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    Now and Then

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      In the interest of national security, please help us carry out our constitutional duty to overthrow the king.

      Notes from Winter In America (10/73)

      THE BOTTLE

      See that Black boy over there, runnin’ scared

      his ol’ man’s in a bottle.

      He done quit his 9 to 5 to drink full time

      so now he’s livin’ in the bottle.

      See that Black boy over there, runnin’ scared

      his ’ol man got a problem.

      Pawned off damn near everything, his ol’

      woman’s weddin’ ring for a bottle.

      And don’t you think it’s a crime

      when time after time, people in the bottle.

      See that sista, sho’ wuz fine before she

      started drinkin’ wine

      from the bottle.

      Said her ol’ man committed a crime

      and he’s doin’ time,

      so now she’s in the bottle.

      She’s out there on the avenue, all by herself

      sho’ needs help from the bottle.

      Preacherman tried to help her out,

      she cussed him out and hit him in the head with a bottle.

      And don’t you think it’s a crime

      when time after time, people in the bottle.

      See that gent in the wrinkled suit

      he done damn near blown his cool to the bottle.

      He wuz a doctor helpin’ young girls along

      if they wuzn’t too far gone to have problems.

      But defenders of the dollar eagle

      Said ‘What you doin’, Doc, it ain’t legal,’

      and now he’s in the bottle.

      Now we watch him everyday tryin’ to

      chase the pigeons away

      from the bottle.

      And don’t you think it’s a crime

      when time after time, people in the bottle.

      WHEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAS A BETTER FRIEND

      Let me give you something straight up my friend

      Your whole life can turn super funky

      And put a too large foot in your rear end

      If you’re digging a dame who’s a junky.

      I’m sure I don’t need to take you back down the road

      And retell all the details about smack

      But believe me it’s still out there breaking the codes

      And its ten times worse than cheeba or crack.

      And ‘Fuck! How in the world did we come to be friendly?’

      And all them other bullshit clichés

      And you don’t know what you’da done if you’da been me

      Just be glad that there wasn’t no fuckin way.

      Okay then, just for a minute let’s both speculate

      And since you would be me, I would be you

      So now as you (I) can get puffed up and be real fuckin great

      About what I (meaning you) should or shouldn’t do.

      I can hear it all now knowing just what you’d say

      About not hangin’ out in the streets

      And immediately we know there ain’t no f’n way

      ’Cause if it wasn’t no hangin’ out it wasn’t me.

      This is gonna sound weak and it ain’t no excuse

      But it’s been years since I’d been around scag

      And acting self-righteous is the quickest way to lose

      And to tell you the truth it’s a drag.

      Remembering the shivers and quivers and shakes

      Starts to bring the butterflies back to your gut

      But junkies don’t care what you think are mistakes

      She says ‘Are you givin’ up the money or what?’

      You can climb in the pulpit for a sermon or two

      Keep your money and watch while she packs

      But you know more than precisely what she’s gonna do

      Go for twenty somewhere lying on her back

      Or end up in an alley trying to turn a quick trick

      Pushers don’t care how the money is made

      And when the addict starts getting uptight for a fix

      They say ‘Fuck gonorrhea and fuck A.I.D.S!’

      In the end it ain’t theories or jive-ass philosophy

      Or what the papers or politicians think

      And nobody needs no more heroin (methadone) sociology

      While the speaker pours himself another drink.

      So you’re right. Congratulations on what was weak about me

      I admit I look like somebody’s flunky

      But right ain’t always the best thing to be

      When the girl that you love is a junky.

      PIECES OF A MAN

      Jagged jigsaw pieces

      Tossed about the room

      I saw my Grandma sweeping

      With her old straw broom

      But she didn’t know what she was doing

      She could hardly understand

      coz she was really sweeping up

      Pieces of a Man.

      I saw my Daddy meet the Mailman

      And I heard the Mailman say

      ‘Now don’t you take this letter too hard now, Jimmy,

      coz they’ve laid off nine others today.’

      But he didn’t know what he was saying

      He could hardly understand

      That he was only talking to

      Pieces of a Man.

      I saw the thunder and heard the lightning

      And felt the burden of his shame

      And for some unknown reason

      He never turned my way

      Pieces of that letter

      Were tossed about the room

      And now I hear the sound of sirens

      Come knifing through the gloom

      But they don’t know what they are doing

      They could hardly understand

      That they’re only arresting …

      Pieces of a Man.

