, followed by a slight

      shudder of the soil under my feet. The work was

      going on. The work! And this was the place where

      some of the helpers had withdrawn to die.

      "They were dying slowly -- it was very clear. They

      were not enemies, they were not criminals, they were

      nothing earthly now -- nothing but black shadows of

      disease and starvation, lying confusedly in the green-

      ish gloom. Brought from all the recesses of the coast

      in all the legality of time contracts, lost in uncon-

      genial surroundings, fed on unfamiliar food, they

      sickened, became inefficient, and were then allowed

      to crawl away and rest. These moribund shapes were

      free as air -- and nearly as thin. I began to distinguish

      the gleam of the eyes under the trees. Then, glancing

      down, I saw a face near my hand. The black bones

      reclined at full length with one shoulder against the

      tree, and slowly the eyelids rose and the sunken eyes

      looked up at me, enormous and vacant, a kind of

      blind, white flicker in the depths of the orbs, which

      died out slowly. The man seemed young -- almost a

      boy -- but you know with them it's hard to tell. I

      found nothing else to do but to offer him one of my

      good Swede's ship's biscuits I had in my pocket. The

      fingers closed slowly on it and held -- there was no

      other movement and no other glance. He had tied a

      bit of white worsted round his neck -- Why? Where

      did he get it? Was it a badge -- an ornament -- charm

      -- a propitiatory act? Was there any idea at all con-

      nected with it? It looked startling round his black

      neck, this bit of white thread from beyond the seas.

      "Near the same tree two more bundles of acute

      angles sat with their legs drawn up. One, with his

      chin propped on his knees, stared at nothing, in an

      intolerable and appalling manner: his brother phan-

      tom rested its forehead, as if overcome with a great

      weariness; and all about others were scattered in

      every pose of contorted collapse, as in some picture of

      a massacre or a pestilence. While I stood horror-

      struck, one of these creatures rose to his hands and

      knees, and went off on all-fours towards the river to

      drink. He lapped out of his hand, then sat up in the

      sunlight, crossing his shins in front of him, and after

      a time let his woolly head fall on his breastbone.

      "I didn't want any more loitering in the shade, and

      I made haste towards the station. When near the

      buildings I met a white man, in such an unexpected

      elegance of getup that in the first moment I took him

      for a sort of vision. I saw a high starched collar,

      white cuffs, a light alpaca jacket, snowy trousers, a

      clean necktie, and varnished boots. No hat. Hair

      parted, brushed, oiled, under a green-lined parasol


      held in a big white hand. He was amazing, and had a

      penholder behind his ear.

      "I shook hands with this miracle, and I learned he

      was the Company's chief accountant, and that all the

      bookkeeping was done at this station. He had come

      out for a moment, he said, 'to get a breath of fresh

      air.' The expression sounded wonderfully odd, with

      its suggestion of sedentary desk-life. I wouldn't have

      mentioned the fellow to you at all, only it was from

      his lips that I first heard the name of the man who is

      so indissolubly connected with the memories of that

      time. Moreover, I respected the fellow. Yes; I re-

      spected his collars, his vast cuffs, his brushed hair. His

      appearance was certainly that of a hairdresser's

      dummy; but in the great demoralization of the land

      he kept up his appearance. That's backbone. His

      starched collars and got-up shirt-fronts were achieve-

      ments of character. He had been out nearly three

      years; and later, I could not help asking him how he

      managed to sport such linen. He had just the faintest

      blush, and said modestly, 'I've been teaching one of

      the native women about the station. It was difficult.

      She had a distaste for the work.' Thus this man had

      verily accomplished something. And he was devoted

      to his books, which were in apple-pie order.

      "Everything else in the station was in a muddle --

      heads, things, buildings. Strings of dusty niggers with

      splay feet arrived and departed; a stream of manu-

      factured goods, rubbishy cottons, beads, and brass-

      wire set into the depths of darkness, and in return

      came a precious trickle of ivory.

      "I had to wait in the station for ten days -- an

      eternity. I lived in a hut in the yard, but to be out of

      the chaos I would sometimes get into the accountant's

      office. It was built of horizontal planks, and so badly

      put together that, as he bent over his high desk, he

      was barred from neck to heels with narrow strips of

      sunlight. There was no need to open the big shutter to

      see. It was hot there, too; big flies buzzed fiendishly,

      and did not sting, but stabbed. I sat generally on the

      floor, while, of faultless appearance (and even slightly

      scented), perching on a high stool, he wrote, he wrote.

