want mine, either,” she said, and began to pull the girth loose.”
“You might hurt yourself.”
“It won’t be the first time,” said Katherine grimly. The little
mare began to sidle away from the princess.
“Oh, bother!” said Katherine.
Sera grabbed at the reins and tugged once, hard. The mare
stood while Katherine fumbled with the girth buckles, disposed
of the saddle, and climbed a fallen tree trunk she could use as a
mounting block.
By the time Katherine, after several tries, had swung herself
up on the mare’s back, she was flushed with effort and sitting
very tall. “Lead on, MacDuff,” she told Sera, grinning.
Sera looked at her in puzzlement. “That is from the play by
the Englishman—Shakespeare? But what does mounting a horse
have to do with those Scots?”
“‘Tis a jest,” said Katherine.
“A jest?”
“Yes, a humorous, silly play on words to make one smile.
A joke, and on myself, actually. After all, those Scots were strong
and brave and certainly knew a horse’s head from his
hindquarters, and here I am finally doing something perhaps a
little brave for the first time in my—don’t you know what a jest
is?”
Sera shook her head.
“You have no humor in the hills?” Katherine’s eyes were
wide with surprise.
“There is much happiness,” said Sera, “but I have never
heard of this hu-mor.”
“I shall find you examples much better than my poor
attempt, I promise. Now, show me how I am to ride this horse.”
***
Later that night, Sera tugged at the hold the young
guardsman had on her arm, but he refused to let her go. She had
to run to keep up with him as he dragged her through the palace.
“I apologize for the inconvenience, Miss, but orders is
orders, and I’m not to let you go until I deliver you to the king.
Again.”
In this, her third attempt to escape and her third capture,
she was beginning to recognize the statues on the way to
Nicholas Rostov’s study. The guard marched her past the Apollo
Belvedere on the right pedestal and the small, blind Laocooin
covered in writhing serpents on the left Chippendale table.
Tentatively, he rapped at the door of the study. A deep voice
called “Enter”, and Sera found herself standing once again in
the daunting glare of Nicholas Rostov’s disapproval.
“Where did you find her this time?” He moved around his
desk, put down his papers, and sniffed once. With a frown, he
pulled a handkerchief from his sleeve and held it to his nose.
“Don’t tell me, Edwards. Let me guess. She used the
sewers.”
“I’m afraid so, Sire. She was on her way to the woods behind
Musgrove’s stables, where, as I reported last night, she’d put
the horse. We tried to rinse her off at Musgrove’s, but the night
was cool, and we thought it best to return her lest she take a
chill.”
“Well done, Edwards. Notify the kitchens that she will need
a warm bath immediately.”
The guard bowed. “If that is all, Your Majesty, I’ll wait for
her and return her to the stables. My tour isn’t through for another
hour.”
“Whose is the midnight watch?” Nicholas Rostov asked.
“Bellows has it, Sire.”
“When she smells presentable, return her to my study,” said
Nicholas Rostov with a slight curl of disdain to his mouth.
“Bellows will accompany her back to the stables afterwards.
You may take a well-deserved drink and tidy yourself as well.”
The guard looked positively overwhelmed with gratitude.
Sera rolled her eyes.
The clock chimed half past eleven o’clock when the young
guard brought Sera back into Nicholas Rostov’s study. She was
wearing one of the head cook’s long white nightgowns, belted
with a worn stock tie to keep her from tripping over the
voluminous hem, and a worn but clean blue cloak. Her hair
was braided loosely and hung down her back.
“What took you so long?” Nicholas asked in a clipped voice.
He’d begun by thinking of reasonable openings for this latest
standoff between Sera and himself and ended, as the clock
chimed the next hour, in getting angry all over again.
“Sire, I apologize. Cook, you see, is young Ned’s mother,
you know, the stable lad, and Miss Sera here, she helped Ned
learn all sorts of things Master Raymond doesn’t have time to
tell him. When Cook learns she’s in the kitchen, nothing would
do but she must come down to see to the bathing. And then
Cook wants to feed her, because Miss Sera missed her dinner,
what with running away and all. Then Cook says Miss Sera’s
got to dry her hair before the fire or she’ll catch her death. And
that’s why,” the guard finished, breathless.
“Thank you, Edwards. You may go.”
So. The stable boy and the cook fussed over Sera. And
Katherine ran about the palace with a smile on her face. The
guards, of course, treated her as though she were a princess,
when all the while, she gave them extra duty following and
capturing her. It seemed that Nicholas was the only one in the
palace who found Sera a constant source of frustration.