      I saw him go to pieces

      He was always such a good man

      He was always such a strong, strong man!

      Yeah, I saw him go to pieces

      I saw him go to pieces

      … mid-winter

      There is a revolution going on in America/the World; a shifting in the winds/vibrations, as disruptive as an actual earth-tremor, but it is happening in our hearts.

      There is a revolution going on in America/the World; a change as swift as blackening skies when the rains come, as fresh and clear as the air after the rain. We need change.

      The seeds of this revolution were planted hundreds of years ago; in slave ships, in cotton fields, in tepees, in the souls of brave men. The seeds were watered, nurtured and bloom now in our hands as we rock our babies.

      It is mid-winter in America; a man-made season of shattered dreams and shocked citizens, fumbling and frustrated beneath the crush of greed of corporate monsters and economic manipulators gone wild. There are bitter winds born in the knowledge of secret plans hatched by Western Money Men that backfired and grew out of control to eat its own.

      We must support ourselves and stand fast together even as pressure disperses our enemies and bangs at our doors. No one can do everything, but everybody can do something. We must all do what we can for each other to weather this blizzard.

      Now more than ever all the family must be together; to comfort, to protect, to guide, to survive because … there is a revolution going on in America/the World.

      Notes from First Minute of a New Day (1/75)

      SMALL TALK AT 125TH AND LENOX

      Tell me:

      Did’ja ever eat corn bread an’ black-eyed peas?

      Or watermelon and mustard greens?

      Get high as you can on Saturday night

      and then go to church on Sunday to set things right?

      Listen:

      ‘I seen Miz Blake after Willie yesterday.

      She’d a killed anybody who’d a got in her way!

      Hey look! I got a tv for a pound on the head.

      Jimmy Gene got the bes’ Panamanian Red.

      No, I a
    in’t got on no underclothes,

      But the Hawk got to get through this Gypsy Rose!

      I think Clay got his very good points.

      You say a trey bag wit’ thirteen joints?

      Who cares if LBJ is in town?

      Up with Stokely an’ H. Rap Brown!

      I dunno if the riots is wrong,

      But Whitey been kickin’ my ass fo’ too long.

      I wuz s’pose to baby but they hel’ my pay.

      Did you hear what the number wuz yesterday?

      Junkies is all right when they ain’t broke.

      They leaves you alone when they high on dope.

      Damn, but I wish I could get up an’ move!

      Shut up, hell, you know that ain’t true.’

      PAINT IT BLACK

      Picture a man of nearly thirty

      who seems twice as old with clothes torn and

      dirty.

      Give him a job shining shoes

      or cleaning out toilets with bus station crews.

      Give him six children with nothing to eat.

      Expose them to life on a ghetto street.

      Tie an old rag around his wife’s head and

      have her pregnant and lying in bed.

      Stuff them all in a Harlem house.

      Then tell them how bad things are down South.

      BRIDGING

      I thought I saw last night

      across a ridge,

      an ebony bridge that spanned all chasms from

      Harlem to Home.

      African!

      Zimbabwe with apartheid still.

      Kenya, prove the Black man’s will.

      Biafra, the division is not yet killed.

      African!

      Queen’s English, manners so defined

      Wardrobe styled and dignified

      Darker skin and no Tarzan smile.

      Afro-American!

      Handshake and dashikis too

      James Brown doin’ the soul boogaloo

      People starving with nothing to do.

      Afro-American!

      Idolizing TV-man

      Capitalism’s also-ran

      Colloquialism’s cool man.

      African! From the continent

      Afro-Americans! From the discontent

      Brothers! Can we not implement

      a bit of faith?

      a bit of love?

      For we are all truly brothers

      From the womb of mother same

      From the genesis we were one

      Let us be one, once again.

      ALIEN

      Midnight near the border

      Tryin’ to cross the Rio Grande

      Runnin’ with coyotes to

      Where the streets are paved with gold.

      You’re diving underwater

      When you hear the helicopters

      Knowing it’s all been less than worthless

      (If you meet) the border patrol

      Hiding in the shadows

      So scared that you want to scream

      But you dare not make a sound

      If you want to hold on to your dreams.

      Hold on! It may not be a lot

      Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

      No matter the consequences

      Or the fear that grips your senses

      You have got to hold on to your dreams.

      City of the Angels

      With its bright light fascination

      Only adds to the confusion

      That your mind must now endure.

