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    All My Road Before Me

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      ‘All this is the side he shows us day by day: but there is more behind, for he is a war wreck and spends his nights mostly awake. He will die game. His heaven would be a cosy public house with a billiard room and a bet won from a man who could afford to lose it: his hell, a pupil.’

      WELDON, Thomas Dewar (1896–1958). He took a BA from Magdalen College in 1921 and was Fellow and Tutor in Philosophy at Magdalen 1923–58. Lewis wrote of him:

      ‘Determined to be a villain. He is a man of the melancholy complexion: his face very pale, his hair very black and streaked down with oil over his head without a parting: his mouth long and thin: the features clear cut, and very little flesh on the face. He is a frequent and loud laugher, but the expression of his face in repose is fierce and sullen. He carries a great deal of liquor without being drunk. His light talk is cynicism and bawdy: when he grows serious without anger (which is seldom) he likes to rap out his sentences very sharply and close his mouth after them like a trap. In anger—which always rises unless he is opposed—he is not at all hot, but grows paler, smiles a great deal and is powerful in dialectic. He is insolent by custom to servants and to old men, yet capable of kindliness, though not to be depended on. He showed himself courageous in the war and is so in peace. He has great abilities, but would despise himself if he wasted them on disinterested undertakings. He gives no quarter and would ask none. He believes that he has seen through everything and lives at rock bottom. He would be capable of treachery, and would think the victim a fool for being betrayed. Contempt is his ruling passion: courage his chief virtue.’

      INDEX

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      Adventure of Living (Strachey), 235

      Aeneid (Virgil), 145, 147

      After the War (Repington), 20, 22, 27

      Ainley, Henry, 124–25

      Alchemist (Jonson), 191

      Alexander, Samuel, 538

      Alice and a Family (Ervine), 485

      Allchin, Basil Charles, 40, 56, 100, 357, 615–16

      Allen, Carleton Kemp, 65, 71

      Allen, Hugh, 45

      Amelia (Fielding), 566

      Anglo-Saxon Chronicle, 245

      Anglo Saxon Reader (Sweet), 159

      anthroposophy, 450–51, 453, 587

      Antigone, 69, 73–75, 104

      Antony and Cleopatra (Shakespeare), 323

      Appearance and Reality (Bradley), 99

      Appleton, E. R., 40

      Aristotle, 20, 21, 49, 580, 581

      Arnold, Matthew, 212n136, 250

      Askins, Edith ‘Edie’, 154, 408, 417

      Askins, John Hawkins (Doc), 19, 26, 41, 44, 54–55, 64, 96–97, 100, 154, 179–80, 193, 203, 205, 206, 208, 239, 241, 255–56; breakdown and death, 269–292, 294, 305–7

      Askins, Mary, 274, 292, 293

      Askins, Robert ‘Rob’, 154, 269–74, 279–85, 288–91, 305, 616

      Askins, William James, 306, 616–17

      Asquith, Herbert Henry, 45, 191

      Asquith, Margot, 35, 45

      As You Like It (Shakespeare), 191, 448

      Atlantis, 19, 473

      Austen, Jane, 424

      Autobiography of Margot Asquith, 166, 181

      Autobiography (Trollope), 231–32

      Bacon, Francis, 176, 196

      Baker, Leo, 35, 38, 39, 43, 45, 47, 48, 49, 51, 54, 56, 57, 58, 60–61, 63, 65–66, 72–73, 75–78, 84, 89, 95–96, 98–103, 142, 149, 401, 617; dreams about, 48, 51, 205–6; illness, 72–73, 75, 76, 78; Jack visits family, 124–27; theatre career, 35, 45, 47, 49, 50, 51, 78, 95–96, 100–101, 103, 104, 126, 209, 448–49

      Baker, Miss, 21, 31

      Baldwin, Stanley, 511, 517, 518, 519, 524, 526

      Barfield, Matilda ‘Maud’, 209, 304n43, 369, 587, 608

      Barfield, Owen, 51, 52–53, 70, 76, 81, 86–87, 89, 209, 247–49, 304n43, 369, 370, 400, 453, 585–86, 587, 608, 617–18; dancing, 45, 47, 80; sub-editor of Beacon, 35–36, 37, 40, 247

