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      beensaidhereinafewlinesandwhathadinfacttakenplaceinafewmonths.

      Notevenindreamsdidfrontierschangesoquicklyorgosofaraway.

      All that had lain quiescent in men, as ancient as that bridge and equally dumb

      andmotionless,nowsuddenlycamealiveandbegantoinfluencetheireveryday

      life,theirgeneralmoodandthepersonalfateofeveryindividual.

      Thefirstsummerdaysof1913wererainyandoppressive.Onthe kapia byday

      sat the Moslems of the town, morose and disconsolate, about a dozen elderly

      men grouped around a younger one who read to them from the newspapers,

      interpreting foreign expressions and unusual names and explaining the

      geography.Allsmokedpeacefullyandgazedunwaveringlyinfrontofthembut

      could not completely conceal that they were anxious and shaken. Hiding their

      emotion,theybentoverthemapwhichshowedthefuturepartitionoftheBalkan

      Peninsula.Theylookedatthepaperandsawnothinginthosecurvinglines,but

      theyknewandunderstoodeverything,fortheirgeographywasintheirbloodand

      theyfeltbiologicallytheirpictureoftheworld.

      'WhowillgetUskub(Skoplje)?'askedoneoldman,apparentlyindifferently,to

      theyouthwhowasreading.

      'Serbia.'

      'Uh!'

      'AndwhowillgetSalonica?'

      'Greece.'

      'Uh!Uh!'

      'AndJedrene?'askedanotherinalowvoice.

      'Bulgaria,probably.'

      'Uh!Uh!Uh!'

      Thesewerenotloudandmournfulwailings,likewomenorweaklings,butdeep

      andstifledsighswhichwerelostwiththetobaccosmokewhichdriftedthrough

      their moustaches into the summer air. Many of these old men had passed their seventieth year. In their childhood, the Turkish power had stretched from the

      LikaandtheKordunrighttoStambulandfromStambultotheuncertaindesert

      frontiersoffaroffandillimitableArabia(thatTurkishpowerhadbeenthegreat,

      indivisible and indestructible unity of the Moslem faith, all that part of the

      terrestrial globe where the muezzin called the faithful to prayer). They

      rememberedthatwell,buttheyalsorememberedhow,lateron,inthecourseof

      theirlives,thatTurkishpowerhadwithdrawnfromSerbiaintoBosniaandthen

      from Bosnia into the Sanjak. And now, now they lived to see that power like

      somefantasticoceantidesuddenlywithdrawandpassawaysomewherefarout

      ofsight,whiletheyremainedhere,deceivedandmenaced,likeseaweedondry

      land,lefttotheirowndevicesandtheirownevilfate.AllthiscamefromGod

      andwas,withoutdoubt,envisagedintheordinancesofGod,butitwashardfor

      men to understand; their breath came short, their consciousness was troubled,

      theyfeltasifthesolidearthwasbeingdrawnirresistiblyawayfromundertheir

      feet as if it were a carpet, and how frontiers which should have been firm and

      lastinghadbecomefluidandshifting,movingawayandlostinthedistancelike

      thecapriciousrivuletsofspring.

      With such thoughts and feelings the old men sat on the kapia and listened vaguelytoallthatthenewspaperswrote.Theylistenedsilentlythoughthewords

      in which the papers spoke of kingdoms and states seemed to them mad,

      impudent and out of place, and their whole manner of writing as something

      godless, contrary to the eternal laws and the logic of life, something which

      would'getnobetter'andwithwhichnodecentorhonourablemancouldbecome

      reconciled.Abovetheirheadsfloatedcloudsoftobaccosmoke,andintheskies

      cruisedwhite,fleecycloudsofarainysummer,castingquickbroadshadowson

      theearth.

      At night on the kapia youths from the Serbian houses sat till the small hours, singing loudly and provocatively the song about the Serbian gun and no one

      cametofineorpunishthem.Amongstthemcouldoftenbenoticedstudentsfrom

      the universities or secondary schools. They were mostly thin, pale youths with

      longhairandblackshallowhatswithwidebrims.Thatautumntheycamevery

      often,thoughtheschoolyearhadalreadycommenced.Theycamebytrainfrom

      Sarajevo with instructions and recommendations, passed the night here on

      the kapia, butwerenolongerinthetownatdawnnextdayfortheyoungmenof

      VišegradsentthemonbyundergroundroutestoSerbia.

      With the summer months, at the time of the school holidays, the town and

      the kapia became lively with schoolboys and students, born in the town and returningtotheirhomes.Theyinfluencedthewholelifeofthetown.

      At the end of June a group of students from the Sarajevo secondary school

      arrived in the town and in the first half of July students of law, medicine and

      philosophyfromtheUniversitiesofVienna,Prague,GrazandZagreb,beganto

      arriveonebyone.Withtheirarrivaleventheoutwardaspectofthetownbegan

      to change. Their young faces could be seen in the marketplace and on

      the kapia andtheywereeasilydistinguishablebytheirbearing,theirspeechand

      their clothes from the established customs and unchanging clothing of the

      townspeople.Theyworeclothesofdullcoloursandthelatestcut.Thiswasthe

      'Glôckenfaçon'thenconsideredtheheightoffashionandthebestoftasteinall

      Central Europe. On their heads they wore soft Panama hats with turned down

      brims and ribbons of six different but discreet colours; on their feet wide

      American shoes with sharply turned up toes. Most of them carried very thick

      bamboocanesandinthelapelsoftheircoatstheyworemetalSokolbadgesor

      thoseofsomestudentorganization.

