Passport to Peril

  Passport to Peril

  Lawrence Block

  Writing as Anne Campbell Clark

  Contents

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-one

  A New Afterword by the Author

  A Biography of Lawrence Block

  One

  Ellen Cameron sat uncomfortably upon a plastic-covered stool at the steel-and-Formica counter of one of the Forte’s restaurants on the northeast side of Piccadilly Circus. She stirred a spoonful of sugar into her tea and set the spoon in the saucer beside the cup. She searched her purse for cigarettes, frowning when she found that there was only one left in the pack that she had opened that morning. She never smoked that heavily—it was bad for her voice. And at this rate the single carton of American cigarettes she had brought along would not last her even two weeks. She poked the cigarette back into the pack and returned the pack to the purse, sipped at her tea, drummed her fingers nervously upon the countertop, then gave up and dug out the cigarette once more and lit it.

  She was a slender girl, medium-tall, her oval face framed with shoulder-length black hair. Her large eyes were a surprising blue. A few years ago at college a boy had told her that she should have posed for Modigliani. “But I wasn’t even born then,” she told him.

  “Like Miniver Cheevy,” he had said, “born too late.”

  Perhaps, she thought now, he had been right. Perhaps she had been improperly planted in time; perhaps she would better have belonged in a slower, more leisurely world. She looked around the restaurant, wincing at the brightness of it, the glare of the overhead light fixtures, the harshness of all the gleaming stainless steel, the impersonal efficiency of the waitresses, all of whom looked quite alike. She had grown accustomed to this sort of atmosphere in New York but found it quite unbearable in London. It clashed with her original image of the city, like Mod clothes and eye shadow on one’s grandmother.

  She sipped at her tea and put out her cigarette in a round glass ashtray. The same boy who had likened her to Miniver Cheevy had some weeks later been on the verge of proposing marriage; with just the slightest encouragement he would have. And she had been very careful not to offer any such encouragement.

  Brian Ellery. What had happened to him since college? She knew bits and pieces of the answer, the sort of empty facts that appear in alumni bulletins. He had married, of course; when a young man makes up his mind to marry, the actual selection of a particular girl is secondary. He had decided to marry, and he had virtually decided to marry Ellen Cameron, and before very long he had instead married someone else. He and his wife had a child, perhaps two, and he was working for a large firm in Cleveland and living in some suburb. She did not remember precisely what he did, something to do with transportation rates or such. It had not sounded especially interesting.

  I never shall marry

  I’ll be no man’s wife

  I’m bound to stay single

  All the days of my life

  The old Irish ballad ran through her mind, and she smiled at it. She did not sing it often any more (Make of that, she thought, what you will!) but had included it on the first of her two albums for Folklore Records. I never shall marry…

  It was ridiculous, she thought, for her to act as though that dismal dirge was her unofficial theme song. She was only twenty-four and hardly an irredeemable old maid. America might be overflowing with featherheaded women who were wives at seventeen and grandmothers at thirty-five, but that hardly meant that she was over the hill. She had never honestly regretted not having married Brian Ellery. Though an interesting boy, he had seemed predestined to grow into a dull man, and he would have irresistibly transformed her into a dull woman. She could not be sorry for having given him up. Only at moments like this, when she felt unusually alone and oppressively wrapped up in herself, did her mind begin to concern itself with What Might Have Been.

  She put out her cigarette. As his wife, she thought, she would have found herself seeking out premature middle age in some drab suburb. Her guitar would have gathered dust in the attic, her singing voice would have atrophied and—to bend melodrama into farce—her name would have been absurdly changed to Ellen Ellery.

  She left a shilling and threepence on the counter and moved from the glare of the restaurant to the glare of Piccadilly. It was her last night in London. In the morning she would fly to Dublin. Now, though it was near midnight, she did not much want to return to her hotel. She ached to go somewhere, to do something exciting. She had expected far more from London than the city had given her, and now, with her stay almost over, she felt that she was being cheated.

  The play she had seen that evening might have been partly responsible for her mood. It was very crisp and dry and brittle, a humorless comedy of adultery and incest and sexual inversion that had drawn inexplicable peals of laughter from the people around Ellen. She had not laughed once and had come very close to leaving after the second act. It was not that it had shocked her or that she was the sort of theatergoer who prefers the facile ebullience of a musical comedy to the drama of a more demanding play. But the barrenness of Drums for Portia had echoed the vacant quality of the week she had spent in London, and the final effect was desperately depressing.

  She started toward a queue of taxis. She found the huge black British cabs charming, just as she had found the tour of the Tower of London a moving encounter with the presence of History, just as she also found enchantment in quiet walks through the still streets of Bloomsbury around her hotel. There was nothing really wrong with the city, she told herself. The failure was probably her own; she was not fitting into things, not responding to stimuli that should have been more genuinely stimulating than they were. She was in the city but not of it, and thus she was being bored and repelled by the very aspects of London that might otherwise have fascinated her.

