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    John Berryman

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      I fancy you might stand

      And your eyes, even your hair

      Stay to reward that skill.

      Tonight I will do: patience

      Rule my long love and guide

      The wild nerves when they start.

      But something will have died

      From me if I look once

      There and restrain my heart.

      Cambridge

      1937

      Meditation

      I

      The clouds before the sun when the sun rose

      Perform their thoughtless promise, summer rain

      Filling the morning falls about the house.

      River’s resentment to its natural gain

      Is reconciled; communications close

      To the town, muffled, and the sentinel strain

      Of solitude is taken by the ground

      Together with half of light and all of sound:

      Asylum thus for memory and praise.

      II

      Uncircumscribed in an August prison

      The eye of the mind travels among its past,

      Seeing an anxious now; this without plan

      But perfect apprehension. Being chaste

      It finds simple and strange mostly the moon

      Directing loss, generation into waste

      Four hundred miles hence and the fluent blood

      That never knew an evil from a good

      Or heard among the springing corn the sun.

      III

      Elegy that way. The intelligent eye

      Is tourist here and passes on, pausing

      Now with delight upon the symmetry

      And energetic poise of a grey wing

      In Channel flight against a heavy sky,

      Bearing like feathers the weight and end of Spring

      To scattered home, indicating but this:

      The texture of grey flight, analysis

      Left dazzled on the shore hungry and dry.

      IV

      Next remains to the mind, of all those loud

      Merciless laughing boys but one who knows

      Too the continual drive of craft. The crowd

      In classroom and on field, time cannot choose

      But give a humorous aspect; we allowed

      Last night however in our distant news

      No compromise, five years and sea apart.

      I thought upon, with sickness at my heart,

      The many foundered and a few the proud.

      V

      And now the eye breaks out to open light

      Beyond cloud, where the source it can maintain:

      That constant sensibility which by night

      Exerts content upon my head, my brain

      Invests with careful patience and my sight

      By day teaches a singular discipline.

      Hers is the obscure laurel, the steady love

      Which will not qualify before the grave,

      Hers integral and passionate delight.

      VI

      The uncontrollable eye spins in the year,

      A curious harvest brings. Pieces of bread

      At twilight on a Dublin quay, and fear;

      The clenched lip, a wrinkle on the forehead

      Of hanging Christ; the eye sees everywhere

      Indestructible evidence of dread,

      In apples as in smiles, horrible both.

      But generosity upon her mouth

      Levels all torment in an actual tear.

      VII

      Million kaleidoscope: gesture of hand

      Whose white invisible hairs are dangerous

      Men, whose wrist intends frontier assault and

      Rapture; the rain silent beyond the house;

      The kernel being stripped of its tough rind

      Bitters in air; deserted walls for us

      One afternoon a lovely shelter, soft

      Grass where a floor had been, and when she laughed

      The sound could make a shelter for the mind.

      VIII

      Items to make a history. Most I stare

      Upon the sign of our precaution, now

      Symbol of some defeat. For a career

      Before it began ends; and she, although

      She wanted nothing, wants in the young air

      New breath for heritage we have let go.

      Her secret loss assures that he is dead

      Who could not know his dark restricted bed

      And what horizons have been tested there.

      Cambridge

      13 August 1937

      Sanctuary

      An evening faultless interval when

      Blood ran crescendo in the brain

      And time lay as a poem clear

      Falls from me now; a friend is gone

      Who taught my anger opaque air,

      Is all but lost in time; few things remain.

      The insolent look a woman gave

      Casually from a door one day

      Leaves me not, on the other hand;

      Strange stigmata to our grave,

      Indiscriminate as the wind,

      We carry, with our bones they will decay.

      The sky and sea are one in the night,

      No eye can make distinction where

      Eye is contained, eye subject is

      To eyelid, even the pawn of light:

      But panthers explain parenthesis

      Upon their prey and sate all hunger there.

      Certainty shall not touch my tongue.

      And yet I hold, I have in mind

      That this our love will stay for us:

      Instructed by the years, belong

      Obdurate and anonymous

      A sanctuary eye among the blind.

      The Trial

      The oxen gone, the house is fallen where

      Our sons stood, and the wine is spilt, and skew

      Among the broken walls the servants are

      Except who comes across the scorching field

      Historian. But where the wind is from

      That struck the mansion, great storms having failed,

      No man can say. What wilderness remains?

      Prosperous generations, scythe in hand,

      Mapped the continents, murdered, built latrines.

      Intellectual sores raven among

      The faithful organs, corrupting from within;

      To scrape them but the fastidious tongue.

