Lonesome Dove, Page 38

  "I wish the sun would come out and fry these skeeters," Augustus said.

  The wagon was slowly approaching the crossing, Bolivar driving and Lippy riding in the back. Behind came the horse herd and the Spettle boys.

  It was strange, Newt thought, that one river could be so peaceful and another suddenly boil up with snakes and kill Sean. Several times, mostly at night, he had imagined Sean was still alive. Being so sleepy made it harder to keep from mixing dreams with what was actually happening. He even had conversations with the other hands that seemed like they were conversations in dreams. He had never known the sadness of losing a friend, and had begun to consider what a long way they had to go.

  "I hope don't nobody else get killed," he said.

  "Well, it's hard to calculate the odds in this kind of a situation," Augustus said. "We may not have another bad injury the whole way. On the other hand, half of us may get wiped out. If we have much bad luck I doubt I'll make it myself."

  "Why?" Newt asked, startled to hear him say such a thing.

  "Because I ain't spry like I used to be," Augustus said. "Used to be I was quick to duck any kind of trouble. I could roll off a horse quicker than a man can blink. I'm still faster than some folks, but I ain't as fast as I was."

  The wagon made the crossing easily, and the two blue pigs, who had been ambling along behind it, walked in and swam the San Antonio river.

  "Look at them," Augustus said happily. "Ain't they swimmers?"

  40

  AS THE DAYS PASSED, Lorena found she liked the traveling more and more. The nights were no easier — almost every night the lightning flickered and thunderstorms rolled over them. Often, while she and Jake slept, big drops of rain would hit them in the face and force them to grab for the tarp. Soon the blankets seemed permanently damp, causing Jake to grumble and complain. But the tarp was hot and stiff, and he himself never thought to keep it handy. She would have to stumble around and arrange it in the dark, while Jake cussed the weather.

  But no matter how uncomfortable the nights, the sky usually cleared in the morning. She liked to sit on the blankets and feel the sun getting warmer. She watched her arms getting slowly tanned and felt that a life of travel was what she was meant for. Her mare had gotten used to the travel too and no longer looked back toward Lonesome Dove.

  Lorena might love the traveling, but it was clear that Jake didn't. More and more he was inclined to sulk. The fact that she had refused to go into San Antonio festered like the thorn he had had in his hand. Every day he brought it up, but she had said all she intended to say on the subject and just shook her head. Often she traveled all day in silence, thinking her thoughts and ignoring Jake's complaints.

  "Dern you, why can't you talk?" he said one night as she was making the campfire. Deets, who stopped by their camp almost every day to see that they were all right, had shown her how to make a fire. He had also taught her how to pack the mule and do various other chores that Jake mostly neglected.

  "I can talk," Lorena said.

  "Well, you don't," Jake said. "I never seen a woman keep so quiet."

  He spoke hotly — indeed, had been angry at her most of the trip. He was spoiling for a battle of some kind, but Lorena didn't want to battle. She had nothing against Jake, but she didn't feel she had to jump every time he whistled, which seemed to be what he expected. Jake was very fussy, complaining about the way she cooked the bacon or laid out the blankets. She ignored him. If he didn't like the way she did things, he was free to do them different — but he never did them different. He just fussed at her.

  "We could be sleeping in a fine hotel tonight," he said. "San Antonio ain't but an hour's ride."

  "Go sleep in one, if you want to," Lorena said. "I'll stay in camp."

  "I guess you do wish I'd leave," Jake said. "Then you could whore with the first cowpoke that came along."

  That was too silly to answer. She had not whored since the day she met him, unless you counted Gus. She sipped her coffee.

  "That's your game, ain't it?" Jake said, his eyes hot.

  "No," Lorena said.

  "Well, you're a goddamn liar, then," Jake said. "Once a whore, always a whore. I won't stand for it. Next time I'll take a rope to you."

  After he ate his bacon he saddled and rode off without another word — to go gamble, she supposed. Far from being scared, Lorena was relieved. Jake's angers were light compared to some she had known, but it was no pleasure having him around when he was so hot. Probably he thought to scare her, riding off so quick and leaving her in camp, but she felt no fear at all. The herd and all the boys were only a mile away. No one would be likely to bother her with the cow camp so close.

