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      because it happened before.

      That’s what I’m telling you.

      It happened before.

      There was just as much commitment,

      there was just as much passion

      and violence and hate.

      See, after the Watts riots there was something called the McClellan

      Commission.

      Fine.

      That was for two years

      and we forgot about Watts.

      So here we are again.

      We all have to make a commitment

      that this is never going to happen again

      to Los Angeles,

      and we have to meet

      on a regular basis,

      and we have to have the

      power

      in this group,

      quasi-public

      quasi-

      political group,

      that we can call the governor,

      that we can call the publisher of the LA Times,

      the President of the United States,

      and say,

      “hey,

      we gotta see you,

      we got something

      cookin here.”

      It’s gonna cost all kinds of money.

      (four counts of pause)

      I think businesses should give some,

      government should give some,

      and I think we’re gonna have to be taxed.

      Hit us all on

      sales tax

      or gasoline tax

      or something

      and take a cent or two from everybody

      and build up some kind of fund.

      You got to have money.

      And I realize what I’m gonna hear from people who want money for

      education and AIDS and

      health care. Those are very, very important.

      This is more important to me,

      ’cause if our cities deteriorate into jungle land, which they are now …

      A Deadeye

      Owen Smet Culver City Police Department, former range manager, Beverly Hills Gun Club

      (There are guns’ shooting sounds in the background. He is wearing tinted glasses and a black silk jacket.)

      After the riots our business went up forty percent, maybe as much as

      fifty percent.

      We have a membership here that shoots,

      riots or no riots,

      but because of the feeling of

      danger overall in the community …

      Long time ago you used to say there’s some areas of LA County

      where you couldn’t walk

      after dark,

      and it’s progressed to the point where you say, “Gee,

      there’s no place

      safe

      in LA County, daylight or dark.”

      People are looking for an opportunity to defend themselves.

      They just need something,

      and this is one of the places they come.

      Shooting is a skill just like anything else.

      A deadeye?

      Is a very good shot.

      Yes,

      I am a deadeye.

      I’m not a natural one.

      I spent

      couple years in Vietnam,

      and that will make you good if nothing else.

      You don’t want to get over there and hit your foot.

      (The shooting starts)

      Sure,

      a lot, of these are handguns.

      If you look at the top row, those are the smaller-caliber guns,

      twenty-twos,

      and then as you work your way on down to the bottom row,

      that’s the forty-fives.

      I guess you’d say the least powerful at the top

      to the most powerful at the bottom.

      Probably the most powerful here

      are the forty-fives.

      This is a forty-four

      Magnum gun,

      probably the most powerful handgun that we have here.

      I usually start people with a thirty-eight.

      One of the most popular for the drive-bys are the nine millimeters.

      But the gang members and some of the more organized groups out

      there are using everything,

      everything.

      There’s no question about it, they

      are probably better armed than we are.

      Ask Saddam Hussein

      Elaine Brown Former head of the Black Panther Party, author, A Taste of Power

      (A pretty black woman in her early fifties. She is in a town outside of Paris, France, on the phone. It is 5 P.M. France time. Spring.)

      I think people do have, uh,

      some other image

      of the Black Panther Party than the guns.

      The young men, of course, are attracted

      to the guns,

      but what I tell them is this:

      Did you know Jonathan Jackson?

      Because I did,

      and Jonathan Jackson was seventeen years old.

      He was probably one of the most brilliant young men

      that you could meet.

      He happened to be a science genius.

      He was not a gang member, by the way,

      but Jonathan Jackson

      went to a courtroom by himself

      and took over for that one glorious minute

      in the name of

      revolution and the freedom of his brother

      and other people who were in prison

      and died that day.

      My question to you,

      seventeen-year-old young brother with a gun in your hand,

      tough and strong and beautiful as you are:

      Do you think it would be better

      if Jonathan Jackson were alive today

      or that he died

      that day in Marin County?

      Me personally,

      I’d rather know Jonathan Jackson.

      That’s what I’d rather do,

      and I’d rather him be alive today,

      to be among the leadership that we do not have,

      than to be dead and in his grave at seventeen years old.

      I’m talking merely about strategy,

      not swashbuckling.

