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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      1

      Jee dhoondta hai ghar koee dono jahaan se door

      Is aap ki zameen se alag aasmaan se door

      Shaayad main dar khure nigah-e garm bhi naheen

      Bijlee tadap rahi hai meri aashiyaan se door

      Wo poochte hain aur koee deta naheen jawaab

      Kis ki wafaa hai dastaras-e imtihaan se door

      Aankhein churaa ke aap ne afsaana kar diya

      Jo haal tha zubaan se qareeb aur bayaan se door

      Hai man‘a raah-e ishq mein dair-o haram ka hosh

      Yaani kahaan se paas hai manzil kahaan se door

      Ta arz-e shauq mein na rahe bandagee ki laag

      Ek sajda chaahta hoon tere aastaan se door

      Fani Dakan mein aa ke ye uqda khulaa ke hum

      Hindostaan mein rahte hain Hindostaan se door

      1

      I look for a home away from both the worlds, far away

      Away from this earth of yours, from the skies, far away

      I am not the favoured one, not even of the fiery looks

      The lightening shows, away from my abode, so very far away

      No one gives an answer; he only keeps on asking all

      Whose love defies a test, whose love hides, so far away

      When you turned your eyes, you helped a story go afloat

      That was a tale close to tongue but from telling, far away

      In love, who cares where the temple is, where the mosque

      Does it matter if the goal is near, or at distant, far away

      So that there is no trace of my devotion in my imploring

      I only wish I could bow my head, from your abode, far away

      Fani! It was only in the far off Deccan, I got to know

      I lived in Hindostaan but from Hindostaan, far away

      2

      Har saans ke saath jaa rahaa hoon

      Main tere qareeb aa rahaa hoon

      Ye dil mein karaahne lagaa kaun

      Ro ro ke kise rulaa rahaa hoon

      Ab ‘ishq ko beneqaab kar ke

      Main husn ko aazmaa rahaa hoon

      Asraar-e jamaal khul rahe hain

      hastee ka suraagh paa rahaa hoon

      Tanhaa-i sham-e ghum ke dar se

      Kuchh un se jawaab paa rahaa hoon

      Lazzat kashe-e aarzoo hoon Fani

      Danista fareb khaa rahaa hoon

      2

      I pass away with every passing breath

      I reach you with every passing breath

      Who moans within my heart, who

      With my cries, I make the other cry too

      Unveiling the love at last

      I test my own love at last

      The secrets of beauty unravel

      Through the routes of being I travel

      I fear the lonesomeness of painful nights

      I get her answers for those baleful nights

      Fani, I enjoy when I crave

      What deceptions I do brave!

      21

      Asghar Gondawi

      Asghar Gondawi (1884–1936) is the nome de plume of Asghar Hussain who was born in Gorakhpur. As he hailed from a family of limited economic means, he could not get conventional education but made personal efforts to study Urdu, Arabic, Persian and English. He worked for Urdu Markaz, the centre for Urdu writers and Urdu lovers in Lahore, but could not continue there for long. Later, he joined Tej Bahadur Sapru’s Hindustani Press in Allahabad as an editor.

      Asghar had a philosophical disposition which clearly marks the major part of his poetry. In his earlier phase, he wrote under the influence of Sufi poets. However, later, he acquired a personal tone and tenor which no other poet of mystical nature could achieve after him. His poetry is characterized by a soft, melancholic voice that highlighted his ability to think metaphysically and render his thoughts with poetic credibility. Asghar was not a prolific poet, as he was more preoccupied with the idea of artistic merit which was manifested in his ability to rethink the stock romantic metaphors and appropriate them in both romantic and spiritualist ghazals. The thematic richness and artistic control of his voice are discernible in his collections, Nishat-e Rooh and Surood-e Zindagi.

      1

      Tamaam daftar-e hikmat ulat gaya hoon mein

      Magar khulaa na abhi tak kahaan hoon, kya hoon main

      Ye mujh se poochhiye kya guftugoo mein lazzat hai

      Fiza-i dehr mein tehleel ho gaya hoon main

      Kabhi khayaal ke hai khwaab aalam-e hastee

      Zameer mein abhi fitrat ke, so raha hoon main

      Kabhi ye fakhr ke aalam mein aks hai meraa

      Khud apnaa tarz-e nazar hai ke dekhta hoon main

      Hayaat-o maut bhi adnaa si ek kadi meri

      Azal se le ke abad tak wo silsila hoon main

      Nawaa-i raaz ka seene mein khoon hotaa hai

      Sitam hai, lafz paraston mein ghir gaya hoon main

      Na koee naam hai mera, na koee soorat hai

      Kuchh is tarah hama tan deed ho gaya hoon main

      Tera jamaal hai, tera khayaal hai, too hai

      Mujhe ye fursat-e kaawish kahaan ke kya hoon main

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      I’ve ransacked the seas of wisdom, don’t know where I am

