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    The Dark Eidolon and Other Fantasies

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      And in the cloud-bewildered peaks is pent.

      Her face the light of fallen planets wore,

      But as I gazed, in doubt and wonderment,

      Mine eyes were dazzled, and I saw no more.

      THE STAR-TREADER

      I

      A voice cried to me in a dawn of dreams,

      Saying, “Make haste: the webs of death and birth

      Are brushed away, and all the threads of earth

      Wear to the breaking; spaceward gleams

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      Thine ancient pathway of the suns,

      Whose flame is part of thee;

      And the deep gulfs abide coevally

      Whose darkness runs

      Through all thy spirit’s mystery.

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      Go forth, and tread unharmed the blaze

      Of stars wherethrough thou camest in old days;

      Pierce without fear each vast

      Whose hugeness crushed thee not within the past.

      A hand strikes off the chains of Time,

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      A hand swings back the door of years;

      Now fall earth’s bonds of gladness and of tears,

      And opens the strait dream to space sublime.”

      II

      Who rides a dream, what hand shall stay!

      What eye shall note or measure mete

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      His passage on a purpose fleet,

      The thread and weaving of his way!

      It caught me from the clasping world,

      And swept beyond the brink of Sense,

      My soul was flung, and poised, and whirled

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      Like to a planet chained and hurled

      With solar lightning strong and tense.

      Swift as communicated rays

      That leap from severed suns a gloom

      Within whose waste no suns illume,

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      The wingèd dream fulfilled its ways.

      Through years reversed and lit again

      I followed that unending chain

      Wherein the suns are links of light;

      Retraced through lineal, ordered spheres

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      The twisting of the threads of years

      In weavings wrought of noon and night;

      Through stars and deeps I watched the dream unroll,

      Those folds that form the raiment of the soul.

      III

      Enkindling dawns of memory,

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      Each sun had radiance to relume

      A sealed, disused, and darkened room

      Within the soul’s immensity.

      Their alien ciphers shown and lit,

      I understood what each had writ

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      Upon my spirit’s scroll;

      Again I wore mine ancient lives,

      And knew the freedom and the gyves

      That formed and marked my soul.

      IV

      I delved in each forgotten mind,

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      The units that had builded me,

      Whose deepnesses before were blind

      And formless as infinity—

      Knowing again each former world—

      From planet unto planet whirled

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      Through gulfs that mightily divide

      Like to an intervital sleep.

      One world I found, where souls abide

      Like winds that rest upon a rose;

      Thereto they creep

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      To loose all burden of old woes.

      And one there was, a garden-close

      Whose blooms are grown of ancient sin

      And death the sap that wells and flows:

      The spirits weep that dwell therein.

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      And one I knew, where chords of pain

      With stridors fill the Senses’ lyre;

      And one, where Beauty’s olden chain

      Is forged anew with stranger loveliness,

      In flame-soft links of never-quenched desire

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      And ineluctable duress.

      V

      Where no terrestrial dreams had trod

      My vision entered undismayed,

      And Life her hidden realms displayed

      To me as to a curious god.

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      Where colored suns of systems triplicate

      Bestow on planets weird, ineffable,

      Green light that orbs them like an outer sea,

      And large auroral noons that alternate

      With skies like sunset held without abate,

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      Life’s touch renewed incomprehensibly

      The strains of mirth and grief’s harmonious spell.

      Dead passions like to stars relit

      Shone in the gloom of ways forgot;

      Where crownless gods in darkness sit

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      The day was full on altars hot.

      I heard—enisled in those melodic seas—

      The central music of the Pleiades,1

      And to Alcyone2 my soul

      Swayed with the stars that own her song’s control.

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      Unchallenged, glad, I trod, a revenant

      In worlds Edenic longly lost;

      Or dwelt in spheres that sing to those,

      Through space no light has crossed,

      Diverse as Hell’s mad antiphone uptossed

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      To Heaven’s angelic chant.

      VI

      What vasts the dream went out to find!

      I seemed beyond the world’s recall

      In gulfs where darkness is a wall

      To render strong Antares3 blind!

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      In unimagined spheres I found

      The sequence of my being’s round—

      Some life where firstling meed of Song,

      The strange imperishable leaf,

      Was placed on brows that starry Grief

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      Had crowned, and Pain anointed long;

      Some avatar where Love

      Sang like the last great star at morn

      Ere the pale orb of Death filled all its sky;

      Some life in fresher years unworn

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      Upon a world whereof

      Peace was a robe like to the calms that lie

      On pools aglow with latter spring:

      There Time’s pellucid surface took

      Clear image of all things, nor shook

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      Till the black cleaving of Oblivion’s wing;

      Some earlier awakening

      In pristine years, when giant strife

      Of forces darkly whirled

      First forged the thing called Life—

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      Hot from the furnace of the suns—

      Upon the anvil of a world.

