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      MR. BARLOW. Ah, splendid! Splendid! There is nothing like gaiety.

      WINIFRED. I do love to dance about. I know: let us do a little

      ballet--four of us--oh, do!

      GERALD. What ballet, Winifred?

      WINIFRED. Any. Eva can play for us. She plays well.

      MR. BARLOW. You won't disturb your mother? Don't disturb Eva if

      she is busy with your mother. (Exit WINIFRED.) If only I can see

      Winifred happy, my heart is at rest: if only I can hope for her to

      be happy in her life.

      GERALD. Oh, Winnie's all right, father--especially now she has Miss

      Wrath to initiate her into the mysteries of life and labour.

      ANABEL. Why are you ironical?

      MR. BARLOW. Oh, Miss Wrath, believe me, we all feel that--it is the

      greatest possible pleasure to me that you have come.

      GERALD. I wasn't ironical, I assure you.

      MR. BARLOW. No, indeed--no, indeed! We have every belief in you.

      ANABEL. But why should you have?

      MR. BARLOW. Ah, my dear child, allow us the credit of our own

      discernment. And don't take offence at my familiarity. I am

      afraid I am spoilt since I am an invalid.

      (Re-enter WINIFRED, with EVA.)

      MR. BARLOW. Come, Eva, you will excuse us for upsetting your evening.

      Will you be so good as to play something for us to dance to?

      EVA. Yes, sir. What shall I play?

      WINIFRED. Mozart--I'll find you the piece. Mozart's the saddest

      musician in the world--but he's the best to dance to.

      MR. BARLOW. Why, how is it you are such a connoisseur in sadness,

      darling?

      GERALD. She isn't. She's a flagrant amateur.

      (EVA plays; they dance a little ballet.)

      MR. BARLOW. Charming--charming, Miss Wrath:--will you allow me to

      say _Anabel_, we shall all feel so much more at home? Yes--thank you

      --er--you enter into the spirit of it wonderfully, Anabel, dear. The

      others are accustomed to play together. But it is not so easy to

      come in on occasion as you do.

      GERALD. Oh, Anabel's a genius!--I beg your pardon, Miss Wrath--

      familiarity is catching.

      MR. BARLOW. Gerald, my boy, don't forget that you are virtually host

      here.

      EVA. Did you want any more music, sir?

      GERALD. No, don't stay, Eva. We mustn't tire father. (Exit EVA.)

      MR. BARLOW. I am afraid, Anabel, you will have a great deal to

      excuse in us, in the way of manners. We have never been a formal

      household. But you have lived in the world of artists: you will

      understand, I hope.

      ANABEL. Oh, surely---

      MR. BARLOW. Yes, I know. We have been a turbulent family, and we

      have had our share of sorrow, even more, perhaps, than of joys. And

      sorrow makes one indifferent to the conventionalities of life.

      GERALD. Excuse me, father: do you mind if I go and write a letter I

      have on my conscience?

      MR. BARLOW. No, my boy. (Exit GERALD.) We have had our share of

      sorrow and of conflict, Miss Wrath, as you may have gathered.

      ANABEL. Yes--a little.

      MR. BARLOW. The mines were opened when my father was a boy--the

      first--and I was born late, when he was nearly fifty. So that all

      my life has been involved with coal and colliers. As a young man, I

      was gay and thoughtless. But I married young, and we lost our first

      child through a terrible accident. Two children we have lost through

      sudden and violent death. (WINIFRED goes out unnoticed.) It made me

      reflect. And when I came to reflect, Anabel, I could not justify my

      position in life. If I believed in the teachings of the New

      Testament--which I did, and do--how could I keep two or three

      thousand men employed and underground in the mines, at a wage, let us

      say, of two pounds a week, whilst I lived in this comfortable house,

      and took something like two thousand pounds a year--let us name any

      figure---

      ANABEL. Yes, of course. But is it money that really matters, Mr.

      Barlow?

      MR. BARLOW. My dear, if you are a working man, it matters. When I

      went into the homes of my poor fellows, when they were ill or had had

      accidents--then I knew it mattered. I knew that the great disparity

      was wrong--even as we are taught that it is wrong.

