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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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    OF THAT SHIELD THE PYRAMID THE EGYPTIANS UNDERSTOOD

      WAS THAT EXACT PRISM OF LIGHT ENERGY THEY CD ONLY

      REPRODUCE IN STONE SUCH EXACT STRUCTURING IN QUARTZ WD

      HAVE MADE THEM MASTERS OF THE WORLD THE SUN KING AKHNATON

      DID THIS HE HAD MADE IN ROCK CRYSTAL 15 METERS HIGH

      SUCH A PYRAMID EVEN THO ALAS A FRACTIONAL

      MILLIMETER WRONG ITS GLOW WAS SEEN IN MINOAN SKIES

      UNDER THEBES TODAY IS THE MELTED LAKE OF HIS JEWEL

      What went wrong?

      THE PINNACLE POINTED CAPSTONE THRUOUT A YEAR POLISHD

      BY 1500 SLAVES WAS AT LAST LIFTED INTO PLACE

      AT NIGHT GREAT CRANES GROAND & HE WATCHD SO INTENSELY THRILLD HIS

      PHYSICIANS FED HIM OPIUM EACH HOUR THEY THEN WITHDREW

      B4 DAWN ON BARGES DECORATED WITH MINIATURE

      PYRAMIDS OF DIAMOND & DAWN BROKE A TOTAL SLOW

      SKYFILLING LIGHT BEGAN THE PEOPLE FELL ON THEIR FACES

      HE STOOD UPON HIS JEWELD BARGE WHILE DIAMONDS GLARED &

      SPLINTERD THE PYRAMID EVEN AS WE DID ROSE&FELL

      A GLORIOUS END AKHNATON & HIS QUEEN CUT THEIR WRISTS

      INTO THE CRIMSON WATERS & THEIR BARGE SANK

      And if he’d measured correctly?

                  EARTH IN FLAMES

      THERA ON A DIRECT NORTHERN LINE ERUPTED MINOA

      PERISHD IN EGYPT THE CALM EYE OF THE ATOM ALONE

      THE PYRAMID & JEWELS ON THE BARGES EXPLODED

      2 DIAMONDS CLOSER TO EXACTITUDE MADE A LIGHT

      STRONGER THAN ALL COMBIND & THESE 2 MEASURED ONE 7TH

      OF A MILLIMETER THEBES WAS ABANDOND NOT DESTROYD

      THE DESERT ONCE FERTILIZABLE WAS 1200 YEARS

      QUITE BARREN & THIS BUT FOR THOSE 2 LITTLE DIAMONDS

      MIND U WAS HARDLY A FULL DRESS NUCLEAR EXPLOSION

      Which leads Them to the work. I am to measure

      My own pyramid—don’t ask me how.

      Numerals 1 through 0 will POINT THE WAY

      Moved by their narrative as by their may

      I call it faith that we will somewhere put

      Everything they tell to brilliant use,

      We promise gravely to give all we can.

      WE TOO WILL GIVE WHAT WE CAN WE WANT WHAT HAS IN FACT BEEN

      25 YEARS IN PREPARATION WE FIRST CALLD U THEN NOW

      U ARE READY YR LIVES ARE POLISHD HOISTED INTO PLACE

      JM DJ YOU ARE OUR CRYSTAL RECEIVE US WE ARE

      YR LIGHT THE 10 NUMBERS ARE YR MEASURE OURS WAS 14

      MES ENFANTS HOW MADDENING I MUST HAVE BEEN

      TO MY INTELLIGENT FRIENDS LOUROS POOR DEAR

      (Her doctor) TRYING TO EXPLAIN ONE HOT

      EVENING MY RADIATION TREATMENTS I

      BEGGED HIM STOP BORING ME WHEN HE DID NOT

      I SPILT MY COFFEE ON HIS LONDON SUIT

      DJ: Maria, did you know? THAT I WAS

      Pause. I KNEW The cup appears to pull

      Itself together. BUT COULD NOT LET FEAR SHOW

      (FEAR MY SLEAZY SLIP COULEUR DE PEAU)

      YOU DJ WHO FEAR SO MUCH & CRAVE

      THE COMFORT WE LOVE GIVING DONT FORGET

      LIFE TERRIFIES ALL ALL BUT THE UTTER FOOLS

      But you’re…not living, and still terrified.

