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Bloody Bones, Page 4

Laurell K. Hamilton

Chapter 6~7

  Chapter 6

  Bayard had gotten us a black Jeep with black-tinted windows and more bells and whistles than I could even guess at. I'd been worried they'd saddle me with a Cadillac or something equally ridiculous. Bayard had given me the keys with the comment, "Some of these roads are not even paved. I thought you might need something more substantial than just a car. "

  I resisted the urge to pat him on the head and say "Good flunkie. " Hell, he'd made a great choice. Maybe he'd make full partner someday after all.

  The trees made long, thin shadows across the road. In the valleys between mountains, the sunlight had softened to a late-afternoon haze. We might make it back to the graveyard by full dark.

  Yes, we. Larry sat beside me in his wrinkled blue suit. The cops wouldn't mind his cheap suit. My outfit, on the other hand, might raise a few eyebrows. There aren't many female cops out in the boonies. And fewer who wear short red skirts. I was beginning to really regret my choice of clothes. Insecure: who, me?

  Larry's face was shiny with excitement. His eyes sparkled like a kid's on Christmas Day. He was drumming his fingers on the armrest. Nervous tension.

  "How you doing?"

  "I've never been to a murder scene before," he said.

  "There's always a first time. "

  "Thanks for letting me come along. "

  "Just remember the rules. "

  He laughed. "Don't touch anything. Don't walk through the blood. Don't speak unless spoken to. " He frowned. "Why the last? I understand all the others, but why can't I talk?"

  "I'm a member of the Regional Preternatural Investigation Team. You're not. If you go around saying golly gee whiz a dead body, they may catch on. "

  "I won't embarrass you. " He sounded insulted; then a thought occurred to him. "Are we impersonating police officers?"

  "No. Keep repeating I'm a member of the Spook Squad, I'm a member of the Spook Squad, I'm a member of the Spook Squad. "

  "But I'm not," he said.

  "That's why I don't want you talking. "

  "Oh," he said. He settled back into his seat, a little of the shine dimming around the edges. "I've never actually seen a freshly dead body before. "

  "You raise the dead for a living, Larry. You see corpses all the time. "

  "It's not the same thing, Anita. " He sounded grumpy.

  I glanced at him. He had slumped down as far into the seat as the seat belt would allow, arms crossed over his chest. We were at the crest of a hill. A band of sunlight fell like an explosion over his orange hair. His blue eyes looked translucent for a moment as we passed from light into shadow. He looked all scrunched and sulky.

  "Have you ever seen a dead person outside of a funeral or a freshly raised zombie?"

  He was quiet for a minute. I concentrated on driving, letting the silence fill the Jeep. It was a comfortable silence, at least for me.

  "No," he said at last. He sounded like a little boy who had been told he couldn't go outside and play.

  "I'm not always good around fresh bodies either," I said.

  He looked at me sort of sideways. "What do you mean?"

  It was my turn to scrunch into the seat. I fought the urge and sat up straighter. "I threw up on a murder victim once. " Even saying it very fast, it was still embarrassing.

  Larry scooted up in his seat, grinning. "You're just telling me that to make me feel better. "

  "Would I tell a story like that about myself if it wasn't true?" I asked.

  "You really threw up on a body at a crime scene?"

  "You don't have to sound so happy about it," I said.

  He giggled. I swear he giggled. "I don't think I'll throw up on the body. "

  I shrugged. "Three bodies, with parts missing. Don't make promises you can't keep. "

  He swallowed loud enough for me to hear it. "What do they mean, parts missing. "

  "We'll find out," I said. "This isn't part of your job description, Larry. I get paid for helping the cops; you don't. "

  "Will it be awful?" His voice was low, uncertain.

  Chopped-up bodies. Was he kidding? "I don't know until we get there. "

  "But what do you think?" He was staring at me very earnestly.

  I glanced back at the road, then at Larry. He looked very solemn, like a relative who'd asked the doctor for the truth. If he would be brave, I could be truthful. "Yeah, it'll be awful. "

  Chapter 7

  It was awful. Larry had managed to stagger from the crime scene before he threw up. The only comfort I could offer him was that he wasn't the only one. Some of the cops were looking a little green around the edges, too. I hadn't thrown up yet, but I was keeping it as an option for later.

