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      the sensual love they had between them

      freshened, gained life and force

      from the sixty pounds at cards.

      And all joy and strength, sensuality and beauty

      they went—not home to their respectable people

      (who besides did not want them anymore)

      to a known and particular

      house of debauchery they went and sought

      a bedroom and costly drinks and drank again,

      and when they were through the costly drinks

      and when it was finally four o’clock

      they surrendered, happy, to love.

      Greek from Old

      Antioch is very proud of her splendid buildings,

      pleasant streets, and all around her

      wonderful countryside and the great numbers

      resident there; she is proud to be the seat

      of glorious kings; proud she has artists

      and wise men and the deeply rich

      and prudent merchants, but far beyond compare

      with these Antioch is proud to be a city

      that is Greek from of old, related to Argos

      from Ione founded by Argive

      colonists in honor of Inachos’ daughter.

      Days of 1901

      This is what set him apart

      that in all his dissolution

      and a lot of experience in love

      for all that he customarily

      acted what seemed his age

      moments came up—very rarely

      to be sure—when he gave the impression

      of almost untouched flesh.

      The beauty of his 29 years

      tested so by pleasure—

      at moments one recalled

      against all expectation

      an ephebe who somehow awkwardly

      his first time in love

      surrenders his body pure.

      You Do Not Comprehend

      As for our doctrines—

      idle Julian said,

      “I have read. I comprehend.

      I condemn.” As though

      his “I condemn”

      annihilated us.

      Ludicrous.

      But such bright sayings

      have no currency with us,

      the Christians.

      “You read,

      but you do not comprehend.

      For if you do comprehend

      you would not have condemned,”

      We answered straight.

      A Young Man, for His Art—24 Years Old

      Go to work, my wit, the best you can—

      a half-delight is wasting him:

      he is in a state of madness.

      Every day he kisses the face he loves

      his hands on those gorgeous limbs.

      Never has he loved with so much passion

      but the beautiful fulfillment of love

      is lacking. The fulfillment is lacking

      that ought to be there for both

      to reach the intensity that is desired.

      They are not both given alike

      to pleasure in perversion.

      Him alone had that mode made captive.

      He wastes away, he’s lost his temper.

      Besides, he is out of work. This contributes a lot.

      He borrows with difficulty little bits of money .

      (Almost, he begs sometimes) and scrapes along.

      He kisses the lips he adores. Over that gorgeous

      form—which nevertheless he senses

      only consents—he takes his pleasure.

      And then he drinks and he smokes.

      He drinks and smokes.

      He drags around the coffee shops all day.

      Heartache drags him, bored with his beauty—

      Go to work, my wit, the best you can.

      In Sparta

      King Kleomenes did not know, did not have the nerve

      did not know a way to say to his mother that

      Ptolemy would have as their compact’s stamp

      her consigned to Egypt and kept under guard

      very demeaning—inappropriate—

      he kept starting to talk kept halting

      he kept starting to speak, kept stopping.

      But she comprehended, excellent lady,

      had already heard some relevant gossip

      and she gave him heart to explain himself

      and laughed and said of course she would go

      it pleased her very much she could

      in her old age be useful to Sparta.

      As for demeaning, she did not care:

      the Spartan attitude, surely the man was not up

      to understanding that, he only yesterday a Lagid.

      So his requirement could not in fact

      demean a lady, noble like herself

      mother of a Spartan king.

      Picture of a 23 Year Old Young Man Done by a Friend of the Same Age, Amateur

      He finished the portrait yesterday noon.

      Now he examines details: he did him in gray

      unbuttoned garb, dark gray,

      no waistcoat, no cravat, but with a pink

      shirt, opened, for something to show

      of the beauty of his breast and his throat,

      the right temple almost all of it

      his hair covers, his good-looking hair

      ( in the style that he favors this year).

      The tone is also there, fully hedonistic

      as he hoped to impart when he did the eyes

      when he did the lips—his mouth, the lips

      that exist to fulfill a special loving.

      In a Large Greek Colony, 200 BCE

      In the Colony, no slightest doubt remained

      things were not proceeding

      in accordance with our prayer

      although we push along somehow

      maybe the time has come for us,

      just as no few think, to bring on a Political Reformer.

      But the thing is, the trouble is

      they make a major history

      out of every single thing, these reformers,

      (Happiness would be never to need them)

      They test and question every single tiny thing

      and think right away of basic reforms

      that must be installed without delay.