      Bateson, Fredrick Wilse, 316, 426–27

      Battle of Maldon, 192

      Battle of the Books (Swift), 293

      Bayliss, Lilian, 78, 84, 96

      Beacon (magazine), 35, 39, 40, 247, 413

      Beauchamp’s Career (Meredith), 220, 230

      Beckett, Eric, 112, 116–17, 405–7, 618

      Benecke, Paul Victor, 550, 557, 635–36

      Betjeman, John, 526, 535, 536, 580–81, 583–84, 597

      Blakiston, Herbert Edward, 424–25

      Blunt, Henry Pyot, 34, 39, 48, 55

      Book of the Duchesse, (Chaucer), 156

      Boyd family, 227

      Bradley, Francis Herbert, 66, 99

      Bride of Lammermoor (Scott), 498

      Broad, Dorothy, 30, 32, 78, 105, 107, 150, 159, 260, 287, 343, 344, 347

      Browning (Chesterton), 395

      Burton, Robert, 150

      Bussy D’Ambois (Chapman), 206–7

      Cahen, Andrée, 105, 107, 111, 113, 120, 121–24, 127, 134, 137

      Campbell, Archibald Hunter, 553

      Campbell, John Colquhoun, 583, 591, 598

      Canterbury Tales (Chaucer), 164, 165, 168

      Carlyle, Alexander James, 152–53, 156, 200–201, 250–51, 300–301, 401, 473, 601, 618

      Carritt, Edgar Frederick, 44, 48, 53, 57, 60, 65–68, 71, 73, 102, 110, 115–16, 169, 201, 313, 370–71, 388–89, 401, 404, 425, 436, 618–19

      Catlin, George, 439–40, 444

      Catullus, Gaius Valerius, 257

      Cenci (Shelley), 185

      Chance (Conrad), 496, 498

      Changeling (Middleton & Rowley), 207

      Chatham and Clive (Macaulay), 459

      Chaucer, Geoffrey, 156, 158, 174, 178, 604

      Childe, Rowland, 199

      Childs, William Macbride, 73

      Christian Reflections (Lewis), 619

      Christina Dreams, 26, 53, 76, 80, 557

      Chute, Anthony William, 511–12, 520

      Clarke, Alured George, 27–28, 54

      Coghill, Nevill, 253–60, 256n21, 257n22, 258n23, 281n34, 321–22, 325, 551, 552, 619–20

      Confessions of a Young Man (Moore), 409–10

      Coriolanus (Shakespeare), 546

      Country of the Blind (Wells), 519

      Courthope, William John, 610–11

      Cowper, William, 319

      Crabbe, George, 319

      Craig, Edwin Stewart, 511, 514, 518, 519, 521, 586, 594, 636–38

      Craig, James, 555, 556

      Craigie, William Alexander, 330, 340, 588

      Cranny. See Macran, Frederick Walker

      Croce, Benedetto, 48, 52

      Curtis, Geoffrey William, 167, 168

      Daedalus (Haldane), 382–83

      Darlow, Thomas Sherrock, 201, 246–48, 257–58, 268n30

      Dauber (Masefield), 559

      David Copperfield (Dickens), 412, 415

      de Bergerac, Bernice, 96, 104

      De la Mare, Walter, 179, 293, 387

      Delanges, Maurice, 348–56

      Democrat (newspaper), 27

      De Regno (Patrizi), 565–66

      Development of Greek Philosophy (Adamson), 20, 21

      de Villiers, Iris, 131, 133

      Ding Dong Bell (De la Mare), 445

      Dixon, Arthur Lee, 514, 638–69

      Dodds, Eric, 67–68, 72, 82–83, 144

      Don Juan (Byron), 59, 176, 381

      Donne, John, 223, 242

      Dotty. See Vaughan, Dorothea ‘Dotty’

      Dover Road (Milne), 124–25

      Dryden, John, 262, 611

      Dymer (Lewis): and Christina Dreams, 26n15, 577; comments on, 43, 47, 53, 56, 60, 71, 81, 123, 176, 190–91, 339, 369, 434, 468, 586, 593; published, 527, 547–50, 554, 564, 568; reviews, 573, 574, 582–83, 596, 606; writing of, 20, 27, 36, 50, 63, 67, 69, 70, 72, 75, 77, 88, 92, 98, 103, 148, 149, 153, 236, 239, 331, 375, 417