  The bodies lay in a small hollow near the base of a hill. The ground was nearly knee-deep with leaves. Nobody rakes in the woods. The drought had dried the leaves to a fine, biting crunch underfoot. The hollow was ringed by naked trees and bushes with branches like thin brown whips. When the leaves came out, the hollow would be hidden on all sides.

  The body nearest to me was a blond man with hair cut so short it looked like an old-fashioned butch. Blood pooled around the eyeballs, flowing from them down the face. There was something wrong with the face, besides the eyes, but I couldn't quite figure out what. I knelt in the dry leaves, glad that the leg of the coverall was protecting my hose from the leaves and the blood. Blood had pooled to either side of the boy's face, soaking into the leaves. The blood had dried to a tacky maroon substance. It looked like the teenager's eyes had been crying dark tears.

  I touched the tip of my gloved fingers to the blond's chin. It moved in a boneless, wiggling movement that chins were not meant to do.

  I swallowed hard and tried to take shallow breaths. I was glad it was still spring. If the bodies had been sitting this long in full summer heat, they'd have been ripe in more ways than one. Cool weather was a blessing.

  I put my hands in the leaves and bent from the waist in an awkward sort of push-up motion. I was trying to see under his chin without moving the body again. There, nearly lost in the blood on the neck, was a puncture mark. A puncture mark wider than my outspread hand. I'd seen knife wounds and claw marks that could make a similar wound, but it was too big for a knife and too clean for a claw. Besides, what the hell had a claw that big? It looked like a massive blade had been shoved under the blond's chin, close enough to the front of his face to slice the eyes up from inside the head. That's why the eyes were bleeding, but still looked intact. The sword had nearly pulled the blond's face off his skull.

  I ran my gloved fingers over the blond's short hair and found what I was looking for. The tip of the sword, if that's what it was, had come out the top of his head. Then the blade had been withdrawn and the blond had dropped to the leaves. Dead, I hoped, but dying I was sure of.

  His legs were missing just below the hip joint. There was almost no blood where the legs had been bisected. They'd been cut off after he'd died. Small blessing, that. He'd died relatively quickly, and had not been tortured. There were worse ways to die.

  I knelt by the stubs of his legs. The left bone had been cut clean with one blow. The right bone had splintered, as if the sword struck from the left side, cut the left cleanly, but only got a piece of the right leg. A second blow had been needed to sever the right leg.

  Why take the legs? A trophy? Maybe. Serial killers took trophies, clothing, personal items, a body part. Maybe a trophy?

  The other two boys were shorter, neither of them over five feet. Younger maybe, maybe not. They were both small and dark-haired, slender. Probably the kind of boys who looked pretty rather than handsome but, frankly, it was hard to tell.

  One lay on his back almost opposite from the blond. One brown eye stared up at the sky, glassy and immobile, somehow unreal like the eyes of a taxidermy animal. The rest of his face was sliced in two huge gaping furrows, as if the tip of the sword had been used coming and going like
a backhand slap. The third slice had taken out his neck. It was a very clean wound; they all were. The damn sword, or whatever it was, was incredibly sharp. But it was more than a good blade. No human could have been fast enough to take them all without a struggle. But most beasties that will kill a human being won't pick up a weapon to do it.

  A lot of things will claw us apart, or eat us alive, but the list of preternatural beings that will cut us up with weapons is pretty small. A troll may tear up a tree and whap you to death, but it won't use a blade. Not only had this thing used a sword, not a common weapon, but it had some skill.

  The blows to the face hadn't killed the boy. Why didn't the other two run? If the blond was killed first, why didn't this one run? Nothing was fast enough that it could take out three teenage boys with a sword before any of them could run. These were not quick blows. Whoever, or whatever, had done this had taken some time with each kill. But they all acted as if they'd been hit by surprise.

  The boy had fallen onto his back in the leaves, hands clutching at his throat. The leaves had been scuffed away where his feet had kicked them. I took a shallow breath. I didn't want to probe the wounds, but I was beginning to have a nasty idea.

  I knelt and traced the neck wound with my fingertips. The edges of the skin were so smooth. But it was still human flesh, human skin, blood dried to a thick stickiness. I swallowed hard and closed my eyes and let my fingers search for what I thought I'd find. The edge of the wound had two lips, starting about midway. I opened my eyes and traced the double wound with my fingers. My eyes still couldn't see it. There was too much blood. Once the wound was clean, you'd see it, but not here, not like this. The neck had been sliced twice, deeply. One cut was enough to kill. Why twice? Because they were hiding something on the neck.

