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Why do people say I love you when they don't mean to Do so

shashank sharma


Darshana  woke  up   from  her  bed   thinking   what is  happening  to  her  friend .  She  had  only  one   friend  to share everything  and  who  can  come  out  every-time  with  solutions. the  solutions  weren't  good  to  apply   but  they  are  always  out  of  box  and   still  manageable to   get  out  of  the problem  and make  her feel happy .

   

  Her beautiful  big  eyes  become  wet   she  was  so  confused  what  to  do  . She stood  in  the   front  or  mirror   she  was  thinking  are  the   other  girls  too beautiful  than  her .Her tears  are  flowing  down   from her  neck  to  the  point   where  she  recall  that   sherry   named    them  as  Google . She blushes a little  and  again  come  worried  about  her  friend  .She  was  staring  herself  in  the  mirror  and  asking  that  what  is  happening   to  her .

   

  Isn't  she  is  a   good  girl   why  she   always   get  that  kind  of   boys   why  not  an  honest  boy  like  sherry  is  in her  life  , Sherry  is  just  a friend  but  why  the  other   boys   are  not  like him   who  have   respect  for  the  feelings  . It  has  been  three  years  that  we    are  friends on  internet  and  talking  to  each  other  but  he  never  said  a  word  like  love attraction and  attachment he  never make  calls  and  mis-calls  like  other  boys  and  girls  do ,  he  just   remained  what  he  was  always   making   comments   if  he  would  have seen me in  this  dress  he  would  make  lot  of    comments  but  he  would  never  lie ,

   

  But  ,why  he  is   playing  his  life  now   he  has  changed  he  didn't make  comments  , make  jokes  ,  he  also  talks  less  now what  he will do  ,  is  he  serious  about  his  life  or   I just  lost   a  friend  .

   

  Darshana  moved in  the  office  and  took   a   halt    to  make her  entry  in  the   register   so the  office  can  know   who  is coming  and  going  out  as all the  office  do  nowadays do they thing  that the visitor is  the  rebirth  of  "Raja Harishchandra" and  will write  his  real name  and  the  correct  time  every-time  when she  was  writing  her name a  harsh voice  attacked her   you cant   do  that   you can't  make   us  fool   this  is  not  the way  to  behave .

                                                                                              She moved her big  brown eyes  in  360 degree and   look around  the  voice  is  of  her  senior , Darshana  asked  herself  is  this  lady  talking to  me    what  happened  did  I  took   her  boyfriend  from  her   what  she  want  to  say  really  and   Darshana  start  thinking  and  speechless .She  was  angry  from  outside  but  her  face depicts  the   innocence  from inside .

  and her senior  replied  then ,   whats  the  time  ?   Darshana  saw  the watch  at  the wall  and replied   8:33 am     The  lady   with  the   harsh  voice  again asked  and whats  in  the  register  you  wrote  after   your  name    Darshana replied  8 . 30 . Her  senior replied to Darshana  that   isn't  it  a   fraud  with  the  company  you are  working  a   very  non  professional  behavior .

  Darshana  was  speechless  and  she   just  thought  of  sherry  that   what  he  would  have  done  in this  situation   ,  what that  girl  want   from her  is  she  one of  the  follower  of    lesbianism  and   want  Darshana  to   feel sorry  for  that   or  what  that  error of  three  minutes   will made  that  girls father    to  pay   more  dowry  to his hubby  or  that  three  minutes  are  the  ones  which will  be  added  in  her  labour  pain   , WTF   Darshana  spoke  to her  mind and  took her  seat  .

   

  And it all runs through her mind let us see how they ….

  Sherry  :  Hi   ,how are  you  ,

  Darshana  : I am  good   ,  what  about  you  sir  ,

  Sherry  :  I  am  pretty  cool .

  Darshana :  I  had  never  seen   you  in college   you  are  from  which  batch  ,

  Sherry  :  2007-2009     from  your  senior  batch  .

  Darshana:  But  how  come  I have never  seen you and  never  heard  this  name  too.