  She turned away from the cabs, changing her mind suddenly. It was, after all, her last night in London. There seemed to be nowhere for her to go, no one she might visit, no nightclub she could attend unescorted; but at the same time there was no need for her to rush back to Crichton Hall in a taxi. It was a fine September night, the air just a shade on the cool side, the sky quite clear, the stars bright in a moonless sky. She decided to walk back to the hotel. Her map was in her other purse, but she didn’t expect to get lost and could always take a taxi later on if her feet tired. At least she was on the right side of Piccadilly and wouldn’t have to fight her way through the traffic.

  She walked along Shaftesbury Avenue for several blocks, then turned left on Frith Street and found herself moving through the narrow streets of Soho. She had been in the section several times by day, but this was her first experience of it at night. It was different now. In daylight, it had appeared as it had been described to her, an English equivalent of Greenwich Village, with its book shops and Italian restaurants and quaint pubs. Now it revealed a sordid quality that had not been evident in the brighter light of day. Girls and more girls, their faces cluttered with makeup, their opulent bodies stuffed into overtight clothing, lounged purposefully in doorways or called seductively from their windows to passing males. Ferret-faced little men sought out obvious tourists, caught at their arms, whispered furtively into their ears. Helmeted bobbies walked the dark streets in pairs, moving as if aware of an oppressive atmosphere of incipie
nt violence. Doorways held little thumbtacked notices on three-by-five index cards. French Model—Miss Birch / experienced governess / Apt. 3-C. French Lessons, inquire within.

  She quickened her pace, kept her eyes fixed straight ahead, tried not to notice the endless supply of girls who displayed themselves in what struck her as a cynical caricature of femininity. She had the feeling that someone was following her, that she had been mistaken for one of these flashy denizens of Soho. At least she had left her white purse at home in New York. That was one of the badges of these girls, she had read. A large white purse and a belted trench coat. Though none of these girls seemed to be outfitted in that fashion. Perhaps the book she had read was out of date. Perhaps styles changed, even in that profession.

  It was absurd, but she couldn’t shake off the feeling that she was being followed. Involuntarily she found herself stopping, darting glances over her shoulder. Was it her imagination, or did a male face seem to shrink back from her gaze, melting away from her eyes into the shadows and doorways?

  Of course it was her imagination. She was turning into a typical old maid; she would get to her room at Crichton Hall and look under the bed for burglars. Why would anyone follow her through Soho? There were certainly enough other women available for anyone so inclined.

  I never shall marry

  I’ll be no man’s wife

  She stopped to get a cigarette, then remembered that she had finished the pack at Forte’s. She resumed walking, still unable to shake the feeling that there was someone behind her. At Soho Square, she found herself carefully skirting the little park as if it were Central Park in New York, unsafe for walking after dark. It was absurd, and she recognized the absurdity of it, but she could not seem to help herself.

  She rounded the tiny park, walked to New Oxford Street, and turned east again. Her feet were beginning to hurt. It seemed as though she had spent all her time in London walking from one place to another, walking through the British Museum and the Tower and Westminster Abbey, walking to the theater, walking endlessly. She turned to look for a cab, and again she had the feeling that someone had been following her, that a man or two men had melted into the shadows as she turned.

  There were no cabs in sight. It was only a few more blocks, she told herself, just a little further to the small bed-and-breakfast house on Bedford Place off Russell Square. Her feet could certainly hold out. And she knew that she was using her tired feet as an excuse for her mind, that it was the unholy feeling of being pursued that made her anxious to take a cab. She did not intend to let herself behave like an idiot. She would walk home, it was a beautiful night, there was no one behind her…

  There was someone behind her.

  She was just two blocks from her hotel, two blocks and a few odd houses, when she knew that her feeling was more than a feeling, that there actually was someone behind her. She heard footsteps, neatly fitted to her own but still discernible. She quickened her pace, and the footsteps to her rear speeded up in response. She turned her head, looked across the street, and saw that there was a man in the shadows on the other side of the street as well, walking at the same speed, walking behind her.

  Before, she had been anxious. Now she was terrified. Fear leaped up within her, a physical presence, cold, brittle, pressing painfully within her chest and pushing at the base of her throat. She couldn’t seem to catch her breath. Her hands hardened into small fists, and their palms went moist with the cool, stale sweat of terror. She wanted to run, but that would only make them run after her, and she knew they could catch her. She walked faster, looking involuntarily over her shoulder, and again saw the man across the street. This time he saw that she saw him.

  He stepped out from the curb into the street. For the shadow of a second she caught a glimpse of him in the halflight of a streetlamp, a very tall knife-thin man, his nose long and prominent, his shoulders hunched forward in an attitude of pursuit.

  Now she started to run, turning from the men behind her, feet working furiously on the pavement. She was almost at the corner when she stumbled and fell. She threw her hands out to break the fall, and her purse dropped to the ground. She grabbed it up, regained her feet, darted across the street, started to fall again, caught her balance, began to run once more—and then they had her.

  Two of them, there were two of them, and they both reached her at once. A hand touched her shoulder and chilled her to the bone. She froze, and the hand spun her around, and she opened her mouth to scream—and why hadn’t she screamed at the start, why, why?—but no sound came from her lips, nothing at all. The tall man was holding her, and the shorter man, the one she had not seen before, was reaching out to her. Fingers dug cruelly into her shoulder. Her mouth opened again, and this time she would have screamed, but a hand was clapped over her mouth and no sound could get past it.