      Thestudentsbroughtwiththemnewwordsandjokes,newdancesfromtheballs

      ofthepreviouswinter,andespeciallynewbooksandpamphlets,Serbian,Czech

      andGerman.

      It had happened earlier too, in the first years of the Austrian occupation, that

      youngmenfromthetownhadgoneawaytostudy,butnotinsuchlargenumbers

      norinspiredbythissortofspirit.Inthosefirstfewdecadesafewofthemhad

      finishedattheTeachers'TrainingCollegeatSarajevo,andtwoorthreehadeven

      read philosophy at Vienna, but these had been rare exceptions, modest youths

      whohadpassedtheirexaminationsquietlyandwithoutadvertisementandonce

      theirstudieshadbeencompletedhadbeenlostinthegreyandcountlessranksof

      the state bureaucracy. But for some time past the number of students from the

      town had suddenly increased. By the help of national cultural institutions even

      peasants'sonsandthechildrenofpettyartisanswenttotheuniversity.Thespirit

      andcharacterofthestudentsthemselveschanged.

      These were no longer those onetime students of the first years after the

      occupation,mildandtimidyouthsdevotedtotheirstudiesintheclosestsenseof

      theword.Butneitherweretheytheordinarytowndandiesandgoodfellowsofan

      earliertime,futurelandownersandshopkeeperswhoatacertainperiodintheir


      lives wasted their excess of youth and strength on the kapia till their families said of them: 'Marry him off and stop his squalling!' These were a new sort of

      young men, educated in various cities and states and under various influences.

      From the great cities, from the universities and schools which they attended,

      theseyoungmencamebackintoxicatedwiththatfeelingofproudaudacitywith

      which his first and incomplete knowledge fills a young man, and carried away

      byideasabouttherightsofpeoplestofreedomandofindividualstoenjoyment

      and dignity. With every summer vacation they brought back with them free-

      thinkingviewsonsocialandreligiousquestionsandanenthusiasticallyrevived

      nationalism which recently, especially after the Serbian victories in the Balkan

      wars, had grown to a universal conviction and, in many of these youths, to a

      fanaticaldesireforactionandpersonalsacrifice.

      The kapia was the main scene of their meetings. They would meet there after supper.Inthedarkness,underthestarsorinthemoonlight,abovetheboisterous

      river,echoedtheirsongs,jests,noisyconversationandendlessarguments,new,

      bold,naïve,sincereandunself-conscious.

      Withthestudentswerealsotheirchildhoodfriendswhohadstudiedwiththemin

      thelocalelementaryschool,buthadremainedinthetownasapprentices,shop

      assistants or clerks in the municipal offices. There were two types. Some were

      satisfied with their destiny and the life of the town in which they would pass

      theirdays.Theylookedwithcuriosityandsympathyattheireducatedcomrades,

      admired them and never thought of comparing themselves with them, and,

      withouttheslightestjealousy,followedtheirdevelopmentandtheircareer.There

      were others who were dissatisfied with life in the town to which they were

      condemned by force of circumstances and who longed for something that they

      consideredhigherandbetterandwhichhadescapedthem,becomingeveryday

      farther away and more inaccessible. Though they used to meet together with

      their student comrades, these youths usually kept apart from their educated

      fellowseitherbysomecrudeformofironyorbytheirunfriendlysilence.They

      could not take part as equals in their conversations.'Therefore, constantly

      tormented by their feeling of inferiority, they now exaggerated and stressed in

      conversation their crudeness and ignorance by comparison with their more

      fortunatecomradesor,fromtheheightoftheirignorance,mockedatallthatthey

      could not understand. In either case, envy breathed out of them as an almost

      visibleandtangibleforce.Butyoutheasilybearswitheventheworstinstincts,

      andlivesandmovesfreelyandeasilyamongstthem.

      Therehadbeenandtherewouldbeagainstarlightnightsonthe kapia and rich

      constellations and moonlight, but there had never been, and God alone knows

      whethertherewouldbeagain,suchyoungmenwhoinsuchconversationsand

      with such feelings and ideas would keep vigil on the kapia. That was a generation of rebel angels, in that short moment while they still had all the