Perhaps Andre was right. If he could take her to his bed, he
might look at her as just another woman and not a siren so soft
and warm that all he could think of was his overpowering need
to get closer to her.
Sera braced herself, wondering when Nicholas would finally
pronounce her fate. As the small ormolu clock on the mantle
ticked the minutes away and he still refused to look at her, Sera’s
anxiety and resentment grew. She knew he must do this on
purpose, just to set her on edge. He was perusing something of
seeming major interest out the window, his hands clasped behind
his back. Soon, he would turn, and she would suffer one of his
lectures yet again. She was sick of them.
“If you ordered the guards who watch my every move to
accompany me home, I would be safe in my Hills, and you
would be rid of my inconvenient presence.”
His back stiffened. “No.”
“Just …no?” Suddenly, she felt she couldn’t go on without
crying, and she hated him for making her feel that way. She
never cried. Did he think she enjoyed this contest—that she
liked going down into the rank-smelling sewers populated by
rats and snakes, and Zeus knew what other horrors? How could
he do this—imprison her for no reason at all except her supposed
safety? What game was he playing with her?
“I cannot spare the men.” Still, he did not turn to look at
her.
“You already spare the men to watch me. Dear Heaven,
why won’t you let me go?”
It always caught her off guard, his ability to wheel so
quickly, so gracefully, like a large, sleek panther. He loomed
over his desk, hands planted on each side of the papers, his
eyes burn
ing into her with an intensity that seared her to the
very core.
“Tell me who you are. Tell me who your people are. What
were you up to when the Nantal found you? Tell me why you
know eight languages, and why your horse is of the finest blood
stock I have ever encountered, and why you treat a king as an
equal, or perhaps a not quite equal. Tell me all that, and I shall
think about letting you go.”
“It is nothing to you,” she said, backing up and flinging a
look over her shoulder toward the door, her means of escape
from his infernal questions. Her movement made the long braid
fly. It fell across her breast, and the small thread of hair that
held it broke. Dry now, it began to separate into strands, catching
the lamp light. Nicholas Rostov’s face underwent a subtle
change. The intensity was still there, but his gaze was fixed on
that slow fanning out of her hair. His cheeks seemed to hollow,
the planes and angles of his face seemed sharper. A slow flush
deepened on his face.
Her breast rose and fell unevenly with her breath as he
walked from behind the desk like a great cat stalking his victim.
He loomed over her, large and inscrutable, radiating a force of
will so dangerous and so seductive she feared he could bend
her to his every wish if he gave it half a try. She couldn’t seem
to move, to breathe. He reached out a hand, lifting the length of
her hair, seeming to weigh it in his hands.
“Nothing, you say. I wish it were that simple. There is
something about you, Sera with no last name, no history, no
family madly searching for you.”
“Your hair,” he said softly, his fingers slowly stroking the
strands into a fall of gold that gave back the light of the lamp.
“It almost pulses with life. Warm.” He lifted the fall of hair to
his face and breathed it in like perfume.
“Fresh and sweet, with no remaining trace of the sewers.”
He leaned close, holding her just by his light touch on her hair.
Sera felt the warmth of his cheek, his breath a slow exhalation
against the side of her neck, and she shivered. His lips moved,
touching, and not quite touching, the hollow there, like the wings
of a butterfly.
“Sweet,” he whispered against her sensitive skin. She stood
helpless, in thrall to that deep timbre of pleasure, the warmth
enveloping her. “Soft mystery. Lady in peasant’s garb.”
She made a sound, helpless and wanting at the same time.
He drew back a little. Slowly, the boundless depths of his eyes
regained their usual focused intensity, and an expression, sudden
and startled, crossed his face. He backed away, reddening.
“I…my apologies.” He turned his back to her, shuffling
papers on his desk. “Bellows,” he called out in a rough voice.
The door opened. Nicholas Rostov turned. He was scowling
again. “Take her back to the stables. If there is further trouble,
notify Minister Lironsky.”
Sergeant Bellows bowed smartly. “Very good, Sire,” he said
and led Sera from the study.
***
Nicholas sank into the chair behind the desk and put his
head in his hands, groaning. She was killing him, very slowly
and very painfully. The sensual dreams were bad enough, but
midnight meetings with Sera close enough to catch that elusive,
flowery scent were madness.
She’d had enough time to contact another agent. She hadn’t.
He was beginning to believe she was what she appeared to be—
a victim of circumstance. He had enough proof of her incessant
longing to return to those blasted savages in the Hills. Why the
hell didn’t he just send her back? She’d be happy. He’d be free
of her.
