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    Selected Poems of Hilda Doolittle

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      caught with the flame of the upper earth,

      above my face?

      what was it that crossed my face

      with the light from yours

      and your glance?

      what was it you saw in my face?

      the light of your own face,

      the fire of your own presence?

      What had my face to offer

      but reflex of the earth,

      hyacinth colour

      caught from the raw fissure in the rock

      where the light struck,

      and the colour of azure crocuses

      and the bright surface of gold crocuses

      and of the wind-flower,

      swift in its veins as lightning

      and as white.

      III

      Saffron from the fringe of the earth,

      wild saffron that has bent

      over the sharp edge of earth,

      all the flowers that cut through the earth,

      all, all the flowers are lost;

      everything is lost,

      everything is crossed with black,

      black upon black

      and worse than black,

      this colourless light.

      IV

      Fringe upon fringe

      of blue crocuses,

      crocuses, walled against blue of themselves,

      blue of that upper earth,

      blue of the depth upon depth of flowers,

      lost;

      flowers,

      if I could have taken once my breath of them,

      enough of them,

      more than earth,

      even than of the upper earth,

      had passed with me

      beneath the earth;

      if I could have caught up from the earth,

      the whole of the flowers of the earth,

      if once I could have breathed into myself

      the very golden crocuses

      and the red,

      and the very golden hearts of the first saffron,

      the whole of the golden mass,

      the whole of the great fragrance,

      I could have dared the loss.

      V

      So for your arrogance

      and your ruthlessness

      I have lost the earth

      and the flowers of the earth,

      and the live souls above the earth,

      and you who passed across the light

      and reached

      ruthless;

      you who have your own light,

      who are to yourself a presence,

      who need no presence;

      yet for all your arrogance

      and your glance,

      I tell you this:

      such loss is no loss,

      such terror, such coils and strands and pitfalls

      of blackness,

      such terror

      is no loss;

      hell is no worse than your earth

      above the earth,

      hell is no worse,

      no, nor your flowers

      nor your veins of light

      nor your presence,

      a loss;

      my hell is no worse than yours

      though you pass among the flowers and speak

      with the spirits above earth.

      VI

      Against the black

      I have more fervour

      than you in all the splendour of that place,

      against the blackness

      and the stark grey

      I have more light;

      and the flowers,

      if I should tell you,

      you would turn from your own fit paths

      toward hell,

      turn again and glance back

      and I would sink into a place

      even more terrible than this.

      VII

      At least I have the flowers of myself,

      and my thoughts, no god

      can take that;

      I have the fervour of myself for a presence

      and my own spirit for light;

      and my spirit with its loss

      knows this;

      though small against the black,

      small against the formless rocks,

      hell must break before I am lost;

      before I am lost,

      hell must open like a red rose

      for the dead to pass.

      Hippolytus Temporizes

      I worship the greatest first —

      (it were sweet, the couch,

      the brighter ripple of cloth

      over the dipped fleece;

      the thought: her bones

      under the flesh are white

      as sand which along a beach

      covers but keeps the print

      of the crescent shapes beneath:

      I thought:

      between cloth and fleece,

      so her body lies.)

      I worship first, the great (ah, sweet, your eyes what God, invoked in Crete,

      gave them the gift to part

      as the Sidonian myrtle-flower

      suddenly, wide and swart,

      then swiftly,

      the eye-lids having provoked our hearts —

      as suddenly beat and close.)

      I worship the feet, flawless,

      that haunt the hills (ah, sweet, dare I think,

      beneath fetter of golden clasp,

      of the rhythm, the fall and rise

      of yours, carven, slight

      beneath straps of gold that keep

      their slender beauty caught,

      like wings and bodies

      of trapped birds.)

      I worship the greatest first (suddenly into my brain the flash of sun on the snow,

      the fringe of light and the drift,

      the crest and the hill-shadow ah, surely now I forget,

      ah splendour, my goddess turns:

      or was it the sudden heat,

      beneath quivering of molten flesh,

      of veins, purple as violets?)

      The Islands

      I

      What are the islands to me,

      what is Greece,

      what is Rhodes, Samos, Chios,

      what is Paros facing west,

      what is Crete?

      What is Samothrace,

      rising like a ship,

      what is Imbros rending the storm-waves

      with its breast?