      I don’t know even now: who I am, where I am

      Ask me what’s pleasure talking, I’ll tell you what:

      That’s melting in timeless time, that’s being where I am

      This state of being is only a dream, I think at times

      Slumbering long in nature’s conscience, that’s where I am

      That the world bears my image, often makes me proud

      That’s how I see myself, that’s indeed where I am

      Life and death, the two links in the long chain of life

      And I in a flux from end to end, that’s where I am

      My secret voices meet their death, buried in the breast

      I’m trapped among wordsmiths! It’s a pity, where I am

      Neither a name, nor a face; I have none of mine

      All askance, body and soul, that’s what and where I am

      Your elegance, your thought, your being: that’s all I know

      Not a while to know more: who I am, where I am

      2

      Bistar-e khaak pe baithha hoon na masti hai, na hosh

      Zarre sab saakit-o saamit hain, sitaare khaamosh

      Nazar aati hai mazaahir mein meri shakl mujhe

      Fitrat aaeena badast aur main hairaan-o khamosh

      Tarjumaani ki mujhe aaj ijaazat de de

      Shajar-e toor hai saakit, lab-e Mansoor khamosh

      Partaw-e mehr hi zauq-e rum-o bedaari de

      Bistar-e gul pe hai ek qatra-i shabnam khaamosh

      2

      I’m in the earth’s cradle, neither in senses nor in elation

      Each particle of dust at rest, each star silent

      I can see my face in countless images around

      Nature holds a mirror to me; I’m stunned and silent

      Let me tell you the truth today, let me tell you now:

      Toor’s branch is all still, Mansoor’s lips are all silent

      Love’s face may alone revive the life of my senses

      On the bed of blossoms, lies a drop of dew silent

      22

      Yaas Yagana Changezi

      Yaas Yagana Changezi (1884–1956), whose ancestors had migrated from Iran and joined the Mughal army, was born in Azimabad, now Patna, and named Mirza Wajid Hussain. He also wrote under the pen name of ‘Yaas’ (despair) before choosing ‘Yagana’ (matchless) as his nom de plume. This choice for a change of name reflected his independent and defiant nature. Shad Azimabadi, another major poet who lived in Azimabad, pruned his taste and helped him hone his talent. Yagana shifted to Calcutta and got married there, but chose to find a new home in Lucknow, only to discover to his utter despair that the place was unkind to him. As he was egotistical, uncompromising and unable to control his brusque manners and speech, he could not strike a chord with the poets there. He caused controversies and came to be identified as a highly nonconformist, controversial and provocativ
    e poet, who found faults even with Asadulla Khan Ghalib and Mohammed Iqbal. He even went to the extent of making controversial statements about religious belief and was once attacked by a mob.

      Quite in keeping with his personality, Yagana’s tone in his poetry was direct, curt and stinging but he was sober and dignified in his renditions despite his iconoclasm. More than writing about the myriad manifestations of love, he wrote about the manifestations of life in his poetry. He developed a brave and bold attitude towards life and the dignity of man even while he engaged with the oddities of life uncompromisingly. A certain sense of scepticism that took over him did not allow him to achieve a broader philosophical stance in his poetry. Yagana was essentially an interrogator of both life and art, who lived and survived in his individual splendour. Yagana’s works are collected in Nashtar-e Yas, Taraana, Aayaat-e Wijdaani and Ganjeena.

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      Kaargaah-e dunya mein neesti bhi hasti hai

