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The remainder of the day wound down in painful, mind-numbing tedium. In complete silence, Jordi and I retrieved the bow and arrows Shawz had littered the jungle with during his panic-fuelled dash. Jordin didn’t say a word, and I wasn’t going to try to force him to make small talk. I knew if Ruzzell asked him to join his little mob, he’d do so in a heartbeat. Just how far and how fast my stock had plummeted within the clan disturbed me. The force was definitely not with me.
Nice one, genius!
In a twist of spine-tingling satire, a Hog had found a way to fall into our trap even though I hadn’t replaced the covering foliage. Since I’d removed the spikes, it was still very much alive but had worn itself out trying to scale the hole. Hearing us approach, the dumb creature hefted itself to its feet, snuffled the air and grunted brainlessly, before plonking down again exhausted.
It made for a grisly sight.
It made for an easy kill, so I asked Jordin if he wanted to do the honours.
Useless with the bow, even Jordin could kill a worn-out, captive Hog. Even though he regularly pleaded to be allowed to hunt, and was always declined, he snubbed the opportunity this time with a groan. A personal snub perhaps. He did seem afraid of coming anywhere near the pit. Shawz and Dixan’s frightening description of Shumbalic, possibly another reason he spurned the chance.
After killing the petrified creature, I jumped into the hole to retrieve it. Being back in the pit, where my actions the day before had cast a doubtful shadow over my character, felt surreal. Did I really defend one of them against my clan, the enemy against my family? Was I totally deceived? The choices we make. I couldn’t blame Judd or Dixan or Jordin or any of the others. I’d have misgivings about me if I wasn’t me.
After getting back to camp, and skinning and gutting the Hog, I speared it on the spit over the fire the girls had freshly stoked. During lunch, amid an eerie silence, we ate without a word being shared. I would have loved to know what Gellica and Nadalie were thinking, but I dared not ask. I knew they’d have questions that I couldn’t answer yet.
The return of the gang a couple of hours before sundown was unnerving; ungluing actually. The first headwinds before a tempest in the offering. Ruzzell and the younger guys were unruly and bombastic. Clearly, they planned to keep mum on the exploits of their day, but they sure wanted us to know they had secrets to keep. While Gellica, Nadalie, Jordin and I were on the end of boisterous disdain—we weren’t part of the gang, and they wanted us to know it—haughty looks and sneering half comments were reserved for me alone. To be fair, Judd, and to a lesser extent Dixan, looked uncomfortable with the juvenile bravado on display.
I was grateful for the excuse of nightfall to escape up my tree. And it goes without saying, there weren’t too many times over the last decade that I looked forward to nighttime.
“You can run but you can’t hide, Villain!” Ruzzell bellowed after me, with enough attendant bile to poison an adult Hog—the first words he had spoken to me directly since yesterday’s episode. “Your traitorous actions are now public knowledge!” The howls of laughter that followed seemed forced but the apprehension I felt was not.
I strapped myself up for the night, and peered through a gap in the foliage cover above my head through which I could see the pale silver moon in a starless sky.
Tonight, however, the insipid light of a waning moon meant it was even darker than usual. In a goading conflict of two minds, as a bead of nervous sweat slipped down the small of my back, I heard myself mutter, “Please come tonight, Shumbalic.”
Even though I was scared stiff that my desire might actually be fulfilled.