      What is Naxos, Paros, Milos,

      what the circle about Lycia,

      what, the Cyclades’

      white necklace?

      What is Greece Sparta, rising like a rock,

      Thebes, Athens,

      what is Corinth?

      What is Euboia

      with its island violets,

      what is Euboia, spread with grass,

      set with swift shoals,

      what is Crete?

      What are the islands to me,

      what is Greece?

      II

      What can love of land give to me

      that you have not

      what do the tall Spartans know,

      and gentler Attic folk?

      What has Sparta and her women

      more than this?

      What are the islands to me

      if you are lost

      what is Naxos, Tinos, Andros,

      and Delos, the clasp

      of the white necklace?

      III

      What can love of land give to me

      that you have not,

      what can love of strife break in me

      that you have not?

      Though Sparta enter Athens,

      Thebes wrack Sparta,

      each changes as water,

      salt, rising to wreak terror

      and fall back.

      IV

      “What has love of land given to you that I have not?”

      I have questioned Tyrians

      where they sat

      on the black ships,

      weighted with rich stuffs,

      I have asked the Greeks

      from the white ships,


      and Greeks from ships whose hulks

      lay on the wet sand, scarlet

      with great beaks.

      I have asked bright Tyrians

      and tall Greeks —

      “what has love of land given you?” And they answered—’’peace. “

      V

      But beauty is set apart,

      beauty is cast by the sea,

      a barren rock,

      beauty is set about

      with wrecks of ships,

      upon our coast, death keeps

      the shallows-death waits

      clutching toward us

      from the deeps.

      Beauty is set apart;

      the winds that slash its beach,

      swirl the coarse sand

      upward toward the rocks.

      Beauty is set apart

      from the islands

      and from Greece.

      VI

      In my garden

      the winds have beaten

      the ripe lilies;

      in my garden, the salt

      has wilted the first flakes

      of young narcissus,

      and the lesser hyacinth,

      and the salt has crept

      under the leaves of the white hyacinth.

      In my garden

      even the wind-flowers lie flat,

      broken by the wind at last.

      VII

      What are the islands to me

      if you are lost,

      what is Paros to me

      if your eyes draw back,

      what is Milos

      if you take fright of beauty,

      terrible, torturous, isolated,

      a barren rock?

      What is Rhodes, Crete,

      what is Paros facing west,

      what, white Imbros?

      What are the islands to me

      if you hesitate,

      what is Greece if you draw back from the terror

      and cold splendour of song

      and its bleak sacrifice?

      Fragment 113

      “Neither honey nor bee for me. ”-Sappho.

      Not honey,

      not the plunder of the bee

      from meadow or sand-flower

      or mountain bush;

      from winter-flower or shoot

      born of the later heat:

      not honey, not the sweet

      stain on the lips and teeth:

      not honey, not the deep

      plunge of soft belly

      and the clinging of the gold-edged

      pollen-dusted feet;

      not so

      though rapture blind my eyes,

      and hunger crisp

      dark and inert my mouth,

      not honey, not the south,

      not the tall stalk

      of red twin-lilies,

      nor light branch of fruit tree

      caught in flexible light branch;

      not honey, not the south;

      ah flower of purple iris,

      flower of white,

      or of the iris, withering the grass —

      for fleck of the sun’s fire,

      gathers such heat and power,

      that shadow-print is light,

      cast through the petals

      of the yellow iris flower;

      not iris — old desire — old passion —

      old forgetfulness — old pain —

      not this, nor any flower,

      but if you turn again,

      seek strength of arm and throat,

      touch as the god;

      neglect the lyre-note;

      knowing that you shall feel,

      about the frame,

      no trembling of the string

      but heat, more passionate

      of bone and the white shell

      and fiery tempered steel.

      Helen

      All Greece hates

      the still eyes in the white face,

      the lustre as of olives

      where she stands,

      and the white hands.

      All Greece reviles

      the wan face when she smiles,

      hating it deeper still

      when it grows wan and white,

      remembering past enchantments

      and past ills.

      Greece sees unmoved,

      God’s daughter, born of love,

      the beauty of cool feet

      and slenderest knees,

      could love indeed the maid,

      only if she were laid,

      white ash amid funereal cypresses.

      Fragment Thirty-six

      I know not what to do: my mind is divided. — Sappho.