      Sometimes he stood up for exercise. When a truckle-

      bed with a sick man (some invalid agent from up-

      country) was put in there, he exhibited a gentle an-

      noyance. 'The groans of this sick person,' he said,

      'distract my attention. And without that it is ex-

      tremely difficult to guard against clerical errors in

      this climate.'

      "One day he remarked, without lifting his head,

      'In the interior you will no doubt meet Mr. Kurtz.'

      On my asking who Mr. Kurtz was, he said he was a

      first-class agent; and seeing my disappointment at

      this information, he added slowly, laying down his

      pen, 'He is a very remarkable person.' Further ques-

      tions elicited from him that Mr. Kurtz was at present

      in charge of a trading-post, a very important one, in

      the true ivory-country, at 'the very bottom of there.

      Sends in as much ivory as all the others put together

      . .' He began to write again. The sick man was too

      ill to groan. The flies buzzed in a great peace.

      "Suddenly there was a growing murmur of voices

      and a great tramping of feet. A caravan had come in.

      A violent babble of uncouth sounds burst out on the

      other side of the planks. All the carriers were speaking

      together, and in the midst of the uproar the lament-

      able voice of the chief agent was heard 'giving it up'

      tearfully for the twentieth time that day.... He

      rose slowly. 'What a frightful row,' he said. He

      crossed the room gently to look at the sick man, and

      returning, said to me, 'He does not hear.' 'What!

      Dead?' I asked, startled. 'No, not yet,' he answered,

      with great composure. Then, alluding with a toss of

      the head to the tumult in the station-yard, 'When one

      has got to make correct entries, one comes to hate

      those savages -- hate them to the death.' He remained

      thoughtful for a moment. 'When you see Mr. Kurtz'

      he went on, 'tell him from me that everything here' --

      he glanced at the deck -- 'is very satisfactory. I don't

      like to write to him -- with those messengers of ours

      you never know who may get hold of your letter -- at

      that Central Station.' He stared at me for a moment

      with his mild, bulging eyes. 'Oho, he will go far, very

      far,' he began again. 'He will be a somebody in the

      Administration before long. They, above -- the Coun-

      cil in Europe, you know -- mean him to be.'

      "He turned to his work. The noise outside had

      ceased, and presently in going out I stopped at the

      door. In the steady buzz of flies the homeward-bound

      agent was lying flushed and insensible; the other,

      bent over his books, was making correct entries of

      perfectly correct transactions; and fifty feet below the

      doorstep I could see the still treetops of the grove of

      death.

      "Next day I left that station at last, with a caravan

      of sixty men, for a two-hundred-mile tramp.

      "No use telling you much about that. Paths, paths,

      everywhere; a stamped-in network of paths spreading

      over the empty land, through the long grass, through

      burnt grass, through thickets, down and up chilly

      ravines, up and down stony hills ablaze with heat;

      and a solitude, a solitude, nobody, not a hut. The

      population had cleared out a long time ago. Well, if

      a lot of mysterious niggers armed with all kinds of

      fearful weapons suddenly took to travelling on the

      road between Deal and Gravesend, catching the yo-

      kels right and left to carry heavy loads for them, I

      fancy every farm and cottage thereabouts would

      get empty very soon. Only here the dwellings were

      gone, too. Still I passed through several abandoned

      villages. There's something pathetically childish in

      the ruins of grass walls. Day after day, with the stamp

      and shuffle of sixty pair of bare feet behind me, each

      pair under a 60-lb. load. Camp, cook, sleep, strike

      camp, march. Now and then a carrier dead in harness,

      at rest in the long grass near the path, with an empty

      water-gourd and his long staff lying by his side. A

      great silence around and above. Perhaps on some

      quiet night the tremor of far-off drums, sinking, swell-

      ing, a tremor vast, faint; a sound weird, appealing,

      suggestive, and wild -- and perhaps with as profound

      a meaning as the sound of bells in a Christian country.

      Once a white man in an unbuttoned uniform, camping

      on the path with an armed escort of lank Zanzibaris,

      very hospitable and festive -- not to say drunk. Was

      looking after the upkeep of the road, he declared.

