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    The Heart of a Stranger

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    how to tell you that the sun is setting yes

      each day of our lives to the east of your empires

      languages rife with swearwords are peerless

      our slang is fairly dirty

      stained with grease and oil

      speak white

      be at ease within your words

      we’re a bitter people

      yet let’s not reproach anyone

      for exercising a monopoly

      over the correctness of language

      using Longfellow’s accent

      and in Shakespeare’s sweet tongue

      speak a French that is pure and atrociously white

      like in Vietnam like in the Congo

      speak an impeccable German

      a yellow star between your teeth

      speak Russian speak call to order speak repression

      speak white

      it’s a universal language

      we were born to understand it

      with its teargas words

      its truncheon words

      speak white

      tell us again about Freedom and Democracy

      we know that liberty is a black word

      just like misery is black

      just like the blood mixing with dust in the streets of Algiers or Little Rock

      speak white

      take turns doing it from Westminster to Washington

      speak white like on Wall Street

      white like in Watts

      be civilized

      and listen good when we speak about circumstances

      when you lot politely ask us

      how do you do

      and you can hear us tell you

      we’re doing all right

      we’re doing fine

      we

      are not alone

      we know

      that we’re not alone

      Translated from French by André Naffis-Sahely

      MAHMOUD DARWISH

      from A State of Siege

      In a land preparing for its dawn,

      in a while

      the planets will sleep in the language of poetry.

      In a while

      we will bid this hard road farewell,

      and ask: Where shall we begin?

      In a while

      we will warn the young mountain daffodils

      their beauty will be eclipsed when our young women pass by.

      *

      I raise a glass

      to those who share my vision

      of a butterfly’s joyful iridescence

      in this interminable tunnel of night.

      *

      I raise a glass

      to the one who shares a glass with me

      in the pitch black of this night,

      a night so thick we’re both in the dark.

      I raise a glass to my ghost.

      *

      Peace for the traveller on the other side

      is to hear a traveller talking to himself.

      Peace is the sound of a dove in flight

      heard by two strangers standing together.

      *

      Peace is the longing of two enemies

      to be left to themselves till they die of boredom.

      Peace is two lovers

      swimming in moonlight.

      *

      Peace is the apology of the strong

      to the weak,

      agreeing strength lies in vision.

      Peace is the disarming of arms

      before beauty —

      iron turns to rust when left out in the dew.

      *

      Peace means a full and honest confession

      of what was done to the ghost of the murdered.

      Peace means returning to dig up the garden

      to plan all the crops we will plant.

      *

      Peace is the anguish

      in the music of Andalusia

      weeping from the heart of a guitar.

      *

      Peace is an elegy said over a young man

      whose heart’s been torn open

      by neither bullet nor bomb,

      but the beauty-spot of his beloved.

      *

      Peace sings of life — here, in the midst of life,

      wind running free through fields ripe with wheat.

      Ramallah, 2002

      Translated from Arabic by Sarah Maguire and Sabry Hafez

      ABDELLATIF LABI

      from Letter to My Friends Overseas

      Kind friends

      usually when I write

      I barely have the time

      to feel your warmth

      and sit amongst you

      (a cigarette in my lips, the same tune in my head)

      and must leave you

      before I’ve reached the end of the page

      You see, here they ration out

      even the stationery

      The request form that I fill

      only allows correspondence

      between the prisoner

      and his family

      They’ll never understand

      that family to me

      doesn’t mean ancestry

      or heredity

      or villages or IDs

      I’ve never been able to estimate

      the size of my family

      It stretches out

      as far the sunrise in our eyes

      as far as our newly born continent

      tears down the walls erected inside us

      Friends

      I’ve got so much to tell you:

