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    Way More West

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    The sky disdains

      to be thus associated and treacherous cowboys

      who drive cars live there.

      Say the purity of blue over Houston

      that unwholesome place

      is prettier

      and the graininess over Michoacan is moodier

      and I have been to wyoming.

      7

      The trip back sadly as all trips

      back are

      dull

      and I did

      see the old bartender woman of florence

      this time in her restaurant part 50 yards

      away from the tavern between which

      she ran apparently with the speed

      of some sort of stout gazelle

      but not the broad with the fabulatory build.

      She that day was probably off in an office somewhere.

      Pity daytime lives.

      But everyone was tired. We had unloaded

      the furniture, early the next morning

      and before the bite of the sun quelled the bite

      of the stars we left, going the long, time consuming

      way

      south. Sober business.

      The Beauty of North Fork was there as she will be

      till she dies sometime

      (and by the way she runs a tavern)

      Thence to salmon and across the narrow bridge

      and out

      into the lemhi. I say

      if it weren’t for the distances

      and for the trees & creeks I would

      go mad, o yes, land, that one forces

      a secondary interest in, vanishes

      as a force as you drive onward.

      This is only obvious.

      This is only some of the times we spend.

      You go through it as though it were

      a planet of cotton wadding . . . and love

      its parts as you do the parts of a woman

      whose relations with earth are more established

      than your own.

      But of physical entirety

      there is no need to elaborate, one has

      one’s foot

      on the ground, which is the saying

      of all common and communicable pleasures

      and my arm around your shoulder is the proof of that.

      But I am ashamed of my country

      that, not as areal reality, but as act

      it shames me to be a citizen in

      the land where I grew up. The very air chills

      your bones, the very ungraciousness of its replies

      and the pressures of its not replying

      embarrass my presence here. God knows

      we do what we can to live.

      But the intimidations thrown at us

      in the spurious forms they have learned truth

      can take, in a time which should have been

      plenty and engaging of the best that each man,

      if he were encouraged to be even that, and

      not slapped in the face as stupid, cut off

      from all other peoples to make him hygienic of

      views not viable to this soil, which is no more

      sacred I tell you than any other the earth

      has to offer, for she in her roundness has kept

      an accord with her movements great time has not yet

      seen aberrant. Mice crawling on a moving body?

      can they, may they really offset great movement?

      The very air,

      if you are awake, can chill your bones

      and there is little enough of beauty

      finally scratched for. It is not

      the end pursuit of my countrymen

      that they be great

      in a great line of men.

      An occasional woman, won’t,

      though I wish she could,

      justify a continent. In the parliaments

      of miniscule places she is there

      and gives them substance,

      as in Florence, and North Fork

      for she was gracious as leaders

      are now not and I begin to believe after all

      these years there is an aristocracy

      of place and event and person

      and as I sit here above this valley

      I sought to involve you with

      and take you out on a trip

      that had no point, there remains Montana

      and it is nice. But not infallible.

      The sky is a hoax.

      And was meant,

      once suggested,

      to catch your eye. The eye

      can be arbitrary,

      but its subject matter cannot.

      Thus the beauty of some women.

      And from Williston

      along the grand missourian length

      of the upper plains you go, then the Milk

      to Havre

      that incredible distance once along a route

      all those clamorous men

      took . . . they now grow things there not horticultural

      only storageable, things of less importance

      than fur

      for furs then were never stockpiled, it would

      hurt the hair,

      that Astor,

      he’d never have done it.

      And yes Fort Benton is lovely

      and quiet, I would gladly give it as a gift

      to a friend, and with pride, a place of marked

      indolence, where the river closes, a gift

      of marked indifference, if it were mine.

      If the broad grass park were mine

      between the river and the town

      and to the quick rise behind.

      And then up to the median altitude of Montana

      Sugar beets and sheep and cattle.

