“I almost forgot, Zander,” Ms. Fjord said, tapping the side of her head to signal forgetfulness. “I received some great news yesterday about your application. It’s not official yet, but a friend of mine on the committee told me that you’ve been selected as the winner of the Young Beekeeper Award.”
“What? Really?!” An enormous smile was plastered across Zander’s bandaged face. He impulsively hugged Ms. Fjord, almost lifting her off the ground. “Thank you, thank you!”
“It wasn’t me,” she said, laughing. “It was you, Zander. You did all the work—you deserve it. I’m so proud of you. And I’m happy for the honeybees, too.”
“Looks like you’ll have your own hive soon,” Gia said to Zander, patting his back. “As long as there are people like you around, the honeybees have a chance.”
“Yes,” I added, “but no Twizzler is safe.”
GIA
We’d hiked for an hour when I paused, sniffing the air. My sense of smell was back. I leaned against a rock, unshouldered my pack, and pulled out a water bottle. “Want some?” I asked Gia.
She took it and drank deeply.
“How much did you know?” I asked her.
She handed the bottle back to me, raised a quizzical eyebrow.
“You know what I mean,” I said. “The fight outside Leo’s, the train derailment, even hiring Talal in the first place. You know things before they happen.”
Gia shrugged. “It’s hard to explain.”
“Try,” I said.
“I always loved nature.” She leaned back and opened her arms wide. “It’s always been my happy place, ever since I was a little girl. But that day with the bees, when I got stung so many times …
“Something in me changed that day.”
She fell silent, head tilted to the ground. After a long pause, she looked back up at me. “Sometimes I can feel events coming together. Most aspects about the future are blank, just darkness and silence. It’s not like I can predict when we’re going to have a math quiz.”
“What about me?”
“You?” Gia smiled. “I could foresee our paths converging. Maybe that’s just a girl thing.”
“Intuition,” I said.
Gia smiled. “Like the queen bee said, it all connects.”
I looked around. We were on a loop trail in a small forest preserve. I’d never been to this place before, though it was only a long bike ride from my house. Maybe Gia knew where we were going all along—I couldn’t be sure.
“Gia Demeter,” I said. “That’s an interesting name.”
“I’m glad you think so.”
I said, “Demeter is a name in Greek mythology—she’s a goddess of the earth. She created winter, or so the story goes, by grieving the absence of her daughter, Persephone.”
“You’ve done your homework,” Gia said. “It was also said that she had the power to give life after death to those who learn her mysteries.”
“The name Gia threw me,” I said. “Then I stumbled upon Gaia, the great mother of all, according to Greek myth.”
“Interesting,” Gia said. She took another swig of water.
“You like this place, don’t you?”
“I love it,” she answered, raising her eyes to take in the tall trees. “I feel connected to the earth in a deep way.”
“I can see that.”
She sat beside me on the rock. “The Japanese have an expression, shinrin-yoku. It means ‘forest bathing.’ I believe in it.”
“Like sunbathing?”
“Exactly,” she said. “The idea is that it’s healthy to spend time in the forest, surrounded by the natural world. Forests are magical places.”
Two birds swooped overhead, darting into the branches. Not drones, not spies, but real birds.
“Cave swallows, I think,” Gia identified them, again seeming to read my thoughts. “Not from around here, but climate change affects us all.”
“I wish I knew you before … you know, this.”
I nodded, looking away. “This isn’t who I really am.”
Gia laughed, one short burst: “Ha! That’s ridiculous, Adrian. Nobody knows who they really are! It’s a journey. We discover ourselves along the way.”
“Yeah, but…”
“Nature adapts,” Gia said. “Nature survives. The earth is something worth fighting for, just like you.”
“Thanks,” I said, hoisting up my pack. “You ready?”
“Almost,” Gia said.
She placed her hand on my chest, leaned in, and pressed her lips to mine.
“Sweet Adrian,” she said.
I felt the sting from her fingertips. A short, sharp injection, followed by a tingling sensation. Blood pumping in and out, in and out.
Tu-tump, tu-tump, tu-tump.
A magical thrum.
My heartbeat.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Special thanks to Jen Ford—for help with the bees. And to my oldest son, Nicholas, who read and commented and cautioned me throughout the process. The fine work of Bill McKibben, both in his writing and in his activism, has long been an inspiration and source of light. And to my editor, Liz Szabla, who let this book happen in its own sweet, agonizing time. I began taking notes, writing scenes, and sketching character studies back in 2010. Liz has encouraged me unfailingly throughout, including during the long silences of rumination and self-doubt. This book doesn’t happen without Liz.
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CONTENTS
Title Page
Copyright Notice
Dedication
Epigraph
Mirror, Mirror
How I Died
Drink Plenty of Fluids
Our Super-Normal Dinner
Middle School Blues
Zander Donnelly
Trouble in P.E.
Sticks and Stones
The Girl Who Could Read Minds
Dead Bat on the Side of the Road
Fight
Not Really
Actually
Hamburgers and Gas Masks
Talal Mirwani, Private Eye
Drone Above
Morning Announcements
Talal Clues Me In
Under a Hologram Sky
Gia’s Story
A New Day, a New Me
Tin Man
Crows
Hive Mind
Daryl Bites Back
Zander’s Revenge
; Man with a Thin White Scar
Kristoff and Kalvin
The Hunger
Setting the Trap
A Real, Flesh-Eating Zombie
Talal Pays a Visit
Then, Suddenly, Gone
A Secret Revealed
When It Rains
Fire
By the Clear Morning Light
Gia
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Copyright
Text copyright © 2017 by James Preller. Illustrations © 2017 by Andrew Arnold.
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First hardcover edition, 2017
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