You left me so much pain, but I will rise again
From the ashes I will grow
Like a flower in the snow
Like white water in a river
Eventually it will simmer
Though the time may feel slow
I’m pushing forward as I go
Like the sun behind the clouds
I will not be covered behind a shroud
Like the quarter moon
I will eventually reach full bloom
When I search among the stars
I’ll be the brightest one of all by far
R.I.P. CHESTER BENNINGTON
Our hearts they hurt for you so
Just one more breath before you go
Before life extinguishes your sweet glow
The last tear cried the forever song
The light that takes you to your dawn
Out of the darkness you will fly
And wait for you to say goodbye
I can’t imagine, and I wonder why
Why life’s direction took you to the sky
But you are free you hurt no more
Life has both shut and opened a door
READY
Are you ready for the dawn?
For a light that’s not yet shone
When it wakes you will see?
A light so bright a path so free
I’ll follow in your shadow
As you lead me away
To a land where make believe
is real everyday
now the sun shines before you
and the shadow that you make
stretches out before me
from morning till the end of day
A fantasy that’s real
Even though it’s fake
The ripples of your life
Reflected on the lake
The brightness of the moon
The biggest star of all
Bursts through the sky
To light the stars that never fall
So whether it’s light from the day
Or from the night
A dreamers dream
Will take off
With its own special light
POWER WITHIN
The tears that fall
The nights that crawl
The darkness within
The secret sin
The act before you
Leaves you blind
The frightening forecast
The wicked mind
The power within
The truth it would ignite
The magic spark
The flame that wouldn’t die
Potential
Fishing from the moon
Catch a falling star
Reaching for a dream
They all seem too far
Have I pushed them all away?
Where have they all gone
Are they still in my head buried deep inside
To breathe life into them
And make them come alive
To remind me who I was
To who I can be
I am my own potential
I am the power within me
PETALS OF A FLOWER
Petals of a flower, a blanket of snow
Ashes that fall when its’s time to let go
The fruit has fallen, the raindrops grow
Does anyone hear the tree that falls?
Perhaps the forest around it that hears its call
The fallen leaves in autumn song
The feathers in the wind see-saw on and on
The frost that preserves everything it sees
The rays of the sun ready to tease
PERHAPS
Perhaps I wonder all the time
Perhaps I wonder if your mine
Perhaps I don’t belong to you
Perhaps you’ll have to live with that too
Perhaps I wonder about many things
Perhaps I’m going round in rings
Perhaps your right, perhaps you’re wrong
Perhaps I’m God and I’ll live on
Perhaps I don’t know what to do
Perhaps perchance I’m just like you
Perhaps I’m running ‘till I drop
Perhaps I don’t have much to say
Perhaps you’ll have to accept me this way
Perhaps maybe sometime so what
Perhaps I’m normal perhaps I’m not
PERFECT
A gentle soul
A little bug
The softest fleece
The fluffiest rug
The kindest heart
Made from desire
The bird that sings
take me higher
the little child
so innocent within
in this world
there should be no sin
as strong as a web
that holds your dream
and holds it for you
until you come calling
the whitewashed stone
the flurry of snow
the perfect dream
the perfect flow
the person within
the beautiful ghost
the angel calling
the perfect toast
PAST/PRESENT
When the time is right you’ll see the light
You won’t have to fight not tonight
The light will make its way down a long dark road
Showing the new stuff as well as the old
Because with some of the old and some of the new
You’ll see where to change your attitude to get a better view
For a better view is what you must find
It won’t change the past but can help leave it behind
Leave it behind is what you must do
So, you can change your life to make a better you
When you make a better you, you will find
A better life though it may not always be kind
So, come as you are not as you were
Because there’s no future in the past and no past in the future
So it’s up to you what you want to do
0CEAN
I am the ocean
That tares at my heart
I am the ocean
That takes us further apart
I am the ocean sometimes
Choppy sometimes calm
I am the ocean
To the depths I am
I am the ocean
Lapping gently to the shore
I am the ocean
Sent to engulf you once more
I am the ocean
Time to take on something new
I am the ocean
Please don’t poison me too
NOW WE ARE FREE
Now we are free
Together we will be
Through the doors to elysian
To eternity
Now we are free
To slip away
Together hand in hand
Together all the way
Now we are free
We’ve found a way
Loves young dream
Let it never fade away
Now we are free
It was time to escape
Our fears from this world
And it to be ok
Now we are free
to blow in the breeze
the same; but different
And somehow at ease
Now we
are free
As deep as the ocean
As we stand on the shore
Our lives are in motion
NATURE
It’s always coldest near the dawn
It’s always warmest near the sun
It always sparkles with the stars
To the heavens and onto mars
It always glows with the moon
Morning always comes too soon
It’s always rough with winters breeze
In the summer it blows with ease
And the water begins to sing
It gurgles on into the summer
One of nature’s little plumbers
NATURE AT ITS BEST
The perfect flower yellow gold
Nestled into the moss forever it will grow
It rests its little head upon the moss-covered rock
For the sun to shine upon it so it can shine back
Every year it will return nature at its best
It doesn’t ask for anything it lives wild and free
Lucky I am to be in its presence smiling up at me
MYSTERIOUS
I live in hope I live in fear
I live in wonder that you’re here
Who are you from where did you come
Did you rise with the morning sun?