      I know not what to do,

      my mind is reft:

      is song’s gift best?

      is love’s gift loveliest?

      I know not what to do,

      now sleep has pressed

      weight on your eyelids.

      Shall I break your rest,

      devouring, eager?

      is love’s gift best?

      nay, song’s the loveliest:

      yet were you lost,

      what rapture

      could I take from song?

      what song were left?

      I know not what to do:

      to turn and slake

      the rage that burns,

      with my breath burn

      and trouble your cool breath?

      so shall I turn and take

      snow in my arms?

      (is love’s gift best?)

      yet flake on flake

      of snow were comfortless,

      did you lie wondering,

      wakened yet unawake.

      Shall I turn and take

      comfortless snow within my arms?

      press lips to lips

      that answer not,

      press lips to flesh

      that shudders not nor breaks?

      Is love’s gift best?

      shall I turn and slake

      all the wild longing?

      O I am eager for you!

      as the Pleiads shake

      white light in whiter water

      so shall I take you?

      My mind is quite divided,

      my minds hesitate,

      so perfect matched,

      I know not what to do:

      each strives with each

      as two white wrestlers

      standing for a match,

      ready to turn and clutch

      yet never shake muscle nor nerve nor tendon;

      so my mind waits

      to grapple with my mind,

      yet I lie quiet,

      I would seem at rest.

      I know not what to do:

      strain upon strain,

      sound surging upon sound

      makes my brain blind;

      as a wave-line may wait to fall

      yet (waiting for its falling)

      still the wind may take

      from off its crest,

      white flake on flake of foam,

      that rises,

      seeming to dart and pulse

      and rend the light,

      so my mind hesitates

      above the passion

      quivering yet to break,

      so my mind hesitates

      above my mind,

      listening to song’s delight.

      I know not what to do:

      will the sound break,

      rending the night

      with rift on rift of rose

      and scattered light?

      will the sound break at last

      as the wave hesitant,

      or will the whole night pass

      and I lie listening awake?

      Cassandra

      O Hymen king.

      Hymen, O Hymen king,

      what bitter thing is this?

      what shaft, tearing my heart?

      what scar, what light, what fire

      searing my eye-balls and my eyes with flame?

      nameless, O spoken name,

      king, lord, speak blameless Hymen.

      Why do you blind my eyes?


      why do you dart and pulse

      till all the dark is home,

      then find my soul

      and ruthless draw it back?

      scaling the scaleless,

      opening the dark?

      speak, nameless, power and might;

      when will you leave me quite?

      when will you break my wings

      or leave them utterly free

      to scale heaven endlessly?

      A bitter, broken thing,

      my heart, O Hymen lord,

      yet neither drought nor

      sword baffles men quite,

      why must they feign to fear

      my virgin glance?

      feigned utterly or real

      why do they shrink?

      my trance frightens them,

      breaks the dance,

      empties the market-place;

      if I but pass they fall

      back, frantically;

      must always people mock?

      unless they shrink and reel

      as in the temple

      at your uttered will.

      O Hymen king,

      lord, greatest, power, might,

      look for my face is dark,

      burnt with your light,

      your fire, O Hymen lord;

      is there none left

      can equal me

      in ecstasy, desire?

      is there none left

      can bear with me

      the kiss of your white fire?

      is there not one,

      Phrygian or frenzied Greek,

      poet, song-swept, or bard,

      one meet to take from me

      this bitter power of song,

      one fit to speak, Hymen,

      your praises, lord?

      May I not wed

      as you have wed?

      may it not break, beauty,

      from out my hands, my head, my feet?

      may Love not lie beside me

      till his heat

      burns me to ash?

      may he not comfort me, then,

      spent of all that fire and heat,

      still, ashen-white and cool

      as the wet laurels,

      white, before your feet

      step on the mountain-slope,

      before your fiery hand

      lift up the mantle

      covering flower and land,

      as a man lifts,

      O Hymen, from his bride,

      (cowering with woman eyes,) the veil?

      O Hymen lord, be kind.

      Toward the Piraeus

      Slay with your eyes, Greek,

      men over the face of the earth,

      slay with your eyes, the host,

      puny, passionless, weak.

      Break as the ranks of steel

      broke when the Persian lost:

     


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