  Fang marks, maybe? Being killed by a vampire would explain why he hadn't tried to crawl away. He'd just lain in the leaves and kicked until he died.

  I stared at the last teenager. He was crumpled on his right side. Blood had pooled under him. He was so cut up that at first my eyes didn't want to make sense of what I was seeing. I wanted to look away before my brain caught up to my eyes, but I didn't.

  Where the face should have been was just a ripped, gapping hole. The creature had done the same thing to this one as to the blond, but it had been more thorough. The front of the skull had been ripped away. I glanced around, searching the leaves for the piece of bone and flesh, but didn't see it. I had to look back then, at the body. I knew what I was looking at now. I liked it better when I didn't.

  The back of the skull was full of blood and gore, like a gruesome cup, but the brain was gone. The blade had sliced him open across the chest and stomach. His intestines spilled out in a thick, rubbery mass. What I thought was his stomach had spilled out from the wound like a balloon half-inflated. The left leg had been chopped off at the hip joint. The ragged cloth of his jeans clung to the hole like the petals of an unopened flower. The left arm had been ripped out just below the elbow. The bone of the humerus was dark with dried blood, sticking up at an odd angle as if the entire arm had been broken at the shoulder and no longer moved. More violent. Had this one struggled a little?

  My eyes flicked back to his face. I didn't want to look again, but I hadn't really examined it. There was something horribly personal about disfiguring a person's face. If it had been humanly possible to do all this, I'd have said check their nearest and dearest. As a general rule, only people who love you will cut up your face. It implies passion that you can't get from strangers. One exception is serial killers. They're working through a pathology in which the victims can represent someone else. Someone that the killer has a personal passion for. When cutting up the faces of strangers they'd be symbolically cutting up, say, a hated father figure.

  The fine bones of the boy's sinus cavities had been cracked open. The maxillary was gone, making the face look incomplete. Part of the mandible was still there, but it had been cracked apart back to the rear molars. Some trick of blood flow had left two teeth white and clean. One of the teeth had a filling in it. I stared at that ruined face. I'd been doing pretty good at thinking of it as so much meat, just dead meat. But dead meat didn't get cavities, didn't go to dentists. It was suddenly a teenager, or maybe even younger. I was only judging on height and the apparent age of the other two. Maybe this one with no face was a child, a tall child. A little boy.

  The spring afternoon wavered around me. I took a deep breath to steady myself, and it was a mistake. I got a big whiff of bowels and stale death. I scrambled for the side of the hollow. Never throw up on the murder victims. Pisses off the cops.

  I fell to my knees at the top of the small rise where all the cops were gathered. I hadn't exactly fallen so much as thrown myself down. I took deep, cleansing breaths of the cool air. It helped. A small breeze was blowing up here, thinning out the smell of death. It helped more.

  Cops of all shapes and sizes were huddled at the top of the rise. Nobody was spending more time than they had to down among the dead. There were ambulances waiting on the distant road, but everybody else had had their piece of the bodies. They had been videotaped and trooped through with the crime scene technicians. Everybody had done their job, except me.

  "Are you going to be sick, Ms. Blake?" The voice was that of Sergeant Freemont, Division of Drug and Crime Control, DD/CC--affectionately known as D2C2. Her tone was gentle but disapproving. I understood the tone. We were the only two women at the crime scene, which meant we were playing with the big boys. You had to be tougher than the men, stronger, better, or they held it against you. Or they treated you like a girl. I was betting Sergeant Freemont hadn't gotten sick. She wouldn't have allowed it.

  I took another cleansing breath and let it out. I looked up at her. From my knees she looked every inch of her five-foot-eight. Her hair was straight, dark, cut just below her chin. The ends were curled under to frame her face. Her pants were a bright sunny yellow, jacket black, blouse a softer yellow. I had a good view of her polished black loafers. There was a gold wedding band on her left hand, but no engagement ring. Deep smile lines put her on the far side of forty, but she wasn't smiling now.

  I swallowed once more, trying not to taste that smell on the back of my tongue. I got to my feet. "No, Sergeant Freemont, I'm not going to be sick. " I was glad that it was true. I just hoped she didn't make me go back down into the hollow. I'd toss my cookies if I had to look at the bodies again.