      it’s just that usually

      I keep my mouth shut not wanting to risk

      the censors putting a stop

      to these acts of presence

      in fact I censor myself

      fearing the briefness of my answers

      might twist my thoughts

      out of shape for you

      or warp what this humble letter

      this gradual rediscovery of ourselves

      these simultaneously peaceful upsetting accounts

      of the other through dialogue

      have to say

      Friends

      I grow more convinced

      that the poem

      can only ever be

      a dialogue

      made of live flesh and sound

      that stares you straight in the eyes

      even if the poem has to cross

      the cold wastes of distance

      to finally reach you

      in the creases created by absence

      This is why

      you no longer hear me speaking alone

      in the trances of exorcism

      in my tragic haemorrhages

      as I extricate myself from this quagmire

      and call out to the earthquake survivors

      to heap my distress calls and curses on them

      A long time ago

      I wrote those poems

      about the infernos of solitude

      about my desperate climb back to my fellow human beings

      and I’m not quite ready to disown them

      those bitter fruits

      of the murderous twilight

      where I struggled

      as I sought the roots

      of a voice I knew was my own

      of a human face that reflected

      the exact image of my truth

      Those violent poems were healthy

      and without them

      maybe my voice

      would be empty today

      devoid of what gave it

      its vital intensity

      But the problem

      is that I can’t write like that any more

      Nowadays

      my life’s taken a different path

      and so has my style

      I’m not alone any more

      My ordeal has placed me

      on the road of encounters

      My body has learned

      to be pushed to the limits and curl up

      like a scalding hot steel plate

      to endure the lacerations

      and to resist


      to translate humiliation and pain

      into their literal opposites

      and inside this lead-sealed arena

      where they condemned me to shuffle

      for ten whole years

      I have started to dig

      entire tunnels

      and underground passages

      even into my veins

      even into my mind’s vital parts

      and I heard other people were digging

      in all the directions towards which

      I was piercing through my aphasia

      until the day when the first hand broke through

      and I felt the willowy vines of embraces

      Translated from French by André Naffis-Sahely

      VALDEMAR KALININ

      And a Romani Set Off

      Once upon a time, many thousands of years ago, all sorts of people lived in the Garden of Eden. It was the most beautiful garden. Do you know what I mean by Paradise? It’s a sophisticated sort of place where truthful people lived in great comfort. They worked hard and had plenty of everything.

      Now, one day, believing his people were ready for it, God decided to give them all their own countries and scatter them to the four corners of the earth. He announced a day on which they should present themselves before him to claim their title deeds bearing God’s own seal. But since, as you know, God lives in inaccessible light, it was his angels who dealt with people.

      On the appointed day, the weather was exceptionally lovely, the morning was warm and the birds were singing. Ah, if only we knew what those birds looked like and the sound of their song …

      Anyway, the Romani man was so soundly asleep he overslept his appointment. One can only imagine the profound sleep induced by that Garden, shadowed as it must have been by sweetly scented flowers and lulled by the quiet murmuring of distant streams. Suddenly, he was abruptly woken by the sound of joyful singing nearby; indeed, it was only when some Gadzo tripped over him that he sat up.

      “Why are you all so happy?” he asked.

      “Because I was given my land and I am going to cultivate it. Hurry up, Rom! Otherwise you might be given barren land!” and he hurried on his way.

      The Rom set off to the Paradise Palace. On his way, he met different Gadze neighbors who told him the good news of their newly inherited land. The Rom realized that by the time he reached the Palace, there’d be nothing left for him, so decided it would be better not to ask. When he arrived at the Palace, everyone was busy discussing the technicalities of settling their lands and dividing up the countries with the Angels. The Senior Angel asked the Rom what he wanted.

      “Nothing special,” said the Rom, “I just want to thank God and his Angels for this wonderful life in the Garden of Eden.”

      “But what country would you like?” asked the Angel.

      “I’m happy to stay here,” said the Rom. “Let me once again express my gratitude on behalf of all these people. However, there is one small thing: maybe you would let me visit my neighbors from time to time in their new countries?”

      “Because you are the only one who asked God for nothing, you are given the right to wander the face of the earth, to visit all its countries and stay there as long as you like,” replied the Angel.

      The Romani thanked the Angel and set off on a long journey across the countries of his neighbors. And that is why he continues to roam to this day.

      SOUÉLOUM DIAGHO

      Exile gnaws at me

      Exile gnaws at me, the world’s negligence irks me.

      So distant from my memories, my people fight, their eyes tanned by the sun, their gazes fixed on the desert encampments, the perfume of nostalgia weighs down my thoughts, pain desiccates my heart, like a flower you try to keep alive despite the lack of its mother’s sap. Worries have carved deep grooves into my brow, like the ripples the wind leaves on the sand-dunes. Miracles and equality lie far from our valleys, what remains is the hardest of ordeals, like travelling along cliff-edges, or enduring the suave bitterness that lingers in the mouth of an abandoned invalid. Hundreds of steps are left on the journey to where the demon first emerged, the demon who cast a shadow over nomadic life, like the darkness swallows the light of day. This journey isn’t over, brothers, anguish binds us, fear strips us naked, like dead leaves torn during a savage storm. Pain is my mantle, I dance in the flames that devour my dreams before they surge out of my soul. So many tears have been shed to water the plant that refuses to grow. I searched through endless universes for answers to questions put to me, yet nothing could soothe my sorrow or stifle the groans of my overwhelming journey, nothing except for promises written in air which lingered unsolved. The voices of boys and girls intertwined with the wind lost themselves in oblivion, words of praise blended with the perfume of warriors brandishing their swords are now nothing but a nightmare. Only fragments of poetic license remain to keep a few memories alive. Life is nothing but a mirage, my friends, nothing is absolute except for the face of the all-powerful master.