      VII

      Thus knew I those anterior ones

      Whose lives in mine were blent;

      Till, lo! my dream, that held a night

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      Where Rigel4 sends no message of his might,

      Was emptied of the trodden stars,

      And dwindled to the sun’s extent—

      The brain’s familiar prison-bars,

      And raiment of the sorrow and the mirth

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      Wrought by the shuttles intricate of earth.

      RETROSPECT AND FORECAST

      Turn round, O Life, and know with eyes aghast

      The breast that fed thee—Death, disguiseless, stern:

      Even now, within my mouth, from tomb and urn,

      The dust is sweet. All nurture that thou hast

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      Was once as thou, and fed with lips made fast

      On Death, whose sateless mouth it fed in turn.

      Kingdoms abased, and Thrones that starward yearn,

      All are but ghouls that batten on the past.

      Monstrous and dread, must it forever abide,

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      This inescapable alternity?

      Must beauty blossom, rooted in decay,


      And night devour its flaming hues alway?

      Sickening, will Life not turn eventually,

      Or ravenous Death at last be satisfied?

      NERO

      This Rome, that was the toil of many men,

      The consummation of laborious years—

      Fulfillment’s crown to visions of the dead

      And image of the wide desire of kings—

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      Is made my darkling dream’s effulgency,

      Fuel of vision, brief embodiment

      Of wandering will and wastage of the strong

      Fierce ecstasy of one tremendous hour,

      When ages piled on ages like a pyre

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      Flamed to the years behind and years to be.

      Yet any sunset were as much as this,

      Save for the music forced from tongueless things,

      The rape of Matter’s huge, unchorded harp

      By the many-fingered fire—a music pierced

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      With the tense voice of Life, more quick to cry

      Its agony—and save that I believed

      The radiance redder for the blood of men.

      Destruction hastens and intensifies

      The process that is beauty, manifests

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      Ranges of form unknown before, and gives

      Motion, and voice, and hue, where otherwise

      Bleak inexpressiveness had levelled all.

      If one create, there is the lengthy toil;

      The labored years and days league toward an end

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      Less than the measure of desire, mayhap,

      After the sure consuming of all strength

      And strain of faculties that otherwhere

      Were loosed upon enjoyment; and at last

      Remains to one capacity nor power

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      For pleasure in the thing that he hath made.

      But on destruction hangs but little use

      Of time or faculty, but all is turned

      To the one purpose, unobstructed, pure,

      Of sensuous rapture and observant joy;

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      And from the intensities of death and ruin

      One draws a heightened and completer life,

      And both extends and vindicates himself.

      I would I were a god, with all the scope

      Of attributes that are the essential core

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      Of godhead, and its visibility.

      I am but emperor, and hold awhile

      The power to hasten death upon its way,

      And cry a halt to worn and lagging Life

      For others, but for mine own self may not

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      Delay the one nor bid the other speed.

      There have been many kings, and they are dead,

      And have no power in death save what the wind

      Confers upon their blown and brainless dust

      To vex the eyeballs of posterity.

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      But were I God, I would be overlord

      Of many kings, and were as breath to guide

      Their dust of destiny. And were I God,

      Exempt from this mortality which clogs

      Perception and clear exercise of will,

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      What rapture it would be, if but to watch

      Destruction crouching at the back of Time,

      The tongueless dooms which dog the travelling suns;

      The vampire, Silence, at the breast of worlds,

      Fire without light that gnaws the base of things,

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      And Lethe’s mounting tide that rots the stone

      Of fundamental spheres. This were enough

      Till such time as the dazzled wings of will

      Came up with power’s accession, scarcely felt

      For very suddenness. Then I would urge

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      The strong contention and conflicting might

      Of Chaos and Creation—matching them,

      Those immemorial powers inimical,

      And all their stars and gulfs subservient,

      Dynasts of time, and anarchs of the dark—

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      In closer war reverseless, and would set

      New discord at the universal core—

      A Samson-principle to bring it down

      In one magnificence of ruin. Yea,

      The monster, Chaos, were mine unleashed hound,

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      And all my power Destruction’s own right arm!

      I would exult to mark the smouldering stars

      Renew beneath my breath their elder fire

      And feed upon themselves to nothingness.

      The might of suns—slow-paced with swinging weight

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      Of myriad worlds—were made at my desire

      One orb of roaring and torrential light,

      Through which the voice of Life were audible,

      And singing of the immemorial dead,

      Whose dust is loosened into vaporous wings

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      With soaring wrack of systems ruinous.