      Perforce we sit among the ashes, not

      By will. We have no friends who come to pray,

      Cannot discover what disaster brought:

      Ignorant who commanded grass to burn

      Like Spanish altars, we can scarcely say

      Let the day perish wherein we were born.

      1937

      Night and the City

      Two men sat by a stone in what dim place

      Ravelled with flares in darkness they could find,

      Considering death. The older man’s face

      Hollowed the hope out in the young man’s mind,

      Ribbed it with constant agony and pause

      Where conversation multiplied. The air,

      Ironic, took their talk of time and cause

      Up to indifferent walls and left it there.

      Political grammarians gave this

      Their scrupulous attention but they saw

      Terms dwindle from the eye and emphasis

      Whistle on wind: they stared upon the law

      While worms in books held carnival and ate

      And slept and spurred their nightmares to the post.

      Speechless murderous men abroad on great

      Thoroughfares found the virgin and the lost.

      Night now was ever upon the world-city.

      Dogs struck as from inhuman dawn, they fled

      Down arrogant apartments to the sea

      And soon forgot among the swollen dead

      Their genuine excitement when the rush

      And rack of their masters fell into dance,

      Ignorant sleep but a skeleton hush,

      A sterile choreography for penance.


      These also they discussed by the flat stone

      Where sacrifice had failed; and where were those

      Who in the first hysterical days had gone,

      Where Matthew and where Alan, where the pose

      John Grahame set against a vicious tide,

      Or if they were at all still. And slim peace

      Preserved the two a time but all their pride

      Shrivelled in these abstract civilities.

      The barriers were down, they fell afraid

      On knees could not remember any smile

      For godhead, their teeth appeared and they prayed

      Desperate to eventual stars while

      Technicians in high windows parried the dark.

      They blinked and said ‘Supreme predicament

      Justifies our despair, but the dogs bark.’

      Under the lights their colour came and went:

      Mexican subtlety glittered in the cheek

      And Roman distance sentried in their eyes,

      A sun on arid plains lifted that bleak

      Black bridge of nose, historical blood cries

      Faster in the spinning veins, faster for some

      Inscrutable haven from the willed light,

      The lips for a dignity to be dumb,

      The antique heart finally for the night.

      Nineteen Thirty-Eight

      Across the frontiers of the helpless world

      The great planes swarm, the carriers of death,

      Germs in the healthy body of the air,

      And blast our cities where we stand in talk

      By doomed and comfortable fires.

      In Asia famous tombs were opened so

      And celebrated ancestors walked out

      Into the carnage of the Rising Sun,

      That horrible light upon a daughter cast,

      The new language in the torn streets.

      There was a city where the people danced,

      Simple and generous, traditional.

      Suddenly the music stopped. Shooting

      Began. Some of the living call the dead

      Of the Third Reich the lucky ones.

      Terror accumulated in September

      Until the island Dove divided up

      A southern ally for the Eagle’s feast,

      And trembled as the Eagle fed, knowing

      The gratitude of appetite.

      What was a civil war this year but strangers

      Overhead, guns at sea, and foreign guns

      And foreign squadrons in the plundered town?

      A Spaniard learnt that any time is time

      For German or Italian doom.

      Survivors, lean and daring and black men,

      Lurked in the hills. The villages were gone,

      The land given to rape and colonists.

      They slept with hunger in the hills and got

      Legends of their deliverance.

      The winter sky is fatal wings. What voice

      Will spare the aged and the dying year?

      His blood is on all thresholds, bodies found

      Swollen in swollen rivers point their fingers:

      Criminal, to stand as warning.

      The Curse

      Cedars and the westward sun.

      The darkening sky. A man alone

      Watches beside the fallen wall

      The evening multitudes of sin

      Crowd in upon us all.

      For when the light fails they begin

      Nocturnal sabotage among

      The outcast and the loose of tongue,

      The lax in walk, the murderers:

      Our twilight universal curse.

      Children are faultless in the wood,

      Untouched. If they are later made

      Scandal and index to their time,

      It is that twilight brings for bread

      The faculty of crime.

      Only the idiot and the dead

      Stand by, while who were young before

      Wage insolent and guilty war

      By night within that ancient house,

      Immense, black, damned, anonymous.

      Ceremony and Vision

      I

      The weather in the drawing-room

      I left at that time and came into

      A region of exceptional clarity.

      Sea was the way. Wind took away

      The odour of their trained and railway talk

      And several varieties of julep.

