Love = Mc2

Shedrick Carr

  Love = Mc2

  Copyright 2015

  Published by Shedrick Carr at SmashWords

  Introduction

  Love is never easy, especially that true love. Love makes the world go around. As human beings it’s so powerful to us, we have to learn how to use it and not abuse and mistreat it. As a man I said I wanted love, but when I prayed for it I wasn’t ready to overcome the obstacles that came along with it. Over these years since I lost my virginity of writing to the pad, I have overcame many obstacles in life, and still overcoming many more. I would like to tell the world about my journey to understanding and realizing the concept of true love. Over the years I’ve broke some hearts, but God makes everything happen for a reason. I couldn’t go on with those regrets, so I just prayed and repent. I’m here to tell ya’ll some stories through the variety of poetry I’ve written over the years. For my youth, love gets easy over time just keep patience and don’t let nobody steal your peace of mind. For my adults let’s do it right for the one time, since we already did it wrong. Don’t stop loving love, and don’t stop living life. Remember the equation of love=mc2, enjoy….

  A Love Letter from Me to You

  The love I have for you will never change. You may be difficult, mean, crazy, bipolar, but I love you for all that. You said let’s be friends, that’s cool, but from day 1 I never planned on saying goodbye. That’s why I’m writing this now; because I don’t want we have to fade away. You got my heart, and that’s something I seldom give. I feel like you could treat me better at times, but we’re only human. Even though you may not treat me the way I want you to sometimes, doesn’t mean I’ll go looking for it from somebody else. There’s only one you girl, if it was another I’m sure I would have met her. Somebody like you I searched till my body got tired, looked till my eyes started hurting. Second semester in college God sent me you. You must be my soul mate, because girl you a blessing. This isn’t any game or any smooth lines; this is the soundtrack from my heart. I love you girl, can’t nobody mess that up but you. You’ll always be the girl from my dreams, no matter how you treat me. Love is never perfect, but in my eyes you are. Sometimes I blame myself for my health, because if it wouldn’t have left maybe we wouldn’t be the way we are, God has a plan for everything. I just want to love you girl, that’s all I want to do. I never met anybody that made me pull everything out the bag. I know you may get bothered, and annoyed with me sometimes, but I just had to write you this letter of love girl. To let you know you’ll never be an option to me, you’ll always be my priority. They say when you love somebody you don’t treat them bad. I never knew what that meant until I met you. Guess the love I thought I had for women was never true until I came across you. I know I’m out of school right now, but I’m coming back some kind of way. I know I been gone for a min, but I told myself when I left that hospital with you and my family, that I’m holding you down when I get back, you and only you. I can say that I kept that promise to myself. Look I hate to bother you or add any stress on to you, but when you want something bad enough you’ll do what you have to do to get it. If I have to pour my heart out from time to time to keep you in my life, then that’s what I’ll do. You used to tell me I didn’t have to do the things I did, but I just wanted to help make your life easier that’s all. Look you don’t have to reply to this if you don’t want to, but just know no matter how you treat me, my love is permanent and it’ll never change. It’ll never be another female; you’re the only one for me. If I bother or annoy you with the texts or the calls, I apologize. Forever the girl of my dreams, the apple of my eye, the sunshine to my days, I love you girl…

  All about You

  So pretty she blows all those celebrities away to everyone else she may be ordinary, but to me she’s extra extraordinary seems like whenever I see her I always see those flashing lights because she’s my superstar on fire like a lighter because she has me burning up, it seems like when I’m near her I go nowhere but up, I can tell that her love is what’s up, adorable and precious like a newborn baby, hoping one day she will be my baby, if her And these other girls were a two way street those other girls would be a dead end, because they don’t attract me like you do. They don’t capture my eye like you do; they are rhinestones because they don’t shine as bright as you. Supersexy, superhot, I can’t help but notice you I’m writing this poem all about you, all that’s on my mind is you, all I want is you, trying to play it cool but you got my nose wide open like a pool. Ocean deep, cotton candy sweet feelings for you I didn’t really come up with a title for this but I wrote this poem all about you so I think I’ll call this all about you….

