I'd gone through?
"And you can come back home and live with your mother again. You don't have to be so far away from her anymore." Hilary added.
Did I want to leave? After all I'd gone through? Did I want to leave my friends? On the other hand, did I want to live in this school and be reminded with every step I take, and every place I look of all the memories that would make my heart hurt?
"Sorry Hilary, could you give me some time to think about it?"