  Sherry :  Yes, I  was   having  some  disease  so   most  of  the  time  I remain  at  my  hometown .

  Darshana :  Ok,  Same with me  too  I was  also  at my  hometown  for  most  of  the  time .

  Sherry:  May  be this  was  the  issue  we   weren't able to see  each  other  but  i have  many  friends  from  your class  I  was living  in  the  juniors  hostel .

  Darshana:  OK  , So   what  do  you  do  ,

  Sherry :  I  live life .

  Darshana:  I  mean   what  job  and all  ,

  Sherry  : I play  with  life  of  young  guys  ,

  Darshana : whats that  ??   did  you  sell  alcohol?

  Sherry  :  No  ,  I sell  education ,  the  Indian  Education  system  and also  a teach that’s my only passion ,  so  I make    their  life  hell . 

  Darshana:  HeHe  ,  I  also  do  the  same but  I  don't  think   as  you do .

  Sherry  :  you  would  have  been  at  better  place .

  Darshana:  Yeah ,  You can  say  that .

  Sherry: hmm  .

  Darshana: So  whats  going at   your  side  ?

  Sherry : nothing  as  such  life  is  going as  it  goes always. You look  alike a movie star  have you  ever noticed  .

  Darshana:  yes  I did,  many told  me  the same .thanks.

  Sherry : Thanks  ,  for what ..?

  Darshana:   for  saying  me looking alike  her  .

  Sherry : why  to  thanks  friend  ,  its   just  a truth .

  Darshana:  hehe  .

  Darshana : So  do you have  any   girlfriend ???

  Sherry  : first  tell me  its   a  question  or  a proposal  

  Darshana :  grhh  ,   it 's  a question   only  ,

  Sherry  :  What  kind of  girl  friend   you are asking ?

  Darshana :  Kind of  whats  that  ,   are  there  any kind of  girl  friends  .

  Sherry  : yes  .

  Darshana :  What  are  the kinds ................................?

  Darshana : you  are   crazy  but  thanks   ,   to  increase my  knowledge .

  Sherry  :   anytime  Madam .

  Darshana  : Its    time to sleep  bye  .

  Sherry  . bye .

   

  On the  next   day   Darshana  tried   to find , as all girls are always confused and try to find out really what they want , she also tried who was that  boy is he  really was a senior or someone is  just  kidding with her  , she talked to her  friend Salman " being  human ..

   

  Darshana :  Hi  Salman  .

  Salman : Salaam  .

  Darshana:  Hey  , Do you  know  sherry ,

  Salman: Who sherry .

  Darshana:  I added a boy on  facebook he  was  our  senior .

  Salman:  but  who  , We  had  100's of them .

  Darshana:  He  said  that  he   was  at the  hostel  for  very  less  time .

  Salman :  OH ,  that  guy  cobol.

  Darshana : What
 cobol.

  Salaman  :  Yup  ,  there  was  one  of  them  who  came  in  the  last  semester  they all name him  cobol , I dont  know  his  real name  he live  in  our  hostel  may  be  he  was  that  guy  , all I know  about  him  is that   he  is named  as cobol  he used to  unblock  banned  sites from the college building . May be  an   engineer  because  every time I had seen him  with  machine that our college had given us  or   repairing the same for others    .

  Darshana .  OK. OK    so much  details  not  needed .

  Salman :  Hmmm, is  anything   going  on  ......

  Darshana :  Just  became  friends  on   facebook  .

   

  Darshana ,  Let  me   search  on  linkedin  is  that   guy  was  saying  true  how  come  in  a   year  I  am not  able  to  see  him .  Is he  so much  focused  on   studies  that  he  never joined any   function at  college  .  let  me  search   who is  he  ,

   

  Darshana  switch  on  her  HP  professional that college which named as a toothpaste has given everyone the same machine and that was a good one (note: this is a feedback and not a paid advertisement from any IT company ) ,  the  screen  flashed  the  memoirs  with  a large giant building looks like a crown as  the  wallpaper   and   then  her  pink pencil like   fingers  pushed  the   search button on google   "Sherry Misra "  enter......................