      Where the normal spaces

      are the stretches of Wyoming

      and north Dakota, Idaho

      is cut

      by an elbow

      of mountain that swings

      down, thus she is

      cut off by geologies she says

      I’m sure

      are natural

      but it is truly the West

      as no other place,

      ruined by an ambition and religion

      cut, by a cowboy use of her nearly virgin self

      unannealed

      by a real placement

      this,

      this

      is the birthplace

      of Mr. Pound

      and Hemingway in his own mouth

      chose to put a shotgun.

      Song

      This afternoon was unholy, the sky

      bright mixed with cloud wrath, I read Yeats,

      then black, and their land of heart’s desire

      where beauty has no ebb

      decay no flood

      but joy is wisdom, time

      an endless song

      I kiss you

      and the world begins to fade

      I kiss you not, the world is not.

      I would not give my soul to you yet

      the desire inside me burns.

      November. The eighteenth was the coldest

      this season, encumbered with routine errands

      out past the factory

      black sulphur

      and in the dense checks

      of its burdensome smoke the intense yellow tanks,

      hooded, there sat a smell of weak death

      and we pass these days of our isolation

      in our rigidly assigned shelters

      heads bent in occupation

      a couple of pointless daydreamers

      smiles lit and thrown into the breeze,

      how artful can love

      suffer in the cross streets of this town

      marked simply by the clicking railroad

      and scratch of the janitor’s broom.

      Song

      Christ of the sparrows Help me!

      the soot falls

      along the street

      into the alleys.

      december.

      and sometimes


      its rain falls

      along pocatello’s streets

      into its alleys

      along its black diesel thruways

      There is no far away place

      could satisfy

      there is no forlorn bird

      could outdistance my desire.

      When the vacation

      of my heart is that complete

      the pain of this

      particular moment

      is unbearable. The sun

      strikes my book laden table

      my room is my skull

      I could have you tell me

      this pain behind my eyes will soon be gone

      I could listen, I could die

      seized by a foolishly contrived misunderstanding

      or listlessly watch

      the two single

      figures bent

      and in the rags of careful hesitation

      feel their way along the sidewalk

      past my window

      old men

      leave a city already made lonely

      by the outcast words of pointless conversation

      go,

      along the intolerably windy highway west of here.

      And mind us

      there were no marks of the bruise of friends

      there aren’t any traces of that turmoil, you stay

      as you were, there were

      a few headlong pitches onto the ground

      a torn shoulder to remember

      a few unhappy nights.

      drunk with the high necessity to talk

      fast and loud in crowded bars

      And then, in the street

      to spit silently out

      the cheap guilt

      and all the casual half meant and self aware

      inward chastisement

      a petty reward for myself, like saving a nickel

      and insisting even with a smile

      it was my life I lived

      the suspicious terror I’d turned around

      too many times to keep track

      I said you said I said You said I said.

      The Smug Never Silent Guns of the Enemy

      Their muzzles are at the door.

      Did you see them, did he

      see them, minutemen

      rising out of the silos

      A winter wonderland of

      the white busy north.

      The smug guns, trained on

      The whites of their eyes

      are grey

      and disputations

      of more guns come

      into the ear:

      The manipulated price of sugar

      The death of great ladies

      “I’ll shoot my second if you’ll shoot yours”

      Concentrated insecticides

      (flow like milk in the river

      You will be greeted

      on the outskirts of town

      with a vegetable brush

      and tips on good living

      An interview with a turkey farmer

      (gobbling in the background

      the news that Bertrand Russell

      is a sick old fool

      The seminar ends when the squat madeyed colonel

      announces the way to peace thru war and shoots the moderator

      And more corrupted reports follow you out

      the door, they implore you to think young

      and you do

      it is such a pleasure in the sagebrush

      in the open saturated air

      zipping up your pants

      having made more of the latest news

      on the new snow.

      Mourning Letter, March 29, 1963

      No hesitation

      would stay me

      from weeping this morning

      for the miners of Hazard Kentucky.