      And were I weary of the glare of these,

      I would tear out the eyes of light, and stand

      Above a chaos of extinguished suns,

      That crowd and grind and shiver thunderously,

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      Lending vast voice and motion by no ray

      To the stretched silence of the blinded gulfs.

      Thus would I give my godhead space and speech

      For its assertion, and thus pleasure it,

      Hastening the feet of Time with cast of worlds

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      Like careless pebbles, or, with shattered suns,

      Brightening the aspect of Eternity.

      TO THE DAEMON SUBLIMITY

      I wane and weary: come, thou swifter One,

      With vans of ether-sundering instancy,

      Zoned with essential night and sovereignty

      Of flame septuple, strong to blind or stun

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      Beyond the bolted levin. Though Earth, undone,

      Fail to thy meteor-fraught epiphany,

      Though Time be as a chasm-riven sea,

      Come thou, and bear me to thy chosen sun.

      Yea, in the fiery fastness of the star

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      That thine empyreal wings most often find,

      Thy lordliest eyrie, lone in gulf and gloom,

      Leave me and lose me, safe from wasting war

      Of finite things unworthy, and resigned

      To some apotheosis of bright doom.

      AVERTED MALEFICE

      Where mandrakes, crying from the moonless fen,

      Told how a witch, with eyes of owl or bat,

      Found, and each root maleficently fat

      Pulled for her waiting cauldron, on my ken

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      Upstole, escaping to the world of men,

      A vapor as of some infernal vat;

      Across the stars it clomb, and caught thereat

      As if their bright regard to veil again.

      Despite the web, methought they knew, appalled,

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      The stealthier weft in which all sound was still. . . .

      Then sprang, as if the night found breath anew,

      A wind whereby the stars were disenthralled. . . .

      Far off, I heard the cry of frustrate ill,

      A witch that wailed above her curdled brew.

      THE ELDRITCH DARK

      Now as the twilight’s doubtful interval

      Closes with night’s accomplished certainty,

      A wizard wind goes crying eerily,

      And on the wold misshapen shadows crawl,

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      Miming the trees, whose voices climb and fall,

      Imploring, in Sabbatic ecstasy,

      The sky where vapor-mounted phantoms flee

      From the scythed moon impendent over all.

      Twin veils of covering cloud and silence, thrown

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      Across the movement and th
    e sound of things,

      Make blank the night, till in the broken west

      The moon’s ensanguined blade awhile is shown. . . .

      The night grows whole again. . . . The shadows rest,

      Gathered beneath a greater shadow’s wings.

      SHADOW OF NIGHTMARE

      What gulf-ascended hand is this, that grips

      My spirit as with chains, and from the sound

      And light of dreamland, draws me to the bound

      Where darkness waits with wide, expectant lips?

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      Albeit thereat my footing holds, nor slips,

      The night-born menace and the fear confound

      All days and hours of gladness, girt around

      With sense of near, unswervable eclipse.

      So lies a land whose noon is plagued with whirr

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      Of bats, than their own shadows swarthier,

      That trace their passing upon white abodes,

      Wherein from court to court, from room to room,

      In hieroglyphics of abhorrent doom,

      Is trailed the slime of slowly crawling toads.

      SATAN UNREPENTANT

      Lost from those archangelic thrones that star,

      Fadeless and fixed, heaven’s light of azure bliss;

      Forbanned of all His splendor and depressed

      Beyond the birth of the first sun, and lower

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      Than the last star’s decline, I still endure,

      Abased, majestic, fallen, beautiful,

      And unregretful in the doubted dark,

      Throneless, that greatens chaos-ward, albeit

      From chanting stars that throng the nave of night

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      Lost echoes wander here, and of His praise

      With ringing moons for cymbals dinned afar,

      And shouted from the flaming mouths of suns.

      The shadows of impalpable blank deeps—

      Deep upon deep accumulate—close down,

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      Around my head concentered, while above,

      In the lit, loftier blue, star after star

      Spins endless orbits betwixt me and heaven;

      And at my feet mysterious Chaos breaks,

      Abrupt, immeasurable. Round His throne

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      Throbs now the rhythmic resonance of suns,

      Incessant, perfect, music infinite:

      I, throneless, hear the discords of the dark,

      And roar of ruin uncreate, than which

      Some vast cacophony of dragons, heard

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      In wasted worlds, were purer melody.

      The universe His tyranny constrains

      Turns on: in old and consummated gulfs

      The stars that wield His judgement wait at hand,

      And in new deeps Apocalyptic suns

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      Prepare His coming: lo, His mighty whim

      To rear and mar, goes forth enormously

     


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