      OF THEM AS U ARE I HAVE MORE TO LOSE

      Literally? I BELIEVE SO THEY CAN USE

      FI Censorship.

       Oh really, not again!

      (Cantabile) SHE HAS LEFT A MINOR CRISIS

      Who’s this? MES CHERS ONLY YR OLD Ah, Ephraim,

      Are we making trouble for Maman?

      She said that They could use fire—is it true?

      & ROUND U IN A WIDE CHARMED CIRCLE WHO

      DO U THINK STAND READY TO EXTINGUISH IT

      EPHRAIM & MAYA HANS & MARIUS

      WHA & CHESTER ALL OF US

      SO SHOW YR METTLE U ARE BIG BOYS NOW

      We gulp, and hope that Wystan has not seen

      Our panic. Do these talks repel him? GREEN

      MY DEARS WITH ENVY I COULD CURSE MY HIGH

      ANGLICAN PRINCIPLES IN OXFORD DAYS

      THE TABLES TAPPED OUT MANY A SMART OR EERIE

      RHYTHM UNTIL OUR POLITICS TOOK OVER

      THEN THE ABSORBING LOVES & THEN THE DREARY

      WASH CONFESSION DONT U SEE THE CHURCH

      MY DEARS THE DREARY DREARY DEAD BANG WRONG

      CHURCH & ALL THOSE YEARS I COULD HAVE HELD

      HANDS ON TEACUPS I AM RIVETED

      BUT NOT INCLUDED MIGHT ONE JOIN MM

      AT YOUR SEANCE Oh please! You’d raise the level

      Enormously—of course it’s up to Them.

      NOT AT ALL IT SHALL BE ORDERD AS THE SCRIBE DESIRES

      2

      Bethinking us of bargains with the devil,

      What, I wonder, do we stand to lose

      Or gain? Faust got his youth back—or was it life

      Eternal? Was there ever a real Faust?

      And how does one go about getting life eternal?

      NOT FAUST MY BOY IT WD SEEM THESE CREATURES ARE

      MORE LIKE INFORMATION BANKS TO TAP

      NO NEED TO SIGN AWAY THE SOUL Dear Wystan,

      Dead or alive, a mine of sense. Our school’s

      New kindergarten teacher shows concurrence

      By passing out this kit of tiny tools:

      : ‘ . ( ! ) — , / ?

      Now someone’s talking. The halfmoon of bare

      Board between our numbers and our letters

      Resembles a work-space for paper dolls.

      Wee scoops, tacks, tweezers, awl and buttonhook,

      Comma doubling as apostrophe

      And dash as hyphen—tinkering symbols known

      Not in themselves, but through effects on tone.

      The character who supplies them, by that token

      Distinguishes himself from who has spoken

      Up to now, and strikes a note we’ve missed,

      Clerkly but eager, glad to be with us—

      Young lab assistant, or cub journalist

      Thrilled by his first big scoop, yet not above

      Enhancing revelation with the odd

      Parenthesis or restful period.

      Is it still Bezel— I can’t say that name

      But you know who I mean: are you the same?

      2.1

      I HAVE A NUMBER: 741 ONE (U HAVE UNDERSTOOD)

      OF A FIGURATIVELY NUMBERLESS HOST WE ARE NOT

      AT ALL TIMES THE SAME INTELLIGENCE 40070

      SPOKE YESTERDAY

      He was fascinating, but that martinet

      Barging in on us the other night—

      40076 HE VEXD U HE WILL

      NOT RETURN

      DJ: You haven’t punished him! I sometimes

      Feel that your whole world is so inhuman.

      WE DO NOT REGULATE WE ARE MESSENGERS

      NOTHING MORE WE ARE ORDERD, THEN WE SLEEP ARE U AT EASE?

      POINTER PERHAPS SLOWER? WE MUST BE COMFORTABLE, NO?

      TEACH ME I AM THE PUPIL TODAY TELL ME OF…MANNERS?