      Ek taraf ujadti hai aik samt basti hai

      Bedilon ki hasti kya jeete hain na marte hain

      Khwab hai na bedaari hosh hai na masti hai

      Kya bataoon kya hoom main qudrat-e Khuda hoon main

      Meri khud parasti bhi ‘ain haq parasti hai

      Keemiya-i dil kya hai khaak hai magar kaisi

      Lijiye to mehngi hai bechiye to sasti hai

      Khizr-e manzil apna hoon apni raah chalta hoon

      Mere haal per dunya kya samajh ke hansti hai

      Kya kahoon safar apna khatm kyun naheen hota

      Fikr ki balandi ya hausle ki pasti hai

      Husn-e betamaasha ki dhoom kya muamma hai

      Kaan bhi hain namahram aankh bhi tarasti hai

      Chitwanon se milta hai kuchh suragh baatin ka

      Chaal se to kafir per saadagi barasti hai

      Tark-e lazzat-e dunya kijiye to kis dil se

      Zauq-e paarsaayi kya faiz-e tang dastee hai

      Deedani hai Yaas apne ranj-o-ghum ki tughyaani

      Jhoom jhoom kar kya kya ye ghata barasti hai

      1

      The ruins of the world are life’s share

      Some perish here, some prosper there

      The heartless ones neither live nor die

      Nor drink, nor sink, nor sing, nor sigh

      I’m God’s miracle, no more, no less

      I love Him, I love myself no less

      Heart’s alchemy, what worth, what mould

      Costly if bought, cheap if sold

      My own guide, I walk my way to goal

      None should laugh at me, none should cajole

      What’s the matter, why don’t I arrive?

      Do I sink low, or never strive?

      What a puzzle is that naive love indeed!

      Ears await her words, eyes askance indeed

      The face tells what surely lies inside

      Though her manners don’t at all abide

      How can one renounce this world’s pleasures?

      Is piety a gift of living in measures

      My pain’s ebb and flow worth a watch, Yaas

      The dark clouds bring in torrents, alas!

      2

      Kis ki aawaaz kaan mein aaee

      Door ki baat dhyaan mein aaee

      Aap aate rahe bulaate rahe

      Aane waali ik aan mein aaee

      Ye kinaara chalaa ke naao chali

      Kahiye kya baat dhyaan mein aaee

      ‘Ilm kya ‘ilm ki haqeeqat kyaa

      Jaisi jis ke gumaan mein aaee

      Aankh neechi huee arey ye kyaa

      Yoon gharaz darmiyaan mein aaee

      Main payamber naheen Yagana sahi

      Is se kyaa kasr shaan mein aaee

      2

      Whose voice? What did I hear?

      A distant thought brought me cheer

      All entreating but only a trash

      One meant to come, came in a flash

      Is the bank moving, or is it the boat?

      Say, what thought is now afloat?

      What is knowledge, what is its worth?

      We had aplenty, there was no dearth

      Your eyes downcast, what’s the matter?

      A selfish motive, enough to shatter

      I’m only Yagana, not God’s envoy

      But why should that ever annoy

      23

      Jigar Moradabadi

      Jigar Moradabadi (1890–1960) is the nom de plume of Ali Sikandar, who was born in Moradabad and settled in Gonda. He was not educated formally but learnt Arabic, Urdu and Persian at a madrasa. Asghar Gondawi, a poet of renown, played a significant role in his life, both as a mentor and a friend. Jigar represented the iconic figure of a romantic Urdu poet who had developed a certain aura about his personality, was drunk to the brim, and performed in the mushairas on the strength of his sonorous voice. In his ghazals, Jigar took to eulogizing wine, beauty and love to the ultimate stage. It was only towards the end of his life that he distanced himself from alcohol and drew close to mysticism, which is reflected in his later poetry.

      Although shorn of philosophical depth, Jigar’s ghazals remained a measure of what ghazal as a form stood for. He emerged as a very popular poet, of the common masses as well as the literary readers, who celebrated the joys of life and the buoyancy of youth by drawing upon stock images and metaphors of Persian and Urdu poetry. He kept away from the complex and heavily Persianized turns of phrases, as he brought poetry closer to common parlance. His appeal lay in the simplicity of his diction, the rhythmic nature of his verse, and the easy accessibility he offered to his uniquely epicurean world. Daagh-e Jigar, Shola-i Toor, and Aatish-e Gul, for which he got the Sahitya Akademi award, are his three collections.

      1

      Koee ye keh de gulshan gulshan

      Laakh balaaein ek nasheman

      Kaamil rahbar qaatil rahzan

      Dil saa dost na dil saa dushman

      Phool khile hain gulshan gulshan

      Lekin apna apna daaman

      Hasti-i shaair Allah Allah

      Husn ki manzil ishq ka madfan

      Rangeen fitrat saada tabeeyat

      Farsh nasheen aur arsh nasheman

      Kaam adhooraa aur aazaadi

      Naam bade aur thode darshan

      Shama hai lekin dhundli dhundli

      Saaya hai lekin raushan raushan

      Kaanton ka bhi haq hai kuchh aakhir

      Kaun chhudaai apna daaman

      Chalti phirti chhaaon hai pyare

      Kis ka sehra kaisa gulshan

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      A word be heard in meadows, boroughs