  Biggest Fan

  I admire you and like you so much with a passion. You are everything a guy like me dreams of. In reality I don’t know you that much but somehow you have me fascinated with the thoughts of you. Every-time I see you I can’t help but stop and stare your remind me of them hot girls on TV I thought I wanted, but I know I want you. Why? You might ask that, I like you because of your adorable fascinating personality, your angel like voice, your beautiful desert like eyes they’re not dry but sometimes I get lost in them, who you are on the inside that captures my eye, you must be an angel because you’re sent from heaven. I’ve never met anybody that’s beautiful on both the inside and the outside at first I thought my eyes must be deceiving me , but I realize God makes miracles because I believe you are one of a kind I’ve seen a girl like you around her not anywhere. The way you walk that sexy walk and talk that sexy talk got me on and poppin like Chris Brown so I had to say Yo, excuse me miss I have to admit you got my attention. It’s like I never know how to approach you, I want to come correct, but then I don’t want to come incorrect because I want to keep your respect. Life is filled with so many opportunities with an accept button and a decline button, so I had to accept. When it comes to girls you never know what they will say until you try. No time for waiting for signs, you have to go for what you want. Maybe I could say all I want is you, I think you got that real pretty girl rock, those other girls don’t matter they about them games and the drama. Something tells me your not like that I could be wrong I could be right but who cares don’t nobody how I feel and what I feel for you is real. Is love in the air or is it all in my mind? If you could read my mind all you’ll find is you. Call me crazy for writing this and I couldn’t agree with you even more because I’m crazy, crazy about you. I didn’t get this from no song, no poem, this came from my heart. I know this may sound like I may move quickly, but I don’t. I like to take it slow that’s how you learn because life is like a slideshow.

  So, maybe we can be friends, I don’t bite, not a cruel young man the Lord always keeps me filled with joy, I don’t stress and worry life is too short for all that I’m a pretty good young man seeking friendship with you. You’re constantly on my mind I can’t stop thinking about you. I admire you so much your wine fine, hoping one day you will be mine. Because I’m your biggest fan!

  Cloud 9

  Crazy, sexy, cool, gorgeous, pretty, hot, beautiful, irresistible she’s everything on a girl you can describe and more! She’s the sunshine that shines through my windows in the morning that I wake up to, she’s that prettiest most blooming flower in the garden at my house, she’s that prettiest most garden at my house, she’s the highlight to my day when I feel like something’s gone wrong she makes me feel right! If loving her is wrong, then I definitely don’t want to be right! I’ve never met someone that makes me feel so right and so calm! Serenity, chemistry, and peace is what I feel with her. I don’t smoke anything, but this Romance makes me feel so high its Romance on Cloud 9! One of a kind personality looks like no other, Mountain View eyes that make me venture off and I instantly get lost in. At night I gaze up at the sky and find th
e brightest star and visualize, all that’s on my mind is her. All of a sudden I feel so high, high like I’m in the sky, out past the moon; it’s Romance on Cloud 9!

  Dream girl

  Hoping to have you in my arms, hoping to give you all my love, affection, and sincerity, Hoping you will be that somebody to love, hoping you will be that person that I could call my own, my feelings for you remain the same they’re permanent like sharpie, I don’t want no supermodel, no video vixen, no celebrity female actress, all I want is you asking Jesus for you to be mine one day. Even though there might be another man in your life, and you barely even notice you will always be my dream girl. You still blow me away with your incredible, adorable style and personality. You remind me of Aaliayah because your super-duper wine fine, you’re one in a million, and just because you say No don’t mean that I give up because I promise you and I together will be Hot Like Fire! Love so far away; it’s that ocean love like it’s on the bay. Even though you turned me down I can’t stop thinking about you girl I can’t get you outta my head no matter how hard I try. Is this destined, should this be, I’ll never know if I don’t keep trying, because it’s no telling how long you’re going to keep saying no. But it’s ok though playing had to get it just makes me want you more. So, what I’m trying to say is even though you may never see me as more than a friend, you are and will always be my Dream girl!

  Extravagant So Magnificent

  Chocolate, Strawberry, Raspberry Dreams, Super-sweet girl that what’s she seems, mesmerized so hypnotized off the way she walk that walk that sexy walk that talk that sexy talk, got me writing her name everywhere like chalk, summertime fine out of every girl she’s so dazzling the way she shines, far from the unusual so exceptional past my expectations in a girl you can be my world, he gave you half well I can give you all yeah I got that long extensive love like a hall, she’s so peaceful like fall always cheerful, I’m hoping you know I’m not the perverted guy that you try to make me out to be, In your future is where I would like to be, I’m a good guy once you get to know me, I believe that real fires keep real love burning by the love not the sex, sex is a pleasure of a relationship love is like the wall that holds it together, true love is earned by true devotion, sincerity, honesty, trust, kindness, expression, and sweet words that comes from the heart and that’s love I may not know the whole meaning of it, but I know that that’s at least half of it, love is earned not given. True friendship I would have earned not given you know it’s real when you and that person talk about almost anything and that, that person accepts you for you, that’s how good relationships start between a men and women. If you so quick to try to be her man than you going to be so quick to get in her pants and that’s not the way. The way is to her heart that’s the right start. If you get it don’t break it. It’s like a diamond so fragile so precious. That’s my way to love I never break hearts or break promises that’s my word as a man that’s all I know how to be so girl take my hand and we can journey to adventure land. I may not be able to give you the world but I can give you my world which is pain and stress free. All love all smiles all joy. We driving slowly that’s great we learn a lot from each other. Every time I say I’m writing a poem about you I know you probably wondering why I write what I feel and what I feel is you. Extraordinary you are so far from the ordinary, Beautiful so magical, sweet like pomegranate so extravagant! Your Extravagant So Magnificent!