      Now you shame us. We tell you? We who’ve been

      Remote and rude—but vexed more by our slowness

      Than by your discipline.

      YR VOICE IS SWEET And your pace gentle.

      THESE LESSONS ASK A BLEST ENVIRONMENT

      IF WE WORK WELL TOGETHER I CAN AGAIN BE SUMMOND

      MES ENFANTS THIS NEW ONE IS A DOVE

      You can’t mean—ONLY BY COMPARISON:

      THE LANDLORDS WHO CAME UPCOUNTRY FROM THE CITY

      SCREAMING
    ORDERS NOW GET THE WORK DONE

      BY MURMURING THE DIALECT

           MY DEARS

      TOO DIZZY MAKING AT THE FEET OF 1

      2 3 FOURTEEN ENORMOUS VAMPIRE BATS

      SO LIKE ONE’S EARLIEST SENSE OF GOTHIC DECOR

      MAY I? THE FAUST LEGEND IS AN OLD ONE BASED UPON FACT:

      GOD B SENT 8002 TO POPE INNOCENT VI

      WITH INSTRUCTIONS TO END A PLAGUE THE POPE MADE A BARGAIN:

      IMMORTAL LIFE WHICH DISPLEASD GOD BIOLOGY SINCE DEATH

      IS PRODUCTIVE. INNOCENT GIVEN THE POWER TO BLESS

      AWAY THE PLAGUE (BY SIMPLY TELLING THEM TO BOIL WATER)

      HE USED IT. IT BECAME HIS IMMORTALITY THEN AS

      HE LAY COMPLAINING & DYING HE CURSED ALL BARGAINS WITH

      THE DEVIL THIS CURSE RETOLD SPREAD FAR BEYOND AVIGNON

      ENDING WHAT IN EUROPE HAD BEEN A THRIVING PAGANISM

      JM: I think I see where this is meant

      To lead us—clever! Faust was Innocent.

      INDEED A CERTIFIED PRIEST HIS LEGEND WAS NO LEGEND

      XTIANITY MADE AN EVIL OF WHAT ONCE HAD BEEN NOT

      BARGAINS BUT RITES, PRAYERS PRAYD & ANSWERD. IN SHORT THOSE CURES

      Made for an immortality, if not

      Quite the real thing. Which no one ever got?

      5 DID: LADUMAN SORIVA RACHEL TORRO & VON

      Von what? Just Von? OK, OK, go on.

      THESE HAVE LIVED CENTURIES & LIVE TODAY HELDOVER LIVES

      NOT IN THE SCHEME U KNOW OF THE 9 STAGES. REMAINING

      AWARE OF IT ALL, KNOWING THE FRUITLESSNESS OF SPEAKING

      OF THEIR KNOWLEDGE, THEY RETURN TO EARTH CHARGED WITH ENERGY

      BEYOND THE NORM EXAMPLE: HE WHO WAS MONTEZUMA

      NOW AN E GERMAN ASTROPHYSICIST, AT 30 LEADS

      HIS FIELD IN THE STUDY OF IN-SPACE RADIANT POWERS

      That last bit sounds at least potentially

      Scientific. Shouldn’t we hear more?

      JUST AS U WISH U HAVE NOT ASKD ABOUT THE UNIVERSE

      And, adding that tomorrow he’ll return

      To brief us on the subject, leaves

      —With fourteen others, Wystan, did you say?

      & MY DEAR THE HEAT! THEY GLOW LIKE FRANKLIN STOVES

      IN REDEYED MEMORY OF THEIR ORDEAL

      Any sign yet of the sons of Abel?

      TOO SOON THESE I PRESUME ARE THE CLERK TYPISTS

      OR IN YR WORDS THE BOBS THE FURNACE MEN

      I WD SUGGEST U BEAR DOWN FANCY NOT

      ASKING ABOUT THE UNIVERSE! See how Wystan’s

      Intellect begins to light the way.

