Have You Seen Her?

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  Copyright © 2004 by Karen Rose Hafer

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  Contents

  ALSO BY KAREN ROSE

  DEDICATION

  INTRODUCTION

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  PROLOGUE

  ONE

  TWO

  THREE

  FOUR

  FIVE

  SIX

  SEVEN

  EIGHT

  NINE

  TEN

  ELEVEN

  TWELVE

  THIRTEEN

  FOURTEEN

  FIFTEEN

  SIXTEEN

  SEVENTEEN

  EIGHTEEN

  NINETEEN

  TWENTY

  TWENTY-ONE

  TWENTY-TWO

  TWENTY-THREE

  TWENTY-FOUR

  TWENTY-FIVE

  TWENTY-SIX

  TWENTY-SEVEN

  TWENTY-EIGHT

  TWENTY-NINE

  THIRTY

  THIRTY-ONE

  THIRTY-TWO

  THIRTY-THREE

  THIRTY-FOUR

  THIRTY-FIVE

  THIRTY-SIX

  THIRTY-SEVEN

  THIRTY-EIGHT

  EPILOGUE

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  THE EDITOR’S DIARY

  THIS CAN’T BE HAPPENING.

  THIS TIME, THE KILLER HAS GONE TOO FAR.

  HE WENT INTO HER HOME.

  HE HURT HER.

  AND NOW HE’S GONE…

  Steven dropped to his knees next to the paramedic. “Jenna.”

  Her eyes opened and in them he saw shock and tears and guilt. “I’m so sorry, Steven. I should have listened to you.”

  Steven noticed the smears of blood on her worn Duke T-shirt. “Any other wounds?” he asked the paramedic.

  “Only her throat. The blood on her shirt appears to be her own.”

  “We found bloody handprints on the carpet where she crawled from the bedroom,” said Uniform Two.

  Steven’s gut seethed as he pictured her scared and hurt and crawling through her own house like a wounded animal. For that alone, whoever did this to her would pay…

  ALSO BY KAREN ROSE

  Don’t Tell

  To the KARENS—Solem and Kosztolnyik—for believing in me and for making dreams come true.

  To TERRI BOLYARD—for your openhearted generosity and constant, priceless friendship.

  To SARAH and HANNAH—you are the lights of my life.

  And as always to my husband MARTIN—for loving me just the way that I am. I love you, too.

  Acknowledgments

  DR. MARC CONTERATO and KAY CONTERATO for medical advice on this book and for all the wisdom and support they’ve provided over the years—they are remarkable people and incredible friends.

  MARTIN HAFER for his hard-won insight into the mind of evil perpetrators, gained through years of counseling families shattered and broken through insidious crime.

  MARY and MIKE KOENIG and NEIL BLUNT for their insight into the Catholic faith.

  PROLOGUE

  Seattle, three years earlier

  “I WISHED THEY’D FRIED HIS MURDERIN’ASS,” declared the first man bitterly, breaking the silence that had become explosive in its intensity.

  Murmurs of heated agreement rippled through the small crowd that had gathered to watch the moving van being loaded. God only knew why they had. There really wasn’t anything to see. Sofas, chairs, antiques of all shapes and sizes. Vases that probably cost a year’s salary of an average workingman. A grand piano. Simply the belongings of an opulent family forced to flee the rage of an incensed community.

  And the guards the family had hired to keep the crowds at bay. That was all.

  The off-duty cop dressed in old jeans and a Seahawks sweatshirt wasn’t sure why he himself was there, standing in the cold Seattle drizzle. Perhaps to prove to himself that the murdering sonofabitch was really leaving town. Perhaps to get one last look at his face before he did.

  Perhaps.

  But more than likely it was to torture himself over the one who got away. The cruel, demonic, sadistic brute who got away. On a goddamn technicality.

  There would be no justice for the grieving community, still in shock. Not today, anyway, he thought.

  An elderly woman shook her plastic-rainhat-covered head as the movers loaded more boxes into the unmarked truck. “The chair wouldn’t have been good enough, not after what he did.”

  Another old man squared his once-robust shoulders, staring at the darkened house with contempt. “Shoulda done to him what he done to those poor girls.”

  His wife made a soft clucking sound in her throat from under the umbrella she held over them both. “But what decent person could they get to do it?”

  “How about the girls’ fathers?” her husband returned, helpless fury making his voice tremble.

  Again murmurs of agreement.

  “What I can’t believe is that they just let him go,” a younger man wearing a Mariners baseball cap said in a bold, angry voice.

  “On a technicality,” added the first man who had spoken, just as bitterly as before.

  On a mistake. An error. A goddamn technicality.

  “Cops arrest ’em, damn lawyers let ’em go,” said the man sharing the umbrella with his wife.

  “Oh, no,” said the man in the Mariners cap. “This technicality was the fault of the police. It was all over the front page. The cops fucked up and this monster goes free.”

  It was true. But he knew it wasn’t “cops.” It was only one cop.

  “Richard,” shushed the younger woman at Baseball-cap’s side, grabbing his arm. “There’s no need to be vulgar.”