      power and all the rights of angels and also the flaming pride of rebels. These

      sons of peasants, traders or artisans from a remote Bosnian township had

      obtainedfromfate,withoutanyspecialeffortoftheirown,afreeentryintothe

      world and the great illusion of freedom. With their inborn small-town

      characteristics,theywentoutintotheworld,chosemoreorlessforthemselves

      and according to their own inclinations, momentary moods or the whims of

      chance, the subject of their studies, the nature of their entertainments and the

      circleoftheirfriendsandacquaintances.Forthemostparttheywereunable,or

      didnotknowhow,toseizeandmakeuseofwhattheysucceededinseeing,but

      therewasnotoneofthemwhodidnothavethefeelingthathecouldtakewhat

      hewishedandthatallthathetookwashis.Life(thatwordcameupveryoftenin

      theirconversations,asitdidintheliteratureandpoliticsofthetime,whenitwas

      always written with a capital letter), Life stood before them as an object, as a

      fieldofactionfortheirliberatedsenses,fortheirintellectualcuriosityandtheir

      sentimental exploits, which knew no limits. All roads were open to them,

      onward to infinity; on most of those roads they would never even set foot, but

      nonethelesstheintoxicatinglustforlifelayinthefactthattheycould(intheory

      at least) be free to choose which they would and dare to cross from one to the

      other.Allthatothermen,otherraces,inothertimesandlands,hadachievedand

      attained in the course of generations, through centuries of effort, at the cost of lives, of renunciations and of sacrifices greater and dearer than life, now lay

      before them as a chance inheritance and a dangerous gift of fate. It seemed

      fantastic and improbable but was none the less true; they could do with their

      youth what they liked, and give their judgments freely and without restriction;

      they dared to say what they liked and for many of them those words were the

      sameasdeeds,satisfyingtheiratavisticneedforheroismandglory,violenceand

      destruction, yet they did not entail any obligation to act nor any visible

      responsibilityforwhathadbeensaid.Themostgiftedamongstthemdespisedall

      thattheyshouldhavelearntandunderestimatedallthattheywereabletodo,but

      they boasted of what they did not know and waxed enthusiastic at what was

      beyondtheirpowerstoachieve.Itishardtoimagineamoredangerousmanner

      of entering into life or a surer way towards exceptional deeds or total disaster.

      Onlythebestandstrongestamongstthemthrewthemselvesintoactionwiththe

      fanaticismoffakirsandwerethereburntuplikeflies,tobeimmediatelyhailed

      by their fellows as martyrs and saints (for there is no generation without its

      saints)andplacedonpedestalsasinaccessibleexamples.

      Everyhumangeneration hasitsown illusionswithregard tocivilization;some believethattheyaretakingpartinitsupsurge,othersthattheyarewitnessesof

      its extinction. In fact, it always both flames up and smoulders and is

      extinguished, according to the place and the angle of view. This generation

      which was now discussing philosophy, social and political questions on

      the kapia underthestars,abovethewaters,wasricheronlyinillusions;inevery

      otherwayitwassimilartoanyother.Ithadthefeelingbothoflightingthefirst

      firesofonenewcivilizationandextinguishingthelastflickersofanotherwhich

      wasburningout.Whatcouldespeciallybesaidofthemwasthattherehadnot

      beenforalongtimepastagenerationwhichwithgreaterboldnesshaddreamed

      and spoken about life, enjoyment and freedom and which had received less of

      life,sufferedworse,la
    bouredmorehardlyanddiedmoreoftenthanhadthisone.

      Butinthosesummerdaysof1913allwasstillundetermined,unsure.Everything

      appeared as an exciting new game on that ancient bridge, which shone in the

      moonlightofthoseJulynights,clean,youngandunalterable,strongandlovely

      initsperfection,strongerthanallthattimemightbringandmenimagineordo.

      XIX

      JustasonewarmsummernightinAugustislikeanother,sothediscussionsof

      these schoolboys and students on the kapia were always the same or similar.

      Immediately after a good supper hurriedly eaten (for the day had passed in

      bathingandbaskinginthesun)theyarrivedonebyoneonthe kapia. Therewas

      Janko Stiković, son of a tailor from Mejdan, who had already been studying

      natural science at Graz for two years. He was a thin young man with sharp

      featuresandsmoothblackhair,vain,sensitive,dissatisfiedwithhimselfbuteven

      more with everyone about him. He read much and wrote articles under a pen-

      namewhichwasalreadywellknowninrevolutionaryyouthpaperspublishedin

      PragueandZagreb.Healsowrotepoemsandpublishedthemunderanotherpen-

      name.Hewaspreparingabookofthemwhichwastobepublishedby Zora, the

      NationalistEdition.Hewasalsoagoodspeakerandafierydebateratstudents'

      meetings. Velimir Stevanović was a healthy, well-built youth, an adopted child

      ofuncertainparentage;hewasironic,downtoearth,thriftyandindustrious;he

      hadcompletedhismedicalstudiesatPrague.TherewasJacovHerak,sonofthe

      good-natured and popular Višegrad postman, a small, dark law student, of

      piercingeyesandswiftwords,asocialistofpolemicalspirit,whowasashamed

      ofhiskindheartandconcealedeverytraceofemotion.RankoMihailovićwasa

      taciturn and good-natured youth was was studying law at Zagreb and was

      already thinking of a career as a civil seryant. He took little part and that half-heartedlyinhiscomrades'argumentsanddiscussionsonlove,politics,viewson

      lifeandsocialconditions.Onhismother'ssidehewasthegreatgrandsonofthat

      PopMihailowhosehead,withacigarstuckbetweenitslips,hadbeenputona

     


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