      ANABEL. Yes, I believe that the great disparity is a mistake. But

      take their lives, Mr. Barlow. Do you thing they would LIVE more, if

      they had more money? Do you think the poor live less than the rich?

      --is their life emptier?

      MR. BARLOW. Surely their lives would be better, Anabel.

      OLIVER. All our lives would be better, if we hadn't to hang on in the

      perpetual tug-of-war, like two donkeys pulling at one carrot. The

      ghastly tension of possessions, and struggling for possession, spoils

      life for everybody.

      MR. BARLOW. Yes, I know now, as I knew then, that it was wrong. But

      how to avoid the wrong? If I gave away the whole of my income, it

      would merely be an arbitrary dispensation of charity. The money would

      still be mine to give, and those that received it would probably only

      be weakened instead of strengthened. And then my wife was accustomed

      to a certain way of living, a certain establishment. Had I any right

      to sacrifice her, without her consent?

      ANABEL. Why, no!

      MR. BARLOW. Again, if I withdrew from the Company, if I retired on

      a small income, I knew that another man would automatically take my

      place, and make it probably harder for the men.

      ANABEL. Of course--while the system stands, if one makes self-

      sacrifice one only panders to the system, makes it fatter.

      MR. BARLOW. One panders to the system--one panders to the system.

      And so, you see, the problem is too much. One man cannot alter or

      affect the system; he can only sacrifice himself to it. Which is

      the worst thing probably that he can do.

      OLIVER. Quite. But why feel guilty for the system?--everybody

      supports it, the poor as much as the rich. If every rich man

      withdrew from the system, the working class and socialists would

      keep it going, every man in the hope of getting rich himself at

      last. It's the people that are wrong. They want the system much

      more than the rich do--because they are much more anxious to be

      rich--never having been rich, poor devils.

      MR. BARLOW. Just the system. So I decided at last that the best way

      was to give every private help that lay in my power. I would help my

      men individually and personally, wherever I could. Not one of them

      came to me and went away unheard; and there was no distress which

      could be alleviated that I did not try to alleviate. Yet I am afraid

      that the greatest distress I never heard of , the most distressed

      never came to me. They hid their trouble.

      ANABEL. Yes, the decent ones.

      MR. BARLOW. But I wished to help--it was my duty. Still, I think

      that, on the whole, we were a comfortable and happy community.

      Barlow & Walsall's men were not unhappy in those days, I believe.

      We were liberal; the men lived.

      OLIVER. Yes, that is true. Even twenty years ago the place was

      still jolly.


      MR. BARLOW. And then, when Gerald was a lad of thirteen, came the

      great lock-out. We belonged to the Masters' Federation--I was but

      one man on the Board. We had to abide by the decision. The mines

      were closed till the men would accept the reduction.--Well, that cut

      my life across. We were shutting the men out from work, starving

      their families, in order to force them to accept a reduction. It may

      be the condition of trade made it imperative. But, for myself, I

      would rather have lost everything.--Of course, we did what we could.

      Food was very cheap--practically given away. We had open kitchen

      here. And it was mercifully warm summer-time. Nevertheless, there

      was privation and suffering, and trouble and bitterness. We had the

      redcoats down--even to guard this house. And from this window I saw

      Whatmore head-stocks ablaze, and before I could get to the spot the

      soldiers had shot two poor fellows. They were not killed, thank

      God---

      OLIVER. Ah, but they enjoyed it--they enjoyed it immensely. I

      remember what grand old sporting weeks they were. It was like a

      fox-hunt, so lively and gay--bands and tea-parties and excitement

      everywhere, pit-ponies loose, men all over the country-side---

      MR. BARLOW. There was a great deal of suffering, which you were

      too young to appreciate. However, since that year I have had to

      acknowledge a new situation--a radical if unspoken opposition

      between masters and men. Since that year we have been split into

      opposite camps. Whatever I might privately feel, I was one of the

      owners, one of the masters, and therefore in the opposite camp. To

      my men I was an oppressor, a representative of injustice and greed.

      Privately, I like to think that even to this day they bear me no

      malice, that they have some lingering regard for me. But the master

      stands before the human being, and the condition of war overrides

      individuals--they hate the master, even whilst, as a human being, he

      would be their friend. I recognise the inevitable justice. It is

      the price one has to pay.

