No More Secrets



  No More Secrets

  Copyright 2016

  By Matthew James Kausch

  Thank you Jacklyn, my beautiful wife, for lifting me up from the flames.

  & my favorite muse: PJ Harvey.

  “WHO WOULD LIKE TO PURCHASE A TICKET TO HEAVEN?!?!”

  “Step right up!”

  “Line forms to the left…”

  “How old were you when you sold your soul to the Devil?”

  People believe

  & the ugly truth makes better liars

  Everything has, is, & will happen

  Lord hid

  Attempted to be burned by Cardinals

  Seasons

  Just breathe

  War after war

  Forced to glance

  At this ball of suffering

  Floating by

  Where are you divine one?

  Go to the honey hole of misbelieve

  The Devil takes care of his own

  Trust

  That is all he asks for

  WW123

  Dug in

  Trench after trench

  Miles of barbed wire

  Gas masks

  Lead the landlord

  Too young the soldier

  Abandoned from above

  Squeezing the life from silver religious medals

  Hard frozen earth

  Bloodied mud

  “Forward!”

  Cried from the rear

  Into the fight

  Into the light

  Young soldiers

  Deserted from above

  March on

  Kings’ pawns

  Chewed up

  99 deaths

  Spat out

  Burnt lungs

  Germ guns

  Mud

  Forewarned

  Into the end

  Rows of dead

  Candlelight

  Fright night

  Rains fall

  Young soldiers

  Deserted from above

  Birthed from a pile of dead nations

  Hell

  Luck – the only word that the Devil holds as his own

  One thousand different gates

  One thousand different bibles

  One thousand different gardens

  Evil within these sunken garden walls of stone

  White the color of a nigh souls end

  Powerless

  To which garden she is born

  Revenge

  Coming around

  Once again

  My Lord

  All apologies

  As hourglass sand turns to dust

  Embrace each end

  Remember: forever

  Caligula

  White wings

  White clouds

  White soul

  Seed

  Wiped out

  Drusilla

  Trampling daisy chains & running in circles

  Crazier than a shit house rat

  Be wary of the thumpers

  As the ancient gods are busy gambling with old souls… & collecting new ones…

  Father

  Horror

  Within the Devils’ whore house

  Attempt to follow the many divine signs along the way

  Personal nightmares come to life here

  Silver blade

  Tarnished by blood

  Lord I beg as I burn

  Please glance at this world of forgotten spiritual honey hole bees

  Demons stoking fire pits beneath cell bunks

  All praying for an early demise

  Wish to conquer pain?

  Listen well

  Forgotten Holy Ghost

  Here’s the cage

  For the lord

  Never forgives the stray

  Demons hide in evening shadows

  Watching

  Waiting

  Eyes aflame within reflection

  Watch those eyes tear & come alive

  As fear crawls up the spine

  Fire growing higher

  Forgot about Satan

  This

  The greatest theft of all time

  Tricking the world that lords do not exist

  Souls sold

  Beside candle light

  She spreads her legs

  To let the insects feast

  Drugs will make you do terrible things

  Bathed in blood & sin

  This, the cruel land of lost sheep

  Love dead

  & no one cares

  Last caress

  Once a crack head

  Always a crack head

  Feverish junk

  Finding god under a stone

  False idol: television

  In every home…

  In every home.

  Souls stare to the end

  False profit

  Night terror

  Here we go again

  Crucifix engulfed in flames

  False god: mercy

  Only the God of torture listens to prayers

  Serve well my friend

  Conquer the pain

  Within the beginning end

  I keep my girl

  In a bag

  Under my car seat

  In the glove box

  In an empty cigarette pack

  Glass pipes & needles

  Honey holes & fevers

  Pigs

  Black cloaked pick pockets

  Only god can judge

  Handed a bill

  @ The end

  Pay now: prison

  Where time exists.

  Or pay then: hell

  Where the clock is dead.

  Remember: forever

  Closed, dark, & cold

  Churches bankrupt

  Selling crack off the front steps now

  Religion turned to fashion

  Tattoos and jewelry

  Hell has no fury

  Like a demon scorned

  The dead only know one thing

  That it’s better to be alive

  The Devil is in the mail

  Like a killer amongst thieves

  Beneath the November shadow of a cross

  Repent

  Sinner

  Strolling through this creek amongst the damned

  Rewired the mind

  Tatter the brain

  Again & Again

  Over the rainbow

  Bars in the window

  Crazier than a shit house rat

  Remember: forever

  The madcap laughs

  Born from the abyss

  High on crack

  Sitting on the roof

  Staring into the night shadows

  Demon eyes upon me

  Black in the bleeding green

  This demon walked away

  A kitten

  I never should have opened that gate

  Goddess of wisdom

  True violence

  False love…

  I’m the king of broken promises

  I’m the man you love to hate

  I’m the man of life long wait

  I’m the fucking man

  God is both good & evil

  Tiny white stars in the night

  Nothing but eyes

  Staring down

  The end is really fucking nigh

  Hell eagerly awaits new souls

  As demons grin on empty stomachs

  Novembers’ coming fire

  You pray

  Cannot wait to get off this fucking planet…

  Maybe in death

  This dream

  This nightmare

  Comes to light… everything one third…

  Father

  Son
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  & The inmates favorite

  *Condemning Holy Ghost

  Grim reaper

  Calls upon us all

  For his smile shines on

  For his job never done

  Stream of the damned

  All past nightmare sleeps

  Shatter awake

  Soaked in hate

  Hope I’m in hell 20 minutes before the Devil knows I arrived

  Try to grasp a wish from the fountain

  While drowning

  With the life line of one gold fish

  Right & Wrong

  Searing the flesh

  Cannot ignore that smell

  Remember

  Forever

  Just one wish

  Before this record

  Scratched

  Starts over once again

  The Lord searching her library

  Who to play

  Who to shelf

 