      Translated from French by André Naffis-Sahely

      AHMATJAN OSMAN

      Uyghurland, the Farthest Exile

      In my early isolation, I’d often withdraw

      homeward into my heart. Then, as my grief

      subsided, my eyes would quickly close

      not giving me a chance

      to say, “I am alone…”

      After days of staring

      at lit candles (the flame

      no longer burns in the corner

      of the old house in the land of memory)

      a strange feeling woke me up

      to the time of searching

      for the birds

      who pronounced the words of the Wandering Angel

      between lines of buried books,

      “Uyghurland,

      the farthest exile!”

      Now I wish to forget

      what emerged from the tongues of birds

      and accept a land of darkness

      where my feet bleed. To stop

      thinking of the ancient things I’ve heard

      for the voices have shifted direction in me

      so that am I indeed what the birds pronounced?

      Here, the mysterious moon

      falls, heavy twilight on my shut eyes

      as if embracing a stray thought

      in the springtime of reincarnation

      “Come towards me,” the candle beckons,

      “you must leave this extinguished land

      to shout freely with a vital voice,

      ‘Uyghurland!’”

      From within the folds of speech

      I recovered the ancient sun.

      Perhaps time

      was measure without day

      as it leapt towards us like a wolf

      for no reason

      impossible to comprehend

      from the moment we arrived here

      the moment I questioned myself,

      “What land could that be?”

      I listen to the cries of suffering there

      far away, waking inside me a nostalgic distance

      like the caws of crows

      on bare branches in a cemetery.

      Thus the widening sea

      of exile within me

      where the guardian birds

      signal the next island.

      Perhaps the immobile winds around you

      O distant outliers

      were a fated certainty, a futility

      in the depths of death and of being

      purely one’s self,

      one’s pure self.

      Whatever space the great birds fly through

      I wake beneath the wings

      of the famous ode

      the place I am in, in

      silence, disturbed

      I watch

      everything revolve around me

      in darkness…

      The body searches

      circles like a ghost in blue fog

      to discern the direction of what was foretold

      as suffering

    &n
    bsp; and form a dream

      it can reside in

      and name.

      Later in sorrow, the birds

      would often withdraw

      homeward into my heart. Their eyes,

      as my thoughts

      subsided, would quickly close

      not giving me a chance to say,

      “That day

      was the most beautiful day.”

      O the terror —

      as the bells of your footsteps break

      at the border of each country,

      and the echo

      of sun shines through a window

      onto a woman’s rusted bosom —

      that repeats around you without disruption,

      “Uyghurland,

      the farthest exile!”

      Translated from Uyghur by Jeffrey Yang

      KAJAL AHMAD

      Birds

      According to the latest classification, Kurds

      now belong to a species of bird

      which is why, across the torn, yellowing pages

      of history, they are nomads spotted by their caravans.

      Yes, Kurds are birds! And even when

      there’s nowhere left, no refuge for their pain,

      they turn to the illusion of travelling

      between the warm and the cold climes

      of their homeland. So naturally,

      I don’t think it strange that Kurds can fly.

      They go from country to country

      and still never realise their dreams of settling,

      of forming a colony. They build no nests

      and not even on their final landing

      do they visit Mewlana to enquire of his health,

      or bow down to the dust in the gentle wind, like Nali.

      Translated from Kurdish by Choman Hardi and Mimi Khalvati

      OMNATH POKHAREL

      from The Short-Lived Trek

      The problem in Bhutan had started in a rather unique way. The slight misunderstanding in the multi-lingual, multicultural and multi-ethnic country between the people’s demand for respect for human rights and the government’s refusal to grant them should have been resolved with level-headedness. Nevertheless, it had ultimately led to the abuse of the law, while a great deal of land had been appropriated by a handful of opportunists. That’s why many people, like Muktinath, are compelled to sneak into their own land at night, carrying a heavy burden of fear and apprehension.

     


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