VIII
Lingard's soul was exalted by his talk with Mrs. Travers, by the strainof incertitude and by extreme fatigue. On returning on board he askedafter Hassim and was told that the Rajah and his sister had gone off intheir canoe promising to return before midnight. The boats sent to scoutbetween the islets north and south of the anchorage had not come backyet. He went into his cabin and throwing himself on the couch closed hiseyes thinking: "I must sleep or I shall go mad."
At times he felt an unshaken confidence in Mrs. Travers--then heremembered her face. Next moment the face would fade, he would make aneffort to hold on to the image, fail--and then become convinced withoutthe shadow of a doubt that he was utterly lost, unless he let all thesepeople be wiped off the face of the earth.
"They all heard that man order me out of his ship," he thought, andthereupon for a second or so he contemplated without flinching the luridimage of a massacre. "And yet I had to tell her that not a hair of herhead shall be touched. Not a hair."
When he sat up, almost before he was properly awake, his first alarmedconviction was that he had slept the night through. There was a light inthe cuddy and through the open door of his cabin he saw distinctly Mrs.Travers pass out of view across the lighted space.
"They did come on board after all," he thought--"how is it I haven'tbeen called!"
He darted into the cuddy. Nobody! Looking up at the clock in theskylight he was vexed to see it had stopped till his ear caught thefaint beat of the mechanism. It was going then! He could not have beenasleep more than ten minutes. He had not been on board more than twenty!
This was Jorgenson's letter written three days before and entrusted toHassim. Lingard had read it already twice, but he turned up the lamp alittle higher and sat down to read it again. On the red shield above hishead the gilt sheaf of thunderbolts darting between the initials of hisname seemed to be aimed straight at the nape of his neck as he sat withbared elbows spread on the table, poring over the crumpled sheets. Theletter began:
Hassim and Immada are going out to-night to look for you. You are behindyour time and every passing day makes things worse.
Ten days ago three of Belarab's men, who had been collecting turtles'eggs on the islets, came flying back with a story of a ship stranded onthe outer mudflats. Belarab at once forbade any boat from leaving thelagoon. So far good. There was a great excitement in the village. Ijudge it must be a schooner--probably some fool of a trader. However,you will know all about her when you read this. You may say I mighthave pulled out to sea to have a look for myself. But besides Belarab'sorders to the contrary, which I would attend to for the sake of example,all you are worth in this world, Tom, is here in the Emma, under myfeet, and I would not leave my charge even for half a day. Hassimattended the council held every evening in the shed outside Belarab'sstockade. That holy man Ningrat was for looting that vessel. Hassimreproved him saying that the vessel probably was sent by you becauseno white men were known to come inside the shoals. Belarab backed upHassim. Ningrat was very angry and reproached Belarab for keeping him,Ningrat, short of opium to smoke. He began by calling him "O! son,"and ended by shouting, "O! you worse than an unbeliever!" There was ahullabaloo. The followers of Tengga were ready to interfere and youknow how it is between Tengga and Belarab. Tengga always wanted to oustBelarab, and his chances were getting pretty good before you turned upand armed Belarab's bodyguard with muskets. However, Hassim stopped thatrow, and no one was hurt that time. Next day, which was Friday, Ningratafter reading the prayers in the mosque talked to the people outside. Hebleated and capered like an old goat, prophesying misfortune, ruin, andextermination if these whites were allowed to get away. He is mad butthen they think him a saint, and he had been fighting the Dutch foryears in his young days. Six of Belarab's guard marched down the villagestreet carrying muskets at full cock and the crowd cleared out. Ningratwas spirited away by Tengga's men into their master's stockade. If itwas not for the fear of you turning up any moment there would have beena party-fight that evening. I think it is a pity Tengga is not chiefof the land instead of Belarab. A brave and foresighted man, howevertreacherous at heart, can always be trusted to a certain extent. One cannever get anything clear from Belarab. Peace! Peace! You know his fad.And this fad makes him act silly. The peace racket will get him into arow. It may cost him his life in the end. However, Tengga does not feelhimself strong enough yet to act with his own followers only and Belarabhas, on my advice, disarmed all villagers. His men went into the housesand took away by force all the firearms and as many spears as theycould lay hands on. The women screamed abuse of course, but there was noresistance. A few men were seen clearing out into the forest with theirarms. Note this, for it means there is another power beside Belarab's inthe village: the growing power of Tengga.
tending I did not care I smiled and thanked Tengga forgiving me warning of his intentions about me and the Emma. At this henearly choked himself with his betel quid and fixing me with his littleeyes, muttered: "Even a lizard will give a fly the time to say itsprayers." I turned my back on him and was very thankful to get beyondthe throw of a spear. I haven't been out of the Emma since.