Are you a butterfly with painted wings
Or a flower in the sun that begins to sing
A ladybird perhaps or even a bee
That bumbles along wild and free
Or a dew coated web in the shape of a heart
That I couldn’t resist right from the start
MORE
What it took to get here
There is no turning back
What it took to get here
When everything was black
What it took to get here
To get out of your own way
What it took to get here
To pray from night to day
What it took to get here
Where did the light come from?
What it took to get here
To rise with the morning sun
What it took to get here
The reasons are many more
What it took to get here
To open lives door
What it took to get here
I will go and more
MAYBE
Maybe people aren’t all the same
Maybe they’re not all the blame
Maybe there are some out there like me
Maybe they are also free
Maybe we are meant to be; something out there wild and free
Maybe we are like the stars; each our own yet so far
Maybe we are like the sun; burning bright yet still undone
Maybe we are like the moon; so far away yet so soon
Maybe we are all creative; each one our own native
Maybe we are all so strong; fighting hard and moving on
Maybe we are at one with nature; maybe it’s our creator
Maybe we are the birds in the sky; each on a different high
Maybe we’re forever young; but our mask carries on
Maybe, maybe, maybe what?
Maybe don’t know, maybe not
MADMAN
The madman cries
Under evil eyes
Through the burning skies
As he lies
The hours have passed
The ones that were supposed to last
Now they have been buried in sin
Darkness falls
The madman crawls
Looking for his mind
In a world he cannot find
His life to overcome
To a picture that looks dumb
For one who has begun
To stop being on the run
The madman cries
In a world he does despise
When he cannot end
He feels he can’t depend……
LOVE
Even in the dark I can see your smile
Come with me and lets sit for a while
Cast away those shadows cast away the pain
Come into the light where we can see again
Will our loving memory be as real as it should be?
Swimming through the currents till they set us free
Till our lives are fluid and as happy as a flea
Through the ages of time until we get what’s yours and mine
Because in the dark we are the light
We are a star that’s shining bright
Through every day and every night
Love is love right is right
Lonestar
This Lonestar wanders on along through the night
Followed by its shadow nothing else in sight
It’s a shooting star but it’s beginning to fall
Where will it land will it end it all
Does it have a demise does anybody know?
Maybe I’ll just follow it see where it goes
Will it find a different world of its very own?
Will it take me with it or will we just wander on?
I am like that Lonestar in my own special way
Drifting along to a world that no one knows
To a world where you can’t stay
LIGHT IN MY DAY
I saw a little light today but now he’s far away
So very sharp and alert so very cute and small
So innocent to the world so unafraid of it all
Those eyes going through me wondering who’s there
Still all the same didn’t seem to care
That lights got a place in my heart always will be there
He brought joy to the world joy to all who cared
He’s like a flicker in the night to those who look his way
He’s new life to the world and he’s here to stay
I saw a little light today but now he’s far away
That’s okay because he shines anyway
My little light is shining
LIFE
The burning rose that’s nature’s sun
The poppy fields that stretch on and on
The towering trees that watch over us all
Nature’s bodyguards to protect us all
Meandering rivers from the mountains they rise
To the sun kissed plains all hold life
Without these things we cannot be
Here on this earth as human beings
I’LL BE THERE
Whenever you’re feeling bad
Whenever you’re feeling sad
Whenever you feel alone
Please know your home
Whenever you’re feeling old
Whenever you’re feeling cold
Whenever you feel your emotions gone
Please know for you my fires still on
Whenever you’re feeling insane
Whenever you’re feeling the blame
Whenever you feel it’s not for real
Please know for you my heart would steal
Whenever you’re feeling you can’t fight the flow
Whenever you’re feeling you just don’t know
Whenever you feel your powers gone
Please know for you I will live on
I’D LOVE….
I’d Love if that were true?
That you would watch my dust
I’d love if that were true?
That I could be in lust
I’d love if that were true?
That I was as
good as you
I’d love if that were true?
That you were as good as me too
I’d love if that were true?
That I am not critical
I’d love if that were true?
That I am perfect
I’d love if that were true?
That I was divine
I’d love if that were true?
But I may be lying
I LOVE WHEN
I love when the wind whistles outside
Because it stirs something within us
Like a flurry of leaves in an autumn breeze
I love when the sun shines on a summers day
Because it brightens up our lives
Like a ray of light showing the way
I love when the water ebbs and flows
Because it reminds us of our emotions
Like a trickle of water eventually creating a waterfall
I love when it’s calm
Because it shrouds us with tranquillity
Like the sprinkling of snow that hugs everything it touches
I love when the moon and the stars shine as one
Because it reminds me of our potential for unity
Like us and our connection with nature
I love when a seed becomes a flower
Because it reminds us of how we came into being
Like the dispersing of different seeds that created the world
I love when we form a bond with someone
Because they make us feel forever young
Finally, your life has its own song
And together your hearts beat to the same drum
I AM
I am a bird with a broken wing
I am a bee without a sting
I am a flower that has no sun
I am alive the broken one
I am winter without a storm
I am a mirror but reflect no one
I am a colour black no white
I am the dark without the light
I am summer without the glow
I am the raindrop that turns to woe
I am a fire without a flame
I am me come alive again