      ANABEL. Yes, it is difficult--very.

      MR. BARLOW. Perhaps I weary you?

      ANABEL. Oh, no--no.

      MR. BARLOW. Well--then the mines began to pay badly. The seams ran

      thin and unprofitable, work was short. Either we must close down

      or introduce a new system, American methods, which I dislike so

      extremely. Now it really became a case of men working against

      machines, flesh and blood working against iron, for a livelihood.

      Still, it had to be done--the whole system revolutionised. Gerald

      took it in hand--and now I hardly know my own pits, with the great

      electric plants and strange machinery, and the new coal-cutters--

      iron men, as the colliers call them--everything running at top speed,

      utterly dehumanised, inhuman. Well, it had to be done; it was the

      only alternative to closing down and throwing three thousand men out

      of work. And Gerald has done it. But I can't bear to see it. The

      men of this generation are not like my men. They are worn and gloomy;

      they have a hollow look that I can't bear to see. They are a great

      grief to me. I remember men even twenty years ago--a noisy, lively,

      careless set, who kept the place ringing. I feel it is unnatural; I

      feel afraid of it. And I cannot help feeling guilty.

      ANABEL. Yes--I understand. It terrifies me.

      MR. BARLOW. Does it?--does it?--Yes.--And as my wife says, I leave

      it all to Gerald--this terrible situation. But I appeal to God, if

      anything in my power could have averted it, I would have averted it.

      I would have made any sacrifice. For it is a great and bitter

      trouble to me.

      ANABEL. Ah, well, in death there is no industrial situation.

      Something must be different there.

      MR. BARLOW. Yes--yes.

      OLIVER. And you see sacrifice isn't the slightest use. If only

      people would be sane and decent.

      MR. BARLOW. Yes, indeed.--Would you be so good as to ring, Oliver?

      I think I must go to bed.

      ANABEL. Ah, you have over-tired yourself.

      MR. BARLOW. No, my dear--not over-tired. Excuse me if I have

      burdened you with all this. I relieves me to speak of it.

      ANABEL. I realise HOW terrible it is, Mr. Barlow--and how helpless

      one is.

      MR. BARLOW. Thank you, my dear, for your sympathy.

      OLIVER. If the people for one minute pulled themselves up and

      conquered their mania for money and machine excitement, the whole

      thing would be solved.--Would you like me to find Winnie and tell

      her to say good night to you?

      MR. BARLOW. If you would be so kind. (Exit OLIVER.) Can't you find

      a sweet that you would like, my dear? Won't you take a little cherry

      brandy?

      (Enter BUTLER.)

      ANABEL. Thank you.

      WILLIAM. You will go up, sir?

      MR. BARLOW. Yes, William.

      WILLIAM. You are tired to-night, sir.

      MR. BARLOW. It has come over me just now.

      WILLIAM. I wish you went up before you became so over-tired, sir.

      Would you like nurse?

      MR. BARLOW. No, I'll go with you, William. Good night, my dear.

      ANABEL. Good night, Mr. Barlow. I am so sorry if you are over-tired.

      (Exit BUTLER and MR. BARLOW. ANABEL takes a drink and goes to

      the fire.)

      (Enter GERALD.)

      GERALD. Father gone up?

      ANABEL. Yes.

      GERALD. I thought I heard him. Has he been talking too much?--Poor

      father, he will take things to heart.

      ANABEL. Tragic, really.

      GERALD. Yes, I suppose it is. But one can get beyond tragedy--

      beyond the state of feeling tragical, I mean. Father himself is

      tragical. One feels he is mistaken--and yet he wouldn't be any

      different, and be himself, I suppose. He's sort of crucified on

      an idea of the working people. It's rather horrible when he's

      one's father.--However, apart from tragedy, how do you like being

      here, in this house?

      ANABEL. I like the house. It's rather too comfortable.

      GERALD. Yes. But how do you like being here?

      ANABEL. How do you like my being in your home?

      GERALD. Oh, I think you're very decorative.

      ANABEL. More decorative than comfortable?