      A COMFORT MON ENFANT BUT KEEPS HIS THROAT

      PROTECTED JUST IN CASE ALORS OFF GOES

      MAMAN TO CHANGE INTO SOMETHING LESS SCORCHED

      ASK TOMORROW ABOUT UFO’S

      2.2

      THE UNIVERSE: IT IS OUR NEIGHBOR WE DO NOT CONTROL

      OR FULLY KNOW ITS REACHES THERE4 OUR USE OF EXTRA-

      LIFE SOULS FOR RESEARCH LIKE MONTEZUMA WHO NOW BELIEVES

      WE RACE FOR ORDER UNDER ORDERS TO SAVE THE GREENHOUSE.

      THE STARS HAVE PATTERNS & SPEAK TO A PART OF OUR ORDERS.

      NOT UNLIKE THE HOLES IN COMPUTERIZED CARD RESPONSES

      MUCH TURNS ON THEIR ARRANGEMENT MONTHLY AS U KNOW IT BY

      CENTURY & MILLENIUM AS WE DO A NEW HOLE?

      A GAP? A NEW ARRANGEMENT FOR US: WE READ A VAST CARD

      U SEE SIDEWAYS DIMLY FLASHING

      The Milky Way? YES & READJUST: SPEEDS

      OF ROTATION ORBIT ANGLES POLAR CAP DENSITIES

      & HAVE GROWN TO FEEL GOD B’S GREENHOUSE RELATED, ITSELF

      A HOLE IN A COMPUTER CARD FOR OTHER GREENHOUSES

      WITHIN OUR UNIVERSE & AT OUR SAME RATE OF ADVANCE:

      WE WD HAVE DETECTED A SUPERSYSTEM OR IT US

      IN DANTE THE VISION WAS STARLIKE AS HE LOOKD INTO

      THE ATOM’S EYE HE SAW THE POTENTIAL OF PARADISE

      JM: Ah. This refers

      To that uncanny shining tininess

      Ringed with decelerating zones of light

      (Paradiso XXVIII) on which, says Beatrice,

      The heavens and all nature are dependent.

      ELECTRONICS, BY NOW QUITE ADVANCED THANKS TO COMMERCE’S

      PASSION FOR COMMUNICATIONS, TELLS U THERE ARE SIGNALS.

      THESE WE HAVE LONG HEARD & EVEN THESE CAME TO DANTE A

      KIND OF MUSIC HE PERSONIFIED IN FEMALE FORM &

      UP INTO THE TUSCAN HILLS FOLLOWD & LOST WHEREUPON

      HE SANK FAINTING TO HIS KNEES. WE SENT 80098

      So Ephraim’s version of the Comedy’s

      Origin isn’t wholly accurate.

      CALL IT A SATELLITE TRUTH THAT ORBITS THE ESSENTIAL.

      DANTE’S STRENGTH & THAT OF HIS TIME WAS FIERCE CREDULITY

      ALL POSSIBLE GOOD & EVIL WRESTLING REDEEMING LOVE

      & AWSOME VISION DREAM, FACT & EXPERIENCE WERE ONE.

      THOSE SIGNALS? THE UNIVERSAL WIND RATTLING HEAVEN’S DOOR:

      UP FROM THIS BEAT SWARMD DANTE’S POETRY HE HEARD IT &

      WE THRU HIM HEARD FOR THE 1ST TIME & RECOGNIZED AS TRUE

      THAT SEGMENT OF THE UNIVERSE HE UTTERD HIS VISION

      IS NOT OF OUR PARADISE BUT THE SOURCE OF ALL POWER

      The verse in Paradiso, to my ears,

      Rings with a new, impersonal energy.

      INDEED HE WENT DOWN THRU THE STAGES 9 TO 1 FROM 0

      DJ: O being that same zero point?

      YES JM IS GOING UP THE SCALE WE WILL SEE HOW FAR

      IF & WHEN THE ANGELS SPEAK TO U THEY SPOKE OUTRIGHT TO

      DANTE & THE 4 APOSTLES & THE TRANSPLANTED JEWS

      BUDDHA & MOHAMMED

      The Chosen People—if those two are Jews—

      Certainly had the knack of how to choose.