But there was something about her. He had felt it from the
start, when that damned prickle at the back of his neck warned
him to take her and to watch her carefully. Something Laurentia
needed from her, and needed at this particular time. He couldn’t
dump her back into the mountains whence she came. And he
couldn’t sit here, night after night, lusting after a Hill slave who
acted like a queen, at least not until he knew the how and what
and why of her.
Nicholas reached for the brandy decanter sitting on his desk
and poured himself a bountiful glass. Downing the contents in
three gulps, he called for a footman. “My carriage,” he said
shortly. Twenty minutes later, he alighted before the door of a
large, well-appointed townhouse in the King’s Crescent. The
door opened and a maid curtseyed very low, the ribbons of her
cap bobbing.
“My lady is above stairs,” the maid said, taking his cloak,
gloves and hat.
Nicholas bounded up the elegantly curved stairway to a
sumptuously decorated boudoir. A tall, statuesque woman, a
dramatic auburn beauty, rose from her dressing table and
gracefully glided toward him, extending her hand.
“You honor me, Sire. Let me make you comfortable,” she
said in the dulcet tones that Nicholas occasionally found
soothing. Tonight, so far, they were doing nothing to calm him.
“Good to see you, Elise,” Nicholas said, turning away from
her as she lifted his coat from his shoulders. He allowed her to
But it suddenly felt so practiced, so artificial.
“Some refreshment, Majesty?” Elise swept to the table
beside the bed and bent over a wine bottle. The candles on the
table outlined her soft, luxuriant body beneath the lace peignoir.
She crossed the room to him, offering the glass. The scent of
musk and roses filled his nostrils. He took the glass, seated
himself and crossed his legs, looking at her over the rim as she
returned to the bed and lay upon it, languid and inviting.
She looked perfect, he thought. She looked too tall, too
dark, too knowledgeable, too damned aware of every affect she
made. He was sick of this loveless lovemaking. He wanted—
damnation!
Nicholas put his wineglass on the table beside his chair and
stood, straightening his waistcoat.
“Shall I call for food? Those cakes that you love, filled with
poppy seed—I had some delivered today.”
“No. Thank you. I just dropped by for a moment to…” What
the hell could he say he’d come for? He took up his coat and his
cravat, shrugging into the former and wrapping the latter
haphazardly about his throat.
“Inquire about your welfare, Elise,” he said. “It has been a
long time since I paid you a visit. Unfortunate that I don’t have
time to stay tonight.” He was out the door five minutes later,
leaving not the first woman in a string of mistresses who
probably found him more trouble than he was worth.
Back in his study, Nicholas stood at the bookcase, thoughts
churning. What a fool he was, lusting like a stable boy after the
milkmaid, incapable of taking his pleasure elsewhere. He had
never thought of his future wedding to the
sickly and perhaps
weak-brained Beaurevian princess with pleasure, but now he
pondered it with something close to dread. Kings cannot hope
for happiness, he told himself impatiently, lifting his eyes to
the bookcase.
His gaze fixed upon his collection of journals by intrepid
travelers who had explored the wastelands and mountains of
the known world. From boyhood on, they had excited his
imagination. If he could have any freedom, it would be this—
to travel, to see strange and wonderful sights no other man had
seen. Idly, he picked up A Road Well Taken by Countess
Elizabetta Volkonsky, a Russian eccentric who claimed to know
more about the mysterious Hill People than anyone on earth.
He sat behind his desk and flipped through the pages,
stopping at a chapter titled “Myths and Rumors”. The countess,
it appeared, set little stock in these stories, but the people who
lived in the foothills of the Arkadian mountains told the tales
faithfully to their children in each generation.
He skimmed through much of it—the powers of the
mysterious Mage to heal the sick with just his touch, to bring
the rain or the sunshine for needy farmers, to appear magically
when his name was invoked in times of great peril. He skimmed
another paragraph, his eyes beginning to water from a long day
of reading dispatches and tense meetings. Suddenly, he started
awake, rubbed his eyes, and re-read the paragraph.
The Mage, wrote the countess, is said to teach his power to
his people, so together they have the ability to disarm their
enemies. It is said that, from time immemorial, strange things
have happened to armies that attempt to conquer Arkadia.
Ghengis Khan’s men found their arrows breaking and falling
from their suddenly unstrung bows. Their horses fell into heaps,
and the riders could not get them up again until the Khan
commanded his trumpeter to sound retreat.
“Humbug,” said Nicholas. But the prickle at the back of
his neck was there again. The prickle told him to pay attention
to a fairy tale.
He rubbed his eyes and put the book back on the shelf,
shaking his head in self-disgust. How could he trust his instincts
when every muscle and bone in his body screamed for that
incorrigible little chit in the stable? Of course he would believe