   

  "Sherry Misra"  Lecturer at  some  college  , 25 years old, life skill Trainer,

   

  and  she  laughed loudly  Haha ,  A  25  year  old  boy  is  life  skill  trainer , what  people  write  on their  page   have  nothing  to  do with  reality  .

  what  happened  said  Tulika ,  the  girl  with  nice  legs  yes  they  were  nice as " sherry  can see  them in her  FB  profile"   what  happened   "Darshii" : nothing    you  know  that  there  is  a  boy I added  him  on   FB  yesterday  I  search  him  on  Linkedin a professional networking website where now which is now used for matrimonial searches  and  you  know  what he has written  that  he  is  a  life  coach .

  Tulika:  who  guy.

  Darshana:  Some  named  sherry ,acting   like  he  is  the  smartest  one  huh.

  Tulika:  ok    yes  he  is  .

   Darshana: What  the Smartest one , FO.

  Tulika :  No  , He is  a  life skill trainer  I know  they  all were  talking about  him  when  I was late at that  day  to the  hostel .  

  Darshana:  Who were  talking about  him  and  why you were  late .

  Tulika : I was celeberating  rakshabandhan ……,  I was with  my  love  dear .

  Darshana: Hope  the  love   has does not  cross its limit,  or  the  warden  will kill you. 

  Tulika : This  guy  saved  me  there .

  Darshana: How come .

  Tulika : He just came and said to the  guard on barricades  that  she  is  my sister  I need some medicine  I am  sick  so  she  decide  to go herself as she is  a  biology student  she  know  much  about medicine  and  my friends aren't  able  to choose  the right one  , she  had  studied medicine  at the  time  of  college  and  see  how  much  I  loose  my  weight  she cant  handle  it  out  and  she  cares  for his  cousin  as  I am the  only  boy  left  out  in  our  family  therefore  she  took me  as  a  brother more she  love  me  more  than  a real sister  can do .

  Darshana: WTF and  then what  happened  ,

  Tulika : Nothing,   he  moved  with  me   for a  distance  but  he was silent he was looking at me and a voice came their "bhaiya" I need some case studies (case studies : the Angelina Jolie of any management institute you like her but when it comes in front of you , you realize that you need a brad pit ) to be solved please  be free  from alcohol   we are  waiting for  you  in the  room shall we  go move to the mess , I  start  talking  to one  of  them and  he  talks  to another  guy .

  Darshana: OK,  So he is  a  bihari .  

  Tulika : NO .  He  was talking in clear hindi accent . 

  Darshana: OK ,  but  why   you were  late on that  day  and    you  didn't  tell me anything  about this .

  Tulika : He gesticulated to remain  silent .

  Darshana : who your love ?

  Tulika : Sherry.

  Darshana : and  what  about  your  love  where  was  he ,  

  Tulika : He  moved for night out with  friends .

  Darshana:  Hope  he  had  the  energy saved for it .

  Tulika :Hey, We  didn’t  do  anything  like  that .

  Darshana :Honey baby  am  I  look alike  a little angel  to  you  who don't know anything , hope  you  have  keep  the  things  intact  and  not  broken .

  Tulika : Its  for the special one dear .

  Darshana : May  be  there  is  a  special one  who can   find  it  on place  afterwards , try  to keep your  eyes on study  darling  this  time is to  read  and  make  life  set  not  for  life mate my  dear  .

  Tulika : dont  be  like  mummy  darling  ,  It's was  Lonavla  , see  why  the  building  was  made in hills and awesome whether .

  Darshana: Se  we can keep fresh and  concentrate on studies, 

  Tulika :  No darling  people come  here  to  get  cozy  , this  is  for  love  my  dear  the institute  is  just a  bulding  arent  you feel for  anyone  ,

  Darshana : Go and talk to your  love  darling  your  phone  is  ringing .

   Tulika:  Oh,  Darshi wants  me   to leave  , Darshi wants  to  talk to the  new boy , .

  Darshana: Shut  Up