      The mine owners’

      extortionary skulls

      whose eyes are diamonds don’t float

      down the rivers, as they should,

      of the flood

      The miners, cold

      starved, driven from work, in

      their homes float though and float

      on the ribbed ships of their frail

      bodies,

      Oh, go letter,

      keep my own misery close to theirs

      associate me with no other honor.

      Song: Venceremos

      (for latin america

      (for préman sotomayor

      And there will be fresh children once more

      in planalto and matto grosso

      green mansions for their houses

      along the orinoco

      take away the oil

      it is not to anoint their heads

      take away the cannon

      and the saber from the paunch belly

      overlaid with crossed colors

      those quaint waddling men

      are the leaden dead toys

      only their

      own

      children

      caress

      while the great eyed children

      far away in the mountains, out of Quito

      pass thru the crisp evening streets

      of earth towns, where they caress

      the earth, a substance of majority

      including the lead of established

      forces,

      who can do nothing

      but give us the measures of pain

      which now define us

      Take away the boats from the bananas

      they are there for the double purpose

      to quell insurrection first

      and next to make of an equatorial food

      a clanging and numerical register in chicago

      this is not industrial comment,

      it is not Sandburg’s chicago

      not how ugly a city you did make

      but whitman’s fine generosity I want

      a specific measure of respect returned for the hand

      and the back that bears away the stalk

      as a boy, in illinois

      peeled away, in amazement, the yellow, brown lined case

      thicker place

      when the arced phenomenon

      was first put in his hand

      a suggestion and a food, combustion!

      keep your fingers from the coffee bush.

      Nor,

      on the meseta Basáltica, or back in town

      in Paso de Indios

      can the people be permitted

      the luxurious image of Peron

      and his duly wedded saint

      they can be taught to deny

      the dictator and his call girl

      in the sports car

      hide themselves in some corrupt

      rooming house country

      with a blue coast

      and damned clergy

      “memory, mind, and will

      :politics

      “there are men with ideas

      who effect”

      Force those men.

      be keen to pass beyond all known use

      use the grain on a common mountain

      for those who are hungry

      treat hunger

      as a ceremony

      be quick to pass by condition

      and the persuasion of mere number

      teach the parrot, who rises

      in the sunset

      a cloud

      to sing,

      destroy

      all talking parrots

      I ask you

      make for the

      altar

      of your imaginations

      some sign Keep

      the small clerks of God from your precinct

      be not a world, and therefore halt

      before the incursions of general infection

      from a stronger world,

      dance,

      and in your side stepping

      the spirit

      will tell where.

      Song: Europa

      Red wine will flow

      sadly past your lips, and leave

      with fullness their parting

     
    october is orange

      with desolation

      the mountains are abandoned

      each winter sunset

      to those cruel marks of red

      or whole lines of remote ranges

      lit of desire for you as they recede

      toward oregon

      Nothing will happen.

      The brutality of your frankness

      has come to me

      inches at a time,

      and so slowly the pain marches

      through the veins of my soul

      with the heavy step of a migrating herd

      tramping out the vintage

      Evening is

      that closing part

      of you I sometimes hum as a song to myself

      looking down the street through my fingers

      through the wreath of myrtle

      with which you have embellished

      my horns

      I call

      with the thick weight

      in my throat

      over your terrain

      O she is a small settlement, there

      she is an atmosphere

      and we are above it all

      under her white gown

      and against my bare shoulder

      snow flakes fall

      a slight scent of ginger

      fresh in the wind

      of our trip to Knossos

      For the New Union Dead in Alabama

      The Rose of Sharon

      I lost in the tortured night

      of this banished place

      the phrase

      and the rose

      from wandering

      away, down the lanes

      in all their abstract directions

      a worry about the peninsula

      of the east,

      and the grim territories

      of the west

      here in the raw greed

      of the frontier my soul can find

      no well of clear water

      it is pressed

      as a layer

      between unreadable concerns,

      a true sandwich, a true

      grave, like a performance

      in an utterly removed theater

      is a grave, the unreachable action makes

      a crypt

      of distance,

      a rose of immense beauty

     


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