      Can't say I saw any road or any upkeep, unless the

      body of a middle-aged negro, with a bullet-ho
    le in the

      forehead, upon which I absolutely stumbled three

      miles farther on, may be considered as a permanent

      improvement. I had a white companion, too, not a bad

      chap, but rather too fleshy and with the exasperating

      habit of fainting on the hot hillsides, miles away from

      the least bit of shade and water. Annoying, you know,

      to hold your own coat like a parasol over a man's

      head while he is coming to. I couldn't help asking him

      once what he meant by coming there at all. 'To make

      money, of course. What do you think?' he said, scorn-

      fully. Then he got fever, and had to be carried in a

      hammock slung under a pole. As he weighed sixteen

      stone I had no end of rows with the carriers. They

      jibbed, ran away, sneaked off with their loads in the

      night -- quite a mutiny. So, one evening, I made a

      speech in English with gestures, not one of which was

      lost to the sixty pairs of eyes before me, and the next

      morning I started the hammock off in front all right.

      An hour afterwards I came upon the whole concern

      wrecked in a bush -- man, hammock, groans, blankets,

      horrors. The heavy pole had skinned his poor nose.

      He was very anxious for me to kill somebody, but

      there wasn't the shadow of a carrier near. I remem-

      bered the old doctor -- 'It would be interesting for

      science to watch the mental changes of individuals, on

      the spot.' I felt I was becoming scientifically interest-

      ing. However, all that is to no purpose. On the fif-

      teenth day I came in sight of the big river again, and

      hobbled into the Central Station. It was on a back

      water surrounded by scrub and forest, with a pretty

      border of smelly mud on one side, and on the three

      others enclosed by a crazy fence of rushes. A ne-

      glected gap was all the gate it had, and the first glance

      at the place was enough to let you see the flabby devil

      was running that show. White men with long staves in

      their hands appeared languidly from amongst the

      buildings, strolling up to take a look at me, and then

      retired out of sight somewhere. One of them, a stout,

      excitable chap with black moustaches, informed me

      with great volubility and many digressions, as soon

      as I told him who I was, that my steamer was at the

      bottom of the river. I was thunderstruck. What, how,

      why? Oh, it was 'all right.' The 'manager himself'

      was there. All quite correct. 'Everybody had behaved

      splendidly! splendidly!' -- 'you must,' he said in agi-

      tation, 'go and see the general manager at once. He is

      waiting!'

      "I did not see the real significance of that wreck at

      once. I fancy I see it now, but I am not sure not at

      all. Certainly the affair was too stupid -- when I think

      of it -- to be altogether natural. Still . . . But at the

      moment it presented itself simply as a confounded

      nuisance. The steamer was sunk. They had started

      two days before in a sudden hurry up the river with

      the manager on board, in charge of some volunteer

      skipper, and before they had been out three hours

      they tore the bottom out of her on stones, and she

      sank near the south bank. I asked myself what I was

      to do there, now my boat was lost. As a matter of fact,

      I had plenty to do in fishing my command out of the

      river. I had to set about it the very next day. That,

      and the repairs when I brought the pieces to the sta-

      tion, took some months.

      "My first interview with the manager was curious.

      He did not ask me to sit down after my twenty-mile

      walk that morning. He was commonplace in com-

      plexion, in feature, in manners, and in voice. He was

      of middle size and of ordinary build. His eyes, of the

      usual blue, were perhaps remarkably cold, and he

      certainly could make his glance fall on one as trench-

      ant and heavy as an axe. But even at these times the

      rest of his person seemed to disclaim the intention.

      Otherwise there was only an indefinable, faint expres-

      sion of his lips, something stealthy -- a smile -- not a

      smile -- I remember it, but I can't explain. It was un-

      conscious, this smile was, though just after he had

      said something it got intensified for an instant. It

      came at the end of his speeches like a seal applied on

      the words to make the meaning of the commonest

      phrase appear absolutely inscrutable. He was a com-

      mon trader, from his youth up employed in these

      parts -- nothing more. He was obeyed, yet he inspired

      neither love nor fear, nor even respect. He inspired

      uneasiness. That was it! Uneasiness. Not a definite

      mistrust -- just uneasiness -- nothing more. You have

     


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