  Hands tore her purse from her grasp. Other hands pressed at the back of her neck, a firm, insistent pressure. Her legs were suddenly boneless, limp. She gasped for breath. Her eyes slid shut, and her brain burned bloody red. The red went to gray, the gray to black.

  Hands released her, and she fell slowly, slowly, to the pavement.

  Two

  “Easy, now. Don’t be trying to get up too quickly, Miss. Take nice deep breaths, they’ll clear your head. Fainted, did you?”

  She opened her eyes and looked up into the kindly florid face of a middle-aged woman with bright red hair and small bright eyes. “Two men,” she said. “They were following me, and” —she touched the back of her neck experimentally, her fingers finding only the slightest trace of soreness— “and one of them tried to choke me. I thought I was going to be killed.”

  “And in this neighborhood! I don’t know what the city’s coming to. Got a mugger’s hold on you, did he? And I’d guess you had a purse and that it’s gone now.”

  She got to her knees, then rose to her feet. She looked around for her purse, then remembered the hands that had eased it from her grasp. “A small black evening bag,” she said. “It doesn’t seem to be here.”

  “No, and small chance you’ll see it again. You’re from America? We have a few of your programs on the telly, you know. Suppose you’re used to this sort of thing. My flat’s just next door, I was just out to take the midnight air. Are you up to walking a bit? Come in with me, you’ll feel fitter after a cup of tea.”

  “Oh, I’m all right…”

  “Come in and sit for a bit,” the woman said. “You don’t want to be alone now. There’s shock that sets in after anything of the sort, even just a bit of purse snatchery, and you wouldn’t want to be by yourself. Are you staying nearby?”

  “Just two blocks from here. Crichton Hall.”

  “I know the hotel. It’s cozy there, isn’t it? But sit with me for ten minutes, and then you’ll feel more up to going home to bed.”

  Ellen considered. She did need company, and the woman was pleasant, someone to talk to. She nodded gratefully, and the red-haired woman led her into the house next door and up a flight of stairs to her flat. “I really can’t stay long,” Ellen said. “I have to get up early in the morning to catch a plane.”

  “Where are you going?”

  “Dublin.”

  “Oh, I’ve never been, but from what I’ve heard you’ll like it there. Will you be spending much time in Ireland?”

  “Almost two weeks.” The woman brought the tea, and Ellen added milk and sugar to hers. “About what happened,” she said. “Do you suppose I ought to call the police?”

  “Well, you’re supposed to report it. Did you lose much money?”

  “Hardly anything. My traveler’s checks are in my other purse, and most of my cash. Oh, my passport! No, that’s all in my other purse. I was a little anxious about that, I remember, because they tell you to carry it with you wherever you go, but I didn’t bother changing it from one purse to the other. I suppose it’s lucky I didn’t.”

  “You’d be up against it otherwise, losing your passport. They’d never let you on th
e plane tomorrow.”

  “Then it was lucky. No, I only had about ten pounds with me, less the theater ticket and what I spent for dinner. Maybe seven pounds. I don’t suppose there’s any chance I’ll get it back.”

  The woman shook her head. “Not unless a bobby caught them right in the act, and of course they didn’t. If it’s only the seven pounds and nothing else is involved, I wouldn’t ring up the police if I were you. More trouble than it’s worth, really. They won’t catch the rogues, and they’ll only ask you dozens of questions and make you look at photographs. I know a woman friend of mine had a burglar into her rooms, took a coat and some jewelry, and of course she had to report it for the insurance. Said it was barely worth it, though she did collect from the insurance company. But all the questions they asked, and you do want to get your sleep and be on your plane in the morning. Poor child, what a way to spend your last night in London! What will you think of our city?”

  When Ellen finished her tea, she said that she really ought to be going back to her hotel, and the woman insisted on walking with her. “I’m sure I’ll be all right,” she said, but the woman said that she wanted a bit of fresh air anyway and that Ellen no doubt had her nerves on edge and shouldn’t be walking in the dark by herself. They walked the two blocks together, and Ellen let herself in with her key and went up to her room.

  She was tired but knew she would be unable to fall asleep right away. She opened a fresh pack of American cigarettes, lit one, drew deeply on it, and set it down in a small triangular ashtray that carried an advertisement for Guinness Stout. She got her suitcase from the closet, propped it open on the bed, and began packing. All the guide books had emphasized the advisability of traveling light, and she had taken their advice, taking a bare minimum of clothes and fitting everything into a single suitcase. Even so she had had to pay extra charges on the airplane for her guitar and her tape recorder.

  Her packing completed, she sat down in the Victorian armchair and went through her purse. What a stroke of luck it had been, taking the smaller bag to the theater and neglecting to transfer the passport and health certificate and traveler’s checks! She still had everything she needed, including her ticket to Dublin and her other tickets, one from Shannon to Berlin and another from Berlin back to New York.