      The ‘Gringos’ take advantage

      When they know that you’re illegal

      But you avoid La Policia

      Like a plague that can’t be cured.

      Paying the ‘mordida’

      Lets you know what ‘pollos’ means

      But you dare not file complaints

      If you want to hold on to your dreams.

      Hold on! It may not be a lot

      Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

      No matter the consequences

      Or the fear that grips your senses

      You have got to hold on to your dreams.

      Down at Western Union

      Sending cash back to your family

      Or drinking down ‘cervezas’

      Where the lights are very low

      Your mind may start to wander

      When you think about your village

      Or the woman that you love so much

      Who’s still in Mexico.

      At just two bucks an hour

      There is little to redeem (this life)

      Except that in your mind

      You’ve got to hold on to your dreams

      Hold on! It may not be a lot

      Hold on!’ Cause you know it’s all you’ve got

      No matter the consequences

      Or the fear that grips your senses

      You have got to hold on to your dreams.

      JOHANNESBURG

      What’s the word?

      Tell me brother, have you heard

      from Johannesburg?

      What’s the word?

      Sister/woman have you heard

      from Johannesburg?

      They tell me that our brothers over there

      are defyin’ the Man.

      We don’t know for sure because the news we

      get is unreliable, man.

      Well I hate it when the blood starts flowin’,

      but I’m glad to see resistance growin’.

      Somebody tell me what’s the word?

      Tell me brother, have you heard

      from Johannesburg?

      They tell me that our brothers over there

      refuse to work in the mines.

      They may not get the news but they need to know

      we’re on their side.

      Now sometimes distance brings

      misunderstanding,

      but deep in my heart I’m demanding:

      Somebody tell me what’s the word?

      Sister/woman have you heard

      ’bout Johannesburg?

      I know that their strugglin’ over there

      ain’t gonna free me,

      but we all need to be strugglin’

      if we’re gonna be free.

      Don’t you wanna be free?

      THE VULTURE

      Standing in the ruins of another Black man’s life,

      Or flying through the valley separating day and

      night.

      ‘I am death,’ cried the Vulture. ‘For the people

      of the light.’

      Charon brought his raft from the sea that sails

      on souls,

      And saw the scavenger departing, taking warm

      hearts to the cold.

      He knew the ghetto was the haven for the

      meanest creature ever known.

      In a wilderness of heartbreak and a desert of

      despair,

      Evil’s clarion of justice shrieks a cry of naked

      terror.

      Taking babies from their mamas and leaving

      grief beyond compare.

      So if you see the Vulture coming, flying circles in

      your mind,

      Remember there is no escaping for he will

      follow close behind.

      Only promise me a battle, battle for your soul

      and mine.

      THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED

      You will not be able to stay home, brother.

      You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop

      out.

      You will not be able to lose yourself on scag and

      skip out for beer during commercials because

      The revolution will not be televised.

      The revolution will not be televised.

      The revolution will not be brought to you

      by Xerox in four parts without commercial

      interruption.

      The revolution will not show you pictures of

      Nixon blowing a bugle and leading a charge by

      John Mitchell, General Ab
    ramson and Spiro

      Agnew to eat hog maws confiscated from a

      Harlem sanctuary.

      The revolution will not be televised.

      The revolution will not be brought to you by

      The Schaeffer Award Theatre and will not star

      Natalie Wood and Steve McQueen or Bullwinkle

      and Julia?

      The revolution will not give your mouth sex

      appeal.

      The revolution will not get rid of the nubs.

      The revolution will not make you look five

      pounds thinner.

      The revolution will not be televised, brother.

      There will be no pictures of you and Willie Mae

      pushing that shopping cart down the block on

      the dead run

      or trying to slide that color tv in a stolen

      ambulance.

      NBC will not be able to predict the winner at

      8:32 on reports from twenty-nine districts.

      The revolution will not be televised.

      There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down

      brothers

      on the instant replay.

      There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down

      brothers

      on the instant replay.

      The will be no slow motion or still lifes of Roy

      Wilkins strolling through Watts in a red, black

      and green liberation jumpsuit that he has been

      saving for just the proper occasion.

      Green Acres, Beverly Hillbillies and Hooterville

      Junction

      will no longer be so damned relevant

      and women will not care if Dick finally got down

      with Jane

      on Search for Tomorrow

      because black people will be in the streets

     


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