  She sat on her blankets, enjoying the night. It was deep dusk, and birds — bullbats — were whooshing around — she could see them briefly as shadows against the darkening sky. She and Jake had camped in a little clearing. While she was sipping her coffee, a possum walked within ten feet of her, stopped a moment to look at her stupidly, and walked on. After a while she heard faraway singing — the Irishman was singing to the cattle herd. Deets had told them about the terrible death of his brother.

  Before she could get to sleep a horse came racing toward the camp. It was only Jake, running in in the hope of scaring her. He raced right into camp, which was irritating because it raised dust that settled in the blankets. He had ridden into town and bought whiskey, and then had rushed back, thinking to catch her with Gus or one of the cowhands. He was jealous every hour of the day.

  He yanked his saddle off the horse and passed her the whiskey bottle, which was already half empty.

  "I don't want none," she said.

  "I guess there's nothing I could ask that you'd do," Jake said. "I wish that dern Gus would show up. At least we could have a card game."

  Lorena lay back on her blanket and didn't answer. Anything she said would only make him worse.

  Watching her lie there, calm and silent, Jake felt hopeless and took another long drink from the whiskey bottle. He considered himself a smart man, and yet he had got himself in a position that would have embarrassed a fool. He had no business traveling north with a woman like Lorie, who had her own mind and wouldn't obey the simplest order unless it happened to suit her. The more he drank, the sorrier he felt for himself. He wished he had just told Lorie no, and left her to sweat it out in Lonesome Dove. Then at least he could be in camp with the men, where there were card games to be had, not to mention protection. Despite himself, he could not stop worrying about July Johnson.

  Then he remembered Elmira, whom he had sported with a few times in Kansas. What a trick on July to have married a whore and not know it.

  He offered Lorena the bottle again, but she just lay there.

  "Why won't you drink?" Jake asked. "Are you too good to get drunk?"

  "I don't want to," she said. "You'll be drunk enough for both of us."

  "By God, I guess I'll find out if there's anything you'll still do," Jake said, yanking open his pants and rolling onto her.

  Lorena let him, thinking it might put him in a better humor. She watched the stars. But when Jake finished and reached for his bottle again, he seemed no happier. She reached for the bottle and took one swallow — her throat was dry. Jake wasn't angry anymore, but he looked sad.

  "Lie down and sleep," Lorena said. "You don't rest enough."

  Jake was thinking that Austin was only two days away. Maybe he could take Lorena to Austin and sneak off and leave her. Once he rejoined the boys, there would be little she could do about it. After all, she would be safer there than she would be on the trail. Beautiful as she was, she would do well in Austin.

  Yet she was uncommonly beautiful. It had always been his trouble — he liked the beauties. It gave her a power he didn't appreciate, otherwise he would never have been talked into a trip that was little more than absurd. He was slowed to the pace of Call's cow herd and tied to a woman who attracted every man she saw. Even then, he didn't know if he could leave her. For
all her difficult ways, he wanted her and couldn't tolerate the thought of her taking up with Gus or anyone else. He felt she would stick by him if things got bad. He didn't like being alone or having to take orders from Call.

  "Have you ever been to a hanging?" he asked.

  "No," Lorena said. The question surprised her.

  Jake offered her the bottle and she took another swallow.

  "I expect they'll hang me someday," he said. "I was told by a fortune-teller that such would be my fate."

  "Maybe the fortune-teller didn't know," Lorie said.

  "I've seen many a hanging," Jake said. "We hung plenty of Mexicans when we were Rangers. Call never wasted no time when it came to hangings."

  "He wouldn't, I guess," Lorena said.

  Jake chuckled. "Did he ever come visit you all that time you were there?" he asked.

  "No," Lorena said.

  "Well, he had a whore once," Jake said. "He tried to sneak around, but me and Gus found out about it. We both used to spark her once in a while, so we both knew. I guess he thought he got away with it."