      They also have a bent for sacrifice

      “Abandon that possession

      Your occupation there is not secure.

      Such possessions cost the Colonies dear.

      Relinquish that source of income

      and that other related one too

      and that third, as natural consequence.

      They are substantial to be sure

      but what is one to do?

      For you they are creating harmful liabilities.”

      The further they go with their testing

      the more things they find redundant

      and try to make them stop

      things that are hard, however,

      for a person to abolish.

      And when if you’re lucky they finish their work

      prescriptions and cut-backs in great detail

      they are off taking with them a reasonable pay.

      Ours is to see what still remains

      after such wonderful surgery.

      Maybe the time has not yet come.

      Let’s not hurry. Haste is a dangerous thing.

      Untimely measures bring repentance with them.

      Agreed and too bad, the Colony has ineptitudes,

      but is there any human thing without a fault?

      And finally—look—we are pushing along.

      A Duke from Western Libya

      Generally liked in Alexandria

      the ten days he stayed,

      duke from western Libya,

      Aristomenes, son of Menelaos,

      in dress as in name decently Greek

      accepted honors gladly but

      did not seek them out:

      he was modest

      bought Greek books

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    p; history most and philosophy

      above all a man of few words.

      He would—it was given about—

      be a deep one

      and such men by nature do not talk a lot.

      Not deep not anything

      an ordinary silly fellow

      he took a Greek name

      dressed Greek

      learned more or less

      to act Greek

      and his soul trembled for fear

      that he spoil his goodish impression

      by speaking Greek with awful barbarisms

      so that the Alexandrians make fun

      as is their usual way—frightful tribe.

      So he kept himself to few words

      attending with fear to ending and accent

      bored no little while holding in

      conversations stacked up inside him.

      Kimon, Son of Learchos, 22 Years Old, Student of Greek Literature (in Kyrene)

      “The end came upon me when I was happy:

      Hermoteles had me as inseparable friend

      my very last days, although he pretended

      he was not uneasy, I sensed very often

      the tears in his eyes, if he thought for a moment

      I had gone off to sleep, he would fall as though crazed

      at the foot of my bed, but both of us were

      young men of an age, twenty-three years.

      Fate is a traitor: another passion perhaps

      could have taken Hermoteles from me.

      My death was fair: a love unshared.”

      The epitaph of Marylos, Aristodemos’ son,

      who died a month ago in Alexandria

      I received in grief—I, his cousin, Kimon.

      The writer sent it to me, a poet I know.

      He sent it because he knew I was related

      to Marylos; he did not know anything else.

      My soul is full of grief for Marylos.

      We’d grown up together like brothers.

      I am sad deep down: his untimely death

      has completely erased every trace of rancor . . .

      every trace of rancor toward Marylos though

      he stole from me Hermoteles’ love.

      Though if he wanted me now, Hermoteles, again

      it wouldn’t be at all the same: I know my nature

      easily wounded. Marylos’ image

      would come between us: I would imagine

      him saying to me, “See! Satisfied now?

      See! You got him back as you wanted, Kimon.

      See! You no longer have reason to slander me.”

      On the Way to Sinope

      Mithridates, mighty and glorious,

      lord of great cities

      master of rugged armies and fleets

      on the way to Sinope took a country road

      way out of the way

      where a prophet had his quarters.

      Mithridates sent a captain

      asking the prophet

      what more in the way of fine acquisitions

      lay in his future

      how much more power.

      He sent his captain

      and again took up his way for Sinope.

      The prophet withdrew to his secret room

      came out in about half an hour

      distracted and said to the captain

      “I could not distinguish well enough

      today is not right

      I did see some shadowy things.

      I did not understand them.

      Let him however be satisfied—I think—

      the king with what he has.

      More will bring him into danger.

      Remember, captain, to tell him this:

      Be satisfied, for God’s sake, with what he has.

      Luck has its sudden changes.

      Tell King Mithridates very rare

      is the comrade of his ancestor,

      the noble who writes in the nick of time

      with the tip of his lance in the dirt

      the life-saving, Flee, Mithridates.”

      Days of 1909, ’10, and ’11

      He was the son of a beggared, beleaguered

      merchant seaman, out of an Aegean isle.

      He worked at a smith’s

      his work shoes split, fit for trash,

      worn out clothes, hands fouled

      with rust and oil.