  "What did that?" she asked. I didn't turn and look where she pointed. I knew what was down there.

  I shrugged. "I don't know. "

  Her brown eyes were neutral and unreadable, good cop eyes. She frowned. "What do you mean, you don't know? You're supposed to be the monster expert. "

  I let the "supposed to be" go. She hadn't called me a zombie queen to my face; in fact she'd been very polite, correct, but there was no warmth to it. She wasn't impressed, and in her quiet way, with a look or the slightest inflection, she let me know. I was going to have to pull a very big corpse out of my hat to impress Sergeant Freemont, DD/CC. So far I wasn't even close.

  Larry walked up to us. His face was the color of yellow-green tissue paper. It clashed with his red hair. His eyes were red-rimmed where his eyes had teared while he threw up. If it's violent enough, sometimes you cry while you vomit.

  I didn't ask Larry if he was okay; the answer was too obvious. But he was on his feet, ambulatory. If he didn't faint, he'd be fine.

  "What do you want from me, Sergeant?" I asked. I'd been more than patient. For me, I'd been downright conciliatory. Dolph would be proud. Bert would have been amazed.

  She crossed her arms over her stomach. "I let Sergeant Storr talk me into letting you see the crime scene. He said you were the best. According to the newspapers, you just do a little magic and figure it all out. Or maybe you can just raise the dead and ask them who killed them. "

  I took a deep breath and let it out. I didn't use magic to solve c
rimes, as a general rule; I used knowledge, but saying so would be defending myself. I didn't need to prove anything to Freemont. "Don't believe everything you read in the papers, Sergeant Freemont. As for raising the dead, it won't work with these three. "

  "Are you telling me you can't raise zombies, either?" She shook her head. "If you can't help us then go home, Ms. Blake. "

  I glanced at Larry. He gave a small shrug. He still looked shaky. I don't think he had the energy yet to tell me to behave myself. Or maybe he was as tired of Freemont as I was.

  "I could raise them as zombies, Sergeant, but you have to have a mouth and a working throat to talk with. "

  "They could write it down," Freemont said.

  It was a good suggestion. It made me think better of her. If she was a good cop, I could put up with a little hostility. As long as I never had to see another set of bodies like the ones below, I could put up with a lot of hostility.

  "Maybe, but the dead often lose higher brain function faster after a traumatic death. They might not be able to write, but even if they could, they might not know what killed them. "

  "But they saw it," Larry said. His voice sounded hoarse, and he coughed gently behind his hand to clear it.

  "None of them tried to run away, Larry. Why?"

  "Why are you asking him?" Freemont said.

  "He's in training," I said.

  "Training? You brought a trainee in on my murder case?"

  I stared up at her. "I don't tell you how to do your job. Don't tell me how to do mine. "

  "You haven't done a damn thing yet. Except for your assistant throwing up in the bushes. "

  An unhealthy flush crept up Larry's neck. Embarrassed when he was almost too nauseated to stand.

  "Larry wasn't the only one upchucking in the weeds, just the only one without a badge. " I shook my head. "We don't need this shit. " I brushed past Freemont. "Come on, Larry. "

  Larry followed, obedient to the last.

  "I don't want any of this leaked to the press, Ms. Blake. If the media gets hold of it, I'll know where it came from. " She wasn't yelling, but her voice carried.

  I turned. I wasn't yelling either, but everyone could hear me. "You have an unknown preternatural creature that uses a sword, and is faster than a vampire. "

  Something flickered across her face, like maybe I'd finally done something interesting. "How do you know it's faster than a vampire?"

  "None of the boys tried to get away. All of them died where they stood. Either it's faster, or it has some amazing mind control. "

  "It's not a lycanthrope, then?"

  "Even a lycanthrope isn't that fast, and they don't have the ability to cloud men's minds. If a lycanthrope came in there with a sword, the boys would have screamed and run. There would have at least been signs of a struggle. "

  Freemont just stood there looking. It was a very serious look, like she was weighing and measuring me. She still wasn't happy with me, but she was listening.

  "I can help you, Sergeant Freemont. I can help you figure out what did this, maybe, before it does it again. "

  Her quiet, confident mask crumbled around the edge for a second. If I hadn't been staring at her neutral brown eyes, I'd have missed it.