        U MUST KNOW THE REVIVAL OF

      SENTIENT LIFE AFTER OUR FALL WAS IN THE SEED OF THE JEW

      FROM THIS CAME ALL RACES: THE APE THEN THE JEW THEN THE REST

      U WILL BE TOLD THIS GREAT HISTORY ONE THING AT A TIME

      MM HAS ASKD ABOUT THE SAUCERS THEY SCOUT OUR GREENHOUSE

      & SEEM TO BE OF IT (FOR WE DO NOT KNOW ITS LIMITS)

      FORESTS & JUNGLES ATTRACT THEM THEY SEEM UNOCCUPIED.

      THINK OF ATOMICALLY POWERD BEES CHARGED WE BELIEVE

      WITH THE TRANSFERTILIZATION OF SENSE-DATA

      JM: Does that answer your question, Maman?

      Let me ask, is the moon made of green cheese?

                 THE MOON

      JM IS A MONUMENT TO OUR FAILURE IT SPUN OFF

      FROM THE STUFF OF OUR WORLD IN A PUFFBALL OF BLAZING DUST

      Yes, yes, that old hypothesis: the moon

      Torn from Earth’s side—

      NO NO NO WE MADE IT IT WAS THE CRUST ROTATION SWEPT

      UP & FUSED OUR DEBRIS INTO A HAUNTING REMINDER

          A crust composed of what?

      MATERIALS THE ATOM MADE NONGRAVITATIONAL.

      THE 14 POINTS OF CONTACT HELD OUR SKIN IN PLACE THEY STRAIND

      & BROKE & OUR VAST SKEIN OF SMOOTH PLAINS & LATTICE CITIES

      (TO OUR EYES FAIR & NATURAL) SHIVERD BROKE INTO FLAME

      14 STRONG SILENT TYPES AGAIN IN TEARS

      OUR POET DABS HIS EYES MAMAN PRETENDING

      TO MANLINESS DISGUISES A SNUFFLE OR 2

      As does David, to my slight surprise.

      THAT IS OUR 15TH CONTACT: SYMPATHY

      SARCASM MON ENFANT WILL GET U NOWHERE

      THEN LIFTING OUR HEADS ABOVE OUR RUIN AH WE SAW THEM

      COME TO PUT OUT THE FLAMES

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    p; Who came—forces from the universe?

             OR SERVANTS OF BIOLOGY

      A FORMLESS CLOUD AS IT COOLD WE HEARD IT WE HEARD THE SONG

      Hadn’t you said you heard it first through Dante?

      WE HEARD THRU DANTE WHAT OUR ELDERS SHRANK TO HEAR AGAIN

      Gone!—but in their place the lingering charm

      Of Wystan and Maria, arm in arm.

      2.3

      Athens, 1965. N’s party

      For Auden. Absolutely everyone

      Is there, from Chester’s evzones to an ex-

      Minister of Culture—over his shoulder

      Maria winks at DJ; she’s begun

      Amusedly this year avoiding parties.

      Only the guest of honor’s late:

      Subject to a TV interview

      (Technicians flown from London for that purpose)

      On how it feels to be, since yesterday

      Upon the death of Eliot, the gray

      Eminence of English letters. Here

      At last he is, disheveled, shaking hands,

      Between pronouncements downing the first martini

      —“But what on earth do people say to him?”

      Protests Maria twenty minutes later

      Edging behind me (“Trust your Child for once”)

      To the sofa where he sits alone, eyes shut,

      Glass drained. Returning with it full, I drink

      Them in, two marvels meeting, past their prime

      And pleased enough not to be overjoyed:

      Collar frayed and black unalterable;

      Deep seams of his absorption, mask of her

      Idleness tilted up from foam-streaked hair;

      Two profiles, then, in something like relief

      Tarnished by a mutual smoke screen—

      Her cancer at this point, like his weak heart

      And Strato’s glance that from across the room

      Kindles catching mine, undiagnosed.

      Promising not to leave them there, I do:

      Father of forms and matter-of-fact mother

      Saying what on Earth to one another…

      And what in Heaven do they find to say,

      Young now, high-spirited? Maria

      Out on a favorite dead limb of slang

      Twits Wystan for A RUDDY HANDSOME BUGGER

      To which he gallantly: I WD HAVE CHANGED

      ALL THAT FOR HER! Affection blossoms, never

      Once excluding theirs for us. Why should it?

     


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