  Love & Hate entertainment

 

  Earth hovers within gods’ aquarium… one hell of a show…

 

  In the humble homes den

  Of the Devils’ whore house

  She rides

  All day

  All night

  Reminiscing of a flowers bud

  From daddys’ little girl

  To mommys’ little monster

  From green to black & blue

  On the 9th floor

  Of the tower of song

  Tear ducts empty

  No warmth of a babys blanket here…

  Personal savior

  Condoms with flavor

  The pack on her back

  In-formation

  Justice

  Death to the herds’ own child

  Wish to conquer pain

  Listen well

  Forgotten Holy Ghost

  Here’s the cage

  Mercy, Forgiveness, & Compassion he lacks

  Knock upon heavens’ door

  No answer

  Ignored

  Fires growing higher

  Repent

  For hell holds’ no fury like a demon scorned…

  One foot on the moon

  Why not?

  World without keys

  World without locks

  No need for sin

  Law here

  One step above purgatory

  Paralyzed clock

  Have a magical time

  Imagine she cried

  As the front ranks died

  Shadows of the night

  No need to fight

  Surrender she cried

  As the angels continued to die

  Mending wings with dew covered flower petal lips

  Just to be frozen for all tomorrows’ parties

  Remember: forever

  Like a scratched record

  Rivers of blood

  Years of darkness

  No angels left

  Just the love lust saint

  Marked maybe

  False probably

  Truth nothing but the stars staring down from the night sky

  The eyes of old souls watching the show

  A night sky cloaked in evil embrace

  One daisy chain for Satan

  One cardboard box for Jesus

  Begotten & Loved

  Like an avalanche

  Fierce

  She rises

  God dead

  No hope

  Excess flesh

  Removed

  Steel razor

  Cold & New

  Look him in the eye

  Love left behind

  Pain

  All that’s left

  Laughter beneath the trees

  Open & Bleed

  War

  Love dead and nobody cares

  Bathed nightly in blood

  In this land of lost sheep

  Just trying to live through another love song

  Time weighs heavy on faith

  Faded and grey

  Rusty crucifix

  Hang heavy

  Cracked stained glass

  Once the soul

  Gives in

  To wages of sin

  Confessions

  Bound

  Black as the sand

  Those footprints left behind

  But the Holy Ghost

  & his revenge

  Divine

  Forgot about Satan

  This the greatest theft of all time

  Tricking the world that he does not exist

  Fire

 

  Heavenly star twilight

  Passion

  Soft moist lips

  All she wants to do

  Is fall in love again

  Children playing god

  Pure

  This land

  This record

  On & On & On

  Cains’ Garden of Delights

  Dark eternity clouds

  Awaken upon

  Divine direction

  War within the sky

  Falls slowly to earth

  Pain

  Downward

  St. Michael

  Bruised & Bloodied

  Left behind

  No match for the last dragon

  Entwined

  Angels

  Battle

  Weep

  Dark & Light

  Both try to survivegood & evil

  Through this night

  As the war in heaven falls upon this lands’ eye

  Shes been clutching her fists since she was 6 years old

  Lost dreams

  Oppressed by her figure of beauty

  Hate breeder

  Hold on

  The dragon of time

  Imagine

  Once embraced

  By this child of fate

  Revenge whispered

  Off her bloody face

  An innocent pout

  When you see her

  You better run

  Going to kill

  Every goddamn nun

  Devil

  Rule

  1,000 years

  Or a while

  Frozen

  Forever

  Demons in line

 

  Face of painted wood

  Soul afire

  Waiting

  Watching

  Conspiring

  Under the bed

  Fangs

  Dripping with anticipation

  The last dragon

  Gathers children in the wood once again…

  Could this world be trapped

  Beneath a filthy fingernail in time?

  Just a hint

  Of a larger painting

  Like the Cupid lost in the wood

  Another world

  Not yours

  Not mine

  Fiend

  Suspended in time

  Planning an escape

  From this stone maze

  Book of the dead

  Book of the damned

  Bright eyes

  Reflecting moonlight

  Crawled out from a shadow

  Black kitten

  Marduk

  Coming round again

  Remember: forever

  One thousand kisses

  Marble halls of justice

  Heavens’ war falling down upon earthly winds

  The Lord

  Never forgives the stray

  So here is a little clay

  And then there was light

  So one must learn to fight

  Crucified a manic depressive

  Forgetful world

  Nation of slaves

  Faith nothing but a whisper in distant echoes

  Just another blind man

  Feeling around in the dark for the answers to the unwritten questions

  Stars stabbing the night sky

  Amo
rous?

  Your guess

  Is as good as mine

  Tender green wrapped in white

  She keeps it all locked inside

  “I’ll throw rocks at your head!”

  She cried eyeing the dragons’ tail

  Remember: forever

  Atop a hill

  Waiting for wind

  Which way Lord…

  Witch?

  Such as a demons’ flame

  She raised her stick

  Promising paradise

  Led in

  Through the marble gateway

  Black hearted love

  Engulfed in the nothingness

  Dawn shadow of his cross

  Broken sunlight with thousands crucified

  Before the last dance

  Remember to ask for nothing

  White silky feathers

  & an artistic mind wine

  Beware of the time rewind

  Remember: forever

  Coming around the corner

  God is good & evil

  Left in the street bleeding

  Losing heat

  Left to die

  Why ask why

  Only the strong survive

  The dragon walks on

  Just another strung out poet paging Dr. Benway

  Back to the dead ringers’ operating room

  Angel personal savior through the storm

  Soul damned

  For the more we bury

  The more the Lord is forced to glance at this land