      Enough a home for many sorrows

      Heart, a cruel robber, a perfect guide

      And heart: a friend, a foe, a pride

      Many a bliss from place to place

      To each one a grace, a disgrace

      Poet’s being in full bloom

      Beauty’s goal, love’s tomb

      Radiant nature, simple at best

      Earth an abode, sky a nest

      All freedom, little deeds

      Big names, little proceeds

      The lamp burns dim and light

      But the shadows all bright

      Thorns lay their own barb

      Who can save one’s own garb

      All of them, passing shadows

      Wilds, bowers and meadows

      2

      Saqi ki har nigaah pe bal kha ke pee gayaa

      Lehron se kheltaa hua lehra ke pee gayaa

      Bekaifiyon ke kaif se ghabra ke pee gayaa

      Tauba ko tod taad ke ghabra ke pee gayaa

      Zaahid ye teri shokhi-i rindaana dekhnaa

      Rahmat ko baaton baaton mein behla ke pee gayaa

      Sarmasti-i azal jo mujhe yaad aa gaye

      Dunyaa-i aitabaar ko thhukra ke pee gayaa

      Aazurdag-i khaatir-e saqi ko dekh kar

      Mujhko ye sharm aaee ke sharma ke pee gayaa

      Ai rahmat-e tamaam, meri har khataa mu‘aaf

      Mein intihaa-i shauq mein ghabra ke pee gayaa

      Peeta beghair izn ye kab thee meri majaal

      Dar parda chashm-e yaar ki shah paa ke pee gayaa


      Us jan-e maikada ki qasam baarhaa Jigar

      Kul aalam-e baseet pe mein chha ke pee gayaa

      2

      I watched the Saqi’s gaze each time I drank my drink

      I played with waves, I danced with them, I drank my drink

      Nervous at the elation of boredom, I drank my drink

      I broke the promise of abstinence, I drank my drink

      O devout one, that’s your real drinker’s courage

      You took in nature’s bounty well, I drank my drink

      When I recalled the bliss and boon of eternity

      I kicked the bubbling world aside, I drank my drink

      The Saqi was sorrowful, I too watched his gloom

      I felt ashamed; in sheer shame, I drank my drink

      O kindness incarnate! Forgive my failings for now

      In pure delight, I got unnerved, I drank my drink

      How could I drink without a nod, without courage?

      But my dear love gave me a nod, I drank my drink

      I swear by the one who rules the tavern, Jigar

      Many a time, I ruled the world, I drank my drink

      24

      Firaq Gorakhpuri

      Firaq Gorakhpuri (1896–1982), born Raghupati Sahay, acquired a taste for poetry from his father, Munshi Gorakh Prasad Ibrat, who practised law and wrote poetry of classical temper. Firaq began his education with learning the Urdu language, which ultimately became the chosen medium of his poetic expression. After his early education, he moved to Allahabad for higher education at Muir Inter College. He was selected for the job of a deputy collector but he declined the offer. Instead, he joined India’s freedom movement and was imprisoned, like others, for his anti-British activities. On release from prison, he taught at Christian College, Lucknow, and then at Sanatan Dharm College, Kanpur. Later, he got his master’s degree in English literature, and joined Allahabad University as a faculty member. Firaq was much honoured as a poet and was decorated with the highest literary award, the Jnanpith. He was the first recipient of this award for a work written in the Urdu language.

      The blessings of romantic love and sex, human yearnings, life’s incongruities and the mysteries of the dark night engaged him incessantly in his poetry. He drew upon the Hindu mythology on the one hand, and the Hindi and Sanskrit idiom on the other. In doing this, he found space for pan-Indian thoughts and feelings in his poetry, as also a way to impart a new tone and tenor to the Urdu idiom. Some of his critics believe that his tone and tenor did not match with the genius of the Urdu language and the Persian-Urdu sensibility. Firaq also drew upon other poets of the classical Hindi and Sanskrit traditions like Surdas, Kalidas and Kabir, as well as of the English Romantic poets of the early nineteenth century, apart from the Urdu poet, Sheikh Ghulam Ali Hamadani Mus’hafi. Firaq spoke in soft, subdued and delicate tones to configure the delicacy and exquisiteness of love and the figure of the beloved. He was also a critic of the impressionistic style of poetry writing. His poetry collections include Naghma-i Saaz, Ghazalistaan, Sheristaan, Shabnamistaan, Roo-e Kainat, Gul-e Naghma, Dharti ki Karwat, Gul-e Barg, and Roop, a collection of rubais, the four-line metrical compositions.

     


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