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    Yvain

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    She said, “for I shall do everything

      I can to assist you. It’s better

      For a knight not to be afraid.

      And I know you for a noble knight,

      Seeing how little you're frightened. 1000

      Understand me: I would do you honor,

      I would serve you, if I could, as you

      Have already done for me.

      My lady once sent me to Arthur’s

      Court with a message, and I suppose 1005

      I was neither as wise nor as courteous

      Nor in anything what I ought to have been

      As a girl at the king’s high court.

      And none of the knights would stoop

      To exchange a word with me, 1010

      Except you, who stand here now,

      But you, out of kindness and mercy,

      Were courteous and helped me. And for the honor

      You did me then I offer you,

      In exchange, this reward. I know 1015

      There is nothing you've asked. I know.

      But I knew you as soon as I saw you,

      You're the son of King Urien, and your name

      Is lord Yvain. And you

      Can be certain, you can be sure, 1020

      That trusting my words, you'll never

      Be captured or hurt. Accept

      This little ring, and if

      You please return it to me

      When it’s done its work, and you're free.” 1025

      Then she gave him the little ring

      And told him it had such power

      That, just as bark hid the wood

      Of a tree, and no one could see it,

      So this ring would conceal anyone 1030

      Who wore it, as long as the stone

      Sat in his palm: there was nothing

      To fear from anyone if he wore it

      As she'd said, for no one could possibly

      See him, no matter how keen 1035

      Their eyes, any more than they saw

      Through bark to the wood underneath.

      And lord Yvain was happy.

      And when she'd told him these things

      She led him to a couch covered 1040

      With cloth so rich that the Duke

      Of Austria could never afford it,

      And sat him there, and said

      If he cared to eat she would fetch him

      Food. And he said he would. 1045

      And running into her room

      The girl returned, as fast

      As possible, with a roasted fowl

      And a cake and a tablecloth

      And a full jug of wine 1050

      Made from good grapes, and a white

      Goblet covering it, and invited him

      To dine. And needing that food

      He ate it gladly and with good will.

      And when he had eaten and drunk 1055

      Knights were hurrying through

      The castle, hunting him,

      For their lord, already lying

      On his bier, wanted revenge.

      And she said to him: “Friend! 1060

      Do you hear? Everyone’s hunting you.

      What a lot of noise they're making!

      But no matter who comes or goes

      Don't let their noise make you move,

      For there’s no way they'll ever find you 1065

      If you never move from this couch.

      Oh, this room will be full of men

      At arms, angry, fierce,

      Just wanting to find you out,

      And I suspect they'll bring the body 1070

      In here, getting it ready

      For burial, and they'll crawl under benches

      And beds, seeking you. And you,

      A man who feels no fear,

      Ought to find it amusing, 1075

      Seeing so many men

      So blind, so desperate and defeated,

      And all the time so deluded,

      That they'll be half mad with rage.

      I know nothing more to tell you, 1080

      And I cannot stay here any longer.

      But I'm grateful to almighty God

      Who’s given me this chance

      To do something that might please you:

      It’s something I'd wanted to do.” 1085

      And then she went on her way,

      And after she'd turned and gone out

      Everyone else swarmed by,

      Rushing to the gates from both sides,

      Armed with clubs and swords, 1090

      A huge crowd pushing

      And shoving, furious, savage.

      And then they saw in front

      Of the gate the horse cut in half.

      And then they thought it was certain 1095

      That once the gates were opened

      They'd find him in there, the man

      They wanted to kill. So they had

      Those gates drawn up, those gates

      That had killed so many men, 1100

      And of course they set no trap

      Nor primed the springs, but rushed

      Across in a tumbling mob.

      And they found the other half

      Of the horse, dead, lying 1105

      On the threshold, but none of them had eyes

      Keen enough to see

      Lord Yvain, though they'd cheerfully have killed him.

      And he watched their fury, as they stormed

      And screamed and ranted and roared. 1110

      And they cried: “This is impossible!

      There’s no window here, no door,

      That anything could get through, except

      A bird, which can fly, or a squirrel,

      Or perhaps a woodchuck or a rat 1115

      Or something as small or smaller,

      For the windows are barred, and the gates

      Were all of them shut, as soon

      As our lord came through. His body

      Has got to be here, dead 1120

      Or alive, for there’s nothing out there.

      There’s more than half the saddle

      Out there, we see that, all right,

      But there’s nothing to be seen of him

      Except his cut-off spurs, 1125

      Sheared away from his feet.

      Now! Let’s hunt him in every

      Corner, and stop all this blather,

      For he’s got to be here, he’s got to,

      Unless we're all bewitched 1130

      Or the demons of hell have taken him.”