  Richard Baseball-cap shook off the woman’s restraining hand. “He rapes and butchers four girls and I’m vulgar?” he declared in loud disbelief. “Don’t be an idiot, Sheila.”

  Sheila looked down at the pavement, her cheeks crimson. “I’m sorry, Richard.”

  “Yeah, whatever,” Richard muttered, looking up at the house. “It just pisses me off that rich people hire rich lawyers and get away with bloody murder.”

  Agreement again passed through the group and the conversation turned to the inequities of the modern legal system until the movers loaded the last box and sealed the truck’s back doors. The truck pulled away to a cacophony of jeers and name-calling that did absolutely no real good at all, unless it made the crowd feel better. But how could it?

  Then the small crowd hushed as one of the doors of the three-car garage slid open and a black Mercedes sedan emerged. No one said a word until the Mercedes was upon them, gliding by on the wet street. Then Richard Baseball-cap yelled, “Murderer!” and the cry was taken up by the others.

  Except for the off-duty cop in old blue jeans and a now
-soaked Seahawks sweatshirt who said not a word, even when the Mercedes rolled to a stop next to where he silently stood.

  The crowd hushed again as the heavily tinted window rolled down, revealing the face that haunted his dreams, asleep and awake. Cold dark eyes narrowed, filled with unleashed fury. It was subhuman, the face and the eyes and the mouth that curved in a smug smile that he wanted to slice right off the subhuman face. Then the smug mouth spoke. “Go to hell, Davies,” it said.

  It’s no less than I deserve. “I’ll meet you there,” Davies returned through clenched teeth.

  The woman in the Mercedes’s front passenger seat murmured something and the subhuman raised the window. The engine gunned and the tires squealed against the wet asphalt as the Mercedes leapt forward, sending up a fine cloud of charred steam that burned his nose.

  And off they go, Davies thought. Off to have a life. Unfair. Inequitable. A vicious, sadistic murderer robbed four teenaged girls of their lives and was set free to have a life of his own. For now.

  Because soon enough the blood lust would rise up again and more girls would be at the murderer’s mercy. More girls would die, because the murdering sonofabitch had no mercy.

  More girls would die. But the next time I’ll be ready. The next time there would be no technicality. The next time the murdering, sadistic monster would pay.

  Neil Davies watched the Mercedes turn the corner at the end of the street and then it was out of view. Next time, he vowed to the four girls. To himself. I’ll get him. He’ll pay. I promise.

  ONE

  Present Day, Raleigh, North Carolina, Monday, September 26, 10:00 A.M.

  THE FACT THAT HE’D SEEN MORE HORRIFIC SCENES over the course of his career should have made this one easier to mentally process.

  Should have.

  It didn’t.

  Special Agent Steven Thatcher loosened his tie, but it didn’t do a thing to help the flow of air to his lungs. It didn’t do a thing to change what he’d found in the clearing after the North Carolina State Bureau of Investigation received an anonymous tip leading them to this place.

  It certainly didn’t do a thing to bring the poor dead woman back to life.

  So Steven centered the knot of his tie right over the lump in his throat. He stepped forward carefully, earning him a glare from the rookie Forensics had sent because the rookie’s boss had picked the week they discovered a gruesome, brutal murder to take a cruise to the Caribbean.

  Now, looking at the mangled corpse, heavily scavenged by whatever creatures lived in these woods, Steven couldn’t help wishing he were on a boat far from civilization, too.

  “Watch your feet,” the rookie cautioned from his hands-and-knees position on the grass next to the body, irritation in his voice. Kent Thompson was reputed to be quite good, but Steven would hold his judgment. However, the fact Kent hadn’t thrown up yet was a stroke in his favor.

  “Thank you for the lesson in crime-scene investigation,” Steven replied dryly and Kent’s cheeks went redder than chili peppers.

  Kent sat back on his heels and looked away. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly. “I’m frustrated. I’ve checked this entire area three times. Whoever left her here didn’t leave anything else behind.”

  “Maybe the ME will find something on the body,” Steven said.

  Kent sighed. “What’s left of it.” He looked back at the corpse, clinical detachment on his face. But Steven also noted the flicker of controlled compassion in the young man’s eyes and was satisfied. Kent would do his job, but still remember the victim. Another stroke in the newbie’s favor.

  “Sorry, Steven,” said a ragged voice behind him and Steven turned to find Agent Harry Grimes taking labored breaths as he slipped a handkerchief in his pocket. Harry’s face was pale, although the green tinge had passed along with the Egg McMuffin Harry had downed on his way to the scene.

  New to the SBI, Harry had been assigned to Steven for training. Harry showed a lot of promise, except for his very weak stomach. But Steven couldn’t blame him too much. He might have lost his own breakfast had he taken the time to eat any. “It’s okay, Harry. It happens.”

  “Have we found anything?” Harry asked.

  “Not yet.” Steven crouched down next to the body, a pen in his gloved hand. “Nude, no ID or clothing anywhere around. There’s enough left of her to know she was female.”

  “Adolescent female,” Kent added and Steven’s head shot up.

  “What?”

  “Adolescent female is my guess,” Kent said, pointing to the corpse’s torso. “Pierced navel.”