      I think that this idea of picking up the gun and going into the street

      without a

      plan and without

      any more rhyme or reason than rage

      is bizarre and so, uh …

      And it’s foolish

      because it will, uh …

      I think that

      all one has to do

      is ask, to ask the Vietnamese

      or Saddam Hussein

      about the power and weaponry

      and the arsenal of the United States government and its willingness to

      use it

      to get to understanding what this is about.

      You are not facing a,

      you know, some little Nicaraguan clique

      here.

      You are not in Havana in 1950 something.

      This is the United States of America.

      There isn’t another country,

      there isn’t another community

      that is more organized and armed.

      Uh,

      not only is it naive,

      it is foolish if one is talking

      about jumping out into the street

      and waving a gun,

      because you not that bad,

      you see what I’m saying?

      You just not that bad.

      You think you bad,

      but I say again,

      ask Saddam Hussein

      about who is bad

      and you’ll get the answer.

      So what I am saying is:

      Be conscious of what you are doing.

      If you just want to die

      and become a poster,

      go ahead and do that—

      we will all put you on the wall with all the rest of the people.

      But if you want to effect change for your people


      and you are serious about it,

      that doesn’t mean throw down your gun.

      Matter of fact, I would def … definitely never tell anybody to do that,

      not black and in America.

      But if you want a gun,

      I hope you can shoot

      and I hope you know who to shoot

      and I hope you know how to not go to jail for having done that

      and then let that be the end of that.

      But if you are talking about a war

      against the United States government,

      then you better talk to Saddam Hussein

      and you better talk to the Vietnamese people

      and the Nicaraguans

      and El Salvadorans

      and people in South Africa

      and people in other countries in Southeast Asia

      and ask those motherfuckers

      what this country is capable of doing.

      So all I am saying is:

      I’m saying that

      if you are committed,

      if you seriously make a commitment,

      because …

      and that commitment

      must be based not on hate but on love.

      And that’s the other thing.

      My theme is

      that love of your people.

      Then you gonna have to realize that this may have to be a lifetime

      commitment

      and that the longer you live,

      the more you can do.

      So don’t get hung up

      on your own ego

      and your own image

      and pumping up your muscles

      and putting on a black beret

      or some kinda Malcolm X hat or whatever other

      regalia

      and symbolic vestment you can put on your body.

      Think in terms of what

      are you going to do

      for black people.

      I’m saying that these

      are the long haul,

      because then you might be talkin’ about

      bein’ in a better position for a so-called

      armed struggle.

      At this point you talkin’ about a piss-poor,

      ragtag, unorganized, poorly armed

      and poorly, poorly,

      uh-uhm,

      poorly led

      army

      and we will be twenty more years

      trying to figure out what happened to Martin, Malcolm,

      and the Black Panther Party.

      Twilight #1

      Homi Bhabha Literary critic/Writer/Scholar

      (Phone interview. He was in England. I was in L.A. He is part Persian, lived in India. Has a beautiful British accent.)

      This twilight moment

      is an in-between moment.

      It’s the moment of dusk.

      It’s the moment of ambivalence

      and ambiguity.

      The inclarity,

      the enigma,

      the ambivalences,

      in what happened in the L.A.

      uprisings

      are precisely what we want to get hold of.

      It’s exactly the moment

      when the L.A. uprisings could be something

      else

      than it was

      seen to be,

      or maybe something

      other than it was seen to be.

      I think when we look at it in twilight

      we learn

      to …

      we learn three things:

      one, we learn that the hard outlines of what we see in daylight

      that make it easy for us to order

      daylight

      disappear.

      So we begin to see its boundaries in a much more faded way.

      That fuzziness of twilight

      allows us to see the intersections

      of the event with a number of other things that daylight obscures for

      us,

      to use a paradox.

      We have to interpret more in

      twilight,

      we have to make ourselves

      part of the act,

      we have to interpret,

      we have to project more.

      But also the thing itself

      in twilight

      challenges us

      to

      be aware

      of how we are projecting onto the event itself.

      We are part of

      producing the event,

      whereas, to use the daylight

      metaphor,

      there we somehow think

      the event and its clarity

      as it is presented to us,

      and we have to just react to it.

      Not that we’re participating in its clarity:

      it’s more interpretive,

      it’s more creative.