      And so they all of them, wild

      With rage, hunted him all over

      The room, beating on everything—

      Walls and couches and chairs— 1135

      But their blows never touched the couch

      Where Yvain lay resting, so nothing

      Hurt him. But they banged and smashed

      About so furiously, bashing

      Everywhere, fighting immense 1140

      Battles like blind men in the dark,

      Pounding as blind men pound

      When they hunt what they cannot see—

      And then, suddenly, as they searched

      And searched again, under beds, 1145

      Under stools, there appeared a woman

      As lovely as any creature on earth.

      No one had spoken a word

      Of so splendid a lady, and yet

      Her grief was so intense 1150

      She seemed ready to take her own life.

      And then she cried out so loudly

      That she seemed to have exhausted herself

      And dropped to the ground, unconscious.

      And when they lifted her up 1155

      She began to tear at her clothes

      Like a woman gone mad, and she pulled

      At her hair, and ripped it out,

      And she tore at her dress, and at every

      Step fell in a faint, 1160

      And nothing could relieve her pain,

      For she saw her lord carried

      In and laid on his death bed,

      And all her happiness was e
    nded,

      And so she cried and wailed. 1165

      Holy water and the cross

      And uplifted candles were carried

      In front, by the nuns from a convent,

      And then came the Holy Word

      And incense and priests, the stewards 1170

      Of eternal absolution, which miserable

      Souls are always seeking.

      And lord Yvain listened

      To that weeping beyond description,

      Which no words can describe, which never 1175

      Can be written in a book. And the solemn

      Procession went by, but then

      In the middle of the room a crowd

      Milled around the bier,

      For fresh red blood began 1180

      To run from the corpse’s cold wounds,

      And this was positive proof

      That whoever had fought their lord

      In battle, and beaten him, and killed him,

      Was surely still there. And everyone 1185

      Hunted and searched again,

      And ransacked the room, and turned it

      Upside down, till they all

      Were sweating in confusion and pain,

      And all of it caused by that blood 1190

      Trickling down in plain sight.

      And this time blow after blow

      Fell on my lord Yvain,

      Where he lay, but he never moved.

      And the crowd grew wilder and wilder 1195

      As the wounds stayed open, and bled,

      For no one knew why they bled

      Or who was responsible. And this one

      Said to that one, and babbled:

      “The murderer is here, he’s here, 1200

      And no one can see him, no one.

      This is a wonder, it is witchery.”

      And such pain and sorrow afflicted

      The lady that she left her senses

      And shrieked like a mad wild creature: 1205

      “God! God! Can't they find

      The murderer, the traitor, who killed

      My dear sweet lord? Good?

      Oh, he was better than good!

      It will be Your fault, it will, 1210

      My God, if You let him escape.

      I accuse no one but You

      For stealing him out of our sight.

      No one has ever known

      Such violence, and such wrong, as You do me, 1215

      Not even allowing me to see

      This man, who must be so near.

      And surely, seeing nothing,

      I claim that some phantom, some demon,

      Has placed himself between us, 1220

      And I am completely bewitched.

      Or he is a coward, and afraid.

      What a coward he must be, to fear

      My tears, a coward of cowards

      Not to dare show me his face! 1225

      Ah demon, cowardly creature,

      Why tremble and shake at the sight

      Of me? You were brave with my lord!

      Cheating, empty thing,

      If I only had you in my power! 1230

      Let me lay my hands on you!

      And how could a creature like you

      Ever kill my lord, except

      By treachery and tricks? My lord

      Could never be beaten by you, 1235

      No, not if he saw your face.

      For neither God nor man

      Ever knew any man like him,

      And no one like him is left.

      Had you been merely mortal 1240

      You’d never have dared oppose him,

      For there was no one like him, no one.”

      And so the lady struggled,

      Fighting with everything, and herself,

      And so she tormented and tore 1245

      At herself. And they all renewed

      Her grief, which couldn't have been greater,

      Until the body was borne off for burial.

      And after beating about, and hunting,

      And shouting, her people were so tired 1250

      That they'd given up, in weariness,

      Finding no one they could see, no one

      They could blame. And all the nuns

      And priests finished their service

      And left, some returning 1255

      To their church, some praying

      At their lord’s new tomb. —But the girl

      In her room had no interest in any

      Of this, her thoughts were only

      Of lord Yvain, and coming 1260

      To him as quickly as she could

      She said: “Good sir! These people

      Have been hunting you in crowds. They've raised

      An enormous racket in here,

      Beating about in every 1265

      Corner with more zeal than hounds

      Barking after partridge or quail.