      Earp, Thomas Wade, 199

      Egoist (Meredith), 341

      eidee theory, 21


      Eliot, T. S., 546, 547–48, 551–52, 553, 557

      Ellis, Havelock, 59, 100

      Emerson, Ralph Waldo, 176–77

      Empedocles on Etna (Arnold), 212

      Empty Room (Harwood), 196–97

      Endymion (Lyly), 202

      Energie Spirituelle (Bergson), 379

      English Literature in the Sixteenth Century (Lewis), 634

      English Review (magazine), 25

      Erasmus, 564

      Erastae (Plato), 609

      Erewhon Revisited (Butler), 569

      Essence of Aesthetic (Croce), 52

      Evans, Valerie, 460, 543

      Everlasting Mercy (Masefield), 24

      Ewart, Isabella Kelso ‘Kelsie’, 139, 213, 232

      Ewart, Mary Gundred, 139, 194

      Ewart family, 213, 231, 620–21

      Ewing, Alfred Cecil, 65, 144, 311, 314, 398, 428–29, 436, 530

      Faerie Queene (Spenser), 220, 381

      Faithful Shepherdess (Fletcher), 230

      Farquharson, Arthur Spenser, 57, 78–79, 92, 106, 157, 389–90, 470, 621–22

      Fasnacht, George Eugène, 199–200, 241, 266, 446

      Featherstone, Miss (landlady), 19n1, 23, 24, 27, 30, 36, 38, 42, 43, 62, 92, 146, 289

      Fool Errant (Hewlett), 381

      Forsyte Saga (Galsworthy), 140

      Foster (Lewis), 178, 181, 381

      Freeman, John, 531

      Freud, Sigmund, 55, 58, 59

      Friar Bacon and Friar Bungay (Greene), 507

      Gallipoli Diary (Hamilton), 150

      General Strike, 511–25

      Glorious England (de Bergerac), 96, 101, 104

      God in the Dock (Lewis), 629

      Godson (Tolstoi), 132

      Gonner, Lady Nannie, 23, 30, 60, 90

      Goode, Dr., 279, 280–81, 283–84

      Gordon, George Stuart, 174, 184, 185, 190, 196, 201–2, 246, 256, 294–95, 320–21, 322, 622

      Gower, John, 173, 174, 603, 604

      Graves, Robert, 82

      Greeves, Arthur, 6, 12, 79, 81, 89, 97, 141, 218–19, 342–44, 622–23; painting, 76, 85, 86, 87, 89, 90, 92–93, 95; visits by, 72, 77, 78, 79, 82–88, 93–98, 341–45

      Greeves, John, 217–18, 229

      Greeves, Mary Gribbon, 140, 215, 221–22, 227–30, 234–35

      Gulliver’s Travels (Swift), 295, 569

      Haig, Edward Felix, 34, 66–67

      Hamilton, Augustus Warren ‘Uncle Gussie’, 212

      Hamilton, Thomas Robert, 217

      Hamilton-Jenkin, Alfred, 42, 46, 50–51, 58–59, 74–75, 91, 158, 177, 178, 186, 187–88, 198, 265, 273, 277, 293, 315–16, 337, 362, 370, 442–43, 445, 556–57; on chivalry, 162; Dymer comments, 60, 195; horror play idea, 318–19; on humanitarianism, 89; mining concern, 88, 163–64, 318; real ideal discussion, 188

      Hankin, Mrs., 151, 152, 153, 155, 164, 169

      Hardie, William, 514, 523, 524–25, 536, 548, 552, 557, 601–2, 605, 623

      Harper, Annie, 216

      Harwood, Cecil, 50–51, 53, 55–56, 70–71, 76, 81, 86–87, 89, 196–97, 225, 304, 304n43, 337–38, 345–46, 365–70, 431–34, 446–53, 540, 624

      Hassan, (Flecker), 370–71

      Hawes, Commander, 114, 131, 133–36, 139

      Hawes, Maisie ‘Moppie’, 113–14, 115, 118 , 121, 125, 127–39, 143–46, 149, 151, 183, 209, 240, 241