  "Shit," I said, loud. I walked back over to her and lowered my voice. "That's it, isn't it? These aren't the first killings. "

  She glanced down at the ground, then met my eyes, jaw sort of thrust forward. Her eyes weren't neutral now; they were just a little bit scared. Not for herself, but for what she'd done, or not done.

  "The State Highway Patrol can handle a homicide. " Her voice was the gentlest I'd heard it.

  "How many?" I asked.

  "Two before. A couple of teenagers, boy and a girl. Probably necking in the woods. " Her voice was soft, almost tired.

  "What's the M. E. say?"

  "You're right," she said. "It was a blade, probably a sword. The monsters don't use weapons, Ms. Blake. I thought it was the girl's ex-boyfriend. He's got a collection of Civil War memorabilia, including swords. It seemed pretty cut-and-dried. "

  I nodded. "Sounds logical. "

  "None of his swords matched the blows, but I thought he'd ditched the murder weapon. I didn't think. . . " She looked away from me, hands shoved so hard into her pants pockets I thought they'd split the cloth. "The first scene wasn't like this. They were killed with the first blow; it pinned them through the chest into the ground. A human being could have done that. " She looked back at me as if wanting me to agree with her. I did.

  "Were their bodies cut up beyond the death wound?"

  She nodded. "Disfigured faces, her left hand missing. The one that had worn the ex-boyfriend's ring. "

  "Were their throats cut?"

  She frowned, thinking, then nodded. "Hers was. Not much blood either, like it'd been done after she died. "

  My turn to nod. "Great. "

  "Great?" Larry asked.

  "I think you've got a vampire on your hands, Sergeant Freemont. "

  They both frowned at me. "Look at the body parts that are missing. The legs of the one boy were cut off after he died. The femoral artery is in the thigh near the groin. I've seen vamps take blood from that in preference to the neck. Cut off the legs, and no fang marks. "

  "What about the other two?" Freemont asked.

  "Maybe the smallest boy was bitten. His neck was sliced twice for no reason. Maybe it was just a little extra violence like the disfigurement of the face. I don't know. But a vamp can take blood from the wrist, the bend of the arm. All parts that are missing. "

  "One of their brains is missing," Freemont said.

  Larry swayed gently beside me. He wiped a hand over his suddenly sweating face.

  "You going to be alright?" I asked.

  He nodded, not trusting his voice. Brave Larry.

  "What better way to throw us off the track than to take something a vamp wouldn't be interested in?" I said.

  "Okay, say it makes some sense. Why this way? This is. . . " She spread her hands wide, staring down at the carnage. She was the only one of the three of us still looking at it. "This is nuts. If it was human, I'd say we had a serial killer on our hands. "

  "We may have," I said softly.

  Freemont stared at me. "What the hell do you mean?"

  "A vampire was a person once. Just being dead doesn't cure you of any problems you had as a live human being. If you have a violent pathology before death, that won't change just because you're dead. "

  Freemont looked at me like I was the one who was crazy. I think it was the word "dead" that was bothering her. Once her suspects were dead, they weren't suspects anymore. I tried again. "Say Johnny is a serial killer. He becomes a vampire. Why should being a vampire make him suddenly less violent? Why not more violent?"

  "Oh, my God," Larry said.

  Freemont took a deep breath in through her nose and let it out slow. "Okay, maybe you're right. I'm not saying you are. I've seen pictures of vampire victims and they don't look like this, but if you are, what do you need from me?"

  "The pictures from the first crime scene. And a look at where it happened. "

  "I'll send the file to your hotel," she said.

  "Where was the couple killed?"

  "Just a few hundred yards from here. "

  "Let's go take a look. "

  "I'll have one of the troopers take you over," she said.

  "This is a damn small geographic area. I assume you searched it. "

  "With a fine-tooth comb. But frankly, Ms. Blake, I wasn't sure what we were looking for. The leaves and the dry weather make it almost impossible to find tracks. "

  "Yeah," I said. "Tracks would help. " I glanced back the way I'd come. The leaves were disturbed coming up the hill. "If it is a vampire. . . "

  Freemont cut me off. "What do you mean, if?"

  I met her suddenly accusing eyes. "Look, Sergeant, if it is a vampire
it has more mind control than I've ever seen. I've never met a vampire, even a master vampire, that could hold three humans in thrall while he killed them. Until I saw this, I'd have said it couldn't be done. "

  "What else could it be?" Larry asked.