      Sea was the way. Going, I forgot

      Of large brown bodies on the bankrupt sand

      The quarrels. I forgot them all

      And how a summer foaming by

      Will surf our footing out, where are

      No records, where the winter tides begin.

      II

      Their papers were complete. Nevertheless

      Blue progression could terrify

      Cartographers upon the beach.

      Depending on that magnanimity

      As web and flies, the elder learnt

      Water takes down away its débris.

      For with what skill who can transport

      Around or through the fabulous windows

      Of the skull their tall machines?

      He paced and could not get aboard

      Whose footprints are his shame

      When the salt lapse uncovers them like crime.

      III

      That country is not famous for its clouds

      Although its clouds are famous.

      They pass among the swans and pride.

      Too they are white capitals,

      The pilgrim architecture coming in

      Tenderly on that shore.

      Sea was the way without history

      But depth. The sea’s surpassing surfaces

      An amateur saw curl and saw return

      Constellation. Among whose despair

      Moves a delicate legend, as in grass

      The antelope who soon will lie and die there.

      from Poems [1942]

      TO BHAIN CAMPBELL

      1911–1940

      I told a lie once in a verse. I said

      I said I said I said ‘The heart will mend,

      Body will break and mend, the foam replace

      For even the unconsolable his taken friend.’

      This is a lie. I had not been here then.

      The Dangerous Year

      Thus far, to March, into the dangerous year

      We have come safely with our children, friends,

      Parents, the unfamiliar crowd, and stare

      To make out the intentions of that man

      Who is our Man of Fear.

      We have come safely. In a frontier brawl

      A few men coughed who will not cough again,

      Slaughter goes on in China, refugees call

      For aid; but these things are remote, they can

      Touch us scarcely at all.

      We are secure behind the Northern Ocean.

      Whatever folly we commit is blest

      Beforehand by the god Exaggeration

      Who is our genius—the advancing good

      Simply to be in motion.

      Strangers we do not trust, or wish would leave.

      Communication has not made us one

      As yet, we hope, with foreigners who live

      Upon their nerves, perpetually ready

      To triumph or to grieve.

      Our factories and homes, the man next door,

      Our dear upholstered memories, are safe,

      We think. The situation is a bore,

      But we have the Atlantic to safeguard us:

      No plane can reach our shore.

      The car is still upon the road, we say.

      What road? Where will you sleep tomorrow night?

      Where are the maps that you had yesterday?

      By whose direction are you moving now?

      The light is thin and grey.

      It’s time to see the frontiers as they are,

      Fiction, but a fiction meaning blood,

      Meaning a one world and a violent car.

     
    It’s time to think about the weekend, think

      Whether the road is war.

      Time to forget the crimson and the green

      Tinsel upon the Christmas tree, the lake

      Shining with summer friends where you have been.

      Let all that fade, for you are come upon

      The shifting of the scene.

      Forget the crass hope of a world restored

      To dignity and unearned dividends.

      Admit, admit that now the ancient horde

      Loosed from the labyrinth of your desire

      Is coming as you feared.

      Courage is not enough, but you must find

      Courage, or nothing else can do you good.

      It’s time to see how far you have been blind

      And try to prop your lids apart before

      The midnight of the mind.

      New York

      1 March 1939

      River Rouge, 1932

      Snow on the ground. A day in March.

      Uncomprehending faces move

      Toward the machines by which they live,

      Locked; not in anger but in hunger march.

      Who gave the order on the wall?

      Women are there but not in love.

      Who was the first to fall?

      Their simple question and their need

      Ignored, men on their shoulders lift

      The loudest man on the night shift

      To shout into the plant their winter need.

      Who gave the order on the wall?

      The barbed wire and the guns aloft.

      Who was the first to fall?

      Snow on the bloody ground. Men break

      And run and women scream as though

      They dreamt a dream human snow

      And human audience, but now they wake.

      Who gave the order on the wall?

      Remember a day in March and snow.

      Who was the first to fall?

      Communist

      ‘O tell me of the Russians, Communist, my son!

      Tell me of the Russians, my honest young man!’

      ‘They are moving for the people, mother; let me alone,

      For I’m worn out with reading and want to lie down.’

      ‘But what of the Pact, the Pact, Communist, my son?

      What of the Pact, the Pact, my honest young man?’

      ‘It was necessary, mother; let me alone,

      For I’m worn out with reading and want to lie down.’

      ‘Why are they now in Poland, Communist, my son?

      Why are they now in Poland, my honest young man?’

      ‘For the people of Poland, mother; let me alone,

      For I’m worn out with reading and want to lie down.’

      ‘But what of the Baltic States, Communist, my son?

     


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