      Hawes, Mrs. ‘The Bitch’, 114, 121, 127, 131–34, 183

      Hegel, Georg Wilhelm Friedrich, 149

      “Hegemony of Moral Values” (Lewis), 397, 429

      Henderson, Keith David, 553

      Henry V ( Shakespeare), 192

      Henry IV (Shakespeare), 127, 189

      Henry VI (Shakespeare), 99

      Heracleidae (Euripides), 392

      Hetherington, William Dixon, 523, 531, 541

      Hichens, Dr., 269, 270

      Hinckley, Mrs., 69, 90–91, 101–2

      Hippolytus (Euripides), 393

      Holmes family, 431, 432–33

      Hope, Edward, 635, 639–40

      Hugon, Marianne Cecile, 95, 113

      Hume, David, 69, 442

      Idealistic Nihilism, 199–200

      Iliad (Homer), 295–96

      Il Penseroso (Milton), 150

      “Infatuation” (Lewis), 537–38

      Instinct and the Unconscious (Rivers), 85, 89–90

      Insurrections (Stephens), 296–97

      Introductory Lectures (Freud), 58

      Irish Fairy Tales (Stephens), 140

      Irrational Knot (Shaw), 82

      Ivy (maid), 128, 138, 139, 149, 150, 159, 197

      J.A. See Smith, John Alexander

      Jellicoe, John Basil, 520–21, 522

      Jenkin. See Hamilton-Jenkin, Alfred

      Jerusalem Delivered (Tasso), 356–57, 359

      Johnson, Patrick, 606

      Joseph, Horace William, 102

      Jowett, Benjamin, 43

      Joy (Lewis), 29–31, 35–37, 50, 381, 383, 413

      Jude the Obscure (Hardy), 214, 215

      Kalevala (Lönnrot), 567, 585–86

      Kant, Immanuel, 42, 44, 48, 398

      Kaufmann, George Adams von, 450–51

      Keir, David Lindsay, 264–65, 472, 512–13, 521, 591, 624–25

      Kemshead, Chaloner Thomas ‘Uncle Bunny’, 192–93

      “King of Drum” (Lewis), 575, 577, 580, 585, 597, 609

      Lady Rose’s Daughter (Ward), 381

      Lama Sabacthani (Barfield), 248

      Lawrence, Thomas Edward, 112, 406

      Lawson, Frederick Henry, 468, 512–13, 521, 625

      Lear (Shakespeare), 263, 604

      Lee, Stephen Grosvenor, 635, 640–41

      Lee Shore (Macaulay), 566

      Legend of Good Women (Chaucer), 164

      Leibniz, Gottfried Wilhelm, 427, 467

      Letters of C.S. Lewis, 2–3nn5, 7, 6n11, 8n16, 10n19, 334, 382, 421n27

      Lewis, Albert James (father of C. S.), 32, 48–49n44, 52, 117–18, 141, 185, 206, 207, 233, 299, 328, 359, 388n9, 395n14, 568, 625–26

      Lewis, Clive Staples ‘Jack’: academic career, 28–29, 48n44, 55, 57, 60–63, 65, 67–68, 71–75, 82–83, 171, 267, 297–99, 300–301, 312, 346–47, 394, 395n14, 413, 503–4, 606; All Souls’ Fellowship candidacy, 391, 394, 406–7, 444; on anthroposophy, 450–51, 453, 587; on art, 126, 260, 263–67; British Museum visit, 447–48; on Christianity/religion, 29, 38, 64, 126, 162, 188, 259–60, 395, 435, 482, 505, 599, 602, 613; Christina Dreams, 26, 53, 76, 80, 557; Clevedon holiday, 408–21; Cloud Farm holiday, 478–502; concert going, 179, 180, 184, 198, 438–39, 510, 519; critical of Maureen, 94, 204, 460, 571–72; as detached, 234; in Discussion Class, 246, 252–53, 267–68, 316–17, 320–21; dream accounts, 48, 51, 83, 127, 147–48, 185, 205–6, 311, 333, 417, 445–46, 550–51, 561–62; Eliot parody, 546, 547–48, 551–52; English School, 156–57, 159–60, 173, 324–26, 340, 342, 344; examination correction work, 458–61; feelings about Warnie, 112, 124; financial concerns, 22, 24, 28, 233–34, 303, 561; General Strike observations, 511–25; good emotions discussion, 167–68; Greek studies, 31, 33, 37, 54, 62–63, 69, 74, 392, 400; Greeves disturbing to, 79, 81, 89, 97, 141; Hillsboro house, 303, 305, 307, 309–12, 328; horror play idea, 318–19, 355; housing/moving, 23, 30, 31, 32, 37, 181–82, 192–94, 202, 296, 300, 335–36, 559, 613; on imagination, 576–78, 600; intimacy with Mrs. Moore, 106, 111, 120, 229; Ireland visits, 139–42, 210–38, 371, 568; Karraways visit, 124–27; Magdalen Fellowship candidacy, 142–47, 153, 156, 169, 476–77; on marriage, 59, 65–66, 88, 101; Martlets meetings, 42, 71, 167, 200–201, 255, 263–67, 436, 469, 473; Mermaids society, 594, 610; motorbike tour, 454–58; Norse studies, 577, 599; O.E. work, 159, 161, 164, 165, 171, 243, 572–78, 580; Parson’s Pleasure bathing, 52, 55–56, 57, 337, 343, 351, 562, 566; philosophical society meetings, 396–97, 404, 428, 437, 439–41, 467–68, 474, 601, 605; philosophical thoughts, 24, 53, 199–200, 203, 338, 386, 390, 399, 400, 541; play attendance, 44–45, 104, 124–25, 142, 383, 448, 467, 545–46, 604, 608; on publishing, 22, 25, 34, 256, 499; “real joy”, 64, 178, 235, 360, 396, 499,
    542; reviewing books, 363–64; Sarastro poem idea, 149, 155, 166; on sex and perversion, 57, 58, 59; Sortes Virgilianae attempt, 522–23; on spiritualism, 54–55, 258–59; substituting for Carritt, 425–26, 436; Trinity candidacy, 390, 391, 424–26, 428–29, 437; tutorial and lecturing work, 463–66, 468, 470–74, 504, 506–7, 525, 580–81, 583, 590–91; on war, 152, 254; at Watford with Warnie, 109–10; on women, 193, 195, 260; writing/story ideas, 147, 248, 261, 313, 314, 354, 433, 537–38, 558

