Their mother even put a piece on her own plate.
As Elle took a test taste, she closed her eyes because they had started to water. It was exactly right, the sauce, the cheese, the noodles. And this… was exactly right, too, the three of them together, just like old times.
“So I’m going back to school,” their mom announced.
“You are?” Elle said as she flipped her lids back up.
“If I work hard, I should finish my psychology degree two summers from now. And then I want to get a master’s in social work.”
“I think that would be amazing, Mom,” Terrie said. “I want to be a therapist, too.”
“I’d love to talk to you about everything I learn,” their mom said.
“I want to help people.”
With your mouth? Elle thought. You’d have better luck being a drill sergeant in the Marines.
“So tell me how school is going for you both.” Their mom flushed. “I’m afraid I haven’t been asking about it enough. I’m afraid I haven’t… been present enough. But that’s all going to change from here on out.”
There was a pause. And then Terrie dropped her fork loudly on her plate and launched herself at their mother. Anna Sophia embraced the girl, and then settled her in her lap. As she stroked Terrie’s back and murmured things that were too soft to hear, Elle looked out the window.
The blinds were pulled up, the view one of the parking lot and the shallow ring of trees behind the building.
Confusion warred with a treacherous hope as Elle breathed deep and smelled anew the dinner that had been made specially for her and her sister.
And that was when she saw the tow truck.
It was red and white, the name “Murphy’s” written on the driver-side door. As she stared at it, a memory trembled underneath the surface of her consciousness, something that—
From out of nowhere, a headache lit off, and Elle frowned and rubbed her temples.
She had the strangest sense that she had seen the truck before, that it had done something for her, that the night she had taken her father’s car without permission, a tow guy had—
“Are you okay?” her mother asked over Terrie’s head.
Elle came back to the present. As she focused on what was on her plate, the pounding ache in her skull immediately let up.
“Yes, I’m fine. I just… I’m good. Just really hungry.”
She glanced out at the parking lot again. The tow truck was gone.
What did it matter, she thought. She had other things to worry about.
“Are you okay?” she asked her mom. “I mean, are you… really okay here?”
The smile that hit her mom’s face was sad and slow. But the answer that came back was strong and steady. “I am very okay. I have you two. And that’s all I need going forward.”
Elle felt her eyes water. “I’ve missed you.”
Their mom leaned forward and put her hand on Elle’s. “I’m missed you, too. And I’m not leaving you ever again, okay? I’m sorry about where I went, but I’m back now.”
In a child’s voice, Elle whispered, “What… what made you return.”
Their mom squeezed Elle’s palm. “Only the most powerful thing in all the world.”
“What’s that?”
“Love.” Their mom smiled deeply. “What else could it be?”
“Love and lasagna,” she agreed. “Are everything.”
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
With so many thanks to the readers of the Black Dagger Brotherhood books! This has been, and continues to be, a long, marvelous, exciting journey, and I can’t wait to see what happens next in this world we all love. I’d also like to thank Meg Ruley, Rebecca Scherer, and everyone at JRA, and Hannah Bratten, Andrew Nguyen, Jennifer Bergstrom, Jennifer Long, and the entire family at Gallery Books and Simon & Schuster.
To Team Waud, I love you all. Truly. And as always, everything I do is with love to, and adoration for, both my family of origin and of adoption.
Oh, and with all my gratitude to Naamah, my Writer Dog II, who works as hard as I do on my books, and to the Archiball!
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THE BLACK DAGGER BROTHERHOOD SERIES
Dark Lover
Lover Eternal
Lover Revealed
Lover Unbound
Lover Enshrined
The Black Dagger Brotherhood: An Insider’s Guide
Lover Avenged
Lover Mine
Lover Unleashed
Lover Reborn
Lover at Last
The King
The Shadows
The Beast
The Chosen
The Thief
The Savior
The Sinner
THE BLACK DAGGER LEGACY SERIES
Blood Kiss
Blood Vow
Blood Fury
Blood Truth
THE BLACK DAGGER BROTHERHOOD WORLD
Dearest Ivie
Prisoner of Night
Where Winter Finds You
NOVELS OF THE FALLEN ANGELS
Covet
Crave
Envy
Possession
Immortal
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