  Harry’s gulp was audible. “How can you tell?”

  Kent’s mouth quirked up. “You could see if you put your face a bit closer.”

  “I don’t think so,” said Harry in a strangled voice. Steven balanced himself on the balls of his feet, still crouched. “Okay, an adolescent female. She’s been here at least a week. We’ll need to run a check through missing persons.” He gently rolled the body over and felt his heart skip a beat at the same time Harry cursed softly.

  “What?” Kent asked, looking from Steven up to Harry and back at Steven. “What?”

  A grimness settled over Steven and he pointed his pen at the remains of the young girl’s left buttock. “She had a tattoo.”

  Kent leaned closer, then looked up, still squinting. “Looks like a peace symbol.”

  Steven looked up at Harry who wore a look of the same grim acknowledgment. “Lorraine Rush,” Steven said and Harry nodded.

  “Who was Lorraine Rush?” Kent asked.

  “Lorraine was reported missing about two weeks ago,” Harry said quietly. “Her parents went in to wake her up for school and found her bed slept in but empty.”

  “No evidence of forced entry,” Steven added, looking at the corpse with new concern. “We had to assume she’d run away. Her parents insisted she never would run, that she’d been kidnapped.”

  “Parents always insist their kids would never run away,” Harry said. “You still don’t know that she didn’t and just met up with some rough character along the way.”

  Steven could see in his mind’s eye the picture of Lorraine as she’d been, the smiling girl in the photograph on the Rushes’ fireplace mantel. “She was sixteen. A year younger than my oldest son.” Steven let his thoughts briefly linger on his troubled son who’d undergone such a radical change in personality in the last month. But that was another worry. He’d dwell on his very personal problem of Brad when he’d put Lorraine Rush out of his mind. Whenever that would be.

  “Damn shame,” said Kent.

  Steven pushed himself to his feet and stared down at what was left of what had once been a beautiful, vibrant young woman. Pushed back the primal rage at the monster who could take the life of another so brutally. “We’ll need to inform her parents.” He didn’t look forward to that task.

  Breaking the tragic news of a loved one’s murder should have been easier after all these years.

  Should have been.

  It wasn’t.

  TWO

  Thursday, September 29, 8:55 A.M.

  “HOW ARE YOU, STEVEN?”

  Steven looked up to find his boss, Special Agent in Charge Lennie Farrell, looking down at him with that troubled expression that made Steven want to groan. When most people said how are you, they meant how are you? but when Lennie Farrell said how are you, it meant they were going to have a chat, which in Steven’s case would almost certainly include a discussion of “the incident” from six months before. Which Steven didn’t have the emotional energy to go through. Not now.

  Not after yet another argument with seventeen-year-old Brad last night over his oldest son’s month-old attitude that gave “sullen teenager” new meaning. They’d fought, screamed at each other, and Steven still didn’t know why or who had won.

  Not after yet another over-breakfast argument with his aunt Helen over the “nice young woman” she’d lined up for him to meet this weekend. Helen never understood that
he was determined to remain a widower for the foreseeable future, at least until all his boys were grown.

  Steven pressed his fingertips to his throbbing temple. And especially after trying to hug his youngest son before leaving the house and once again having seven-year-old Nicky push him away. Nicky and “the incident” were inextricably intertwined.

  Steven would rather date one of Helen’s debutantes than talk about it again.

  But Lennie’s expression said that’s what he’d come to talk about and although Steven had learned from experience that Lennie would not be deterred, he did know his boss could be distracted. So to his boss’s how are you, Steven replied, “About like you’d think after looking at pictures of a mutilated, animal-scavenged corpse.” He pushed the folder to the edge of his desk.

  Lennie took the bait, flipping through the pictures of the body in the clearing, his seasoned cop’s face showing no sign of emotion. But he swallowed hard before closing the folder.

  “And our suspects?” Lennie asked, his eyes still on the folder cover.

  “Not many,” Steven said. “Lorraine Rush was a well-liked girl, a cheerleader at High Point High School. Sixteen, no boyfriends her parents knew about. Her friends are stunned.”

  “And her teachers?”

  “Nothing there either. We’ve checked her whereabouts every day for three weeks before she was reported missing and nothing stands out. Lorraine was a clean-cut all-American girl.”

  “With a tattoo on her buttock,” Lennie said.

  Steven shrugged. “She was a teenager, Lennie. They paint and pierce themselves, God knows why. In my day it was dyeing your hair green and sticking safety pins in your nose. We ran a tox screen on what was left and didn’t find any evidence of the usual teenage party scene.”

  “So, in other words, no suspects,” Lennie said, frowning. “Nope.”

  “And the Forensics report?”

  “She was killed there in the clearing. Her blood was found soaked three inches into the soil.”

  “It’s been so dry lately,” Lennie murmured. “The ground just drank her up.”

  Steven eyed his half-drunk coffee with new distaste. “Yeah. Cause of death may have been stabbing, but the ME wouldn’t swear to it. There just wasn’t enough of her body left. She’d been there five days based on the larval state of the maggots that were busy eating what the animals left behind. She was probably raped, although the ME wouldn’t swear to that either.”