  Lorena knew the type. Many men came to her hoping no one would know.

  "Her name was Maggie," Jake said. "She was the one had little Newt. I was gone when she died. Gus said she wanted to marry Call and give up the life, but I don't know if it's true. Gus will say anything."

  "So whose boy is he?" Lorena asked. She had seen the boy often, looking at her window. He was old enough to come to her, but he probably had no money, or else was just too shy.

  "Newt? Why, who knows?" Jake said. "Maggie was a whore."

  Then he sighed and lay down beside her, running his hand up and down her body. "Lorie, me and you was meant for feather beds," he said. "We wasn't meant for these dusty blankets. If we could find a nice hotel I'd show you some fun."

  Lorena didn't answer. She would rather keep traveling. When Jake had his feel he went to sleep.

  41

  BEFORE THE HERD HAD PASSED San Antonio they nearly lost Lippy in a freak accident with the wagon. It was a hot day and the herd was moseying along at a slow rate. The mosquitoes were thinning a little, to everyone's satisfaction, and the cowboys were riding along half asleep in their saddles when the trouble started.

  The herd had just crossed a little creek when Newt heard stock running and looked back to see the wagon racing for the creek like Comanches were after it. Bol was not on the seat, either — the mules ran unchecked. Lippy was on the seat, but he didn't have the reins and couldn't stop the team.

  Jim Rainey was in the rear, and, thinking to be helpful, turned back to try and head the mules. In fact, the mules refused to be headed, and all Jim accomplished was to turn them out of the easy track where the herd had crossed, which caused them to strike the creek at a place where the bank dropped off about three feet. Newt saw there was going to be a terrible wreck, but short of shooting the mules, had no way to stop it. What he couldn't understand was why Lippy didn't jump. He sat on the seat, frozen and helpless, as the mules raced right off the cutbank.

  As they were going off, Newt saw that the tail of Lippy's old brown coat had gotten pinched in the wagon seat — which explained his not having jumped. The wagon tipped straight down, bounced once, and turned completely over just as it hit the water. The mules, still hitched to it, fell backwards on top of the mess. All four wagon wheels were spinning in the air when Newt and the Raineys jumped off their horses. The trouble was, they had no idea what to do next.

  Fortunately Augustus had seen the commotion and in a minute was in the water, on old Malaria. He threw a loop over one of the spinning wheels and spurred the big horse vigorously, pulling the wagon to a tilt on one edge.

  "Fish him out, boys, otherwise we'll have to go all the way to Montana without no pianer player," he said" — though privately he doubted his efforts would do any good. The wagon had landed smack on top of Lippy. If he wasn't drowned he probably had a broken neck.

  When the wagon tilted, Newt saw Lippy's legs. He and the Raineys waded in and tried to get him loose, but the coat was still pinched in the seat. All they could do was get his head above water, though his head was so covered with mud that it was difficult at first to know if he was dead or alive. Fortunately Pea soon rode up and cut the coat loose with his bowie knife.

  "He's a mudhead, ain't he," Pea said, carefully wiping his knife on his pants leg. "Now I guess he'll be mad at me for ten years because I ruined his coat."

  Lippy was limp as a rag and hadn't moved a muscle. Newt felt sick to his stomach. Once more, on a perfectly nice day with everything going well, death had struck and taken another of his friends. Lippy had been part of his life since he could remember. When he was a child, Lippy had occasionally taken him into the saloon and let him bang on the piano. Now they would have to bury him as they had buried Sean.

  Strangely, neither Pea nor Mr. Gus was much concerned. The mules had regained their feet and stood in the shallow water, swishing their tails and looking sleepy. Call rode up about that time. He had been at the head of the herd, with Dish Boggett.

  "Ain't nobody gonna unhitch them mules?" he asked. A big sack of flour had been thrown out of the wagon and lay in the river getting ruined. Newt had not noticed it until the Captain pointed at it.

  "Well, I ain't," Augustus said. "The boys can, their feet are already wet."