      Magic #2

      Betye Saar Artist

      (Phone interview. She lives in Laurel Canyon.)

      It was, um,

      still light,

      because it didn’t last for a very long time.

      So it’s like this sort of in between day and night

      when the sky is sort of gray

      and we were walking back to the car

      and Tony, who was very political, was sort of adamant about

      there was gonna be trouble and so forth

      and we were making plans to go to dinner

      and when we got to go to dinner, the area

      we wanted, it was dark already

      and we were going to a place up toward the moun …

      up toward the Hollywood Hills

      and we couldn’t get by

      because of people in the streets

      and

      disturbances.

      Now, this is in West Hollywood,

      where there was not …

      where there is a predominantly

      gay and lesbian population

      and these were mostly gay men

      who were

      protesting the uprising by,

      uh, writing “guilty” on the pos …

      graffiti,

      they were actually doing graffiti work,

      and the street was actually blockaded,

      they were protesting the verdict,

      and we went to the restaurant and we heard

      more protesting on the radio.

      But to get back to the sky.

      That’s kind of what I remember about the sky,

      the kind of surreal time of day,

      because it’s between day and night,

      and I hadn’t

      heard anything else about the rest of the city

      until I got home.

      It’s sort of limbo time,

      and the same with dawn,

      because it’s not night or day,

      because it’s transition,

      and to me it implies a sort of limbo.

      It’s very surreal, I think,

      or maybe even magical.

      But magic is not always good,

      because it implies

      all sorts of things,

      like evil

      and control.

      I just use it like magical, like enchantment,

      that sort of mystical quality,

      and some people

      think that it’s the work of Satan and so forth.

      Justice

      Screw Through Your Chest

      Harland W. Braun counsel for defendant Theodore Briseno

      I didn’t want to take the case

      because I regard it as a racial beating

      and my son had had a racial incident.

      He is in Princeton.

      My son was going to

      Harvard boy’s school over here in Coldwater.

      He was driving over here

      in Westwood.

      He had a two-seater Mercedes

      and he was the passenger

      and his friend

      was driving the car

      and his friend’s mother is a partner

      a
    t O’Melveney and Myers.

      They’re driving, I guess, a Tuesday or a Wednesday night

      and LAPD pulls them over.

      My son is sort of outspoken.

      I don’t know where he gets that from,

      but

      he

      jumps out of the car

      and says to the cop,

      “I know why you stopped us—

      because Bobby’s Black.”

      Which is obviously true.

      I mean, Westwood,

      Mercedes,

      a Black kid driving a Mercedes.

      They thought he was a dope dealer or something.

      They’re gonna pull him over.

      So the cop turns to my son and says,

      “You shut

      up or I’m gonna put a screw through your chest.”

      Well,

      I’ve,

      I’ve never heard that expression.

      I’ve been a DA since ’68 and a criminal lawyer since ’73.

      I’ve just never heard the expression “put a screw through your chest.”

      And you’re sort of

      ambivalent about it.

      On the one hand, you could kill the cop for this.

      On the other hand,

      you wish you could strangle your son

      because he put himself in danger.

      I mean, really, he was lucky he was in Westwood, in a public area

      where he was not likely to get hit or something like that,

      and it’s sort of a naiveté for a seventeen-year-old at that time

      to think that he’s gonna be able to not

      just watch out for himself.

      So I said no way am I gonna get involved in the Rodney King case,

      ’cause I regarded it as a racial beating.

      But what scares you—

      it gives you pause when you find out how wrong you can be,

      because you then

      learn about an entire

      historic event

      and realize

      that it’s been misperceived.

      Even Clinton,

      who I like,

      he got up on that morning and says, “Justice has finally been done.”

      How does he know?

      What does he mean by justice?

      Is he assuming that they’re guilty?

      Very strange, uh,

      and I probably would have said the same thing if I was in his

      position,

      and I know,

      I think I know what happened out there.

      I mean,

      I think,

      I was certainly glad that Ted,

      I was certainly glad that we escaped.

      If you ask it more blatantly:

      Is it better that two

      innocent men get convicted

      than that fifty innocent people die?

      What is the answer to that?

      I find the ambiguity …

      I recognize it for what it is

      and I’m willing to face it.

      I’ve never,

     


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