      You must have been afraid.”

      “By God!” he said. “You're right!

      I never expected such fear. 1270

      And still, if possible, I'd like

      To watch through some crack in a wall

      Or some window, and see the funeral

      Procession, and the corpse.” And yet

      He was interested neither in funeral 1275

      Nor corpse; he'd gladly have watched

      As both of them burned, if it cost him

      A thousand marks. A thousand?

      More likely three thousand, by God!

      It was the lady of that castle he wanted 1280

      To see, it was she he spoke of.

      And the girl put him in front of

      A tiny window, repaying him

      As well as she could the honor

      He had once done her. And from 1285

      That window my lord Yvain

      Could watch the beautiful lady,

      Who said: “Good sir! May God

      Surely have mercy on your soul,

      For never have I known of a knight 1290

      Anywhere who was your equal,

      In anything as worthy as you!

      Your honor, my beloved good lord,

      Was never equalled by any

      Knight, nor your courtesy. Kindness 1295

      And openness were your friends, and courage

      And bravery rode at your side.

      May your soul join the company

      Of saints, my good sweet lord!”

      Then she beat at herself, and tore 1300

      At everything her hands could reach.

      And lord Yvain suffered

      Such pain, it was hard, no matter

      What happened, to keep from running

      To grasp her hands. But the girl 1305

      Begged him, and counselled him, and scolded him,

      Though always gracefully and in good taste,

      To keep from foolish things,

      And she said: “You're well off right here.

      Let nothing take you away 1310

      Until this sorrow has eased

      And all these people have gone,

      As soon they must. Behave

      As I urge, exactly as I

      Urge you to do, and many 1315

      Good things may come to you.

      And the best thing will be to stay

      Where you are and watch these people,

      Inside and out, going

      Their ways, and none of them seeing 1320

      You, and everything for the best.

      But guard your tongue, keep it

      In control, for violence and passion 1322a

      And impulse only cause trouble, 1322b

      If you give them the chance, and I call that 1322c

      Wicked and cowardly, not brave. 1322d

      Be careful, if you think of being

      A fool, to do nothing at all.

      The wise man hides his folly 1325

      And lets the good go to work,

      If he can. Behave like the wise,

      Who keep their heads out of danger—

      They'd take no ransom for that head

      Of you
    rs! Be careful of yourself, 1330

      And remember my advice! Be calm

      And wait for my return,

      For I dare not stay here longer.

      If I stay on here with you

      Perhaps they'll begin to suspect me, 1335

      Not seeing me there with the others,

      Milling in that crowd down there,

      And I might be severely punished.”

      So off she goes, and he stays,

      Not knowing what he ought to do. 1340

      He sees them about to bury

      The corpse, and he’s had no chance

      To snatch some trophy for himself,

      Something to prove beyond doubt

      That he'd conquered and killed the man. 1345

      Without some evidence, some proof,

      He might be utterly disgraced.

      For Kay is so savage, so spiteful,

      So full of insults, so mean,

      He could never hold him off, 1350

      And Kay would go on, forever

      Sniping and insulting, exactly

      As he'd done the other day.

      Those taunts had never left

      His heart, still beat there, fresh, 1355

      And yet a new love had softened

      That rancor with its sugar and honey,

      A love that had hunted in his heart

      And completely conquered its prey.

      His enemy had captured his heart, 1360

      He loved the creature who hated

      Him most. Not suspecting a thing,

      The lady had avenged her lord’s death.

      She'd managed a greater vengeance

      Than anything she could have accomplished 1365

      By herself, without Love’s assistance,

      Who came to him so gently

      That it struck his heart through his eyes.

      And this is a longer-lasting

      Wound than a sword or a spear 1370

      Can inflict, for a sword-blow is healed

      And well once a doctor has cared for it,

      And the wounds of Love grow worse

      The nearer they are to their cure.

      And thus lord Yvain is wounded 1375

      And can never again be cured,

      For Love itself has conquered him.

      Places she has always avoided

      Are places Love sometimes seeks;

      She longs for no lodging, no landlord, 1380

      But this one, and the proof is that nothing

      Can be bad, or too low, so long

      As Love finds herself there.

      Everywhere else is empty,

      She searches so hard. How shameful 1385

      For Love to act this way,

      Picking the worst of all places,

      The lowest, the most base, as readily

      As the best, though this time she’s chosen

      The best of all possible homes. 1390

      Love is most welcome, here,

      And here she'll be, shown great honor,

      And here she'd do well to stay.

      And so Love should, a creature

      Of such nobility that it seems 1395

      Incredible she could dare descend

     


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