  It seemed to Newt everyone was being mighty callous about Lippy, who lay on the riverbank. Then, to his surprise, Lippy, whose head was still covered with mud, rolled over and began to belch water. He belched and vomited for several minutes, making a horrible sound, but Newt's relief that he was not dead was so great that he welcomed the sound and waded out to help the Raineys unhitch the mules.

  It soon became clear that the wagon bed had been damaged beyond repair in the accident. When it was righted, all the goods that had been in it floated in the shallow water.

  "What a place for a shipwreck," Augustus said.

  "I never seen a wagon break in two before," Pea said.

  The wagon bed, old and rotten, had burst upon impact. Several cowboys rode up and began to fish their bedrolls out of the muddy water.

  "What became of Bol?" Pea asked. "Wasn't he driving the wagon?"

  Lippy was sitting up, wiping mud off his head. He ran one finger under his loose lip as if he expected to find a tadpole or a small fish, but all he found was mud. About that time the Spettle boys rode up, and crossed the horse herd.

  "Seen the cook?" Augustus asked.

  "Why, he's walking along carrying his gun," Bill Spettle said. "Them pigs are with him."

  Bolivar soon came in sight a couple of hundred yards away, the blue pigs walking along beside him.

  "I heared a shot," Lippy said. "About that time them mules took to running. I guess a bandit shot at us."

  "No competent bandit would waste a bullet on you or Bol either," Augustus said. "There ain't no reward for either of you."

  "It sounded like a shotgun," Bill Spettle volunteered.

  "Bol might have been taking target practice," Augustus said. "He might have fired at a cowpie."

  "It don't matter what it was," Call said. "The damage is done."

  Augustus was enjoying the little break the accident produced. Walking along all day beside a cow herd was already proving monotonous — any steady work had always struck him as monotonous. It was mainly accidents of one kind and another that kept life interesting, in his view, the days otherwise being mainly repetitious things, livened up mostly by the occasional card game.

  It was made even more interesting a few minutes later when Bolivar walked up and handed in his resignation. He didn't even look at the smashed wagon.

  "I don't want to go this way," he said, addressing himself to the Captain. "I am going back."

  "Why, Bol, you won't stand a chance," Augustus said. "A renowned criminal like you. Some young sheriff out to make a reputation will hang you before you get halfway to the border."

  "I don't care," Bol said. "I am going
back."

  In fact, he expected to be fired anyway. He had been dozing on the wagon seat, dreaming about his daughters, and had accidentally fired off the ten-gauge. The recoil had knocked him off the wagon, but even so it had been hard to get free of the dream. It turned into a dream in which his wife was angry, even as he awoke and saw the mules dashing away. The pigs were rooting in a rat's nest, under a big cactus. Bol was so enraged by the mules' behavior that he would have shot one of them, only they were already well out of range.

  He had not seen the wagon go off the creek bank, but he was not surprised that it was broken. The mules were fast. He would probably not have been able to hit one of them even with a rifle, distracted as he was by the dream.

  The fall convinced him he had lived long enough with Americans. They were not his compañeros. Most of his compañeros were dead, but his country wasn't dead, and in his village there were a few men who liked to talk about the old days when they had spent all their time stealing Texas cattle. In those years his wife had not been so angry. As he walked toward the busted wagon and the little group of men, he decided to go back. He was tired of seeing his family only in dreams. Perhaps this time when he walked in, his wife would be glad to see him.

  At any rate, the Americanos were going too far north. He had not really believed Augustus when he said they would ride north for several months. Most of what Augustus said was merely wind. He supposed they would ride for a few days and then sell the cattle, or else start a ranch. He himself had never been more than two days' hard ride from the border in his life. Now a week had passed and the Americanos showed no sign of stopping. Already he was far from the river. He missed his family. Enough was enough.

  Call was not especially surprised. "All right, Bol, do you want a horse?" he asked. The old man had cooked for them for ten years. He deserved a mount.

  "Si," Bol said, remembering that it was a long walk back to the river, and then three days more to his village.

  Call caught the old man a gentle gelding. "I've got no saddle to give you," he said, when he presented Bol with the horse.