      GERALD. Perhaps. But perhaps you give the necessary finish to the

      establishment.

      ANABEL. Like the correct window-curtains?

      GERALD. Yes, something like that. I say, why did you come, Anabel?

      Why did you come slap-bang into the middle of us?--It's not

      expostulation--I want to know.

      ANABEL. You mean you want to be told?

      GERALD. Yes, I want to be told.

      ANABEL. That's rather mean of you. You should savvy, and let it go

      without saying.

      GERALD. Yes, but I don't savvy.

      ANABEL. Then wait till you do.

      GERALD. No, I want to be told. There's a difference in you, Anabel,

      that puts me out, rather. You're sort of softer and sweeter--I'm not

      sure whether it isn't a touch of father in you. There's a little


      sanctified smudge on your face. Are you really a bit sanctified?

      ANABEL. No, not sanctified. It's true I feel different. I feel I

      want a new way of life--something more dignified, more religious, if

      you like--anyhow, something POSITIVE.

      GERALD. Is it the change of heart, Anabel?

      ANABEL. Perhaps it is, Gerald.

      GERALD. I'm not sure that I like it. Isn't it like a berry that

      decides to get very sweet, and goes soft?

      ANABEL. I don't think so.

      GERALD. Slightly sanctimonious. I think I liked you better before.

      I don't think I like you with this touch of aureole. People seem to

      me so horribly self-satisfied when they get a change of heart--they

      take such a fearful lot of credit to themselves on the strength of it.

      ANABEL. I don't think I do.--Do you feel no different, Gerald?

      GERALD. Radically, I can't say I do. I feel very much more

      INdifferent.

      ANABEL. What to?

      GERALD. Everything.

      ANABEL. You're still angry--that's what it is.

      GERALD. Oh, yes, I'm angry. But that is part of my normal state.

      ANABEL. Why are you angry?

      GERALD. Is there any reason why I shouldn't be angry? I'm angry

      because you treated me--well, so impudently, really--clearing out

      and leaving one to whistle to the empty walls.

      ANABEL. Don't you think it was time I cleared out, when you became

      so violent, and really dangerous, really like a madman?

      GERALD. Time or not time, you went--you disappeared and left us

      high and dry--and I am still angry.--But I'm not only angry about

      that. I'm angry with the colliers, with Labour for its low-down

      impudence--and I'm angry with father for being so ill--and I'm angry

      with mother for looking such a hopeless thing--and I'm angry with

      Oliver because he thinks so much---

      ANABEL. And what are you angry with yourself for?

      GERALD. I'm angry with myself for being myself--I always was that.

      I was always a curse to myself.

      ANABEL. And that's why you curse others so much?

      GERALD. You talk as if butter wouldn't melt in your mouth.

      ANABEL. You see, Gerald, there has to be a change. You'll have to

      change.

      GERALD. Change of heart?--Well, it won't be to get softer, Anabel.

      ANABEL. You needn't be softer. But you can be quieter, more sane

      even. There ought to be some part of you that can be quiet and apart

      from the world, some part that can be happy and gentle.

      GERALD. Well, there isn't. I don't pretend to be able to extricate

      a soft sort of John Halifax, Gentleman, out of the machine I'm mixed

      up in, and keep him to gladden the connubial hearth. I'm angry, and

      I'm angry right through, and I'm not going to play bo-peep with

      myself, pretending not to be.

      ANABEL. Nobody asks you to. But is there no part of you that can be

      a bit gentle and peaceful and happy with a woman?

      GERALD. No, there isn't.--I'm not going to smug with you--no, not I.

      You're smug in your coming back. You feel virtuous, and expect me to

      rise to it. I won't.

      ANABEL. Then I'd better have stayed away.

      GERALD. If you want me to virtuise and smug with you, you had.

      ANABEL. What DO you want, then?

      GERALD. I don't know. I know I don't want THAT.

      ANABEL. Oh, very well. (Goes to the piano; begins to play.)

      (Enter MRS. BARLOW.)

      GERALD. Hello, mother! Father HAS gone to bed.

      MRS. BARLOW. Oh, I thought he was down here talking. You two alone?

      GERALD. With the piano for chaperone, mother.

     


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