  From Me Too You

  Crazy, sexy, cool, gorgeous, amazing, show-stopping, breathtaking, pretty, beautiful, smart, interesting, church going holy- ghost girl, she’s the total package and more. She got that top model swag these other girls wish they could be pretty and amazing as her. She’s like a diamond that’s in my mom’s jewelry boxes in my eyes she shines the brightest them other girls are rhinestones. It’s a lot of girls out there but they don’t capture my eye like she does, and she been capturing my eye for a while. Voice of an angel, mountain- view eyes that I get lost in, adorable amazing unimaginable personality it’s unlike around here. Sometimes I think that to get talk to you was an impossible, in my mind it’s like I could be perfect for her I have to show her but I don’t really know her that well, she has my mind infatuated, absolutely fascinated with the thought of what we could be like, all I feel is extreme like, she makes me feel higher than a kite just thinking about her it makes me feel so right she is such a site. I have feelings for you I can’t lie, to be with a girl like you would be a dream come true but there are steps and ways for everything. So maybe we can be good friends they say the best relationships evolve from the best friendships. I promise I will never lie to you or hurt you all I want is make you smile, tell me what I have to do to please you baby anything you say I’ll do I only want to make you happy from the bottom of my heart it’s true and that’s my world as man that’s all I know how to be. I’m way too old for games I’m always serious very mature people mistake me for 19 or 20 because I tend to act older than I am. I’m not trying to grow up to fast it’s just that I’m not afraid of responsibility and commitment like I am about my church. I don’t want you think that’s I’m like most of the perverted pathetic men out there wanting the girl for what she has on the outside because that’s not me. I like you for you I’m not the type to judge a book by the cover. Hoping and wishing one day you will be mine I admire you so much I’m your biggest fan. I’m not the type that moves too fast I like to take it slow. I don’t know if you’re interested in me if not I completely understand. I just had to say what’s on my mind and my heart which is you….This is something….From me to you…..

  Imperfectly Perfect

  I know we have our up and downs but I never wish to make you frown. Girl you my queen let me be your king where my crown. Every relationship is not perfect except ours. Every girl is not perfect except mines man my boo so bad she'll stop time we don't call em dimes no more because she's way more than a quarter she gave me all the love that I couldn't get from anybody so I had to spoil her. She accepts me and all my flaws and that's what I need I'll choose her over any girl because they can't love me like she can they just want to be in my wingspan but they can get the heck I just want to love on my babe and kiss on her neck. Yea we argue fuss and fight all through the night but I couldn't ask for anything more right. You can't be like me and my relationship because you know we stay high like a spaceship so just get your stuff and get on me my girl and my clique or ill turn you into a cliff just being real man these chicks can't touch my baby that girl bad like a coverrtable we just imperfectly imperfect

  Love Is

  Love is a special bond between two people, Love is having a fire hot passion and emotions for one another, Love is happiness, pain, it’s anchor strong can’t no one or anybody tear it apart, Love can be real or lust, Love is fake when a disagreement or rumor tears it apart, Love is real when it lasts more than months and years, A lot of people say when you are young you can’t understand love, but it is a crime for a child to know more than the adult, In a world of catastrophe, disaster, confusion, and discrimination there is a very thin between love and hate…..

  Within that line there is also a thin line between lust and love, It’s so hard not to confuse the two and confuse one with the other, lust is a want not a need, Love is a need, extreme likeness and attractness, fire hot passion and blazin chemistry, hate is extreme dislikeness, in the bible it sais you should not hate, in life it’s so hard to find someone who sais they love you, but at the same time mean it,

  People just don’t understand how serious this game of love is,

  People talking lies, losing their lifes over this, it’s so hard to find love indeed, understand true love is everlasting, and true love never has a happy ending, because True Love never ends….

  More than Enough for Me

  The stars are my views of you when you are away I love the way they shine and lead me home just like you I would say. I love the way you overcome and the hate and keep that wonderful smile while I get lost in your pretty wondering
light brown eyes that compliment you beautiful shining stunning light skin. I usually write poems with a topic, but if before I slumber and before I wake your on my mind what I need a topic for when everything I do I carry you in it. So, if I was to write a song, a poem, or a book it would be about and dedicated to you. Girl you take me high like the sky I never want to say bye it’s a mostly emotional physical attraction baby you my new addiction. If I could say one word about you it would be phenomenal lady. You the best I ever had I wanted you before I knew you had all them hips because I wanted you for you not for what you have, because as long as I treat you like a queen all them blessed thighs will come with it. I don't want just sex from you baby I just want you period I can till we get married or even longer than that I just want your love and I’m letting you and the world know that's more than enough for me!!!!