      Lewis, Warren (Warnie) Hamilton, 8, 32, 61, 83, 117–18, 214, 217, 233, 342, 568, 613; motorbike tour, 418–22, 454–58; visits by, 108–24, 301–4, 313, 536–38

      Lewis Papers, 5n8, 11n21–22, 13–14, 217n142, 342, 354n71, 388n9, 395n14, 631

      Life of Henry More (Ward), 387, 388

      London Mercury (journal), 22, 23, 25

      Lord Jim (Conrad), 554

      Love’s Labour Lost (Shakespeare), 186

      Loyalties (Galsworthy), 142

      Macbeth (Shakespeare), 160

      MacKeith, Malcom Henry, 641–42

      Macmurray, John, 428

      Macran, Frederick Walker ‘Cranny’, 29, 44, 91–92, 154, 184–185, 244, 261, 306, 627

      Macran, Violet, 162–63, 185

      Magic (Chesterton), 46

      Magic Flute (Dickinson), 149, 154

      Maid’s Tragedy (Beaumont & Fletcher), 204

      Malcomson, Miss, 79, 82, 83

      Malory, Thomas, 428

      Man and Mystery in Asia (Oddenowski), 436

      Man’s Man (Hay), 128

      Mary Rose (Barrie), 468

      Masson, David, 147, 150, 154

      McNeill, Jane ‘Janie’, 59, 61, 216, 225, 228, 232–33, 234, 626–27

      McNeill family, 223–24

      Meade, Dr., 119

      Memoirs of the Life and Correspondence of Mrs. Hannah More (Roberts), 527–28

      Metamorphoses (Ovid), 90, 317, 335

      Milton, John, 146–47, 149, 150, 154, 196, 573–74, 589

      Milton (Raleigh), 578–79

      Misfire (Lewis), 21, 77

      Modern Utopia (Wells), 141, 554–55

      Moore, Courtenay Edward (Jane’s husband, ‘ the Beast’), 22, 353, 613

      Moore, George, 409–10

      Moore, Janie King ‘D’: concerns with Maureen, 18, 31, 37, 570; financial worries, 20, 22, 24; housing challenges, 23, 24, 30, 37, 192–94, 613; ill health/depression, 38, 54–55, 71, 103, 106, 178, 179, 186–87, 195, 198, 199, 202, 226, 245, 262, 296, 327–28, 369–70, 371, 460, 486–90, 496, 519, 564, 565, 601, 611; and Jack’s friends, 72, 84, 86, 89, 96, 98, 587; on Jack’s prospects, 54, 61, 65, 75, 76, 82; upsets with, 430, 528–29, 562, 575; watching Jack’s finances, 555, 561, 578, 579; work projects, 32–35, 64, 67, 68, 90, 128, 129, 154, 165

     


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