  I shrugged. "I think it's a vamp, but if I said I was a hundred percent sure, I'd be lying. I try not to lie to the police. There may be no tracks up the hill even if the ground was soft, because the vampire could have flown in. "

  "Like a bat?" Freemont asked.

  "No, they don't change shape into a bat, but they can. . . " I searched for a word and there wasn't one. "They can levitate, sort of fly. I've seen it. I can't explain it, but I've seen it. "

  "A serial killer vampire. " She shook her head, the lines near her mouth deepening. "The Feds are going to be all over this. "

  "No joke," I said. "Did you find the missing body parts?"

  "No, I thought maybe it had eaten them. "

  "If it ate that much, why not more? If it ate, why no teeth marks? If it ate, why not some scattered body parts, like crumbs?"

  She clenched her hands into fists. "You've made your point. It was a vampire. Even a dumb cop knows they don't eat flesh. " She turned her brown eyes to me, and there was a lot of anger in them. Not at me, exactly, but I might make a good target. I stared back at her, not flinching. She looked away first. Maybe I wouldn't make a good target.

  "I don't like having a civilian contractor in on a homicide investigation, but you spotted things down there that I missed. You're either very good, or you know something that you aren't telling me. "

  I could have just said I'm good at my job, but I didn't. Didn't want the police thinking I was holding out information when I wasn't. "I've got one advantage over a normal homicide detective, I expect it to be a monster. No one ever calls me in if it's just a stabbing, or a hit-and-run. I don't spend a lot of time trying to come up with nice, normal explanations. It means I get to ignore a lot of theories. "

  She nodded. "Alright, if you help me catch this thing, I don't care what you do for a living. "

  "Glad to hear it," I said.

  "But no reporters, no media. I am in charge here. This is my investigation. I decide when we go public. Is that clear?"

  "Sure. "

  She stared at me like she didn't believe me. "I mean it about the media, Ms. Blake. "

  "I don't have a problem with no media, Sergeant Freemont. I prefer it that way. "

  "For a person who doesn't want the media around, you get a lot of attention. "

  I shrugged. "I'm involved in only sensational cases, detective. Cases that make good press, good sound bites. I slay vampires, for God's sake; it makes great headlines. "

  "As long as we understand each other, Ms. Blake. "

  "No media; it's not a hard concept," I said.

  She nodded. "I'll have someone walk you over to the first crime scene. I'll see you get the file at your hotel. " She started to turn away.

  "Sergeant Freemont?"

  She turned back, but it was not a friendly look. "What is it now, Ms. Blake? You've done your job. "

  "You can't treat this like a human serial killer. "

  "I'm in charge of this investigation, Ms. Blake. I can do what I damn well please. "

  I stared up at her, met her hostile eyes. I wasn't feeling too friendly myself. "I am not trying to steal your thunder here. But vampires aren't just people with fangs. If the vamp could catch their minds and hold them while he slaughtered each of them in turn, he could capture your mind, anyone's mind. A vampire that talented could make you think black was white. Do you understand me?"

  "It's daylight, Ms. Blake; if it's a vampire then we find it and stake it. "

  "You'll need a court order of execution. "

  "We'll get one. "

  "When you get it, I'll come back and finish the job. "

  "I think we can handle it. "

  "You ever stake a vampire?" I asked.

  She just looked at me. "No, but I've shot a man. It can't be that much harder. "

  "It's not harder in the way you mean," I said. "But it's a hell of a lot more dangerous. "

  She shook her head. "Until the Feds get here, I'm in charge, and not you or anyone else is taking over. Is that clear, Ms. Blake?"

  I nodded. "Crystal, Sergeant Freemont. " I stared at the cross-shaped pin in the lapel of her suit jacket. Most plainclothesmen had a cross-shaped tie tack. Standard police issue across the country. "You do have silver ammo, right?"

  "I'll take care of my men, Ms. Blake. "

  I raised my hands slightly. So much for girl talk. "Fine, we're leaving. You've got my beeper number. Use it if you need it, Detective Freemont. "

  "I won't need it. "

  I took a deep breath and swallowed a lot of words. Picking a fight with the cop in charge of a murder investigation was not the way to get invited back to play. I walked past her without saying good-bye. If I opened my mouth, I wasn't sure what would come out. Nothing pleasant, and nothing useful.