      At evening when he closed the shop

      if there were something he wanted a lot

      a somewhat—let’s say—expensive cravat

      for Sunday wear—let’s say—a cravat,

      or if in the window of a shop

      he saw some nice blue shirt,

      and had to have it

      he sold his body for a dollar or two.

      I wonder if in ancient times

      celebrated Alexandria had a fairer young man

      a more perfect boy than he—who got lost.

      No sculpture of him, to be sure,

      no portrait was done

      dumped in that wretched smithy.

      He soon from exhausting work

      and blue-collar boozing

      in hard usage turned to trash.

      Myres: Alexandria. 340 AD

      When I learned of the disaster, that Myres had died,

      I went to his home, although I avoid

      going into the houses of Christians,

      above all when they have griefs or celebrations.

      I stood in the hall. I did not want

      to go further inside, for I noticed

      the departed’s relations were looking at me

      in open perplexity and displeasure.

      They had him in a big room

      of which from the end, where I stood,

      I saw a bit: expensive carpets everywhere

      and objects of silver and gold.

      I stood and wept at one end of the hall,

      I was thinking that our meetings and trips

      would not be worth the while any more, with Myres gone,

      and I was thinking I won’t see him any more

      at the beautiful indecent nights we stayed up

      happy and laughing and reciting lines

      with his perfect feel for Greek cadence,

      and I thought I had lost forever

      his beauty. I had lost forever

      the young man I adored to distraction.

      Some old women nearby quietly spoke

      of the last day he lived—

      on his lips throughout, the name of the Christ,

      in his hands he was holding a cross.

      Then there went into the room

      four Christian priests, and they said fervent

      prayers and supplications to Jesus

      or Mary (I do not know their worship well).

      We knew of course that Myres was Christian,

      from at first we knew it, when

      the year before last he became one of us.

      But he lived like us exactly,

      more libertine than us all in pleasure,

      spending without spare his money on enjoyments,

      careless of the world’s estimation,

      throwing himself heartily into fights

      at night on the streets

      when our gang chanced on a rival gang.

      He never spoke of his worship.

      One time, yes, we told him

      we would take him with us to the Sarapeion.

      But he disliked, it seemed,

      that joke of ours—I remember now.

      Ah, and another two times now come to mind:

      when we were making libations to Poseidon

      he drew back from our circle and looked elsewhere.

      When one of us, inspired,

      said let our brotherhood be under

      the benevolence and protection of great

      and most beautiful Apollo, Myres whispered

      (the rest did not hear) “With exception of me.”

      The Christian priests loudly

      prayed for the young man’s soul.

      I observed th
    e care and intense concern

      for the forms of their worship by which they readied

      all for the Christian funeral,

      and suddenly a strange impression

      took me: indefinably I felt

      Myres was leaving from close by me.

      I felt he was one—Christian—

      with his own, and I had become

      stranger, wholly a stranger. Now I felt

      doubt. Maybe I had been fooled

      by my passion, and I had always been a stranger to him.

      I hurtled out of their horrid house.

      I left fast before it was abducted and transformed

      by their Christianity, my memory of Myres.

      Alexander Jannaeus and Alexandra

      Successful and wholly gratified

      King Alexander Jannaeus

      and his consort Queen Alexandra

      pass with music preceding

      and every sort of pomp and chic

      pass along Jerusalem’s streets:

      he executed nicely the work

      great Judas Maccabaeus started,

      and his four renowned brothers,

      that after went on without capitulation amidst

      many dangers and many hindrances.

      Now nothing left that did not fit:

      he had stopped all submission to the braggart

      monarchs of Antioch. Behold

      King Alexander Jannaeus

      and his consort, Queen Alexandra,

      in every respect Seleucids’ equals,

      good Jews, pure Jews, faithful Jews—before all else,

      but as circumstances require it

      expert also at Hellenic speech

      and with Greeks and Greek-speaking

      monarchs involved—but as equals, let it be said.

      In fact, he executed it nicely,

      executed it brilliantly,

      the work that great Judas Maccabaeus started,

      and his four renowned brothers.

      Pretty Flowers and White, How Very Right They Were

      He went into the coffee-house where they used to go together.

      His friend had said to him here three months before

      “We don’t have a nickel: two kids flat broke.

      We are down down to the cheap spots.

      I’m putting it straight. I can’t go around

      with you. Someone else—understand—is after me.”

      “Someone else” had promised two suits and some

      silk handkerchiefs. To get him back he turned

      the world upside down and raised twenty pounds.

      He came together with him again for the twenty pounds

     


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